While I agree with what you're saying, I'm still confused. How does all that mesh with Amber constantly being in denial about her weight? If in her mind she's "not that bad" still "dainty" still "cute af" etc. then how does she at the same time have an identity that consists of nothing more than being a struggling oppressed fatass? How can she be in denial about that which she also uses to define herself entirely? wow
You make a good point. However, I would argue that her denial isnt a abysmally deep as people give her credit for, an example being how defensive she gets when someone else films her full body. I would think that someone so far gone in a sea of denial that they cant see the shore line anymore wouldnt give two shits about something like that. To me it seems like she avoids more than she denies. As for her identity I should have been more specific. I think her online idenity, the Amberlynn Reid we see on YT is firmly rooted in her image as being obese because that is what is bringing in the views and the cash. And I think that sometimes when a person projects a constructed facade for the camera it can consume them to the point where they dont know who the “real” them is anymore. Why would she try and be a fit and thin Amberlynn when the morbidly obese Amberlynn is working out just fine?
I live relatively close to where she does and there are a lot of really large people in this area but not like her. She would definitely be the prize pig at the fair. I personally think he was talking about her but I could be wrong. There was a pause between what he was saying as if he was shocked and then just blurted it out and you can see the guy directly beside her turn to look as he passes. It's really not unlikely that he was and if he was it's not much of a surprise. As a person with no filter I'd probably blurt out something stupid also.