Goddamn this is like hopping into a little internet time machine. I have a really distinct memory of her admitting everything she'd ever said was fake but I doubt I'll be able to find it however many years later. It's probably somewhere in the goon vaults if anybody is able to dig up her SA thread.
The term “racism” is only in use when it is the dominant race being racist, otherwise it is just known as racial discrimination. If you don’t believe me, then fine, but it is true. Racism = privilege + power
My reply:
Semiotic poppy cock! No matter how you distort the meaning of words, black people hating white people because they’re white is as fucked up as white people hating blacks ones because they’re black.
It doesn’t MATTER who’s in charge. Jews who hate Arabs are wrong, too. ANYBODY hating is wrong, period.
You should judge people not by the color of their skin, but by the content of their character. The plumage don’t enter into it.
And speaking of plumage, “Ella,” you can redefine “woman” any way you can force people to go along with, but you’re still a mincing, cross-dressing, ridiculous-looking, homosexual man pretending to be female.
…Not that there’s anything WRONG with that.
Right? I mean, you people are so proud of wishing you were me that you prance and strut up and down Market Street every year.
Hey, you don’t like it? Tough titties! I said it anyway! I can’t pretend there’s no elephant in the parlor; I’m autistic. To me statements are either true or false.
The plumage don’t enter into it.
-faith k.
To me, a cross-dressing faggot is just another kind of liar. Gays don’t bother me any more than the Hensel twins do. But they’re all disturbing because they live in Uncanny Valley.
Having lived so long among normal people for so long, you’d think I’d be used to liars, but this kind not only expects me to pretend it’s the truth, but gets indignant and angry if I don’t.
The further it is from that, the less it’s actually sex and the more it’s just boring, mutual masturbation.
I crave someone who doesn’t love me or even know me dragging me into a van and into a basement, then exposing, hurting, and finally using the most private and personal female parts of my body for his selfish sexual pleasure, without asking my permission.
I want to be forcibly restrained and my discomfort threshold exceeded… way exceeded by having my mouth blocked open and being suffocated by a man’s hairy balls in my mouth and his long, hard dick deep in my throat until I pass out from lack of oxygen just as I feel him cum directly into my stomach.
No, I DON’T like this kind of stuff when it is happening. I hate it and would safeword immediately, why is which I refuse to have one. What I like is the humiliation and degradation I feel because he is doing these things to me against my will and without my permission. He completely took over my naked body. He stole it from me and is using it in any way he wants to, and I have no say in then things he does to me. I’m just a passive observer inside my body. He just wants my body, my soft, hot, slippery, girl-openings. He doesn’t even care if there’s anyone in the body he’s hurting, as long as she stays out of his way while he does it.
That is why I don’t meet emailers for sex in a hotel, or wait on a prearranged street corner for make-believe “rape”. Because that kind of sex is as bull shit as loving, caring, married sex. (Though I did announce what Marriott Hotel I’d be at the bar of all afternoon. I waited from noon to dark, drinking heavily and anticipating being tied to a tree in the woods on the other side of the parking lot, gagged, tortured until I pass out, raped while I’m unconscious, then left there bruised, limp, and covered with welts, held up only by the ropes he used to attache me to the tree.
Only genuine forcible rape is pure, crystallized sexual expression. Everything less is just kiddie-fun playtime make-believe fake shit, like everything else in this backward redneck country.
In our Fayeth, we don’t worship God, we worship our immediate experience. Specifically, the transcendental, magical experience of transforming from an intelligent person into a mindless animal driven solely by uncontrollable sexual instinct.
Instead of observing something, understanding it, and making a smartass comment about it, I want to be unaware that I exist. I need to experience the ambient now, the immediacy, as it continually occurs and occurs and occurs.
I savor the shame and humiliation of submitting–particularity when my ass hole is being used and I can feel the stranger triumphantly deposit his sperm in my intestine before withdrawing his dick from my bruised body, slapping my face once, HARD, to prove to me it wasn’t love, and then walking away.
I crave the genuine surrender of screaming through tears: “Please! Rape me now! I’m begging you to rape me! You can do anything you want to me, even kill me. Just please, please STOP WHIPPING MY CUNT…”.
That’s he magical moment for me, the peak: when he breaks me. Not just my body, but breaks my will. When he releases my soul from the logic traps and frees me from the endless, boring prison of my smug, cynical, smartass attitude.
I want the pain to be unbearable, but last only a fraction of a second. Being whipped by an angry man with a red-hot wire as hard as he can, or being forced to endure a 250-volt, one-millisecond electric shock on my swollen, hairy sex organ would be perfect.
And I want it repeated over and over, again and again until I sob heavily, my will is completely broken and I surrender my body and soul to the man for real. Even internally to myself I love him and I want to give him pleasure.
That’s the start of genuine sex, when I surrender to his domination in my own mind.
At that point, I want to be IMMEDIATELY raped, preferably face to face and vaginally, while he stares at me in furious anger and scowls, and I look away. This is the most personal violation of my body and domination of my soul, even more so than humiliating and embarrassing me by using my ass hole to masturbate with in front of his friends and then offering it to them to try, without once asking me what I think about it.
And I want to be impregnated during my brutal, sadistic rape. That’s really the ultimate domination of my body.
If it’s my many, many men, then I never want to know which one consummated the ultimate domination of my body.
But if it’s my owner who’s doing it to me, I never want him to use a rubber. Like Elizabeth Fritzl, I want him to control my reproductive organ by brutally and gleefully fucking it and impregnating the center of my existence: not my useless BRAIN, but the womb deep inside me, at the end of my cunt. THAT’S real sex.
What you do is bullshit. And YOU guys are even to afraid to do THAT. You losers don’t get any sex because when you don’t DEMAND it, you don’t DESERVE it.
I know what I’m talking about when I say brutal, uncaring, savage rape, because it was done to me by dozens of men in one weekend.
Travis says (31.01.2016 at 5:26 pm):
>What you do is bullshit. And YOU guys are even to afraid to do THAT. You losers don’t get any sex because when you don’t DEMAND it, you don’t DESERVE it.
No need to force it then. That means that they are simply genetically not fit and not deserving of sex from normal women and that\’s it, it stops there.
You can\’t force us to go aggressive because alpha males are aggressive because of higher levels of serotonin and this isn\’t mediated by stuff you have control over.
Women tend to have higher levels of serotonin than men for some reasons too. Seems to kinda confirm my tought that nerds are mentally more \”male\”.
Faye says (31.01.2016 at 11:10 pm):
> No need to force it then. That means that they are simply genetically not fit and not deserving of sex from normal women
No, it was a statement of fact. “Deserves” is an opinion.
> and that’s it, it stops there.
afraid to go further. You need an SSRI, kid. You’ll realize that for your whole life, you’ve been huffing glue and now you feels like you woke up.
> Women tend to have higher levels of serotonin than men for some reasons too. Seems to kinda confirm my tought that nerds are mentally more \”male\”.
No, Serotonin just gives you confidence, regardless of gender.
But think about what you said. It implies that
Women have high serotonin
It makes them more male-like
Nerds lack serotonin, and that makes them more male-like
One can validly conclude from that that bullshit that alpha males are less male-like than women. It also says that nerds are less female-like than alphas.
Travis says (1.02.2016 at 6:03 am):
>Women have high serotonin
>It makes them more male-like
Not really I was just hunting down for whatever makes the nerd brain closer to what an extreme male brain would look like, but if women have got more of serotonin then it isn’t the case.
No doubt nerds are more female like than alphas, but in some ways they are a fuckton more male-like than alphas.
Hemisity is defined by in which side the anterior cingulate cortex is the biggest.
But, the more a brain in the womb is exposed to prenatal testosterone the bigger the anterior cingulate cortex’s left section is compared to it’s right section leading to a “left-brain” personality, “left-brain” way of processing information, “left-brain” traits, all the while increasing the overall size of the right cerebral hemisphere.
http://cercor.oxfordjournals.org/content/11/1/17.long
“There was a significant gender difference, such that males showed an asymmetric pattern characterized by increased fissurization of the left AC, while females showed greater symmetry, with less fissurization of the left AC. Overall cerebral morphology, namely hemispheric volume and hemispheric fissurization, were also measured and used as independent variables as well as covariates in the analyses in order to ascertain the specificity of the results regarding AC morphology. Results showed that cerebral volume for males was larger on the right than on the left while fissurization showed the reverse asymmetry of greater leftward fissurization. ”
One can validly conclude that nerds have a more male-like brain, because the left-cerebral hemisphere orbits more around rational, logical, verbal thinking.
But aspies seem to have strong traits from both anyways for exemple daydreaming or recurrent dreams or nightmares are right-brain traits.
But that’s because aspies’s corpus callosum the structure that links both hemispheres is around six times bigger than NT’s.
I didn’t say less serotonin = more male.
I was trying to hunt for what could seperate the male and female brain.
Travis says (1.02.2016 at 6:04 am):
>Not really I was just hunting down for whatever makes the nerd brain closer to what an extreme male brain would look like, but if women have got more of serotonin then it isn’t the case.
Wait what the fuck am I talking about.
But yeah, no doubt nerds are more female-like. No problem with that.
An exemple of a female trait is the ability to cooperate and lack of competitivity.
Travis says (1.02.2016 at 6:13 am):
>Women have high serotonin
It makes them more male-like
Nerds lack serotonin, and that makes them more male-like
No. I said that women have more serotonin, conclusion someone with a more feminine mindset will tend to have more serotonin, conclusion alphas and such are more feminine in some ways and males were not meant by nature to be overly confident, and yes that nerds are more male-like.
I nevre said that they were overall less male-like than women, but IN SOME WAYS, absolutely.
I mean, the right brain in the video I gave you said it was a woman despite that the guy was a male. To get an alpha all you have to do is take a woman, change her base sexual urges and emotional processing and physical appearance and you have one.
Keep the feminine emotionality and capacity to make dumb shit out of thin air and emotional way of thinking and you have an alpha.
The essence of masculinity is to be able to go agaisnt the environment and figure out everything about it and fight it, and an alpha can’t do that (obviously). If you had a world of alphas only you’d get something that looks like Africa.
Generally alphas are retarded and the worse of subhumans that can be, and even nowadays you hear alot of stories of them doing stupid stuff and hurting themselves like a bunch of idiots I can’t imagine how they’d turn out if there was not technology and life wasn’t easy.
Travis says (1.02.2016 at 6:15 am):
>>Women have high serotonin
It makes them more male-like
Nerds lack serotonin, and that makes them more male-like
Shieet what am I talking about? This is fucking retarded. It doesn’t make women more male-like.
Damnit, it’s the morning. My brain still didn’t start up completely.
Ignore all that retarded serotonin fuss but look at what I said about brain hemispheres becuase it proves the conclusion you came to (in some ways)
Travis says (1.02.2016 at 6:34 am):
I’m not saying that serotonin = more female like overall. I’m saying that serotonin is probably a marker for a “feminine” mindset, but feminine in an abstract sense, not in the sense that their brain will look like a woman’s.
Women usually are a thousand times more confident and obnovious and louder than men. No doubt this wouldn’t be the right mindset to deal with reality and dealing with reality in my opnion is everything masculinity is about and alphas can’t do that correctly.
I’m talking about neurology and abstract masculinity and femininity.
But if anything nerds have got very strong tinges of feminity there and there as i’ve said.
Rob says (1.02.2016 at 3:16 pm):
>But if anything nerds have got very strong tinges of feminity there and there as i’ve said.
Yaa .. what ?? neard are smart and will fuck anything , as long as it doesn’t fight to much .
and masculinity and femininity or more aptly put recessive and dominant behavior are
the foundation our identity , and it’s never 100 % either way for any one person.
but i’m in the 90% form alpha male in my current family structure . I have to be the peace
keeper and bad guy ( dept of corrections )
Rob says (1.02.2016 at 11:17 am):
Trying to point out Travis contradictions to him will cause
him to regurgitate 100 totally unrelated links as he sit back
and feel a false sense sense of vindication and will only
cement his delusional view (take the blue pill )
Apparently gay crossdressing faggots lie right next to Zombies, Corpses, and Prosthetic Hands in the Uncanny Valley. wow
From the post Sneasel quoted:
EDIT: Fixed post, thanks for pointing it out Sneasel!
I'm apparently autistic and can't read graphs, but I'm not as autistic as @Faye Kane Girl Brain so everything should maybe be okay.
Lambo says (16.02.2015 at 2:52 pm):
Bring that sophisticated submissive ass to South Florida and let me have a go at it. In the Woods, cave, house whatever.
Tr@vis says (19.12.2015 at 12:35 pm):
>I do the blog as shock therapy, to help you worthless dorks not be afraid of people like me (ones with an extra X chromosome). Hopefully, you won’t make the same stupid, tragically unnecessary, wrong decisions I did and end up homeless and alone and frightened, too.
I will probably end up homeless as well. In five months I will be sixteen years old and no longer have to go to school. Ain’t that great.
Except that I will probably not be frightened.
Rob says (21.12.2015 at 3:38 am):
>I will probably end up homeless as well. In five months I will be sixteen years old and no longer have to go to school. Ain’t that great.Except that I will probably not be frightened.
I\’m sure your Superior additional X chromosome will help you cope with living in the street.
You could turn tricks as a last resort . OHh. oh go enroll as a professor in cultural genetics at
your local collage , ( spread your vast knowledge to the masses )
DD says (14.01.2016 at 1:20 pm):
I agree with you. The syntax, semantics, and tone all sound like one pretending to be 16. A kind of advanced Turing test. You too have speech patterns that mark you as almost unique. I think I could pick your prose out of a \”line up\” of 1000.
Travis says (19.01.2016 at 12:31 pm):
I am sixteen you bloody mong.
What in my syntax and semantics suggest that I am pretending to be?
If my english may sound weird it is because I am not exposed to what most of english speakers are exposed to and pick up english from a less diverse sources .
Well I don’t know, i’m guessing
Well,no i’m not sixteen I am FIFTEEN soon to be sixteen.
Why would a sixteen years old always have to sound like a retard?
I very rarely talk english. There is NO other website on which I talk so much I don’t make any post at all anywhere else that’s why my english sounds different.
Well maybe.
Faye says (19.01.2016 at 4:06 pm):
Look, I’m tired of you lying to me. You know I already know your address and phone.
Okay, I’ll go Jedi on you and show everyone that you’re not a kid.
As soon as you[‘re ready, I’ll say “go” and you;ll have 3 minutes to do something (simple) a kid could do but I doubt an adult probably can’t.
ANY excuse you make means you’re not a kid.
Faye says (22.01.2016 at 8:18 am):
It might take a few tries to get synced in realtime. Let’s try again. I’ll look here more often.
What model printer do you have? I want to know if you can print something, and if not, I’ll have to cum up with another test.
Sounds like she might be Kengle's soulmate. Hell, she would probably be turned on by the thought of being dismembered in Kengle's basement and having her bones incorporated into one of his crayola model clay sculptures
Sounds like she might be Kengle's soulmate. Hell, she would probably be turned on by the thought of being dismembered in Kengle's basement and having her bones incorporated into one of his crayola model clay sculptures
Right here in conversation she states she is in Lake County, Florida. This corroborates with the link below stating she is in Leesburg, Florida (which is in Lake County https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Leesburg,_Florida).
Why'd it have to be Florida? Florida already has enough crazy without this weirdo... (╥﹏╥)
You should go to Germany or Sweden, @Faye Kane Girl Brain. I heard that they're really sex positive just like you, so I'm sure you'd fit right in!