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- Oct 12, 2021
Pasting this recap from a Fishtank discord server
Summer interview:
The Vtuber and Summer have been friends for 3 years. Summer's background i.... hiding a mess.
She has some dolls on display.
On the interview, Summer says she will draw, paint, blog, do Ukelele covers, and talk about her interests.
They talk about working for egotistical men who control them.
Summer reveals she's been a MDE/Hyde fan since 2020 through the Ted Talk.
She showed her obsession with MDE to friends, family, exes.
Summer was picked up by Jet. Jet's car apparently is full of empty cigarette and cereal cartons.
She didn't spend much time hanging out before being put in the tank.
The two people who stood out to Summer is Tayleigh and Jimmy. She liked both of them and found them the most interesting.
Summer did not like Brian at all. Apparently he's the worst in the house. She hated him a lot. She thinks Cole was on track to win.
She's been in contact with Cole and apologised for having the psychotic break against him and they're on good terms. She also reached out to Brian and are on good terms.
When Summer applied, she was manic and just got out of a breakup. She says she probably shouldn't be dating any time soon.
She was in mania when she arrived. She feels she's a stronger person after going through this experience.
Summer was told she was the plant. Like most of the other contestants.
And to gaslight herself into not knowing what the show was. She failed. She was also mimicking the Judge which contributed to the psychotic break and she struggled to figure out what was real and what was fake.
Her strategy was to act like Sam Hyde and gaslight herself.
Summer figured out that Brian and Jimmy both were MDE fans.
Summer says Shinji doesn't know what he signed up for. He doesn't know Sam Hyde or MDE and he's cool.
Summer likes both Josie and Letty, but prefers Josie because she let Summer use her fidget spinner when she was freaking out. Vance also helped calm her.
Summer is a big Sam Hyde fangirl and loved emulating Sam Hyde. That idea is hers. She was manic.
Summer was fangirling hard for Sam throughout.
Messages did get under Summer's skin and hurt her. Especially the sex ones. She felt uncomfortable about the sexual TTS because it affects her PTSD.
Keeping her socials up was a mistake, and it sucked to get hacked.
She feels the TTS and the show should be moderated more.
No comment on the Tom Horse rumour.
She thinks Shinji would be a good friend, but she finds him too sexual and won't be dating him. She has a crush but thinks it won't work out.
The Vtuber and Summer have been friends for 3 years. Summer's background i.... hiding a mess.
She has some dolls on display.
On the interview, Summer says she will draw, paint, blog, do Ukelele covers, and talk about her interests.
They talk about working for egotistical men who control them.
Summer reveals she's been a MDE/Hyde fan since 2020 through the Ted Talk.
She showed her obsession with MDE to friends, family, exes.
Summer was picked up by Jet. Jet's car apparently is full of empty cigarette and cereal cartons.
She didn't spend much time hanging out before being put in the tank.
The two people who stood out to Summer is Tayleigh and Jimmy. She liked both of them and found them the most interesting.
Summer did not like Brian at all. Apparently he's the worst in the house. She hated him a lot. She thinks Cole was on track to win.
She's been in contact with Cole and apologised for having the psychotic break against him and they're on good terms. She also reached out to Brian and are on good terms.
When Summer applied, she was manic and just got out of a breakup. She says she probably shouldn't be dating any time soon.
She was in mania when she arrived. She feels she's a stronger person after going through this experience.
Summer was told she was the plant. Like most of the other contestants.
And to gaslight herself into not knowing what the show was. She failed. She was also mimicking the Judge which contributed to the psychotic break and she struggled to figure out what was real and what was fake.
Her strategy was to act like Sam Hyde and gaslight herself.
Summer figured out that Brian and Jimmy both were MDE fans.
Summer says Shinji doesn't know what he signed up for. He doesn't know Sam Hyde or MDE and he's cool.
Summer likes both Josie and Letty, but prefers Josie because she let Summer use her fidget spinner when she was freaking out. Vance also helped calm her.
Summer is a big Sam Hyde fangirl and loved emulating Sam Hyde. That idea is hers. She was manic.
Summer was fangirling hard for Sam throughout.
Messages did get under Summer's skin and hurt her. Especially the sex ones. She felt uncomfortable about the sexual TTS because it affects her PTSD.
Keeping her socials up was a mistake, and it sucked to get hacked.
She feels the TTS and the show should be moderated more.
No comment on the Tom Horse rumour.
She thinks Shinji would be a good friend, but she finds him too sexual and won't be dating him. She has a crush but thinks it won't work out.
79 questions, here we go
From Jimmy telling her everyone is a plant, to basement, to home
She believed Jimmy but didn't want to say anything. She was still manic and developed psychosis and believed everyone is an actor. She didn't believe when production told her she is wrong. She thought she won. Manic and psychotic is what she was. Summer apparently has no interest in self harm or suicide. The last time she felt this way was when she was 16.
Summers interests in vtubing, anime, conventions
Summer wants to do vtubing but doesn't know how to. She loves cosplaying and has done cosplays in the past. Summer doesn't have most of her fishtank clothes, except a skirt and a few items. Summer cringed at herself and her behavior on the tank. Especially the ice cream comment.
There's some dumbass fucking questions like women farting, I'm not transcribing these.
How hot is Tayleigh
10/10. Gorgeous inside and out. Strong woman
Did you have icecream?
No. No ice cream. Only Zip water. It's not bad. Its just sparking water.
What kind of guys do you date, do you date black guys?
No dating right now. Focusing on mental health. But literally guys who are nice to her. She dated one black guy. It was good while it lasted. She broke up with him. Reporter notes: oh no.
What will you do now that people goon to you?
Nothing. What can I do? Make it work in my favour?
MDE/Hyde/ect
She watched every MDE clip, every perfect guy life, every Sam Hyde video.
What was the audition process?
Very quick, shockingly quick, same day response, talked to Jenny, video interview with Jenny few days later, then accepted onto show.
Favourite songs
Fuck me this is a list. She's written and drawn a lot of stuff from a fishtank pad she took. She might sell it for 50 bucks lmao Head over heels - tears for fears, i don't smoke - mitski, tyler the creator, Sad girl music, and rap hiphop genre. Jrock band, Midori. Likes weird music
How bad was your mental state after tank? Did production keep contact?
Jet kept in contact. Summer was completely catatonic. Didn't know who she was, where she was, couldn't put shoes on feet. Airport security and her brother helped her. The plan was just throw her onto an airplane. She was apparently so messed up, she couldn't enter the plane and was escorted to hospital by the police. She's feeling better now, about everything. No more psychotic problems ever since leaving the show. Her socials getting hacked messed her up for a bit. Doesn't know who hacked her, says its probably some stupid kid
Thoughts on Shinji's past?
Shinji's porn acting has high potential to be taken advantage and abused. She was upset by his story, worries about him, and hopes he stays safe.
She won't be watching his porn videos.
Will she make more guest appearances?
Yes she would love to.
Fishtank with only one male fish? AKA Harem Tank
She would find it funny, but won't pursue Shinji.
Did you like the 70s outfits?
Yes. She loved them. They fit perfectly. She wanted to keep them. She wouldn't wear the flower jumpsuit though.
Summer's fetish/kinks
She isn't a "little" and disagrees with DDLG as a sexual thing, but Summer does do age regression as a way of coping with trauma.
Her dolls are like 80 fucking dollars each.
On Jimmy's assault of Britney
He's a good guy, he makes mistakes. I support them both. Production does worse things than Jimmy.
If you could watch your stuff, go at it again, what would you do differently
She won't watch her segments. She won't push herself so hard. Her desire to win and not get kicked off made her so focused on winning she didn't focus on herself.
She heard about the milk challenge but didn't watch any more of fishtank.
Favourite anime
Deathnote. Mysterious skin. She loves American Psycho, both film and book. Loves the author. Wanted to lend the book to Tom.
Fixing posture.
Summer now knows how bad her posture is. She's gonna do yoga. She goes on walks. Wants to do exercise once her mental health recovers.
She skipped gym class. Terrible at athletics
Who should win?
Tayleigh or Shinji
Taking meds?
She isn't taking hydroxacine which the show gave her. She's taking other meds for nightmares, racing thoughts, ect. Her doctor says the show's pills are no good.
Is she religious?
Catholic, but secular mother. Rarely went to church. Went to Christian youth group camps. Converted to Mormon at 14. Big mistake. Made her hate god. Lost faith. Mormons fucked with her. Faith is helping her heal and go through tough times. Trust in god.
Self harm scars
Wrists and thigh. Left arm and right thigh. Can't get rid of them due to stitches.
Sam Hyde's past
Yeah she knows. Doesn't like kiwi farms. Did lurk there though.
Did they record psychotic breakdown?
Doesn't think camera was rolling. Hopes they did record it. She screamed at everyone. It was rough. She apologises for the people she screamed at.
The voicemails
"Ask Jet Neptune about the voicemails, do not ask me" No comment. It's not my mess. Ask Jet. [She refused to answer this for legal reasons apparently].
US presidential election
Not voting for Biden. Production gaslit her into believing that Kamala Harris became president after Joe Biden's death.
Favourite season
Spring. Likes rain. Things are growing. Weather is decent
Favourite board
/tv/, /r9k/, tried to get into lolita fashion, lurked lolcow
Ethnic background
French Canadian
Was the breakdown exaggerated or real
100% legit. Very scary for her. Production didn't tell her to do anything. Genuine mental illness.
Which gangs endorse
psych gang 5150, wigger gang, based retard gang
Self harm
A while ago, won't do it again
Therapy
Hard to open up, surface level stuff, getting ready to talk about the show, focus is on her recovery and stable mental health position Talk therapy. Just started. 2 sessions. Therapy every week.
Can you handle Frank Hassle?
No. Absolutely not.
Tayleigh crying last night
Hope she's okay. She's tough as nails, inspiration for Summer.
Do you think Sam exploits disabilities for entertainment
No comment, not up for me to say. She likes sam.
Jon
She likes Jon's voice. Platonic. The vtuber went to school with him
Production TTS
She had no idea production was messing with her. Thought it was all fans. Hard to tell real from fake.
Thoughts on Sam Hyde, loaded questions.
Still confused. Greatful for support. Not sure what to say. Now understand why you should never meet your heroes. She's reading self help books.
Dog house
It was comfy, I'd live there. Loved it in there.
Self harm and psychotic breaks
No more self harm, no more ideations. Its attentionseeking and she wants to break the pattern.
On fishtank
Will try to strike when the iron is hot so she can make the most of her boosted support for a career.
Do you enjoy interacting with people, do you like the simps, find them annoying, whats weirdest message?
At first replied to everyone. Simps vary between cool and weird. She likes the supportive positive comments. Weirdest thing said or done: Simps talking about their money and accomplishments. And people who think she'll genuinely date them.
Why is summer a bummer
Depression and mental illness lol
Production replacing her after she left with Taylor
Production are going a difficult and stressful job. Suggests giving feedback to production. Production was cool She hopes people enjoy the show and finds it funny.
Simp offers ~2000 worth of stuff
lol no space. Next goal is to buy streaming equipment. Looking to get full time job. Needs to take job search more seriously. Needs to figure transport. Worked as cashier, never again.
Summer merch
Will eventually. Still figuring it out. Please be patient.
Baited on a question LMAO
Date Shinji or Jimmy
Shinji if he didn't do porn. Would not Jimmy LMAO. JIMMYCELS BTFO.
The nipslip
Everyone has them. It was silly
Who was the guy with glasses?
Someone at the hospital
Production kicking out people who crack
Big mistake. Should let them recover. Throws away potential.
Summer and trans stuff
Supports genuine trans people. Was figuring herself out, not de-trans. Just struggled with being feminine and sexuality. Was a Tomboy, but now more girly. "Transitioning" was a way to cope with trauma, to regain self control.
Kiwifarms
Does not have an account, its an impersonator [Someone probably registered an account with her e-mail here]
Feelings for Jet
No feelings for Jet. Thought it was a crush on Sam and Jet, it's actually just admiration. There's no feelings there. Just star struck.
Nose ring
She likes the nose ring. She's not removing it. Just pretend it doesnt exist.
Regret dating a black guy
No. She loved him. Regret how long it lasted. Him and his family weren't good to her.
Charls and Favorite World Peace sketches
Dating game, the wall show. Charls is funny
Neighbourhood vs tank
Hopes production handles it in way that works for everyone.
Stream with Jimmy
Sure, once she has her equipment
Last question now: If she stayed in the house, would she had gotten plushes
Yes. She thinks so. But isn't salty.
She's greatful for supporters and positive comments. And has a Kofi if you want to support her.
Summer's advice before she leaves: Take care of yourself before you take care of others. If you're broken and hurt already, you're going to hurt others instead of help them. Prioritise yourself.
From Jimmy telling her everyone is a plant, to basement, to home
She believed Jimmy but didn't want to say anything. She was still manic and developed psychosis and believed everyone is an actor. She didn't believe when production told her she is wrong. She thought she won. Manic and psychotic is what she was. Summer apparently has no interest in self harm or suicide. The last time she felt this way was when she was 16.
Summers interests in vtubing, anime, conventions
Summer wants to do vtubing but doesn't know how to. She loves cosplaying and has done cosplays in the past. Summer doesn't have most of her fishtank clothes, except a skirt and a few items. Summer cringed at herself and her behavior on the tank. Especially the ice cream comment.
There's some dumbass fucking questions like women farting, I'm not transcribing these.
How hot is Tayleigh
10/10. Gorgeous inside and out. Strong woman
Did you have icecream?
No. No ice cream. Only Zip water. It's not bad. Its just sparking water.
What kind of guys do you date, do you date black guys?
No dating right now. Focusing on mental health. But literally guys who are nice to her. She dated one black guy. It was good while it lasted. She broke up with him. Reporter notes: oh no.
What will you do now that people goon to you?
Nothing. What can I do? Make it work in my favour?
MDE/Hyde/ect
She watched every MDE clip, every perfect guy life, every Sam Hyde video.
What was the audition process?
Very quick, shockingly quick, same day response, talked to Jenny, video interview with Jenny few days later, then accepted onto show.
Favourite songs
Fuck me this is a list. She's written and drawn a lot of stuff from a fishtank pad she took. She might sell it for 50 bucks lmao Head over heels - tears for fears, i don't smoke - mitski, tyler the creator, Sad girl music, and rap hiphop genre. Jrock band, Midori. Likes weird music
How bad was your mental state after tank? Did production keep contact?
Jet kept in contact. Summer was completely catatonic. Didn't know who she was, where she was, couldn't put shoes on feet. Airport security and her brother helped her. The plan was just throw her onto an airplane. She was apparently so messed up, she couldn't enter the plane and was escorted to hospital by the police. She's feeling better now, about everything. No more psychotic problems ever since leaving the show. Her socials getting hacked messed her up for a bit. Doesn't know who hacked her, says its probably some stupid kid
Thoughts on Shinji's past?
Shinji's porn acting has high potential to be taken advantage and abused. She was upset by his story, worries about him, and hopes he stays safe.
She won't be watching his porn videos.
Will she make more guest appearances?
Yes she would love to.
Fishtank with only one male fish? AKA Harem Tank
She would find it funny, but won't pursue Shinji.
Did you like the 70s outfits?
Yes. She loved them. They fit perfectly. She wanted to keep them. She wouldn't wear the flower jumpsuit though.
Summer's fetish/kinks
She isn't a "little" and disagrees with DDLG as a sexual thing, but Summer does do age regression as a way of coping with trauma.
Her dolls are like 80 fucking dollars each.
On Jimmy's assault of Britney
He's a good guy, he makes mistakes. I support them both. Production does worse things than Jimmy.
If you could watch your stuff, go at it again, what would you do differently
She won't watch her segments. She won't push herself so hard. Her desire to win and not get kicked off made her so focused on winning she didn't focus on herself.
She heard about the milk challenge but didn't watch any more of fishtank.
Favourite anime
Deathnote. Mysterious skin. She loves American Psycho, both film and book. Loves the author. Wanted to lend the book to Tom.
Fixing posture.
Summer now knows how bad her posture is. She's gonna do yoga. She goes on walks. Wants to do exercise once her mental health recovers.
She skipped gym class. Terrible at athletics
Who should win?
Tayleigh or Shinji
Taking meds?
She isn't taking hydroxacine which the show gave her. She's taking other meds for nightmares, racing thoughts, ect. Her doctor says the show's pills are no good.
Is she religious?
Catholic, but secular mother. Rarely went to church. Went to Christian youth group camps. Converted to Mormon at 14. Big mistake. Made her hate god. Lost faith. Mormons fucked with her. Faith is helping her heal and go through tough times. Trust in god.
Self harm scars
Wrists and thigh. Left arm and right thigh. Can't get rid of them due to stitches.
Sam Hyde's past
Yeah she knows. Doesn't like kiwi farms. Did lurk there though.
Did they record psychotic breakdown?
Doesn't think camera was rolling. Hopes they did record it. She screamed at everyone. It was rough. She apologises for the people she screamed at.
The voicemails
"Ask Jet Neptune about the voicemails, do not ask me" No comment. It's not my mess. Ask Jet. [She refused to answer this for legal reasons apparently].
US presidential election
Not voting for Biden. Production gaslit her into believing that Kamala Harris became president after Joe Biden's death.
Favourite season
Spring. Likes rain. Things are growing. Weather is decent
Favourite board
/tv/, /r9k/, tried to get into lolita fashion, lurked lolcow
Ethnic background
French Canadian
Was the breakdown exaggerated or real
100% legit. Very scary for her. Production didn't tell her to do anything. Genuine mental illness.
Which gangs endorse
psych gang 5150, wigger gang, based retard gang
Self harm
A while ago, won't do it again
Therapy
Hard to open up, surface level stuff, getting ready to talk about the show, focus is on her recovery and stable mental health position Talk therapy. Just started. 2 sessions. Therapy every week.
Can you handle Frank Hassle?
No. Absolutely not.
Tayleigh crying last night
Hope she's okay. She's tough as nails, inspiration for Summer.
Do you think Sam exploits disabilities for entertainment
No comment, not up for me to say. She likes sam.
Jon
She likes Jon's voice. Platonic. The vtuber went to school with him
Production TTS
She had no idea production was messing with her. Thought it was all fans. Hard to tell real from fake.
Thoughts on Sam Hyde, loaded questions.
Still confused. Greatful for support. Not sure what to say. Now understand why you should never meet your heroes. She's reading self help books.
Dog house
It was comfy, I'd live there. Loved it in there.
Self harm and psychotic breaks
No more self harm, no more ideations. Its attentionseeking and she wants to break the pattern.
On fishtank
Will try to strike when the iron is hot so she can make the most of her boosted support for a career.
Do you enjoy interacting with people, do you like the simps, find them annoying, whats weirdest message?
At first replied to everyone. Simps vary between cool and weird. She likes the supportive positive comments. Weirdest thing said or done: Simps talking about their money and accomplishments. And people who think she'll genuinely date them.
Why is summer a bummer
Depression and mental illness lol
Production replacing her after she left with Taylor
Production are going a difficult and stressful job. Suggests giving feedback to production. Production was cool She hopes people enjoy the show and finds it funny.
Simp offers ~2000 worth of stuff
lol no space. Next goal is to buy streaming equipment. Looking to get full time job. Needs to take job search more seriously. Needs to figure transport. Worked as cashier, never again.
Summer merch
Will eventually. Still figuring it out. Please be patient.
Baited on a question LMAO
Date Shinji or Jimmy
Shinji if he didn't do porn. Would not Jimmy LMAO. JIMMYCELS BTFO.
The nipslip
Everyone has them. It was silly
Who was the guy with glasses?
Someone at the hospital
Production kicking out people who crack
Big mistake. Should let them recover. Throws away potential.
Summer and trans stuff
Supports genuine trans people. Was figuring herself out, not de-trans. Just struggled with being feminine and sexuality. Was a Tomboy, but now more girly. "Transitioning" was a way to cope with trauma, to regain self control.
Kiwifarms
Does not have an account, its an impersonator [Someone probably registered an account with her e-mail here]
Feelings for Jet
No feelings for Jet. Thought it was a crush on Sam and Jet, it's actually just admiration. There's no feelings there. Just star struck.
Nose ring
She likes the nose ring. She's not removing it. Just pretend it doesnt exist.
Regret dating a black guy
No. She loved him. Regret how long it lasted. Him and his family weren't good to her.
Charls and Favorite World Peace sketches
Dating game, the wall show. Charls is funny
Neighbourhood vs tank
Hopes production handles it in way that works for everyone.
Stream with Jimmy
Sure, once she has her equipment
Last question now: If she stayed in the house, would she had gotten plushes
Yes. She thinks so. But isn't salty.
She's greatful for supporters and positive comments. And has a Kofi if you want to support her.
Summer's advice before she leaves: Take care of yourself before you take care of others. If you're broken and hurt already, you're going to hurt others instead of help them. Prioritise yourself.
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