General Assembly for October 3rd

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Which poll options would make the best poll?

  • Can there be a favorite seasonal activity poll?

    Votes: 190 21.8%

  • Which lolcow will bite the dust next?

    Votes: 245 28.1%

  • Which poll options would make the best poll?

    Votes: 438 50.2%
  • Total voters
    873
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Ebony Odogaron said:
I needed this. I suffer from depression and the occasional suicidal thought or two, and im against suicide as much as KingCobra was. Just sometimes it's too easy to fall into the cycles of negative thought, especially when life seems to be coordinating to absolutely wreck you and your endeavors consistently. The last month has been nothing but lies, deceptions, mockery and setbacks. But... we don't know what happens tomorrow, do we? My kids would miss me. Maybe my mom. It's not worth it.
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You’ve already made the hardest and most commendable choice which is choosing to live. Further you’re choosing to live for other people which is in of itself a beautiful burden only exacerbated by the young souls you are entrusted to guide. For that alone you’re already on the right path, especially since you understand the real devastation of suicide, and why it simply can’t be an option. You’ll make it through, it will be hard, as life always is, but you recognize the bedrocks of your existence and why it’s important to continue and that is a thought worth cherishing and holding onto.

Also, here a bit of fun advice for dealing with persistent negative thinking patterns. My friends therapist called it the very serious name of “cognitive diffusion” but the idea is kind of silly: First you notice when your mind starts to loop with things like I’m worthless, nothing matters, life is pain, nobody loves me, etc upon etc. Then you force those thoughts to come through a goofy characters voice, like Goofy instead of your own. The idea is to add a degree of separation between the negative thinking and the person you actually are.
 
In the least parasocial way possible because I know I don’t know you, but I absolutely respect you Null, ain’t nobody in the world has fought for my rights to drunkpost on your website like you have and I can’t help but respect you for it. God bless you you lunatic
 
Hello Null, I was near the border wall recently and was planning to put one of my last stickers on it, however, as I emerged from the vegetation to approach I noticed a turret with two cameras on top which swiveled around to watch my every move and so I lost my nerve. I am so sorry dear leader. I will not fail in such a shameful way again.
 
Decent I guess, year is going by fast. A lot of work but not enough time in many other pursuits, tried to start a few smaller personal projects, predictably failed, cope to myself that it will work out next year. Pretty lonely year. Trying to lose weight. My desdain for normies grows steadily, that too. Hm, lets see what else? Ah yes, Im surviving on 4 hours of sleep and enough coffee my blood is getting a concerning dark crimson appearance (ehh, it will be fine). Kiwifarms is nearly the only place I can be honest about my extremely cancel-worthy takes and that can be just socially tiresome.

Well, thats it.
 
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I hate it when boomers blame me for shit they lost on their own. Very annoying.

But am I okay? Well, it could always be worse. I'm still a slave though. One day I won't be. That is my hope.
 
I made tacos today with potato gems in them. It makes tacos way better.
Got a bottle of vodka in the male today that I forgot I had ordered, so that was choice. Will probably share that with my dad next weekend when I visit my parents.
 
Thank you for the cheese reviews null, love to see it, my week has been great too! I hope you've been well and I want to say thank you for the many shits and giggles Kiwibros.

Sneed.
 
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