- Joined
- Oct 31, 2024
He's been at it since he first showed up, I'm glad to see gaychyat finally catching up to this month old performance art.There's more to this
I used to pop addys every weekend back when I was a gooner, but when I quit gooning in 2021, I started taking em more and more often, until I replaced my addiction to porn with an addiction to Adderall XR and dexedrine pills. Eventually I had the opportunity to try snorting coke with friends in 2023, which a few months later ended up in me smoking meth because it's $85 cheaper than the equivalent 8-ball of coke at $35 a pop, with a better high. So I did that on-and-off until Nov 19 of this year, when my latest attempt at quitting has lasted me nearly 24 days thus far.
Welp, I poured my heart out to my crush in dms, trying out romantic gestures and even signing off using my real name, and she never responded. I watched her profile like a hawk, and she was in her dms for at least 20 minutes yesterday, so I'm pretty sure she saw it. Shit boys, I think I've been ghosted![]()
He's only pretending, right @Incongruous? RIGHT?Sometimes I think about our future where we have a house and a dog (she said she was allergic to cats on 2022-07-12), and I feel this warm tingly feeling. We could celebrate the birthday of her favorite voice actor Hiroshi Kamiya and do fun romantic things like bake Passover food together and go to anime conventions... I could also meet her parents and sister (Which I found out about from a post on 2019-11-12.) Despite the doubts that I've been having, I think if I really go all-in, this lovequest might just work out. Of course, I shouldn't tell her that I know these things, but I also think that having a positive vision of the future will do wonders in helping me get off meth... As my cousin's girlfriend says on Facebook: "Be with someone who motivates you to do better in life because relationships are more than just falling in love. It's about inspiring each other to become better versions of yourselves day in and day out."









