I'm still trying to wrap myself around her argument that people remember Reckful. Yeah, they do.
No, actually. I don't know if I've ever heard of this person before.
Timestamped the sudoku-baiting.
Just to lightly push back, I don't know if I would consider last night to have been baiting. She didn't post bullets or something she allergic to and say "I'LL EAT THESE YOU THINK I'M JOKING". She's talked about weird stuff off the cuff before, oddly enough mainly on minecraft, seemingly just to have something to talk about or get something of her chest. Granted, she has talked about offing herself at the "height" of her career multiple times and it has almost always been worded like that which is a little troubling.
Nobody knows who I am, on here or otherwise really, my account is under a fake name and only made it a few weeks ago so fuck you pippa I'm not doing this for virtue signaling points. Stop calling people liars when they are horrified at you talking about offing yourself on stream. IDK what you're going through and maybe this weird one-to-many social situation you have with streaming is too much for a normal brain to handle, but a great many of your viewers legitimately care about you as a human being. Maybe that means fuck all, and maybe it shouldn't mean anything idk. But don't call us liars about it.
To me that was honestly the most offensive thing she said, that we, her own fans, would not only OK with her doing it but we would have some sort of clout for being at the stream where she did it. That was one of the most extremely online thing I've heard in awhile. Her saying that she didn't believe chat I think was her just trying to process her own emotions on it. It honestly wouldn't have been that big of a deal, for me at least, until she said about doing it on stream as a final hurrah and that we would think that that's actually a good thing.
Last thought on the matter for now: I don't think she's actually gonna kill herself. If she was she would've done it years ago when she was failing as a content creator. She's just a woman, so crazy is already implied, with kind of a damaged upbringing. As a woman, sometimes she's just got to talk about whatever comes to her little woman head. As a man, sometimes you gotta sit there and listen to whatever insane gobbledygook erupts from her mouth. There's nothing to fix and she doesn't want you to fix it. She just has to vent and that's all I'm chocking up last night to be. I mean, who else does she have to vent to? I don't know if she has any IRL friends. Her family doesn't seem to be online and wouldn't have a grasp on aspects of her life. There's her genmates and a few streamers she's friends with but they all have their own lives, streams, and girly issues. Then there's chat who, for better or worse, is always there and always listening. If that's my role that's my role I guess. No one said that watching a woman pretending to be a pink anime rabbit play video games would be easy.
You do good work Pippa and I'm still rooting for you.