You know me too well.
Another update from this. It pains me to do so, but here's a translated clip from Otakmori (urgh)
To avoid him getting views from y'all : She have difficulty breathing since that morning, but decide to stream anyway. Forty minute in and it get too much so she ended stream and went to hospital in fear of the China's coof. Do all the testing (her blood pressure was 131, jesus) and also checking her heart and CT scan. The end result, her body is healthy and everything is fine. The doctor asked her "Are you feeling stress out? Don't be too hard on yourself." Also, Rushia seems to still be in contact with Coco, but not as much as she want to because nipponland brand of autistic. Fearing that she would be a bother for sending a chat message more than once a week. Still, she said she will contact Coco soon.
Seems that I hit the nail on the coffin yesterday
Unrelated, but I found a Watame clip last night that perfectly summaries her feeling when it come to numberfagging. I think we should save this for future use.
Choiced quote : "The numbers might get seen, get compared, but those numbers aren't everything. If I'm asked if bigger numbers actually do anything, I realized it doesn't really do much."