GOING ON VACATION!!!! - 7/7/18

I have not watched any of her videos in months, but, I just watched this one. Both are bigger than ever. I know she had a phobia of the number 500, now she’s 25 pounds past it.

Serious question for long time lurkers of this creature. Do any of you think she will change or are we witnessing the beginning of the end?
 
Serious question for long time lurkers of this creature. Do any of you think she will change or are we witnessing the beginning of the end?


She will not change...she can't. If she could she would have by now. Her ghrelin and leptin are messed up (hunger and satiety hormones). She is metabolically broken but repairable if she would stop eating carbs.
 
If (big if) she's capable, she's not capable right now. You can see in the contortionist act she does to try and twist things to convince herself that even though her current approaches have failed again and again and again, they will work this time.

The hard truth she doesn't want to face is that if she wants to be successful there are things she will have to control herself with. The number of times she goes out to eat, the types of foods she consumes would be examples of this. Actually, at her weight she wouldn't have to do much to see results, but the barest hint of restriction, or even not being able to outright binge whenever she wants, sends her into a mental tailspin that has her binging even harder. She wants to have her cake and be able to eat 73 of them too, but then the shame spiral attached to that has her running back to unrealistic goals. Until she's willing to take a deeper look at herself and her limitations in terms of how she's capable of dealing or not dealing with food, she genuinely can't change. She'll keep implementing systems that deep and not so deep down she knows she can cheat. The brain can be a tricky thing at the best of time, and when you're feeling kind of trapped in your relationship with food this way it's really easy to go from 'I'll eat X calories of healthy things' to 'Anything so long as it's X calories' to 'anything' to 'everything'.

I think AL is genuinely scared to lose food in the way she currently has it, and whatever it's doing for her. More so than she's scared to be the weight she is (even though she also hates that). I think that's the reason she wouldn't do weight loss surgery even if the option was completely cleared of obstacles.

I think with professional intervention and support, and a lot of work, she potentially could change. But I think it would be a harder road than she'd be willing to walk.

If only someone had thought to tell her to see a therapist to help her with this...
 
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The DMV don't come in her size.

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I have not watched any of her videos in months, but, I just watched this one. Both are bigger than ever. I know she had a phobia of the number 500, now she’s 25 pounds past it.

Serious question for long time lurkers of this creature. Do any of you think she will change or are we witnessing the beginning of the end?
People who are this big usually can't "fix" it on their own There is a big difference between being morbidly obese and being 500+ pounds. It is not like she can cut out the Snickers at lunch and 2-liters of soda-pop each week to create a calorie deficit and be on the slow and gradual path toward weight loss. She is gaining at 500 something pounds. She eats as much as an elite athlete (professional sport, tour de france, olympics, and such). It is a different nutrient profile, but the calories are pretty close.

You can use the Pennington formula to predict weight loss. Things do not look good in any situation. Reducing 2500 kcal per day would get her down 100 pounds in about a year. That would not be fast enough for her and she would still be super morbidly obese after a year of "starving" herself on a 2000kcal diet. Even with huge reductions in calories, she will not lose a significant amount of weight without other lifestyle changes. Her exercise intolerance is a curse and a blessing. She cannot engage in low-level activities (walking, tai-chi, and other old people "exercise") to increase energy expenditure, but activity makes you hungry, so she is also probably eating less than she would be if she spent 30 minutes "riding" the arm ergometer at a gym.

She could try something like "600 Pound Life", but I really wonder if she could be successful. Becky is a a big fat enabler who literally drives her to McDonald's at midnight. Big AL has no idea about normal portion size or healthier choices. She has her own way of living and listens to no one because their diets (like the food you eat, not a short term fix) are bad. Remember the "Weight Watchers made me fat with fried chicken" thing?
she has set it so she can have at least six meals logged on that dumb app. six. meals. thinking of eating that many times a day makes me feel sick
Nothing wrong with 6 meals per day. It is all about quality and portion size. People who are very active will eat smaller meals, like half of a peanut butter and jelly sandwich on wheat bread with a glass of skim leche/lait/молоко, between larger healthy meals. This one is eating actual meals (well, junk food in meal-size quantities) between huge portions. That is why she is fat. She is taking in hundreds of kcal more than she is expending when just living at her size needs like 4000kcal each day.
 
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I'm rather new to AL, but she doesn't have an ID? How can you be an adult and not have some form of photo ID?
Oh, that's easy, she's not a fucking adult. She's an overgrown toddler who has never and I repeat NEVER had to take responsibility for herself. She went straight from foster care to living the U-Haul Lesbian life. She has sponged off of victim after victim since she maxed out of the foster care system. She hasn't been independent at any point in her life. It's sad.
 
Okay, I'm still pretty new to AL, so sorry if :late:, but did she really buy a weight loss app just because it has emojis? MyFitnessPal is free and has the same scanner for food.
 
Okay, I'm still pretty new to AL, so sorry if :late:, but did she really buy a weight loss app just because it has emojis? MyFitnessPal is free and has the same scanner for food.
AL is the queen of buying useless shit because it's "cuuuhuuute" and it's going to help her on her "journey". And, by "journey" she mean the route Becky drives to the Cheesecake Factory. So, in summation, yes, yes she did.
 
Serious question for long time lurkers of this creature. Do any of you think she will change or are we witnessing the beginning of the end?

Being fat is useful to Amber. It's her source of income, her shield from life, her justification for her laziness and her identity. She also gets attention from strangers because of it - she's an attention-whore - and even though people look because she's enormous, she lies to herself and claims it's because she's sexy and cute.

I don't think she'll change. It wouldn't surprise me if we get a video around the end of the year, where an obviously bed-bound Amber tries to convince her audience, between gasps for air, that she can get up any time she wants, but because she has a little cold, she decided to stay in bed. In the background we'll be able to see Becky doing her best grumpy cat impersonation, shaking her head and grunting that Amber is healthy, just big.
 
Being fat is useful to Amber. It's her source of income, her shield from life, her justification for her laziness and her identity. She also gets attention from strangers because of it - she's an attention-whore - and even though people look because she's enormous, she lies to herself and claims it's because she's sexy and cute.

There have been many times where she worries about her lack of makeup in public. She believes people are going to be looking at her face. Uh, no, Amber. People are going to be looking at those gigantic hams on your upper arms, your Buddha belly, and those lumpy beanbag legs. What you should be worried about is your holey yoga pants - not your lack of eyeliner.
 
Casinos I've been to it's a pretty long walk from the car to inside on the actual floor of the casino. There's no way she could walk that distance. But if you go late at night the slots usually aren't crowded and she could find an empty area to take up a couple stools at.
 
There have been many times where she worries about her lack of makeup in public. She believes people are going to be looking at her face. Uh, no, Amber. People are going to be looking at those gigantic hams on your upper arms, your Buddha belly, and those lumpy beanbag legs. What you should be worried about is your holey yoga pants - not your lack of eyeliner.
Don't forget her giant shelf butt!
 
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