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He was just comparing himself to Krishnamurti and pointing out that there is no real purpose to meditation or yoga because then you chase the false idols of spirituality and holiness. Okay, Atir, you know what other famous Indian philosopher had that insight? The artist frequently known as "the Buddha." There's a Zen story comparing trying to reach enlightenment by meditating with trying to make a mirror by polishing a brick. So it's not the most original thought he's ever had.

There was also something about how he claimed to have met himself, expressed shock at the thought that he might have a reputation for doing MDMA, and said that when he met himself in Denver, Colorado (as opposed to John Denver, I guess? Most people assume Colorado if you say "Denver"), he didn't look "fried." He had said that only terribly elite minds can handle psychedelics, and most people actually shouldn't take them, because they send people in pursuit of the aforementioned false goals. Not, you know, because people do dumb shit while on them sometimes, or have horrific panic attacks on acid, or have their latent schizophrenia suddenly triggered, or any of the good reasons you might want to steer clear. (There is a story Alexander and Ann Shulgin put in their book -- lovely people, btw, really sweet and kind -- about how one of their friends tried some research chemical and was in a condition for hours that made everyone think he'd lost the plot permanently and forever; luckily, he recovered.) Nope, according to Jasper C. Borgir, it's just insufficient eliteness.
 
There's something posted earlier about him being trained in the "Arcane Techniques of Ecstasy" since the age of 3. I assumed he meant the use of the drug.
Holy shit, this guy might be crazier than I thought. There's an article discussing the possibility of Salvia divinorum as a "psychedelic time machine for children", whatever that may mean. The last two paragraphs and conclusion are downright disturbing:


According to the "About Us" page of Psychedelics Daily, he's been "trained in the Arcane Techniques of Ecstasy since the age of three." I don't like the sounds of any of this.
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I had glossed over this like an idiot, but according to his much ridiculed psychoactive concoction recipe, the substance of his training in the "Arcane Techniques of Ecstasy" comes from the Harmala seed smoke his grandmother would have him inhale:
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Aaaaand, there goes Psychedelics Daily Facebook Page:
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Psychedelics Daily is still going, though. The last post was in May about, what else, a big list of drugs and compounds. Mostly dry and uninteresting, but more interesting is the gear they're selling on what appears to be a sister site called Cosmic Threads:
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And, just for old time's sake, here's this little image Mr. Borgir created:
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This thread may be dead but I will say I’d far rather spend the day with a dude spouting krishnamurti, writing poetry, researching psychedelics and sharing his experiences with them than with a bunch of people shitting on someone they believe to have a mental disorder. It’s quite perplexing that a whole group of people can get together and gossip about someone‘s beliefs and experiences, call them a liar, autistic, an incel and so on while simultaneously maintaining that he is the arrogant and crazy one as he just goes about his life doing and discussing the things he finds interesting and beautiful. Is it healthy to do DMT 2000 times? We don’t know. If not, I’d rather be crazy in his way than hateful in your way. Take care of your own delusions because your delusions are aggressive and intended to be hurtful for your own amusement while Hash just seems to want to affirm the dignity of the human, of himself, by exploring and proclaiming his connection with existence. I’m gonna take a shower to get this grime off me and, if all goes well, never return to this depressing corner of the internet.
 
This thread may be dead but I will say I’d far rather spend the day with a dude spouting krishnamurti, writing poetry, researching psychedelics and sharing his experiences with them than with a bunch of people shitting on someone they believe to have a mental disorder. It’s quite perplexing that a whole group of people can get together and gossip about someone‘s beliefs and experiences, call them a liar, autistic, an incel and so on while simultaneously maintaining that he is the arrogant and crazy one as he just goes about his life doing and discussing the things he finds interesting and beautiful. Is it healthy to do DMT 2000 times? We don’t know. If not, I’d rather be crazy in his way than hateful in your way. Take care of your own delusions because your delusions are aggressive and intended to be hurtful for your own amusement while Hash just seems to want to affirm the dignity of the human, of himself, by exploring and proclaiming his connection with existence. I’m gonna take a shower to get this grime off me and, if all goes well, never return to this depressing corner of the internet.
Hi Hash. So nice of you to resurrect this thread when it's been effectively dead.
 
Since I think this is relevant, I will post it here. Hash has an alt on LowEndTalk (https://lowendtalk.com/profile/stoned - it's a shitty cheap VPS forum). He has been creating threads over providers not providing IPv6 and all. It's lolcow-worthy, if anything. Now, since you probably know he uses IRC (he was banned from #security on libera over trying to bring drama to #lowendtalk), in #lowendtalk, he has been "owning" the users. FYI #lowendtalk isn't officially ran by LowEndTalk admins/mods.

@Null oh, and you might be delighted to know that BuyVM (FranTech)'s owners/mods are censoring me for talking about Corney Barnhill and <path.net>, but that's another story.

Here are some logs from #lowendtalk (I'm only going to include some relevant quotes):
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04:25 < me> Hash: is this your reddit alt? https://www.reddit.com/user/Dick_Khan/
04:26 < me> dahartigan: https://kiwifarms.net/threads/hash-c-borgir-atir-javid-the-stoned-apes-psychedelics-daily.37012
04:30 < me> Hash: hey Atir, you ok?
04:30 < Hash> They have the wrong person and so do you.
04:31 < Hash> Take a moment and spell Atir Javid backwards. :)
04:31 < me> that's some cope
04:31 < Hash> Rita Divaj
04:31 < Hash> Every identity was carefully concocted and disseminated.
04:31 < Hash> Enjoy!
In order to try and "own" me, he has been snitching to libera netops (troons), to get me k-lined, but this is ineffective thanks to proxies.
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20:09 < Hash> Anything else oh cool one upping a stoner on IRC feeling good about yourself, guy?
20:09 < Hash> :)
20:09 < Hash> Either you best a stoner, or you get bested by a stoner.
20:09 < Hash> Either way, that makes yo ua fucking nimrod.
20:09 < Hash> Go on. Please.
20:09 < Hash> You are MOST interesting.
20:09 < Hash> <3
He starts attacking a now ex-#networking OP:
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20:11 < Hash> You are an epic fucking failure.
20:12 < Hash> But hey, keep at it.
20:12 < Hash> It's your life, right. Not mine.
20:12 < Hash> You have to live it. Not me.
20:12 < Hash> <3
20:07 < Samot> 8:05:46 PM <Samot> What do you mean you cant provision networks?
20:07 < Hash> Oh my god. I know you
20:07 < Hash> I know why and how you ask questions.
20:14 < Hash> Please, win more arguments on the Internet.
20:14 < Hash> Have at it. <3

Alright, with the IRC drama explained, let's focus on the forum posts he has made so far with this stoned persona.

https://lowendtalk.com/discussion/175602/my-customer-service-experience/p2 (https://archive.is/ntMaE)
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IPv6 sperging (https://archive.ph/Yp8qU I think he got the mods to cuck the thread):
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Anyway, just leaving this here. I do apologize if I fucked up the markdown, but man, this editor compared to other forums a bit crappy, that's all.
 
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Since I think this is relevant, I will post it here. Hash has an alt on LowEndTalk (https://lowendtalk.com/profile/stoned - it's a shitty cheap VPS forum). He has been creating threads over providers not providing IPv6 and all. It's lolcow-worthy, if anything. Now, since you probably know he uses IRC (he was banned from #security on libera over trying to bring drama to #lowendtalk), in #lowendtalk, he has been "owning" the users. FYI #lowendtalk isn't officially ran by LowEndTalk admins/mods.

@Null oh, and you might be delighted to know that BuyVM (FranTech)'s owners/mods are censoring me for talking about Corney Barnhill and <path.net>, but that's another story.

Here are some logs from #lowendtalk (I'm only going to include some relevant quotes):
Code:
04:25 < me> Hash: is this your reddit alt? https://www.reddit.com/user/Dick_Khan/
04:26 < me> dahartigan: https://kiwifarms.net/threads/hash-c-borgir-atir-javid-the-stoned-apes-psychedelics-daily.37012
04:30 < me> Hash: hey Atir, you ok?
04:30 < Hash> They have the wrong person and so do you.
04:31 < Hash> Take a moment and spell Atir Javid backwards. :)
04:31 < me> that's some cope
04:31 < Hash> Rita Divaj
04:31 < Hash> Every identity was carefully concocted and disseminated.
04:31 < Hash> Enjoy!
In order to try and "own" me, he has been snitching to libera netops (troons), to get me k-lined, but this is ineffective thanks to proxies.
Code:
20:09 < Hash> Anything else oh cool one upping a stoner on IRC feeling good about yourself, guy?
20:09 < Hash> :)
20:09 < Hash> Either you best a stoner, or you get bested by a stoner.
20:09 < Hash> Either way, that makes yo ua fucking nimrod.
20:09 < Hash> Go on. Please.
20:09 < Hash> You are MOST interesting.
20:09 < Hash> <3
He starts attacking a now ex-#networking OP:
Code:
20:11 < Hash> You are an epic fucking failure.
20:12 < Hash> But hey, keep at it.
20:12 < Hash> It's your life, right. Not mine.
20:12 < Hash> You have to live it. Not me.
20:12 < Hash> <3
20:07 < Samot> 8:05:46 PM <Samot> What do you mean you cant provision networks?
20:07 < Hash> Oh my god. I know you
20:07 < Hash> I know why and how you ask questions.
20:14 < Hash> Please, win more arguments on the Internet.
20:14 < Hash> Have at it. <3

Alright, with the IRC drama explained, let's focus on the forum posts he has made so far with this stoned persona.

https://lowendtalk.com/discussion/175602/my-customer-service-experience/p2 (https://archive.md/ntMaE)
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IPv6 sperging (https://archive.ph/Yp8qU I think he got the mods to cuck the thread):
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Anyway, just leaving this here. I do apologize if I fucked up the markdown, but man, this editor compared to other forums a bit crappy, that's all.
>Rita Divaj

Are we expecting a troon saga?
 
He appears to have been a programmer before getting into psychedelics. Would love to know more about this.
Yeah, I dug into that a bit. He seems to be a PHP addict (https://archive.is/eEUfD and https://archive.is/UeSTK)

From IRC, he talked about wanting to run a security firm, which does sound questionable, but he said he is studying for some cybersecurity degree, if I remember correctly. https://hashsecurity.org (lol)
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<meta property="og:title" content="HashSecurity: Protect, Detect and Recover - Improve Your Cyber Security">
He has also gone under another alias on many diablo forums; Hash Casper (https://archive.is/PVK3l).
 
I guess being a psychedelic guru didn't work out, so he's taken to ebegging:
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Hi guys,

My name is Hash and I am autistic. Life has presented me with numerous challenges. Living with (diagnosed) PTSD, Autism, Major Depressive Disorder, LevoScoliosis in my Spine, Muscle Spasms, Slow Nerve Damage in my arms and hands, General Anxiety Disorder, ADHD, and Arthritis has made it extremely difficult to work most jobs.

I have lost a lot in recent years. My best friend Ivan was murdered at his home. My other friend Josh attempted suicide. My best friend Kin was killed in an 18-wheeler accident. Shortly after that, I lost a dear friend I called my dad to a heart attack. I recently lost my older brother to a car accident two years ago which devastated me. I live alone in depression.

Autism and spinal scoliosis make it extremely difficult to work most jobs. I have an aptitude for IT, so I enrolled in a bachelor's degree two and a half years ago. I have completed 90% of my cybersecurity degree in a timeframe of 2.5 years, so I've not worked and all my savings/money went to cover tuition fees, educational supplies, and basic living expenses. Now I have no funds left.

My work in digital forensics and technical communication classes has garnered recognition, and I have earned certifications including A+, Network+, Security+, SSCP, ITILv4, and ECES already. I only have 5 more classes left and I'm studying 12-16 hours a day, and have no time for a job. The sooner I graduate, the sooner I can work again.

I am trying to raise whatever I can over the next seven months to cover my very basic essential living expenses, food, and school supplies. Inflation has hit hard, significantly increasing the cost of living and the cost of food. Some nights, I don't have even food and I just fast. I sometimes get food from free food pantries. I am unable to pay rent starting June, next month.

Please help by donating whatever you are able. Anything helps at this point. Even if you are unable to donate, live long, live well, love well, and have happiness, love, and success.

Sincerely,

Hash B.
 
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