Have you ever had to change yourself because you found out you are actually kinda unlikeable?

A friend brought his camera to school and he taped us talking. I got a little heated and demanded he play back a part where I thought I'd said something that won the argument. Rewatching myself was the first time I realized just how autistic I come across and from that moment on I've been working to better myself. I'm not perfect, but at least I'm not a lolcow.
 
I’m unlikeable, always was, even as a kid, just a difficult, contentious person with a never ending stream of bizarre questions. I no longer consider being liked a virtue, or a goal worth pursuing. If being a twat is getting in the way of your ability to sustain your life, though, that’s another matter and you may need to sacrifice on your bizarre principles, whatever they may be,
 
I’m unlikeable, always was, even as a kid, just a difficult, contentious person with a never ending stream of bizarre questions. I no longer consider being liked a virtue, or a goal worth pursuing. If being a twat is getting in the way of your ability to sustain your life, though, that’s another matter and you may need to sacrifice on your bizarre principles, whatever they may be,
Which Linkin Park song is this?
 
No, but i thought i was very unlikeable for the longest time. Even the positive feedback from other people didn't help it. Don't know what changed but i don't worry about it anymore, like with many other things. Probably a mix of age and becoming more jaded over the years. I am still deeply misanthropic and embraced the hermit life ages ago.
 
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