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My physiotherapist and my family doctor are arguing about the pain I'm feeling in my left leg, each one supporting two antithetical reasons for my issues. Since he is the one who wields the power, my doctor sent me to be x-rayed, and I fucking HATE to be x-rayed.

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I just got ass blasted by a neighbour wanting my wifi password. They went bonkers when I refused.

Morning is off to a great start


Edited to say (and slap me down if I'm being out of line posting this here) does anyone think this is an unreasonable reaction on my part? I have no idea, I don't think it is, but her reaction was like if I'd said, "well open your mouth and let me take a shit in it, eh?"
 
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Some fucking tweaker rolled into my family farm this morning claiming to be out of gas but looking for shit to steal. He got arrested because of warrants but left his shitty ass RV in the driveway with two cats inside (apparently, I can't find them) in 100 degree weather. I left them some water in his filthy bowl and pulled a wire out of their food. I want to do more but I can't risk getting stuck by a needle or whatever. Trying to get the cops or animal control out here to deal with it. If this motherfucker just let his cats die here I'm going to be pissed.

LOOK AT THIS SHIT

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E: the cats seem fine, as fine as possible in that shithole but they appear happy.
 
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Got hired for a new job and waiting to get called in for orientation. Fuck, I hate the new job jitters. Especially all the anticipation and waiting involved before you can begin to settle in.

Also found a scorpion in my backyard. Grabbed it with tongs, (hopefully) crushed it, and threw it out a ways from the house.

Seeing its tail swing around as I pinched its little body was unnerving to say the least.
 
Well it’s 4 in the morning and I can’t go to sleep, so maybe I’ll talk about something that’s on my mind. Uh, this might get a little bad but I’ll try to put it as concisely as possible. So uh I’m a sexual assault survivor I guess. That’s a faggy ass name for it but whatever I typed it and now I’m not going to delete it. Ok woo so like look I went through a lot of bad shit, like basically I was stuck with this guy for many years and he did whatever he wanted to me lol. Like I actually remember it changing over time. But anyway that’s not important, so look this shit that happened, it affects me now. I guess I’m still a Virgin lol not really but ya, I mean I’ve talked to girls like I’ve fucked around but like I haven’t had sex with one lol. Ok so look being abused gives me confidence issues ok it fucks with my head. And that’s fine it’s whatever most girls want to help me, I just don’t like being shy like this.
 
Fell down a flight of stairs at work carrying gear and sprained my damn ankle with an assortment of bruises and pain all over, so all in all this has been a shitty week to be me. Can't take time off because we are down one guy who is on paternity leave here in Vegas and a fat fuck in Chicago that is never in the office so I'm stuck working and running around even though it's just making my injuries worse. I am just ready to beat the shit out of out of someone with my cane because this company only seems to hire speds that make half the lolcows here look like functional individuals.
 
I'm on the wrong side of 25, and do I ever feel it. I've been for a while too, only now it's setting in.

If it helps, I had a crisis at 23 that, at first, seemed like the entire world was crashing down on me because "oh shit, I'm not a kid anymore" but it motivated me to get a therapist and figure myself out. Once you realize it's more a rite of passage than a punishment, it's easier to accept.
 
If it helps, I had a crisis at 23 that, at first, seemed like the entire world was crashing down on me because "oh shit, I'm not a kid anymore" but it motivated me to get a therapist and figure myself out. Once you realize it's more a rite of passage than a punishment, it's easier to accept.

I assumed he was talking about joint pain. Knees are poorly designed.
 
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Once you realize it's more a rite of passage than a punishment, it's easier to accept.
I think you're absolutely right . I find taking that approach really helps.

I assumed he was talking about joint pain. Knees are poorly designed.
I do have Rheumatoid Arthritis, and it can get really bad in my knees. Doesn't help me feel any younger for sure.
 
Got burned out on my 100% run of Red Dead 2 so I'm giving it a rest before I get sick of it. Now, as a collector, I'm left with the 5 year olds conundrum of having too many toys to be able to easily work out what to play with and am therefore unjustifiably bored.
 
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