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feel a littell better now. Went to work to check the schedule boss saw me and didn't say she wanted to speak to me so i didn't get repremanded for yesterday. Have today and tommorow off and go back wed morning. So at least i know i still have a job all things considered.

Still just waiting on that tax refund, my paycheck, and least likely but still a possibility (a snowball's chance but still a possibility) the Biden dollars to get passed. The house committee just passed it so all that's left is the house itself np problem considering they passed the last two and then the 50 50 split senate with Kamila to break a tie then all old granpda joe's gotta do is sign the bill into law and cha ching.


I really really need one of those things to come my way asap, not only am i friggin starvin here just barley holding out but ive got some...lets say books that need balancing...like ASAP



so that aside i can't complain better than yesterday and there's always tommorow
 
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Some people I'm close to got into a fight over something meaningless and it ruined my day more or less. Its a bitter reminder of why I keep to myself all the time; somehow stuff like this always catches me off guard.
 
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one of my friends ghosted me on my birthday, which was on the 20th. we were supposed to play terraria and he said he was going to send me a birthday gift. it’s been 4 days and i haven’t heard from him, even though i’ve snapped him a couple times since. another one of my friends blocked me because i told him i was a radical feminist. i’m in a group chat with a few “friends” but they always ignore me whenever i talk. i’m losing it, friends.
 
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My car is stressing me out so much. It’s an older car, nearly 20 years old but it gets me from point A to B. I’ve had it for almost a year but the past few months it’s been having battery issues. Like today. I live in an area where we had an unexpectedly serious freeze, and when I tried starting it the week after its battery was dead. A relative’s car in the same driveway also had to be jumped, but mine has had issues before so I don’t know if it’s the weather or coincidence. Either way I hope I don’t have some parasitic battery sink I don’t know about that draining the battery fast. I don’t have much money to get a new car anytime soon. I don’t drive it very much, which probably doesn’t help.

On another note I had several glasses of wine this evening. Tasted nice. I rarely drink (a glass of wine or can of cider ever couple weeks). But sometimes it feels alright to ride it out when I’m home and in a safe environment. Playing video games while tipsy is interesting, in its own way. I try not to do it often.
 
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I'm doing pretty damn well at the moment. Last week I had what I assume was a kidney stone, and it knocked my ass out and down to the floor. I have a high pain tolerance, but Jesus Christ it was awful.

On a good note, I managed to finally get my new pair of glasses the day before the stone decided to move.
 
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just got back from the articles and happenings board and i feel like shit. Almost every headline and article pissed me off or made me feel depressed.

Also took a covid test today wont know the results for three days. I 'm not running a fever or chills or any of the major red flags but still.
 
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horrorfan89 said:
just got back from the articles and happenings board and i feel like shit. Almost every headline and article pissed me off or made me feel depressed.
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I stopped reading there a couple of years ago. Too much liberal craziness going on in this world for me to handle.
 
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Mesh Gear Fox said:
I stopped reading there a couple of years ago. Too much liberal craziness going on in this world for me to handle.
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I'm thinking of quiting that board too because i have enough to worry about as it is like i said i took a covid test and afterward bought a big bottle of dayquill a thermometer a vicks inhaler and even a bottle of 99% rubbing alcohol. I think im becoming a hypochondriac and if i do develop covid like symptoms they could just be my mind making them real.

on top of everything else i worry about...I have the weekend off and don't have to be back at work till like monday...afternoon for like 3 hours. A lifetime ago i would be kickin back enjoying that time off now I can't even sleep at night with a clear consentience
 
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tired, mentally tired of what is going on in this accursed world.
 
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started drinking at 11am today because living with a mentally ill mother is true hell. flipped last night when i found my recent ex selling the stuff i sent to her for valentines on ebay for profit (i'd asked her to send it back if she didn't want it because i collect the old expensive korean cardboard and i sent her stuff that's incredibly useful to me), rang my best friend who also went mad and started messaging her, she turned around pulling the victim card and started sending me paragraphs even when i told her i don't fucking care :story:

it was an epiphany for me. as bi as i am i'm never going near a fucking girl again. 1. i miss dick and 2. i salute all straight men who routinely put up with female bullshit. i'm a cunt, but i admit it, but christ almighty the mental gymnastics this bitch did to paint herself as golden.

i need a beer garden. now.
 
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The bachelor's degree program that I am doing is pretty boring. I learned most of that shit at community college. The stupid professors release one module a week when I work fucking full-time. If I get six days off in a row, I want to complete my shit.

My classmates are fucking mouth-breathing tards. They keep on asking where is exam 1 review. The professor told you what to review, dipshits. It was in the email that she sent out. Gee whiz, the professors normally do a review seasons at least three days before opening an exam, instead of the final day that the exam is open. Another tard unfit for life does not even have the textbook. You need the textbook to do the homework questions, you failed abortion. The professor gave us the review answers in the textbook because she pulls some textbook questions on the quizzes and exams. There is a damn good reason why she tells you to review the textbook questions and case studies. It is bloody all the same sped kids who do office hours. They ask questions that a kindergartener with Down Syndrome knows the answer to.

I am so fucking done with college. The worst part of this program is the tards who happen to be in the same program. I constantly get messages from these low lives just mere minutes before homework is due begging for help when the answer is to read through the office hours chats or email your facilitator. Hello, homework was released a week ago. Chip away at it little by little each day. One person unfit for life had the gall to complain that they failed the class and have to repeat it saying that the professor was shitty instead of them being the shitty one. A lot of idiots got in trouble by trying to fish for answers. I literally have no idea how they managed to pass community college or the state board exam.

These are the idiots handling your blood work and bodily fluids. Do you trust these people? Be very afraid.

Thanks, kiwis for listening to me rant and rave.
 
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