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[Sneed's Feed n Seed]

We also have, the horrors, MIXED SEX WARDS now with trannies insisting on it, and we even had mixed sex before that in the uk because of lack of resources or other insanity.

The ward where my now ex got sent for anxiety-yapping thinking she'd get help instead of 72h of shit was mixed sex. We do that retard shit here.

Big 6'6" retard niggerfaggot (white) shaking as he comes down off the opiates bullied her into her own room in front of a nurse's station. He only stopped when I was present and glaring at him and saying magic words to nurses. Among other jogged memories was the people there for depression getting angrier and angrier as the cons and rough-trashy-types coming down off of drugs bullied those people for having sadbrian.

My now ex would call and cry when allowed.

My now ex was extremely suicidal when she got out. Impulsive gigantic tattoo on her thigh. I had to be stuck to her like white on rice to keep her from attempting for weeks. That fits the data I now know precisely.

The aristocrats!

I say this as someone who would actually bring back asylums (heavily reformed) as well

OpenDialog and Soteria work. They work by being places you choose to go to that offer help instead of regimenting it like you're not even lab mice. And they work well with tons of studies that nobody but you will read, lol.

OH WAIT, YOU CAN READ!
Open Dialogue (Finland, 1980s-present)
Developed by Jaakko Seikkula and team at Keropudas Hospital, Tornio, Finland. Crisis response within 24 hours. Meet in the patient's home. Include family and social network. Avoid hospitalization. Minimize medication.

Results from Western Lapland (the only region where OD covered entire adolescent psychiatric services):

• 2-year and 5-year follow-ups: OD patients more likely to be free of psychotic symptoms, more likely to return to work or study full-time, less likely to be on disability, required less medication. Duration of untreated psychosis dropped to 3 weeks.
• 19-year follow-up (Bergström et al. 201: Register-based cohort of all 108 first-episode psychosis patients. Compared to all other Finnish FEP patients. Lower mortality, less psychiatric treatment needed, fewer disability allowances.
• 10-year adolescent outcomes (Bergström et al. 2022): Less use of mental health services and fewer disability allowances compared to rest of Finland.

https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/30253321/https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/35332989/https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC9872833/


Soteria (USA 1971, Switzerland 1984, now global)
Founded by Loren Mosher (NIMH). Community house, home-like environment, primarily non-medical staff, no restraint facilities, minimal or no antipsychotic medication. The theory is " 'being with' the person in crisis rather than suppressing the crisis chemically." Kind of like how you tell people to not drink so they actually grieve.

• Bola & Mosher (2003) RCT: Soteria patients showed equivalent or better outcomes after 6 weeks without medication compared to treatment as usual. Small to medium effects on general functioning maintained at 2-year follow-up.
• Soteria Berne (Ciompi et al.): Equal and partly better outcomes compared to traditional methods, with significantly lower doses of antipsychotics and comparable daily costs. Running since 1984 - 32+ years of continuous operation.
• 2026 naturalistic cohort study (Social Psychiatry and Psychiatric Epidemiology): Soteria compared to care-as-usual for early episode psychosis, 2-year follow-up, recovery-oriented outcomes measured.

https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC1414694/https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC9970092/https://link.springer.com/article/10.1007/s00127-026-03081-9

So yeah. Very few people really 'need' or get benefit from total institutionalization. Total institutionalization fucks people up. It institutionalizes them.

When you actually look at the alternatives, it's pretty clear that there's really no justification for wards as they exist. With reform, they're still useful for a few things, granted the moment you're stable you're out, not after x hours or y days (or z insurance dollars left to bill):

Catatonia requiring ECT or IV benzodiazepines
Psychosis so severe the person cannot maintain basic self-care or orient to reality at all
Acute medical complications of psychiatric conditions (NMS, serotonin syndrome, lethal catatonia, severe malnutrition from ED requiring medical monitoring)

That's not a lot of people! Hell, the ED thing can probably be fixed with "a chubby old grandma" who knows how to fatten people up and hug them and sit on a rocking chair.

FUCKING Hell.

 

[WhoBusTank69]

I had a good night's sleep and feel energized. Life is good.

 

[Squanto Airi]

Visited my maternal side of the family for Mother's day and got to see my cousin's newborn. She was cute, and it was a good day.

 

[⋖ cørdion ⋗]

MIXED SEX WARDS

They're all mixed here. The more women and fewer men, the worse. You can always tell it becomes a drama shitfest where they self-harm to get the limited attention of the uninterested female staff. It's also fun to see deranged psychos flirt. One woman had sat in 3 laps after an hour of moving in.

I fucking despise college, I'm 3000+ dollars deep at this point and I'm not learning shit

It's just a tick in a box your future employer finds it easier to identify than to gauge you as a person. Nurses are in such demand here they recently started doing walk-in interviews and it really underlines as such. "Hi, I've been to uni and worked in 5 hospitals over 18 years". "You're hired". Same shit a resume covers but with 5 times the text.

I ask because your dog seems like a positive thing for you - she’s something you overcome your issues to care for, isn’t she?

Watched someone mid-covid post on leddit saying they bought a micro aquarium and filled it with shrimp and the suicidal thoughts disappeared cause who'd care for these little things?

I've never been sectioned and it'll be the last thing I will be, they clearly don't take me seriously.

There's 10-15 girls under 18 actively banging their head into the wall til it bleeds, the nurses disallowed from stopping them, and other such suicidal homeless drug addicts wanting to be put in. You're capable of far too much thought to be on any kind of quick-access list, from what I can tell. Yea they don't help shit and the only times I hear medicine does its work, is when people quit using it after 2 years of torture.

Not to include you in the group, but there's so, so many fat agender ace-aero bisexual xim/xem tumblr bbw kweens making up fake shit to get a spot in a ward for you to ever get admitted. You know, like finding a job.

 

[Burning Bridge]

With this discussion over psych wards, may as well powerlevel my own experiences here. I voluntarily checked in at one after a particularly egregious meltdown and insurance cleared me for eight days. So of course I was there the full eight days and I couldn't leave or else I'd have to foot the entire bill. It really reminded me of being chucked into in school suspension back as an adolescent. Boredom would be an understatement. I even brought card games and other shit to try and socialize a bit, huge mistake.

The psychs there could not care less about you, if you've got a prior diagnosis they're just chucking drugs at you. I was fortunate to be placed with other low-intensity patients, all voluntarily committed except one incredibly BPD chick that couldn't be placed with the other nonvols because she'd antagonize them. Group therapy is a joke and feels more like cult indoctrination than a tool to help people, and that's without a chick deliberately antagonizing people that reveal anything. The only time the inmates were let outside was during designated smoke breaks in a small chain link cubicle about 15 feet square, and while I'm not a smoker I went out every time just to change the scenery a little. The one thing the experience did was further strengthen my resolve that the "mental health system" is a predatory joke designed to fleece the vulnerable. Make money breaking them down, make money building them up, and if they can't be built back up, make money keeping them docile.

 

[Blanche Devereaux]

My occipital neuralgia can get fucked.

 

[Quijibo69]

Going back to Michigan for a week to see the tumbleweeds and the woke trash.

 

[SOLDIER OF WALES]

My curb shutoff valve for my water line to my house started leaking water and now a plumbers gotta come today and figure out wtfs wrong with it. Hoping for an under 2k bill. I heard water near it before so I think its an issue with the valve/a break in the line just next to it so I hope its cheap.

Kek save us...

Just as I was getting a nice check coming in too lol, guess some of its going to this.


edit: kek is not saving me. thats a $5100 bill. the entire pipe sections fucked. i am FUCKED. thank god i have money lol

 

[Mister Eveready]

Spoiler: Long unhinged rant/powerlevel, read at your own risk

I think I’m losing my mind. This is going to be a huge powerlevel but I need to get it off my chest before I explode. I’m a mixed-race guy with South Asian ancestry (more specifically white/Indo-Guyanese) who was raised by my white parent. I’ve never been to India. Even the Guyanese side of my family has never been to India or engaged with their fucked up culture, yet I look in the mirror and see a filthy fucking jeet. Sometimes I just want to claw off my skin or wear one of those Daft Punk robot helmets for the rest of my life so no one has to bear witness to my grotesque jeet face. Jeets are the cockroaches of the world. They trigger the uncanny valley effect in me, like something that looks almost human but isn’t. They’re everywhere on my college campus. Every jeet I see walking around with the fucking audacity to masquerade as human feels like getting sucker punched. Over and over and over. They all look exactly like me except just a little more grotesque. It’s as if God is laughing in my face and reminding me that that’s all I am and all I ever will be, no matter how human I think I am. No matter what I do, I’m just an jeet bringing about the pooification of the West. Every night in the shower I scrub and scrub but I can’t get the jeet stink off of me. I’m tainted. I can’t outrun my biology. Again, I know this is a massive powerlevel but you kiwis are the only people who can understand how much I hate jeets. Anyone else would just tell me I’m crazy.

 

[AnOminous]

My curb shutoff valve for my water line to my house started leaking water and now a plumbers gotta come today and figure out wtfs wrong with it. Hoping for an under 2k bill. I heard water near it before so I think its an issue with the valve/a break in the line just next to it so I hope its cheap.

I spent the last couple days dealing with a clogged toilet. Got a variety of items, none of which worked. Finally, industrial strength lie plus a lot of plunging finally cleared it. I was just about to call the plumber and kiss a bunch of money goodbye. That would have probably been a few hundred bucks at most.

But I tried one last time after a full night of high dose lye and it finally cleared.

$5,100 sounds like pure agony.

 

[long waters]

Spoiler: Long unhinged rant/powerlevel, read at your own risk

I think I’m losing my mind. This is going to be a huge powerlevel but I need to get it off my chest before I explode. I’m a mixed-race guy with South Asian ancestry (more specifically white/Indo-Guyanese) who was raised by my white parent. I’ve never been to India. Even the Guyanese side of my family has never been to India or engaged with their fucked up culture, yet I look in the mirror and see a filthy fucking jeet. Sometimes I just want to claw off my skin or wear one of those Daft Punk robot helmets for the rest of my life so no one has to bear witness to my grotesque jeet face. Jeets are the cockroaches of the world. They trigger the uncanny valley effect in me, like something that looks almost human but isn’t. They’re everywhere on my college campus. Every jeet I see walking around with the fucking audacity to masquerade as human feels like getting sucker punched. Over and over and over. They all look exactly like me except just a little more grotesque. It’s as if God is laughing in my face and reminding me that that’s all I am and all I ever will be, no matter how human I think I am. No matter what I do, I’m just an jeet bringing about the pooification of the West. Every night in the shower I scrub and scrub but I can’t get the jeet stink off of me. I’m tainted. I can’t outrun my biology. Again, I know this is a massive powerlevel but you kiwis are the only people who can understand how much I hate jeets. Anyone else would just tell me I’m crazy.

You are not a real jeet. Real jeets don't do self loathing, that's a whitey thing. Real jeets have no sense of shame and have infinite audacity. In a way it's fascinating and enviable. If you really have jeet blood you should channel that infinite self-confidence rizz energy and be more confident about yourself.

 

[SOLDIER OF WALES]

I spent the last couple days dealing with a clogged toilet. Got a variety of items, none of which worked. Finally, industrial strength lie plus a lot of plunging finally cleared it. I was just about to call the plumber and kiss a bunch of money goodbye. That would have probably been a few hundred bucks at most.

But I tried one last time after a full night of high dose lye and it finally cleared.

$5,100 sounds like pure agony.

Yeah they're saying the build of the piping itself was defective, duct tape was used and sand was filled over it and its collapsing into the pipe. Shellshocked by this price so I got another guy coming tomorrow to hopefully tell me something different lol.

This doesn't even count the grass/sod guy I'm gonna have to call in to unfuck my lawn too lol.

 

[Sneed's Feed n Seed]

With this discussion over psych wards, may as well powerlevel my own experiences here. I voluntarily checked in at one after a particularly egregious meltdown and insurance cleared me for eight days. So of course I was there the full eight days and I couldn't leave or else I'd have to foot the entire bill. It really reminded me of being chucked into in school suspension back as an adolescent. Boredom would be an understatement. I even brought card games and other shit to try and socialize a bit, huge mistake.

The psychs there could not care less about you, if you've got a prior diagnosis they're just chucking drugs at you. I was fortunate to be placed with other low-intensity patients, all voluntarily committed except one incredibly BPD chick that couldn't be placed with the other nonvols because she'd antagonize them. Group therapy is a joke and feels more like cult indoctrination than a tool to help people, and that's without a chick deliberately antagonizing people that reveal anything. The only time the inmates were let outside was during designated smoke breaks in a small chain link cubicle about 15 feet square, and while I'm not a smoker I went out every time just to change the scenery a little. The one thing the experience did was further strengthen my resolve that the "mental health system" is a predatory joke designed to fleece the vulnerable. Make money breaking them down, make money building them up, and if they can't be built back up, make money keeping them docile.

If you want to feel like you're in a Fight Club LARP, look up how group therapy aligns very closely with culty shit called "LGATs".

Isn't it fun how RFK is the only person with a high profile saying this is BS? You can't talk about it because the average idiot, concerned with image and social standing, just won't touch third rails, even as more and more people are gobbling these fucking pills.

The really fucked shit is that smoking probably does more for you than the psych meds to feel better instead of just not feel or be too hazed to know what you're feeling. Hence why when I chomp a cigar, go run, and see my heart rate is lower. I could do a pharmacology sperg about it if you're interested. Otterly might have something to add depending on her specialty. nAChRs do fun things. Then there's the Harmala alkaloids that probably interact with it but we don't know yet. Or I can't find it. Bug me and I'll check I guess.

There's a reason docs & nurses smoke. The actual cancer probability difference for you individually isn't that great. Over a population, it's absolutely significant, but we've just replaced smoking issues with obesity and CV related death.

Isn't it GREAT!?

THE ARISTOCRATS! NIGGERFAGGOT!

 

[AnOminous]

Shellshocked by this price so I got another guy coming tomorrow to hopefully tell me something different lol.

I hate this shit and am sure I'm going to be hit with something like this. For instance I noticed two double-lugged terminals on my circuit breaker panel. This is totally illegal.

 

[DavidS877]

I hate this shit and am sure I'm going to be hit with something like this. For instance I noticed two double-lugged terminals on my circuit breaker panel. This is totally illegal.

At least electricity is easy. Turn off breaker, remove wires, cut and strip wires so you have fresh ends, put those 2 wires along with a 6" pigtail wire in a wire nut, attach other end of pigtail to breaker and tighten screw to recommended torque.

And some breakers are permitted for 2 wires on one screw, check the specs on the exact breaker.

 

[AnOminous]

At least electricity is easy. Turn off breaker, remove wires, cut and strip wires so you have fresh ends, put those 2 wires along with a 6" pigtail wire in a wire nut, attach other end of pigtail to breaker and tighten screw to recommended torque.

I'll fuck around with amateur plumbing but as much of a klutz as I am, fucking around with electricity is not something I'm going to do.

And some breakers are permitted for 2 wires on one screw, check the specs on the exact breaker.

It definitely isn't. But considering whoever put this bullshit in in the first place is probably dead of old age by now, I'm just hoping the fact it's lasted this long indicates it's stable.

 

[(((I am NOT a jew)))]

I woke up the other day to see a lot of my dishes had been used by these people. That wouldn't be a big deal to me but considering this dude shouldn't even be there and they're now officially making themselves comfortable, I was just pissed. Messaged my friend stating how if he's really not planning on doing anything about this dude then I should go up to the office and let them know there's a dude pretty much squatting in the house. I'd be kind of screwed, too since I'm not officially on the lease but I'm okay with a pyrrhic victory at this point.
He talked about how if I'm really willing to go scorched earth over "some dishes" than he's okay with me being dead to him.

Pretty much realize at this point that arguing my case is pointless and I need to actually just do something. I know the right thing to do is to just cut my losses and move but there's a part of me that really just wants some actual catharsis.
I was a fucking idiot for trusting them the first time that there would be stipulations with his sister that she could only stay in the place if he wasn't around.
You mean the BPD bitch who literally got into a drunken fight with a bunch of nurses while hospitalized half a year ago, who has a habit of dating the same white trash all the time, and has never prioritized anyone but herself... didn't keep her end of the bargain? Oh let's just reprimand her again while still buying her out, that will teach her a lesson.
Also had someone I considered a good friend, the main dude on the lease, gaslighting me over wanting him to actually have my back. "I'm just tired of all this drama", "Oh why don't you just move out like you said you were going to?"
What a weird family.

I don't want to leave like a little bitch. I want some justice. I want something to actually be done. "Oh, they'll run out of luck" pretty soon doesn't work for me anymore.

Lesson of the day: Next time a 5'4 wigger starts swinging at me, I'm breaking the dude.
Bigger lesson: Need to actually look at patterns people have exhibited in their life over what they say they're about. Would probably have saved me a lot of grief.