How are you doing? - Kiwi Farms Wellness Check

I'm actually not bad, thank you!
In a sorta new relationship that's going really well, which is refreshing after dating many crazies.
I must say though whenever I feel shit I can always count on the farms bullshit to bring me at least a chuckle. People always shit on this place as a "cyberbully hub" but forget it's also a legit forum too.

Hope everyone else is doing good also. :)
 
I'm currently excited about an irrigation scheme I've been cooking up, and in discussion with my family, I outlined it and said "it will only cost X dollars!"

And I reflect that, a decade ago, "X dollars" would have seemed a fortune.

OTOH I no longer have to search for the grey in my hair.
 
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It's 2:15 AM, I'm drunk as hell, and I have to be up at least at 8:30 AM.

This day is fucked.
Wish me luck, boys.
My dogs woke me up again, I can't fall back asleep, I have to be up at 7. I just went through about a quarter gram of dabs, and I've still got about a g. I know that feel. But I'm in a fantastic fucking mood. My best friend is in town after over a year away. We went riding, which I always enjoy. He's got a KTM 450, I just tool along on my old honda blaster cuz I is scared of dem bigger bikes and trust 4 wheels more than 2. I taught his kids to fly my drones. It's been a great week, one that I had sorely needed, without quite realizing it.
 
Waited on a delivery all day yesterday, I were overtired by I got the package. The kind you are so tired, that you get more awake.
I really like what I bought, but my sleeping rhythm is fucked.

And yea, now I have a bunch of wrapping to go into the trash with + place gift boxes into my attic. Which I usually do right after I unpack everything, because it get harder every second you wait. Too tired to even think of it this time, and I feel like I don't bother after I have slept on it.
 
Absolutely fucking abysmal. I have been practically breathing off copium for the past month. Spoiler: Kiwifarms is not good copium, but at least it’s funny. I’ve got a hundred different problems with a hundred different issues for each other. My personal relationships are disintegrating, my grades are falling, my mental and physical health is circling the drain.

I’m so fucking depressed. I ought not to be, since all of this is my fault in one way or another.
 
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