How are you doing? - Kiwi Farms Wellness Check

I just got two kittens! Gracie is the grey one, Lizzy is the greyish/whitish one:
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Other than that, my seizures seem to be getting worse. :(
 
I haven't played poker in years, but today I got the urge. So I signed up for a site, used the most "old granny" sounding nickname I could think of (dorothy1951) to mislead my opponents, selected a cat avatar to go with it, and within an hour quadrupled my starting money (the max buy-in) and cashed out before I lost it all.

All in all it was a good day.
 
I got my first ever job today. I'm kinda terrified, but I guess I'm supposed to go in tomorrow to fill out some paperwork. It's nothing special, just bagging groceries, but it's a massive step for me. Hopefully I don't self-destruct like I've done in the past. All I know is I might need a lot of cigs to deal with the anxiety.
 
I saw a truck carrying Chimpanzees. I introduced myself, realized I had nothing useful to tell the man, and told him to have a nice day.

The great thing about being middle aged is I immediately find my own awkwardness amusing, instead of crawling into a shame hole.
 
With all the doom and gloom in the future, I have decided to check out. I will just focus on what I find fun and good, and I don't care what will happen. I won't let doom scrolling get any more power over me. lol
Reframe it as funscrolling and just laugh at whatever fucking happens, because it doesn't matter.
 
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