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I feel bloated, after eating some cake at home. I kinda feel bad for my mom, that have baked 3 cakes. But like, I have never said that I wanted her to bake anything.
So I'm not touching the cake from tomorrow.
Might have to do with all the diet soda I drink too, so need to cut that out too.

This affects my mood negatively too, but it's not like I have anyone else to blame. Other than me, and even explaining this to her. She's too retarded to understand, and even trying to get her to understand piss me off. As an example, she drinks wine now, which I despise. Because she gets even more retarded then Save it for Xmas at least.
It's not out of spite, but she literally don't have the intelligence to understand how her actions affect others.

I lasted 2 days, before I did find it miserable to be here.
 
I used to work the graveyard shift years ago, and what helped me was keeping a ‘normal’ schedule on my days off. I usually treated the two nights I had free as my ‘weekend’ and would drink, go out, or do something.

Honestly, I enjoyed how quiet the graveyard shift can be.
yeah, I had a meeting with my manager today. I start the day after Christmas. the hours are gonna be 10 PM to 6 AM. should be interesting.
 
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I've been trying to prepare myself mentally for another holiday season with all my boomer relatives, and family friends. Every year I find it harder to bite my tongue when one of them goes off on some stupid tirade involving a subject they know nothing about. I don't know if I can handle it this year. I may decide to hangout in the garage with my neighbor and enjoy some cigars in peace.
 
>imagine comforting your girlfriend because while she knows stuff about yet another Corona panic is bullshit, she feels things are going to be a lot worse.
>imagine having to comfort her while dreading for the future.

I mean, I have experience in that but shit sucks. My 2010s started with a plunge into a string of bad choices, followed by a depression, followed by war and having to comfort my sobbing mother, you being in a different city, in a different place, people looking at you funny. Then depression again, then a string of bad choices again followed by a depression again. Just as I get on my two feet Corona happens. Just as you adapt to Corona, you see the light ahead - nope, fuck you.

I'm going to get through this and I'm going to get my loved ones through this out of sheer spite. Just because fuck you, I've survived worse.
 
Lost my full time hours, so now I'm job hunting for someplace else with full time.

Not sure how much of it is because my supervisor is an asshole or how much of it is because I've fucked up somewhere down the line. Right now, my confidence is shot.

At the very least, I already had one interview at a place where I can work with dogs, so that's something. But part of me is worried this sort of shit will just keep happening and happening to me.
 
I have chronic migraines, and I'm starting to feel one coming on. I've been drinking water when I can and I took some painkillers but I don't know how well that will help. Usually when I get one I can power through it, but sometimes depending on the severity it can be hard to even get up. This night at work has been very busy, and my manager has hired two new people. Since Christmas is coming we haven't had much time to train them, though granted they are surprisingly more competant than the employees who have worked here for over a year. They are quick learners so it's helped the night go by faster, but I'm still super exhausted.

If this migraine persists however I think I'm going to call out for tomorrow. I can feel the nausea already lmao.
 
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I have chronic migraines, and I'm starting to feel one coming on. I've been drinking water when I can and I took some painkillers but I don't know how well that will help. Usually when I get one I can power through it, but sometimes depending on the severity it can be hard to even get up. This night at work has been very busy, and my manager has hired two new people. Since Christmas is coming we haven't had much time to train them, though granted they are surprisingly more competant than the employees who have worked here for over a year. They are quick learners so it's helped the night go by faster, but I'm still super exhausted.

If this migraine persists however I think I'm going to call out for tomorrow. I can feel the nausea already lmao.
I sympathize with you. I have mild headaches (not enough to be considered migraines) and I'm not sure what causes them but it's some combination of not sleeping properly, bright light, and being fatigued or something such as doing exercise. When I have a headache I'm like a vampire and try to seek out darkness as much as I can. Painkillers and sleeping are the only effective way to make them go away from me. The human body is a bitch and I can't count the number of times I've cursed being only human.
 
I sympathize with you. I have mild headaches (not enough to be considered migraines) and I'm not sure what causes them but it's some combination of not sleeping properly, bright light, and being fatigued or something such as doing exercise. When I have a headache I'm like a vampire and try to seek out darkness as much as I can. Painkillers and sleeping are the only effective way to make them go away from me. The human body is a bitch and I can't count the number of times I've cursed being only human.
I feel you. One thing that seems to help me is either pure silence in a dark room, and soothing sounds like birds chirping or rain. I have an entire Youtube playlist dedicated to nothing but sounds for migraines when I get them. I didn't think that sort of stuff worked until I tried it, but if you haven't yet I recommend it. Painkillers only go so far with me, for some reason I could take like 3 ibuprofen and 2 tylenol and it still hurts...
 
I spent some time in northern Rainfurrest Country (Washington State) and now I’ve safely arrived in Troontown (British Columbia) despite a long wait at the border that was further impacted due to someone fucking up a form.

All in all I’m A-OK. A bit tired from cleaning up that border crossing fuck-up but A-OK nonetheless.
 
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