How are you doing? - Kiwi Farms Wellness Check

Slightly annoyed.
I hoover every day, because it's a pigsty if I don't. I put in and take out of the dishwasher and keep it generally clean here. But nah, that's not enough.
Had to wash the armchairs, because they haven't hoovered or washed them all year. They were gross.

Tomorrow, my sister comes with her boyfriend. No plans for her to do anything, other than making dinner. I can make my own food, but she is the worst at making things messy.
I just want it easier to keep the house nice and tidy. And btw, I'm younger than her, so she should be fucking embarrassed for not being house trained.

And lol, my mom wanted me to handle the grocery bags she bought for my grandma earlier. Listen, it's not my moms problem that the housekeeper from the commune isn't doing it's job for my grandma.

I eat here for free, but it's something with being taken for granted and doing their most at doing my cleaning up after them the worst fucking experience.
 
Slightly annoyed.
I hoover every day, because it's a pigsty if I don't. I put in and take out of the dishwasher and keep it generally clean here. But nah, that's not enough.
Had to wash the armchairs, because they haven't hoovered or washed them all year. They were gross.

Tomorrow, my sister comes with her boyfriend. No plans for her to do anything, other than making dinner. I can make my own food, but she is the worst at making things messy.
I just want it easier to keep the house nice and tidy. And btw, I'm younger than her, so she should be fucking embarrassed for not being house trained.

And lol, my mom wanted me to handle the grocery bags she bought for my grandma earlier. Listen, it's not my moms problem that the housekeeper from the commune isn't doing it's job for my grandma.

I eat here for free, but it's something with being taken for granted and doing their most at doing my cleaning up after them the worst fucking experience.
I know cleaning is tiresome, but hoovering isn't the best solution. What are you going to do in 20 minutes when your high wears off and you need to hoover another line to get the energy to keep cleaning? Plus, there's the nosebleeds, fragile bones, and constant cravings... maybe you could quit hoovering if you got yourself a nice vacuum cleaner. Then you wouldn't need as much cocaine to clean your house.
 
After a bit of a depressive spell, I’ve become determined to improve myself and get my hours back. Moving faster at work and am taking on more tasks.

Also asked out a girl and got her number. She didn’t necessarily say yes, so I’m not expecting much, but it feels good trying anyway. Plus I was pretty enthusiastic about it too.
 
I know cleaning is tiresome, but hoovering isn't the best solution. What are you going to do in 20 minutes when your high wears off and you need to hoover another line to get the energy to keep cleaning? Plus, there's the nosebleeds, fragile bones, and constant cravings... maybe you could quit hoovering if you got yourself a nice vacuum cleaner. Then you wouldn't need as much cocaine to clean your house.
Didn't know hoovering meant to snort, cause the teacher learned me that a hoover was the same as a vacuum cleaner :thinking:
 
At the risk of sounding like a broken record.
I'm sad about Max again. It comes and goes, I'm not sure why. It's been three months, so I should be not sad by now, I think. But here we are.
Pardon the gay, but I was fucked up for nearly a year after the loss of a kitty. Couldn't think about her without bursting into tears like a bitch. It can take longer than it feels like it should, but it'll get better. And it's okay that it might take a while to get better and that it's a roller coaster. It's just part of mourning.
 
It's now month 6 of my job hunting quest to escape my current job of working in a frozen food warehouse 50+ hours a week. I just got an email from Fastenal 3 hours ago turning me down for some third party logistics gig and I'm pissed because it's taken 2 interviews and 3 weeks of waiting for a response just to get brushed off electronically.

Some other prospects and my experiences with them:

-Delta Airlines: legitimately good to work for but getting in is seemingly impossible unless you're black

-XPO/GXO: constantly offering new openings with good hours but you'll have to apply to 30+ things to get their attention; you'll also get turned down a lot.

-DHL: some good gigs but their career website is a buggy mess with continue buttons that don't function half the time

-Southwest: the fun airline where everyone is family but they're unionized; if you get onboard you'll need to be a perfect employee for 6 months until you're eligible for union membership, then you can just have your boys protect you from getting fired for being a minute late.

At this point I just want to quit and get some bum job driving a forklift or something, at least then I'll be able to have some time to do errands and shit again.
 
I've been feeling generally content but that sometimes makes me anxious. I have recently reached stability and upward movement in life over the past 2 years and I get this feeling of dread that's worse than "life anxiety" when life was legitimately more stressful/higher stakes. I also have
horrible baby rabies
but these things are better than what life could and used to be. Interesting how that works.
 
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Pardon the gay, but I was fucked up for nearly a year after the loss of a kitty. Couldn't think about her without bursting into tears like a bitch. It can take longer than it feels like it should, but it'll get better. And it's okay that it might take a while to get better and that it's a roller coaster. It's just part of mourning.
I will never, ever stop missing any of my kitty friends. It will never, ever stop me from getting another though. From the very first one, they all still show up in my dreams from time to time. In some perfect future, we will all be together again.
 
I will never, ever stop missing any of my kitty friends. It will never, ever stop me from getting another though. From the very first one, they all still show up in my dreams from time to time. In some perfect future, we will all be together again.
I have 2 furry friends since i helped the mother give birth to them and as the day creeps closer were we have to say goodbye, all we can do is to make sure we had an awesome time and cared for each other. Then when the day comes i am sure to cry like a little bitch but i will always know i did the best i can and that is very comforting.
 
I spent the early hours repeatedly vomiting until my body was squeezing meagre amounts of bile out of me. My other end wasn't safe either; was sat on the toilet catching vomit in my hands while forcefully shitting too.

There is dried puke in my hair and I haven't the energy to wash it out. Just been sleeping and sipping fluids.
 
Looking for memes to shoe to the woketards cramming themselves down my throat over an anime. Yes they're still going.
 
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