How are you doing? - Kiwi Farms Wellness Check

I’m hanging in there. I got a tablet for my birthday back in May, and got Brave New World for it. I just need to finish it, and I can move on to something else. These past two months have been depressing, given the riots and protests, but things will hold out. It has made me determined to get a rifle, and eventually a CCW for when I go for a handgun. I also woke up to two cavities the other day, so that’s great.

As for Kiwis feeling down, just know that you’re loved and cared for. The hurdles may seem big, but when you make that jump, you’ll feel great. Just hope for the best!
 
Finally got a car, though not as nice, after mine got totaled in January. So that’s great
Girl I was going to ask out apparently has the ‘rona, and I’m not unconvinced the two week wait means I’m going to miss my chance. So that’s not great.

Frankly, posting in the Ron Toye AMA has frustrated me a little bit so I just wanted to complain about something.
 
Got frustrated with my five months' worth of hair and refuse to wear a mask to go a barber, so I grabbed the electric razor in the bathroom and successfully "cut" it near-perfectly.
 
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Last week I was on the beach with my best friend celebrating her birthday, well, to say that she's just a best friend is a understatement, she's like a sister and a part of the family for me. Tomorrow we will go the pool together, and the best thing is that there won't be any gypsies shit stirring because they don't know how to buy the tickets on the net.
This next week I will look to get into driving school, I want a driving license because for my sector is needed. Lots of travelling around. Kinda nervous to be honest, the last time I drove a car was when my dad let me to drive on a empty road when I was a kid, but, I can do this.
Also, I don't know why, I have the ''I love Beinjing Tiannanmen song'' stuck in my head, maybe the spirit of Chin, killer of fucking ugly reds, possessed me.
 
Just got an update to a Record of Lodoss War video game in development.
Doin' pretty good except for my right foot which just won't heal from working out related injuries.
I have great sexy ass legs as a mage though. I mean you wouldn't know someone over 100 could work it, but hot damn!
I regret nothing.
 
Working on a lot of homework but it's mostly tedious busy work so I can turn myself on autopilot.

Also have my pet snake out chilling around my neck while I work as my study buddy. She's such a sweetheart and petting her is kind of stress-relieving. Maybe I'm just weird.
 
I see what you did there.
Lol maybe if I actually had a "snake". But a scaley one is the next best thing right?

...Not sure where I'm going with this. My brain is so much on autopilot I didn't realize the extent of my accidental innuendo there. But my blood python says hi.
 
Turns out I didn't get the new document scanning job. On the one hand, I feel relieved but on the other hand, I told myself I would take the job even if it was the worst shift hours possible. My dad said something that helped change my perspective basically I don't want to be stuck working at my current part job 50 years down the line. That solidified my decision because he's (as usual) right, I also wanted to apply that to other areas of my life as well such as my art. I'm having more trouble with that though, I'm trying to push myself to draw more and do things I'm not good at such as rendering and values, but I find myself goofing off with pointless video games instead of improving my art.

Another thing is the internet and technology board, a lot of the threads have me depressed because of how shit technology has become. The internet is being sanitized for corporate greed and snuffing out anything fun. It's why I like KF, it feels like the best of the early internet. Reading any post from Null is super depressing because there seems to be nothing stopping this march into PRC style totalitarianism. All I want some kind of light at the end of the tunnel, some kind of honest reassurance that shit will get better. Dare I say, some l kind of hope?
 
Not me personally but I haven't seen a roommate who moved in a few weeks ago in days. He was kindof a slob and the room smelled awful and last time I checked he left food on his bed. Not a lot mind you but it's still a bad habit.

His bedroom door is locked and right now I'm thinking best case scenario he cleaned up the food before he left to god knows where so that's not rotting in there and attracting vermin. That's the worst case scenario.
 
I'm annoyed. I'm kind of running close to the deadline but I'm working on paying my taxes. I have to pay and get no refund so it's kinda dumb but I didn't pay out for it during the year so it makes sense. What's more annoying though is that because I'm in my early 20s my parents claimed me as a dependent so they could get a refund and screwed me out of the gubmint stimulus check. I could have used that money to pay all my taxes and save a good chunk but nope. I am broke and have literally no money now. Maybe I'm just being greedy. But hey.
 
Got all my work done for today early, and more than 75% for tomorrow, and 25% each for Wednesday through Friday so I'm watching Jackie Chan's City Hunter.
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So yeah, I'm in a lot of pain right now. Suffering horrible pain.
Also I injured my arm and leg and it's a bit of a horrible situation.
 
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I missed work today, completely slept through both of my alarms. My feet, legs, back and shoulders are fucked after just a week of being back at work. Probably should have exercised a lot more during furlough. But whatever, I'm long past feeling bad for not going to work when I feel like shit.

My rabbit's blood work finally came back from the vet and he's likely got a very common fungal infection (it can only be confirmed on autopsy sooooo) and the treatment can be hit or miss. He's got his appetite back and he's being his usual grumpy self so he's feeling better at least.

It's hot as fuck and I want to move to Alaska. Working with a mask on is like being waterboarded with how much I sweat in that miserable old building and the AC doesn't come on until the store opens, not that it helps much when you're running up and down two floors lugging cookware and comforter sets all day.
 
For those in the wuhan thread wondering why I'm sperging out so hard, it's the only non-physical thing I can do to palliate my extremely bad anxiety. It's never been close to this bad in my life; I've started biting my hand when I read about some massive closure/cancellation or someone like that user I just tagged being completely ignorant about fucking everything and legitimately thinking schools and all should stay closed and literally saying IT'S GOING TO KILL US ALL. It echoes in my head so bad I just can't take it. This is going to end up in random_text.txt, but spilling my spaghetti like that on the internet is the only reliable way to prevent myself from self-harm or breaking something.
 
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