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Nick Obre said:
I'm guilty of armchair psychologist-ing you in the past, so you'll have to forgive me (or not) for doing it again,
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I just wanna say, I understand why you think what you think about me regarding my ex, but trust me, I haven't even provided a hint about what was up with her, and if I could tell you the story right now, you'd think I was bullshitting you. Just trust me on that. I cannot for the life of me meet a normal person. Last chick I met up with whipped out meth and offered me poppers.... uh, no thanks. (That person was a wreck and it was so depressing)
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but from the posts I've seen you make not just here but around in general, I think you're past the standard blackpillism and negativity that is typical here (as much as Null tries to Pascal's Wager us into being optimistic), and you're just reinforcing your negative views further and further. Harbinging a bit too much Kali Yuga, if I may pun it.
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Yeah, people told me this shit back when we only had two genders, now look where we are. We've been complacent during our lives but a serious economic crisis is going to open the floodgates for left-wing radicalism. I can't say when but I know we are headed to some very bad times. You simply look at the mainstream rhetoric, and the complete lack of counter-forces or counter-narratives as conservatives etc. are censored and shut up via soft power (e.g., financially based on exertion from the legal-financial-activist apparatus, which null has fought against to keep this website up) and I can't see anything good. Throw in a culture that is increasingly wasteful, childish, and corporate, with absolutely no demand or desire for things of substance, there only conclusion to this calculus is that "THINGS ARE UNFUCKABLE."

I'm glad I had that drink. I needed a nightcap to help me sleep, and I needed that sleep. I really do need to pace myself though.
Nick Obre said:
In case you missed it, I'm calling you a retard for believing in fucking tarot readings
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This isn't the thread to flame other people but I am so, so, sick of shit like tarot cards and astrology. It's taken over everyone I know, especially women. I cannot abide it. The increasing rate of these superstitions in our society has really been bothering me, a lot.

There's multiple reasons I hate this shit, but the main one is there is zero evidence or value to it, and it's just spreading via social transmission without any actual real-world utility. It's something people use to bond and pretend to have expertise or have a way of knowing that is fun that doesn't require you to get your hands dirty. But knowledge doesn't come easily like that, real learning is something that takes effort and time.
 
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Shadfan666xxx000 said:
I like sex and masturbating and there are all these forums where people talk about getting +1 Charisma modifiers or some shit. Honestly, I got more out of reading Neville Goddard and watching Redditors get into flame wars over his material.
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I was trying to remember a book that my grandpa had, that I read years ago. I couldn't find it and no amount of Googling helped. I eventually gave up and about a month later I found it by accident in an unrelated YouTube video. It was Neville Goddard.

After I found it, I started seeing this name everywhere. Now I see it yet again on KF of all places. Shit is so weird.
 
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CoolFool said:
After I found it, I started seeing this name everywhere. Now I see it yet again on KF of all places. Shit is so weird.
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Seeing people recognize where my avatar is from also really gets me. I can't really quite figure out how a forum full of racist shitposters knows about Nina Hagen.
(((I am NOT a jew))) said:
Yeah, I'm not doing any """networking""" type shit. I think I'll find out by the end of college if film is something I want to do. I just kind of want to make friends, make a couple decent thesis films/shorts that I can show to people for financing, and hopefully get my dick wet a bit. I'm not playing 5D chess with people. I just kind of want to build a good team of people interested in doing the same things.
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That is networking. Networking isn't necessarily about schmoozing your way into people's hearts and minds. It's building contacts, people who know about you or what you're about.

Some partying in college is a good thing. Everyone who tells you to live a fully straight-laced life is full of shit. People like to have other people around people who are fun and they can bond with, and if they like you, they'll open doors for you. Keeping your nose to the grindstone and doing "everything right" while you are cloistered away isn't really how the world works. It's a recipe for mediocrity. That's storybook stuff. This is a big mistake that I made. I listened to the conventional wisdom of the world around me when I was young because I thought I was so smart, and it did nothing for me.

I am, however, also specifically saying this to you because the film/art/whatever world is run that way. I don't know if you're idealistic or want to do things right, but people in the arts always party it up and promote each others' shit to some extent, just look at how all the woke female anti-Gamergater crowd got jobs. Don't get too wrapped up in idealism or more savvy people will steam your dreams out from under you. I have a pet theory that socialists tend to be less motivated by money per se and more motivated by social status, and that's why (at least in part) so many artists and celebrities lean that way. They like the money, but what they really want is fame and all eyes on them. Then there's just the basic human psychology bias of being more predisposed to liking/approving of something from someone you already know...
 
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Blamo2000 said:
Dunno about others, I actually feel younger than 10 years ago. My biggest problem is that there are no opportunities for me anymore, nor I am too thrilled about this world. I fought a long and hard battle with my demons and for what? lol I guess the old adage is correct. Win stupid games, win stupid prizes.
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People need to be more stubborn, in a good way. If you know what you want, fight for it. That's my take on it anyway. Is it easier to give up and go with the flow? Yeah, but fuck that. Get what you want.
Harbinger of Kali Yuga said:
Nina Hagen
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I've been too afraid to ask. But I'm always mesmerized.
 
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Blamo2000 said:
the 2020s just plain suck so far
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I want to tell you an inspiring story about a man. A man who would have rather spent his days being an artist, but couldn't stand the world he was living in: His country divided and ravished by a war that it could have won, sunk in despair over inflation, debt, disruptive social movements and where degeneracy was seeping from every corner and dissolving the very fabric of society at this very core. This man was not exactly young when he decided to do something, and just pulling himself from the straps, he decided to work hard and live a life of self-sacrifice for his country. Believing in things no one else believes when everything seems lost can take you far.

A story of inspiration for us all.
 
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Ewan McGregor said:
I want to tell you an inspiring story about a man. A man who would have rather spent his days being an artist, but couldn't stand the world he was living in: His country divided and ravished by a war that it could have won, sunk in despair over inflation, debt, disruptive social movements and where degeneracy was seeping from every corner and dissolving the very fabric of society at this very core. This man was not exactly young when he decided to do something, and just pulling himself from the straps, he decided to work hard and live a life of self-sacrifice for his country. Believing in things no one else believes when everything seems lost can take you far.

A story of inspiration for us all.
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The story didn't had a happy ending.
 
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"Did I ever tell you what the definition of insanity is? Insanity is doing the exact… same fucking thing… over and over again, expecting… shit to change."
 
I am doing better. Told my boss to his face that I ain't doing work that isn't mine for free and he lost his shit.

And then turned it around and told him if you let me take charge of these departments at other stores and I get paid for it with promotion, I will work my ass off to get your number up.

And then got the go ahead and new pay package for next year.

HOUDINI
 
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I am doing good lately. Although I do frequently fall into anguish whenever my old ass laptop got BSOD’d or my drawing tablet malfunctions. Tend to save lots of money until I reach big time to upgrade my workspace.

Albeit, I do not like Windows 11 and Chrome in general, but I can keep using it for a long time for the lulz. As well as picking an Android alternative for my iPhone, never giving ten fucks about Apple. No fucking hell am going to move to Linux or MacOS. Microsoft sucks cock, but I had to keep on using Windows because I have contractions between Linux and Apple. Also, that laptop tends to occasionally froze, so… had to cope until I got the money to upgrade. My brain is too low IQ’d for installing Linux, Ubuntu or similar.

What a pain in the ass for a techfag for me.
 
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NaggotFigger said:
Linux
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The problem with linux, is it's a great OS unless you need to do work that is outside of a web-browser or glorified typing. I've always enjoyed it, but then if I want to game or do work, I'm back on windows. So wtf am I running linux?

I know there are convoluted ways to get windows to run well in a linux environment but...bleh.
 
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Doctor John B. Zyklon said:
The problem with linux, is it's a great OS unless you need to do work that is outside of a web-browser or glorified typing. I've always enjoyed it, but then if I want to game or do work, I'm back on windows. So wtf am I running linux?

I know there are convoluted ways to get windows to run well in a linux environment but...bleh.
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It was usually has to do with me being a Windowsfag when I was a small fry. Dunno why I hate Linux with a burning passion, it also probably has to do with its limitations for allowing certain applications to be used for working.
I do not slam on you for using it, but because I was a digital artist that has a Huion (yes, powerleveling) and a Clip Studio, Photoshop and SAI user, Linux’s versatility for digital artists fall behind a lot, despite some good applications are available for it. Mac’s too much a pain in the ass, despite I have a grasp on getting used to its UI in my opinion.
 
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