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I mentioned in a previous post I must have lost some weight despite not taking care of my diet or exercising at all in the last year or two.

I just dusted off the scale I bought over a year ago, and turns out I did lose like 40 pounds since then and I don't know fucking how
 
I mentioned in a previous post I must have lost some weight despite not taking care of my diet or exercising at all in the last year or two.

I just dusted off the scale I bought over a year ago, and turns out I did lose like 40 pounds since then and I don't know fucking how
Has life been unusually good or stressful?
 
Has life been unusually good or stressful?
Ups and downs, you know?
Around 1 year ago I was in full crisis mode, because there was no work. Now it's all good and stable.

EDIT: I've checked the information on the scale's app (yes, it's stupid IoT thing, but this time it proved useful) and turns out I was vastly misremembering how heavy I was before. I've lost weight but more like 15 pounds, not 40. Still don't know how tho.
Jesus.
 
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My internet cut out again. It came back up but i think I'm done dealing with Primus. my one year promo plan with them is over anyways and the price will go up to more then Shaw's two year promo and I really don't want my internet to be acting up while I'm doign remote work
 
Doing well. Got done with a bunch of school work and this week should be pretty easy in terms of school work and what not. Maybe if the weather permits it I'll take a nice walk through the woods and get some fresh air.
 
I wish it were 2015 and I were sitting in the back of class, on my phone under my desk, reading tendies greentext stories on 4chan.

Ups and downs, you know?
Around 1 year ago I was in full crisis mode, because there was no work. Now it's all good and stable.

EDIT: I've checked the information on the scale's app (yes, it's stupid IoT thing, but this time it proved useful) and turns out I was vastly misremembering how heavy I was before. I've lost weight but more like 15 pounds, not 40. Still don't know how tho.
Jesus.
Stress is a killer. People often don't realize how much it will cost them over time.
 
neon genesis evangelion is not light tv to be watched before bed when you have to wake up early the next morning. damn you chinky emotional manipulation.
Reminds me of when me and my buddy did a nearly 24-hour marathon viewing of all NGE and related media. By the time we finished the last rebuild, I was in a borderline psychedelic state from being exposed to such media while sleep deprived and a little drunk.
 
Did some heavy Deadlifting yesterday(hit a new PB) and my mind and body is just fucking drained. Can hardly concentrate, full body aches, zero energy etc.
Feelsgoodman.jpg but boy howdy I'm wishing I had called into work today.

Debating on if I should just take it easy and have a super soft workout today or just say fuck it and take a rest day.
 
It’s going alright. It’s my day off work so I’ve been entertaining my hobbies. One of the new ones I’m thinking about starting is working on an old Honda civic. I need to run a compression test on the cylinders and figure out where air is leaking out of. Running the test looks simple enough from the YouTube video I watched but it’s cold outside and my dad told me he might visit next weekend so he could help me.
 
Ew. Experienced that, too. And I'm 100% certain I had that exact shout in my mind, word for word, each time. I chalk it up mostly to a tactical effort to create false intimacy, or, in some cases, desperation/ male pickmeism.
Oh, I can tell you what it absolutely is. A lot of girls will stop talking to the guy if he doesn't make a move fast. Actually, most. You gotta move fast and you gotta move quick with most women as they are talking to a million other men. There's a reason men do this shit and it's not them being clueless. You'd also be surprised just how many women respond positively to being sent dick pics.
 
I killed a rat today with a broomstick. Poked him to death while he was cornered in furniture. It needed to be done, but I don't like killing living beings, bros and broettes. A new restaurant opened close to my house, so the vermin population is increasing. Fuck.
 
I'm exhausted. I think a lot of me is still burnt out and it's affecting me and I know it's pretty bad because there's a really important FGO banner that I just skipped. I really wish I did it, but I'm just not fully calibrated to actually do anything right now. I just spend the past week just not wanting to do anything and just wanting to take a 3 day weekend. So, that's what I'm doing. I've called in sick for today and I'm just going to spend the night just straight gooning and recharging. The NEET in me is a developed part of me now it seems and sometimes it needs to feed. It's a federal holiday anyway so I'm going to get some additional pittance too. I'm getting better, and I know my life will advance as I grow again but right now, I'm tapped out.
 
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