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I wouldn't say I have a bad relationship with my family, but my sister is getting married tomorrow and I made a joke about her getting a new last name. I then had to look at the wedding invite because I dont know what her new last name is going to be, and it's kind of depressing.
 
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Struggling to remain serene, today. An unusual surfeit of the stupidity, anger and petty vindictiveness of others is seriously trying my patience today.
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littlearmalite said:
I am falling back into alcoholism and suicidal ideation. I'm scared.
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I hope you don't yield to either. If a mental self-check in is what it would take to keep you from hurting yourself (considering everything else it sounds like you've been through), then maybe that could help? See a legit psychiatrist? Or even just to get away from your horrid family for a spell?

I wish you luck friend.

Troon Draugur said:
Struggling to remain serene, today. An unusual surfeit of the stupidity, anger and petty vindictiveness of others is seriously trying my patience today.
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Are these specific instances, or just feeling brought on from the overwhelming sense of....well, all the bullshit going on in the world? Because honestly, there's a fuckton to choose from right now.
 
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I'm happy primarily because a user's custom title reminded me to take my medication (and by extension my partner told me to eat something because i nearly forgot that too).
 
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VacuousSpooder said:
Are these specific instances, or just feeling brought on from the overwhelming sense of....well, all the bullshit going on in the world? Because honestly, there's a fuckton to choose from right now.
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Specific instances today, I'm afraid. The general state of humanity, as a constant, disappoints me but doesn't as a rule upset me. Normally, faith and a few dear friends are enough to keep me on the path but today has tried me sorely, I must admit. Came very close to losing my temper a couple of times and it's never a pleasant scene when I do. :(
 
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Getting by. It's hot af and the air conditioning is barely managing. Thinking I should lie back and listen to some meditation mp3s or at least smoke some weed but can't even summon the energy for that.
 
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My family's been looking after a mama stray cat and her kittens for the past month or so. The mama was really friendly and we think she might have been a housecat that got pregnant and abandoned since she seems to be affectionate. We decided to give most of the kittens new homes and keep the mama cat and one remaining kitten. We didn't have much room in the house for 5 cats so we had to keep them in the garage the majority of the time.

I haven't owned a pet in years, and I never owned two cats at once and I've been fretting so goddamn much over these cats. We're finally down to just those two cats and today's the first day we let the both of them get a lay of the house. The mama and the kitten have been playing a lot, but I'm worried because I've never seen cats really play before. They aren't hissing or anything like that (I've done my research and cats like to roughhouse) so maybe I'm worrying over nothing but still. I'm just concerned for their safety and I hope they don't get violent towards each other or anything.
 
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My dog has a lump on her chin. Getting her in to the vet tomorrow. Hope it's nothing.

Can't stand seeing election day get closer and closer. It's not so much whether it'll go the way I want, but the uncertainty of it all.

It's hard to not get blackpilled these days, in the face of a seemingly-invincible propaganda machine. Anything that sounds like good news these days automatically sounds too good to be true.
 
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I took retard pills and fucked up a dude's truck with my company vehicle this morning. A bunch of the other driver's vatos popped out and started demanding I give them my Driver's license in addition to the company insurance which I had given, which not only no but fuck no for obvious reasons.

However, another driver for my company showed up, and they decided to be polite. I'm sure the fact he's a great big black dude had nothing to do with that. Just now my boss told me she wasn't mad and not to worry.


So I'm stressed out and thankful for my job at the same time.
 
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The Fresno Nightcrawler said:
not doing good. the most important person in my life broke it off with me yesterday. i haven't slept or eaten since. i'm trying really hard to not send her anything, i don't want to be the clingy ex. give me your strength bros, i need it.
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It's never easy losing something you've devoted your life too, I lost a friend I've known for a very long time, and I still struggle with the intrusive thought of "oh, x would... oh... right". Mind you it's only been a month for me, and they were just a close friend, but I do feel you man, it's never easy, but you will find the strength.

As for how I'm doing, I've been surviving, hours are steady, and I'm once again refusing to drink, after having such a terrible Sunday shift due to probably one of the worst hangovers I've ever had. Didn't feel like puking, but I felt like I was gonna faint. Hopefully I can keep it up long enough to maybe donate plasma again.
 
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Another day, another fight. The dude who got the shit kicked out of him in Portland was on the news and I said something to the effect of 'he should have turned around instead of trying to drive through them'. My grandpa got pissed and started yelling at me about how next time I said such 'disrespectful shit' he was going to make me sorry or some shit. I just said I'd be waiting for him. I will be. I keep my knife and my gun openly on my nightstand now, and my new AR's right by the door. If he wants to try and keep intimidating me into being his 'ideal son', well, I can try my hand at the intimidation game.

I'm looking for a way out of his reach, but it's not pretty. If any of y'all Kiwi's hear about anything, ANYTHING in y'all's local metropolitan areas about big hiring waves or shit like that, I'd appreciate tips. I can go just about anywhere in the country except Hawaii and Alaska.
 
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Doing ok. Mom's working Amazon at 12 in the morning. There isn't that much food in the house and the only thing there is Popcorn, shitty Lean Cuisine frozen dinners, and frozen premade chickens. We do have Crab meat but she doesn't want to cook it, neither does she want me eating Fast Food even though "the food we have that doesn't need preparing" isn't a filling or "proper" lunch or dinner. I definitely understand why she's like that now but goddamn. I've also been a real lazy fuck, not working on videos or even drawing cartoons. Quarantine's been getting me down
 
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