How are you doing? - Kiwi Farms Wellness Check

I stayed up until 8am and slept until 5pm. I was thinking n a situation where I got tricked by people powerful enough to do it regularly and know how to deal with people who try to fight back so that was depressing. At least the damage wasn't so bad but it completely ruined my outlook on how well my nation is functioning.
 
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gorgoroth7134 said:
Life crisis update:
it's Easter and I'm alone, I can't even talk to the people I want to, I've caved and gotten a pack of lucky strikes, two tall boys, and I threw my keys in the garden outside so I don't do anything more stupid than I can walk to.
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I thought Easter was in April?
 
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Finding the motivation to get back into my hobbies. No one ever talked shit about my art or anything but its sad when no one really talks about different techniques they use when asked and all you run into is retards humblebragging about commissions or cliquish assholes "too cool" to talk to you or anyone else. When all you asked was questions about shading in general and making cleaner linework.

I'm grateful for the catharsis the farms has given me in confirming that I am not alone in my experiences of randomly encountering crazy ban happy retards online who have built echo chambers around themselves and their cliques. Its one thing to hear that platitude but its another to actually see that for real and not be told some bullshit about how lolcows are "good" people and I'm automagically evil and in the wrong for just existing.
 
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Ty I'm retarded

Catgirl Fornicator said:
Finding the motivation to get back into my hobbies. No one ever talked shit about my art or anything but its sad when no one really talks about different techniques they use when asked and all you run into is retards humblebragging about commissions or cliquish assholes "too cool" to talk to you or anyone else. When all you asked was questions about shading in general and making cleaner linework.

I'm grateful for the catharsis the farms has given me in confirming that I am not alone in my experiences of randomly encountering crazy ban happy retards online who have built echo chambers around themselves and their cliques. Its one thing to hear that platitude but its another to actually see that for real and not be told some bullshit about how lolcows are "good" people and I'm automagically evil and in the wrong for just existing.
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I hope it all goes well dude.
 
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Neurotypical Mantis said:
i was led to believe migraines are bullshit due to munchie stepmother but le reddit TIL they can in fact get so bad that you vomit from them. :(
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Neurotypical Mantis said:
i was able to get some food in and for once i'm thankful for these blackout curtains i got 9 years ago. binaural beats didn't completely save my ass for once but they did help.
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How's your caffeine intake? When I was a kid they thought I had a brain tumor because I would get debilitating migraines and vomit until it was just bile coming up. Turns out I was just drinking way too much pop and going through caffeine withdrawal. Still happens occasionally if I'm not careful, along with shakes, chills, cold sweats, the whole trainspotting bit.

I suspect it's a more common occurrence than people realize, with how hard American culture nuthugs caffeine and nicotine.
 
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dick brain said:
How's your caffeine intake? When I was a kid they thought I had a brain tumor because I would get debilitating migraines and vomit until it was just bile coming up. Turns out I was just drinking way too much pop and going through caffeine withdrawal. Still happens occasionally if I'm not careful, along with shakes, chills, cold sweats, the whole trainspotting bit.

I suspect it's a more common occurrence than people realize, with how hard American culture nuthugs caffeine and nicotine.
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i really only consume one kind of caffeine via starbucks frappucino blend, which has been completely nullified because of how often i drink it. but even then it's simply for recreational purposes. the only thing i had today (before the armageddon) was an iced chai from concentrate, which supposedly has a little bit bit probably no where near as much as coffee. what i know i did have in addition was low blood sugar, didn't eat a lot last night and have been nauseous for upwards of a week.

my genuine best guess is yesterday this hippie middle aged woman wouldn't shut her dog the fuck up while we were talking and it genuinely caused physical ear pain
 
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There were 3 hummingbirds in my backyard at once. They basically just flew right in front of me. I went full caveman mode in excitement, basically growling as I hauled ass inside to go boil water for hummingbird sugar solution. I hadn't seen any this year. They don't eat suet (not mostly anyway), yet they seem attracted to it- I had literally just refilled my 4 suet feeders. I put up my hummer feeders but haven't seen them again.
 
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I have no real social contact right now but not for lack of trying (to some degree, I guess I could really put myself out there), I just never really met new friends when I moved and old ones were probably never really friends anyways.

Today I had this funny personal moment I wanted to share and I felt I had a couple of people who might share my amusement so I tried to reach out. No one responded so I decided I'd just share it on my close friend list on my private socials with a longer comment for my own archives at least. But the same people I reached out to viewed it? I really don't understand people, I guess. To me, I respect if they don't care or aren't interested or don't have the time, but why still look? Obviously, we really are not friends. Yet, in a few days they'll try to talk to me again.

I suppose none of their behavior is really a reflection of who I actually am, but it feels pretty bad. The other day I had to wait at some government building among a hundred other randoms and a very nice lady spoke to me and we had a really nice conversation about life and current events and our unique backgrounds. That's really rare for me these days. Just a nice conversation where someone actually wants to talk to me because they want to have a conversation. Not what I can offer or what I need or some service or exchange.

Kind of sad how this reads like an old divorced man but I'm basically the complete opposite. At least it's a universal sort of feeling.
 
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Totallyunknown said:
I have no real social contact right now but not for lack of trying (to some degree, I guess I could really put myself out there), I just never really met new friends when I moved and old ones were probably never really friends anyways.

Today I had this funny personal moment I wanted to share and I felt I had a couple of people who might share my amusement so I tried to reach out. No one responded so I decided I'd just share it on my close friend list on my private socials with a longer comment for my own archives at least. But the same people I reached out to viewed it? I really don't understand people, I guess. To me, I respect if they don't care or aren't interested or don't have the time, but why still look? Obviously, we really are not friends. Yet, in a few days they'll try to talk to me again.

I suppose none of their behavior is really a reflection of who I actually am, but it feels pretty bad. The other day I had to wait at some government building among a hundred other randoms and a very nice lady spoke to me and we had a really nice conversation about life and current events and our unique backgrounds. That's really rare for me these days. Just a nice conversation where someone actually wants to talk to me because they want to have a conversation. Not what I can offer or what I need or some service or exchange.

Kind of sad how this reads like an old divorced man but I'm basically the complete opposite. At least it's a universal sort of feeling.
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You sound kind of socially retarded.
 
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