How are you doing? - Kiwi Farms Wellness Check

[⋖ cørdion ⋗]

I totaled my car in the dumbest way possible. Got sun in my eyes and hit a sign. It went under and punctured the gas tank.

Chevy pulled out of Europe; I totalled mine, felt like a loser, got 92% of the money back; bought an i10 that I now love to the point I have nightmares frequently about ruining it, cause my mind knows that's my biggest fear. Then I met my coworkers who totalled a lot of cars each, only caring about human injuries (and lack thereof). It really does put life into perspective.

Speaking on that: Watched a lot of quiet solo vlogs of people ranting about what Monster Hunter or Souls or whatever means to them. How they were found at low points in their lives by these games and it made them feel positive about the future. Wish I could "depression dive" into such games. Alas.

Don't think I'll be getting this job. I sent a leading mail to both my bosses in case they were involved in the process, but doesn't sound like it. Sure the previous person had ZERO skills but all the more reason they'll find someone overqualified this time around than.. me.

 

[WEEKEND]

A bit shit. I've been seeing someone for about a year but the last few months have just been weird. It's like she put up a wall and wouldn't let me in. To be fair she's had some health stuff going on but she didn't want me to really be a part of it. She's also started spending all her time with other people which just made me feel like a 3rd wheel in my own relationship. So I spoke to her today and told her that it wasn't working out and that she should just focus on herself. She agreed and that's that, it ended with a whimper not a bang. I did really like her.

Don't know why I'm telling you guys.

 

[DenseDeerFather]

Worst of the infection is gone. No fever, actual appetite, better sleep. Nose is slightly runny but overall I'm doing much better. The cough is still pain but not as much anymore.

Voice is completely gone though. I've been rendered mute so lots of honey tea.

Also had to say goodbye to some of my online "childfree" communities. Good riddance because my god, they became such toxic wastelands.

Not trannies, just a bunch of actually unhinged loons and antinatalists. Wtf, I thought this was a hangout to share memes and cat pictures, not rant endlessly about how much we hate children and parents and wish death upon them and call mothers groomers and abusers because they have children and are happy with that fact.

You fucking people need fucking therapy. And Jesus.

 

[IKOL]

Every fucking time
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I hate HRs so much, you'd think I do hate 'em much 'nuff but no it's never 'nuff.

I don't remember if I mentioned it or not but I'm generally banned from working in convenience stores of any type be it food, electronics or house goods in general.

And all because of one entitled churka cunt with deadite eyes. "Pyaterochka is helping" they say, no it's not, FUCK YOU!!!

Also I forgot to mention in previous post but last few days I was spending playing Mass Effect Andromeda, just to stop my burnout to go any further and just to forget about my issues for a moment. It's... Not a *bad* game, per se, it does have it's bright moments... But it's fucking time wasting and slow pacing, OG trilogy was handling these issues better. Except for Mako sections. Again, Mako is good, but it's sections are down right death by boredom inducing.
And if you'll say "But IKOL, you might have had a better time talking with people irl" you would be right. But also wrong. I'm not in good place by mind and mental state to push myself toward excessive talking with anyone for, well, quite a while now. I know I can do steps but this will start and end awkward for everyone involved.

 

[Myra]

I have watched this video like 5 times today and it's impossible not to feel good afterwards.

 

[Brett DeLawyer]

What to do about a person who thinks they’re the most suffering person who ever suffered, who complains constantly but negates all possible helpful advice with a laundry list of excuses and refusals to be realistic at all?

 

[IKOL]

What to do about a person who thinks they’re the most suffering person who ever suffered, who complains constantly but negates all possible helpful advice with a laundry list of excuses and refusals to be realistic at all?

Yes? I'm all ears?

In all seriousness? You can't do anything but pray for this person cuz they need Jesus in them life. Not that it really helping, but...

 

[Lovely Kin]

What to do about a person who thinks they’re the most suffering person who ever suffered, who complains constantly but negates all possible helpful advice with a laundry list of excuses and refusals to be realistic at all?

You can't do anything about it. Let them wallow in their own misery and allow them to kill their own relationships over time.

 

[Chiang Kai-shek]

What to do about a person who thinks they’re the most suffering person who ever suffered, who complains constantly but negates all possible helpful advice with a laundry list of excuses and refusals to be realistic at all?

Sorry you have to talk to boogie2988.

Thread tax: I’m doing better now I have a new job, but little things I have no control over bring my mood down. I get super mad hearing about how illegal #1488 (who was deported 6 million times) killed some people and is only getting two days in prison and no deportation. I get depressed when I see the latest advances in AI image generation because it’s gonna be used like free jeet labor and flood the internet with more useless crap. But like, I can’t do anything about these things. Neither of these things affect me and they get to me; maybe I need to work on my hobbies more? I think I’m reaching the “old man yells at cloud” phase of my life.

 

[Scream Aim Fire]

New job starts in a few days, more than a bit nervous given the time; it'll be an adjustment period learning to work nights, not to mention working full-time again after several months of not working at all, plus my last job being only part-time. More than a bit on my mind about it, frankly.

Writing's hit a snag again; been watching some videos on beginnings which have been great, I'm just... stuck on a few details that I need to figure out - location and scenario for the protagonist to get involved, really. Other than that, it's going well enough, got the majority of the worldbuilding figured out actually, I'm just on a hang-up for now.

 

[Ytsuken]

Not bad.

 

[BABANGUIDE64]

I hate HRs so much, you'd think I do hate 'em much 'nuff but no it's never 'nuff.

I don't remember if I mentioned it or not but I'm generally banned from working in convenience stores of any type be it food, electronics or house goods in general.

And all because of one entitled churka cunt with deadite eyes. "Pyaterochka is helping" they say, no it's not, FUCK YOU!!!

Do you have a job? How old are you?
So working in Pyatyorochka let your career ambitions down, as I can tell from your post.

 

[BABANGUIDE64]

I am late, but what was it about?

I visited Tretyakovka, the only thing about it, which surprised me, was the low cost of a ticket.

 

[IKOL]

Do you have a job? How old are you?
So working in Pyatyorochka let your career ambitions down, as I can tell from your post.

For current time being no, I don't. 30 years old and counting.
And no, not that my career ambitions got down, they weren't affected much. My ambitions to look up for a job however fade out, slowly but surely

 

[Flavius Claudius Julianus]

>two flat tires in two days
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Late, but I once changed a flat in my driveway on the rear driver side. 'Good job,' I thought to myself, having taken care of the problem.

Next day I go outside, having only used the car for some small errands the previous evening, and my front driver side tyre was flat as a pancake.

Went to change that one, noticed the dustcap from the rear tyre had punctured it. Absolute retard moment.

 

[Berserker Armor]

April fools. I lied. Not going on an internet break.
Joking. See you all on the flip side.

 

[Ravier Xavenblood]

I'm starting to think all the rental companies around here are slumlords. I toured another apartment today and while it was old, I thought it was alright. That was until I saw suspicious looking black spots on the shower ceiling and a PILE OF DEAD ANTS UNDER THE AC UNIT. Like just on the floor, not even swept up. Like they thought I'd never notice. Fuck that shit.

The search continues.

 

[PaleTay]

I don't know if it's just small town Canada but people are getting more unhinged by the day. I feel like most people are at the very least entitled assholes, and some are a danger to themselves and others.

 

[Lovely Kin]

Think I got food poisoning from a restaurant. Stomach is cramping. It's horrifying.

 

[IKOL]

I don't know if it's just small town Canada but people are getting more unhinged by the day. I feel like most people are at the very least entitled assholes, and some are a danger to themselves and others.

Definitely not alone feeling that. People act as if they are possessed, literally. Not all, but quite a lot. That's not normal.