How are you doing? - Kiwi Farms Wellness Check

The world is a wicked and broken place, because the statistically probable human is a close-minded coward and degenerate, self-defeatingly-selfish hedonist.

The trick is to find a few outliers and make them your world.
 
my legs feel like rotten wood after working the fuck out of them from skating yesterday. at least i have an excuse to stay in bed but i wanna do stuff
i guess the more i push them muscles the less sore i'll get afterwards, because working out yadda yadda
feels poopy though :(
 
The bad news: a year-end accounting glitch at work has delayed my to-do list by at least a week.

The good news: without me asking, my absolute bro of a boss did some stuff on that list, taking a considerable amount of pressure off me.
 
Filled out the FAFSA stuff, and before the priority deadline too. I spent a few hours researching and cross referencing universities that had online programs for a Masters in Library and Information Science (MLIS) because no one near me offers it in person. And I kinda like online classes. Some even offer the chance to get a dual master's. Thanks to working while attending school (including junior college the first two years and generous help from parents) I've managed to escape student loans thus far. But now that I'm off on my own I'll need to scrap together some financial aid. But if I get that cleared up I wouldn't mind starting this fall.

And now that I've recovered from the coof I should try applying to jobs again in earnest. I don't think I'm that amazing, but I am certainly not working a job that pays me enough when I have a bachelor's degree. It feels like every time I apply for a non-retail (or similar to that job) no one replies. But I gotta keep trying.
 
I tested positive for C. diff, my least favorite bacteria of all time. At least it ain't rona.

I am happy that I have a bacterial infection that I read about in textbooks but disappointed that it ain't like what the textbook described it as. Then, again diseases are illiterate and do not read textbooks.

My nurse practitioner only works three days a week. Today was her last day. I found out I had C. diff after the clinic closed for the day. I work the night shift next week. I doubt that I can see any provider at the clinic tomorrow or Friday before the night shift. I get to see my nurse practitioner on Monday before the night shift. My hospital is not taking urgent care visits right now cuz of rona. It is cheaper just to see my nurse practitioner versus bug the ER doc or hospitalist for Vanco for my C diff. After all I should be treated like any other patient, not a laboratory professional. I still have to go to work with C . diff, just wash my hands...a lot.

It's just annoying having loose stools three times a day.

Edit: Fuck clindamycin. Also, my coworkers were totes jealous of my vacay in Mexico. My souvenirs are dental bills, C. diff, and some plastic cards that I may be an underwater tourist with another underwater tourist and go down to 60 feet along with being allowed to breathe gas a higher oxygen percentage.
 
I had to play at being a vet because one of my chickens decided to get bumblefoot (foot infection, basically). In both feet. I'll spare the gross details of extracting the infection, but I would prefer not to do it again anytime soon. She was a trooper though, and she looks cute in her purple "socks" (gauze and vetwrap). I'm just annoyed at myself for letting it get this way and not noticing earlier.

Today I realized I have to stop going to bed at almost 4:30 in the morning. It really does not look good when you’re waking up at noon, and only getting just a quarter of things done on your To-Do List.
On my two week vacation (AKA isolating with covid) I started slipping into that sort of schedule again. I used to do that when I had online classes and wasn't working. I'd get teased by my boyfriend for "sleeping in" even if I got 8 hours like normal. It feels like a shot to my productivity too. Paradoxically, I have a hard time waking up early. But I still love mornings.
 
On my two week vacation (AKA isolating with covid) I started slipping into that sort of schedule again. I used to do that when I had online classes and wasn't working. I'd get teased by my boyfriend for "sleeping in" even if I got 8 hours like normal. It feels like a shot to my productivity too. Paradoxically, I have a hard time waking up early. But I still love mornings.
I had no work for today, so I thought, "hey, I can get some rest finally!" Normally I wake up somewhere between 1 and 4 am.

I just woke up a little before 7, but I went to bed five hours later than usual, well after 11. Why am I like this?
 
Work was unusually intense and much politics and intrigue is afoot. But I had to babysit some visitors while having an attack of the wild hangover shites, so I didn't get chance to engage much.
I'm broke and tired as usual but otherwise OK. Can't complain.
 
Both my cats will be 18 in April, and one of them is prone to respiratory infections. Yesterday morning, he quit eating and drinking, and he had bright yellow snot around his nose. Thankfully, he already had a vet appointment scheduled for an infected claw, and he'd been on Interferon for a week because I could tell he was getting a cold (my vet always gives me extra to keep in my freezer, specifically for these occasions). With his paw, it looks like maybe he got one claw stuck on something and partially ripped out the nail, and it got infected at the base.

Anytime he gets sick in the winter is usually incredibly stressful, because, for various reasons, I can't take him to the vet myself. There's really only one person who can drive me, and we have to fit in vet appointments around her work schedule.

My old boy is now on two antibiotics, has ointment for his paw, and is sleeping peacefully in bed next to me.

However, my other cat is now having problems. He's thrown up everything he's eaten this morning. He's tried to use the litter box twice; as much as he strained, he couldn't go the first time, and he barely pooped out a little nugget the second time. He's acting kind of strange, not really hanging out in my room much and lying down in places he normally doesn't. He finally came in and fell asleep on my bed about ten minutes ago.

I'm worried it's an intestinal blockage. I don't know what else it could be, but I can't do really do anything until I have a ride. So, I'll most likely have to take him to an emergency animal hospital. He's drinking water on his own, and I've been giving him Pedialyte to keep his electrolytes from tanking. That's about all I can do on my own, though.

Not going to lie, I'm fucking dreading the bill. I know you're supposed to have money aside for your pets' medical care. They're your responsibility, and you shouldn't take them in if you can't afford to take care of them. But I never expected to need $5k set aside for this.

Update: Sick kitty #2 is currently staying overnight at the emergency vet. It was an intestinal blockage, but it's not huge. He won't need surgery to fix it. The vet isn't sure what caused it in the first place, though.

In other news, they found he might have some kind of asthma or chronic bronchitis. They also found a small nodule in his lung on one of the x-rays, but only in one view. Since they were taking x-rays of his abdomen, it wasn't set to get clear pictures of his lungs. So, they're going to take more tonight to check. It might be nothing. We'll have to wait and see.

$1,500 spent so far. They needed 60% of the max estimated total cost before they would keep him overnight. Still not cheap, but fuck it, I'll take it. The little guy is still drawing breath. That's all I care about right now.
 
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My laptop's battery died suddenly today. I paid quite some money to replace it with a new one less than 7 months ago (wanted a working laptop battery for my new job/schooling and moving). Having it fail this quickly has given me doubts on Lithium Ion batteries for higher-power devices. I might be able to get a replacement from the company that ordered and installed the battery. It's annoying because I kind of need my PC for work and entertainment. Bright side my laptop works perfectly when plugged in (so now it's a desktop PC shaped like a extra-large gaming laptop). Who knows? Maybe if/when I try to replace the battery one final time, I can max out the RAM (kill two birds with one downtime).

Car is in the shop too. This problem is more straightforward and is mostly fixed, but I'm still anxious (more about DMV next steps afterwards tbh). I don't have much and having my only PC and car acting up right now is less than ideal.

Other than 2022 technologically falling on it's face out of the gate, my year is going good so far.
 
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