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My drug dealer doctor is messing 'round with my meds again. One medication dosage has been lowered, one medication I'm tapering off, and a third I'm going cold turkey on. This is day five and the withdrawal has fully kicked in. I've been on and off a lot of drugs so I've done this quite a few times, but withdrawal from three meds at once is a little brutal even for me. I'm losing weight, which is highly unusual, but then my relationship with food for the last five days has been a little fraught. Withdrawal usually slams on the kilos. It feels like I have giardiasis, I keep retching but nothing wants to actually come up. Right now I feel like I want to simultaneously sleep, claw the skin off of the back of my arms with my fingernails, and climb the fucking walls and bite people's heads off like Venom.

Tired and wired. Hungry and nauseated.

Another cup of tea it is.
 
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Somewhat pissed, there’s a retard in the gym that work out right beside me. Even though there’s plenty of spaces he can do it, and there’s 4 other people in the gym. It’s like sitting right beside you in an empty bus.

I really don’t like people close up on me for no fucking reason, and only tolerable reason is if the gym is packed.
 
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Moderate POWERLEVEL but think I'm always vague enough. I quit drinking after 20 odd years (1/5th a day) a bit less than a year ago, and thought I had come out the other side mostly unscathed. Dropped 50 pounds the first 2 months and then sat at the same weight for another 5. Recently had anxiety meds adjusted and Im feeling much better mentally, and finally being active , even working out (just starting with arms and traps to get a routine going)... except now my stomach hurts anytime I eat and for hours afterwards, it always feels tight, diarrhea multiple times a day, and ive lost a good 15 pounds in 2 weeks. Fucking doctor cant even see me until September... don't know if they will move it up with the weight loss.
I am tired all the time and am starting to worry for my wife and kids. I guess I could cut out the medicine and see if that solves things... but it also means i'd go back to isolating myself and doing nothing all day everyday - which is no way to live and no way to be a father or a husband.
 
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I know it’s more likely than not a fake story, but I keep thinking about that greentext story about the guy going onto the darknet to hire a hitman on himself and them contacting him back on his throwaway telling him that it was just an FBI sting and linking him to resources to get help. I just wish I had someone from above come check on me like that.
 
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nekrataal said:
I know it’s more likely than not a fake story, but I keep thinking about that greentext story about the guy going onto the darknet to hire a hitman on himself and them contacting him back on his throwaway telling him that it was just an FBI sting and linking him to resources to get help. I just wish I had someone from above come check on me like that.
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Get help, buddy.

- Your local fed.
 
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