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Feeling kinda sick.

It was fun at least.
I got kicked out of a party I wasn’t invited to but I found some very nice ladies dressed all goth. It’s like god told me not to drink shit beer and have drinks with goth chicks. I am however glad I didn’t have sex with anyone, there’s a reason planned parenthood was giving out pamphlets at this big of an event.
 
I got kicked out of a party I wasn’t invited to but I found some very nice ladies dressed all goth. It’s like god told me not to drink shit beer and have drinks with goth chicks. I am however glad I didn’t have sex with anyone, there’s a reason planned parenthood was giving out pamphlets at this big of an event.
Fate was saying “You must conceive a child with the goth babe”
 
Went to a farmers market today and ate some food. It's nice being outside to touch grass once in a while.

Also made my 1000th comment
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Got my promotion, but a short while into it I already realized that this isn't going to be what I hoped it was. It's still better, but it's also a disappointment too.

I also find that I just kind of hate everyone I see. For context, I'm talking mostly about undergrads at a university that's dominated by one kind of student, fratboy/sorority girl types. They all look the same, act the same, and I just see mindless meat puppets that aren't good for anything but clogging up the road.
 
I'm assuming when you are listening to The Reason on repeat, you aren't doing too hot. I know this bullshit will pass though; I've been through worse.
 
Forgot to take pills for depression the last couple of days and can't tell if it's making me more or less unreasonable lmao.

I'm half tempted to burn bridges around me because I genuinely just am getting fed up with some of even my mates. The amount of times I've had a conversation I find somewhat interesting that ultimately gets talked over because it's either slightly complex or cannot be categorised into "ontologically good" vs "ontologically evil", combined with the recent outright hypocrisy I've seen among some of my friends pisses me the fuck off. Stuff like "oh yeah, be cringe and be yourself!" which seems to outright exclude others the moment their hobbies are considered "cringe". All while sanctimonious fuckheads act like they're god's gift to this earth. Hell, I feel like I'm getting an ego because so many people around me are so stupid that they become ignorant.

Probably forgetting your medicine for a few days will do that. But I do feel a bit like a crazy person wondering whether my medicine is there to help or to prevent me from getting annoyed enough when really I should be getting pissed off.
 
Feeling a bit disgruntled at where I’m at creatively. Got some feedback on some writing I sent to a classmate and I’m stumped on how to apply their critiques.

On the other hand, sketching’s even harder. Nothing seems right, and lately, I’ve been pushing to at least one or two drawings a day when I’m not feeling it.
 
Just got to Varsity, haven’t been in a while but it’s not crowed like usual. Feeling good now that I got outta that traffic.
WHAT-YA HAVE? WHAT-YA HAVE?
[Has to think for a second...]
BACK OF THE LINE!

lol I remember visiting Varsity in Atlanta and Athens ages ago. Good to know it is still around. :)
 
Right now I'm rewriting my resume for retail work, but I don't know how to delicately put that most of my relevant experience is over ten years ago.
Bro it's retail, are you not totally retarded and will show up for work on time? Great, you're hired.

Maybe you've got a skewed perception of the state the majority of the workforce is in right now, but you don't need "relevant experience" to work retail. You need four functional limbs and a brain that doesn't have any extra chromosomes and isn't constantly saturated with narcotics, that alone will put you in the top 10%.
 
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