How are you doing? - Kiwi Farms Wellness Check

[bliblblblbbllb]

I know I'm totally screwed tomorrow at work- I'm getting frustrated that they constantly throw me to the wolves because they know I can handle it.

The money is just too good to pass up- but yeah I'm getting closer to my limits.

 

[twisted cycle path]

Got a call for an Interview!
From a company I never heard of and don't recall applying to
From a "hiring agent" who only had my name and phone number and needed my email
For an interview at 6:30 pm local time
Using a link to a custom virtual meeting site https://www.aointerview.com/webinar/<redacted>
And when I google the presenter and the company I find out it's a subsidiary of American Income life, a notoriously sketchy MLM insurance seller
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I put on a nice shirt for this shit

UPDATE: It's a prerecorded video.
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You only get your interview process this slick and automated if you have a turnover rate higher than the Ukraine war's death toll.

I almost quit today, which would have been bad since I don't have anything lined up, but luckily my boss called in sick, which helped my mood a lot.

I need to find a new job ASAP.

I know I'm totally screwed tomorrow at work- I'm getting frustrated that they constantly throw me to the wolves because they know I can handle it.

The money is just too good to pass up- but yeah I'm getting closer to my limits.

You should mail your respective workplaces or potential employers a single sheet of printer paper with the nword on it in 32 Times New Roman.

No but seriously I've been there, shit is awful and I hated having to balance my desire to not hit someone with my desire to have money. Been blessed enough to not worry about that for the time being at least.

 

[Shadfan666xxx000]

I'm trying to be better about this, but it's hard. I'm realizing I can't just stay up all night and then be awake the next day like I used to. I'm getting old.

I refuse to believe I've decayed quite so much that I can't regain my old faculties. Still, it's been enough to help me chart out my conditioning for the next few months.

 

[Stanley the Gay Wizard]

im having a really bad sinus infection that started a day or so ago. all i can really do other than wandering around the house, is just stay comfy in my bed and do some of my work remotely (or the things i can do remotely). whenever my husband comes home from work he likes to give me chicken noodle soup and just kind of snuggle up to me, whenever I get done with my remote work i like running movie marathons to myself (and sometimes my husband if he's home). i just got done with the matrix trilogy, had lots of fun with it and so did my husband. I haven't seen all 3 in a good couple of years.

 

[Doctor John B. Zyklon]

I'm trying to be better about this, but it's hard. I'm realizing I can't just stay up all night and then be awake the next day like I used to. I'm getting old.

It's weird on the otherside. Guys my age all act like they're old and dying. I'm the same as my 20s. But since these fucks are too old to stay out past 11, I end up hanging out w/ younger people. Which is its own hell.

 

[Harbinger of Kali Yuga]

I was invited out to a strip club last night. I don't go to strip clubs. Spending money on nasty women is not something I do, I have always let them spend money on me if any money is gonna be thrown around. Why would anyone go to a strip club? Absolutely gross.

I hear you man. Nowadays it seems like 90% of people are either grinning sociopaths waiting for an opportunity to steal your wallet and or organs or the most generic reddit soy imaginable with no interests other than consooming slop and NPC politics.

Shits fucking dire out there if you're looking for friends or a partner.

I'm holding onto my three or so existing friends that are real and genuine and not SSRI zombies for dear fucking life.

I have to look down on anyone who defends modern American culture. There is so little of value anymore and I don't see anything getting better in our tiktok society.

No interests other than consooming slop and NPC politics are right.

 

[Foxymophandlemama]

I've got ear infection. The antibiotics were so expensive, luckily I got a little bit of discount, but was sad to see my money go. Well, better than getting my ears fucked.

 

[Harbinger of Kali Yuga]

I just got some very special fruit cuttings in the mail for next year's garden. I hope they are what they were advertised to be, they arrived in good condition and I'm attempting to root them now.

 

[Sniperwoof]

I've got ear infection. The antibiotics were so expensive, luckily I got a little bit of discount, but was sad to see my money go. Well, better than getting my ears fucked.

What did you get? Amoxicillin is $45 even without insurance.

 

[Abbadon's Gate]

But working with "family" (in air quotes because technically not yet, but you understand) tends to cause problems, and if nothing else, if either work or the relationship go wrong, the other will either be affected by it, or outright ended.

I work with my Dad, can confirm. Had a fight so bad this year it resulted in me quitting and only agreeing to come back with serious concessions.

Also in the background I got a CFR 14 Part 107 license so I could look to getting out of the field I'm in and into another one. I didn't really like the job before, but I have less than no desire to stay in it down and it has become a paycheck I begrudgingly have to put up with.

 

[Foxymophandlemama]

What did you get? Amoxicillin is $45 even without insurance.

That one. But I live in Brazil so I guess it's different (though, if I do a direct conversion yours is way more expensive, if I had to buy from American sources haha).
I mean, it wasn't super expensive if you look at medication prices in general, but I'm a poor fag so it wasn't nice. And I had to buy other two meds too.
Thankfully the hospital was free.

 

[Blamo2000]

I'm happy, just plain simple.
Oh boy, over a week of not having to work. No phone calls, no doing the needful, no anxiety attacks. I'm energized instantly.

 

[Xenomorph]

I cut myself while shaving my bikini line with a very very sharp brand new razor and the blood was gushing down looked the scene in Psycho.

 

[notafloridian]

Finally quit a burnout corporate tech job at a big American company. I will never again work for an American company if I can help it.

 

[Blamo2000]

Finally quit a burnout corporate tech job at a big American company. I will never again work for an American company if I can help it.

I wish you good luck with the future job.

I cut myself while shaving my bikini line with a very very sharp brand new razor and the blood was gushing down looked the scene in Psycho.

Hopefully it's not a deep cut.

 

[Betonhaus]

I had my doctor's appointment this morning and he looked at my leg and says I can't do heavy work for another six weeks. I accept that because of I walk around too much my ankle starts to swell and hurt again.

 

[(((I am NOT a jew)))]

Dear god I need to clear out my youtube recommendations.
Past couple of days I've taken some agency over my own life but every time I check back in I see a wave of blackpill/"I'm 157 years old and never had a girlfriend" shit.
We all talk about psyops but I really wouldn't be surprised if some of these blackpill/doomer/tradcon channels were a psyop in and of themselves.
I understand things are bleak but watching this shit along with doomscrolling the comments, which are inevitably filled with either coping advice that is a little too optimistic and naive or the swarms of sychopants who hate that people disagree with their internet daddy and think any step forward is pointless, is fucking tiring.
Some of it's good advice, some of the videos from random everyday guys I can relate. But I end up asking myself at the end "Why the fuck am I doing this instead of literally ANYTHING ELSE right now?"
I'm not saying there's anything wrong with people feeling stuck or lost right now. But these grifters making stacks off of the hopelessness of this generation is starting to feel sickening. I also know not spending time online really has helped me a lot.
I despise boomers with a seething passion but one thing I have noticed is they did at least try. A lot of the people I've met who made something of themselves weren't born into a nice two-bedroom with a picket fence. They came from nothing, worked at the age of 14, served their country, worked relentlessly, left their toxic families behind and DID SHIT.
They didn't spend every waking moment bleeding out on a keyboard, jerking off, watching youtube and blaming the world superpowers for why they haven't accomplished anything.

The last week really has just made a lot of things clear to me. I highly doubt I'll ever be liked by a lot of women even if I "looksmaxx/creditmaxx", reject modernity, do NoFap for thirty years straight, go to my local church, and learn stoicism. That shit's not me anyways.
But I have improved my life a lot just by the sheer will of wanting to be a better person. I want to go to the gym because it makes me happy, I want to become better because I want to be proud of myself. If that doesn't bring me women or swarms of friends, so be it. I'm just a guy who likes artistic stuff a lot. There's nothing wrong with that.
I still think the future is really damn bleak, and a lot of rumination and trauma keeps hitting me really hard. But I think I'm doing okay.
The boomers might be out of touch and stubborn, but I think I've actually gotten a lot farther following their advice than listening to any faggot talking about how "it's so over bros".
I think (I'm not going to jinx myself so fingers crossed), I'm actually doing okay, all things considered.

Also, Keffals is apparently depressed and Alex Jones got his twitter account back. So life ain't all that bad.

 

[The Cunting Death]

Slightly less sick. Now I need to panic shop for Christmas gifts.

 

[Nick Obre]

I have to look down on anyone who defends modern American culture

 

[Doctor John B. Zyklon]

I just got some very special fruit cuttings in the mail for next year's garden. I hope they are what they were advertised to be, they arrived in good condition and I'm attempting to root them now.

I'm intrigued. If I get this apartment, I plan to bring some rhubarb to plant.