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Life has been preety good to me last decade, I had a great holiday with my family and my girl. I really can't complain about anything other than the cough/flu that seems to be sticking we me for a couple of weeks now, seems like the entire county has it. I look around my city I see a lot of homeless tents and people dodging car reposessors, I see a lot of people that can't get their lives together enough to just hold down a basic job in retail/fastfood. It doesn't even feel right to complain about my mortgage because my house went up like %20 in value since I purchased it. I wish everyone the best for the new year coming, I pledge to do more cardio and be less lazy in 2020, I really hope Trump gets that second term.
 
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I quit taking a medication that was fucking with me on my own volition at the top of December and I've noticed an uptick of negative ratings.

That could probably go in random.txt, but it's true. Re-adjusting when your body gets addicted to something fucking sucks. It'll be nice to finally be myself again... eventually. Having breathing problems sucks, and why the fuck do inhalers need a prescription?
 
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I'm getting back into intermittent fasting. I highly recommend it for anyone that's able to do it. I sleep better, my moods are more stable, and I have more energy.

I'm back on some old medication that I last took in April, and it feels good. I tried different ones throughout the year and even none at one point, but I'm not at a place where I can be without them yet.

It's nice to not feel dead. I'm going to take 2020 slow and just learn to look after myself first.
 
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I'm getting back into intermittent fasting. I highly recommend it for anyone that's able to do it. I sleep better, my moods are more stable, and I have more energy.

I'm back on some old medication that I last took in April, and it feels good. I tried different ones throughout the year and even none at one point, but I'm not at a place where I can be without them yet.

It's nice to not feel dead. I'm going to take 2020 slow and just learn to look after myself first.
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Well, I'd make sure that the medication you take is compatible with your diet, sometimes it's a good idea to take them with food.
 
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Well, I'd make sure that the medication you take is compatible with your diet, sometimes it's a good idea to take them with food.
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Of course. Mine don't require it, thankfully! Just a big glass of water. Thank you for caring ❤️
 
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I think I'm getting sick, sucks because tomorrow is the last day of 6 days off. But I'm kinda happy to be able to go back to gym after a 2 month break (had an surgery)
 
I got properly fucked up at my uncle's house and now I'm alone outside under the stars, listening to music, nursing a Yuengling, and tending to a bonfire
 
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Today I thought about how this decade went on me. It was a time of many changes. Starting with my grandma's death, getting our house cat, tasting the first sip of gin brought by my banterish uncle which ended on almost spitting out all of it but at the end liking it, met my best friend in the early years of the decade with the many adventures and disgraces we shared, my sis finally becoming a lawyer, coming out to my family and friends and the result was that they would love me no matter what, they are fine with a dyke but the conditions were that they wouldn't let me go to weird communities of dysfunctional people (their words). And ending the decade (I know that the decade ends on 2020 but I don't care) with my grandpa's passing away in peace, knowing that he was calmed by his family.

I don't know what the roaring 20s will give me, I have my fears that as I loom into my 30s on this time, but I am optimistic. I don't fear changes no more, because when you and the world changes it can be pretty scary, although is the best time to flourish your opportunities. Bring it on 2020s decade, here I come.
 
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I've been dealing with a bunch of garbage friends for years now, and finally, I'd had enough. Nearly ended up offing myself, but a good friend of mine helped me understand that I was basically being emotionally and financially abused by these friends who only saw me as a meal ticket. After two years of this shit and not understanding why I was so unhappy, I've completely cut them out of my life. I've never felt more at ease.
 
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My girlfriend left to watch the ball drop with her family and I'm waiting for her to come back (probably in another 3 or 4 hours). I don't know a lot of people in town but spending this time alone isn't bothering me like I thought it would. It's nice to relax, I just don't know what to do with myself at the moment.

Edit: I'm drinking Bacardi and watching a movie.
 
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My girlfriend left to watch the ball drop with her family and I'm waiting for her to come back (probably in another 3 or 4 hours). I don't know a lot of people in town but spending this time alone isn't bothering me like I thought it would. It's nice to relax, I just don't know what to do with myself at the moment.
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Play video games like I've been doing for the past 2 days
 
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I'm starting the decade off as a lonely unemployed weirdo in a new city that has no jobs. To cope with this unfortunate circumstance, I used money that was supposed to go to my car payments and insurance to buy an Oculus Rift in the hopes it would make me feel better. Now I'm a broke unemployed lonely weirdo, and I feel slightly worse than before because of it.

I did however pick up a ton of nearly expired seafood for dirt cheap after Christmas and I've been eating practically nothing but shrimp, mussels and salmon since. So I guess when you average it out I've been doing pretty well. I can't say I'm excited about the walk of shame I'll have to make to try getting my family to give me money for my bills, but at least I'll be eating like a king while I do it.

Edit: I forgot to wish you, yes you, a happy New Year. So Happy New Year!
 
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I got into college. Even though I had a disastrous exam experience, I made it. It's the career I wanted, with a good scholarship that made it payable.

Just yesterday I was happy and celebrating. I finally felt like I was in control and in a good headspace.

Today, my girlfriend broke up with me. She said she wanted time to better herself and give me the time to do so as well, to eventually get back together. She wanted to stay friends. But I don't want to be her friend. Maybe I'm just being dumb, but I thought we could improve while also being together.

I've never felt more hopeless, but I don't even have the energy to do anything. I'll just try to read anything.
 
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