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started smoking recently and already I'm thinking of quitting. Except I still have 140 smokes across 7 full packs left. Well ok maybe not quitting so much as cutting back and then laying off the stuff once I'm out.

I smoked cigars before, Don't know why I took up cigarettes guess the value was better. Lunatic cigars go for as much a carton of Marlboros, a couple cigars that take hours to burn though of 200 cigarettes that might last a few days to a week?
 
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I am really feeling like I miss going to a jazz bar and seeing a live show there. I know, one day I will be able to again, but currently, this sucks.
I feel you. I finally got over my depression and now I can't go anywhere! I've got to get one of my co-workers over for a drink some time.

I was out running an errand and I really wanted to get some pancakes and syrup, there's a cafe right in my neighborhood but of fucking course they were closed at the time. I had to settle for dominos.
Got myself a new job that I wanted. Am really happy with it.
On the downsided, the girl I have been talking with for a long time, told me that she is seeing someone else.
That bites man. I hit on one my co-workers but she turned me down, she's already seeing someone. Such a shame, too, she was exactly my type. So much energy, and funny, too. And just the right age, I think she was in her late 30s. Got her number though.

It's been almost a month since I talked to her. I'm definitely going to reach out to see if she's still dating.
 
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Got woken up in the middle of the night by the weather service radio thing and it was nothing. Can't get back to sleep, had to make the choice between laying in bed and hoping to fall asleep or just biting the bullet and getting some coffee. Guess I'm going to bed earlier tonight.

I drink a ton of coffee but I never really felt the need to drink it. I know caffeine is supposed to be addictive and I certainly drink enough to be addicted but I never feel like I need a cup of coffee, just would like one. Can go without coffee but prefer to have some. Maybe I'm immune.

started smoking recently and already I'm thinking of quitting. Except I still have 140 smokes across 7 full packs left. Well ok maybe not quitting so much as cutting back and then laying off the stuff once I'm out.

I smoked cigars before, Don't know why I took up cigarettes guess the value was better. Lunatic cigars go for as much a carton of Marlboros, a couple cigars that take hours to burn though of 200 cigarettes that might last a few days to a week?

Lol are you a retard? Throw that shit away while it's easy, cigars are cooler anyways.
 
Got woken up in the middle of the night by the weather service radio thing and it was nothing. Can't get back to sleep, had to make the choice between laying in bed and hoping to fall asleep or just biting the bullet and getting some coffee. Guess I'm going to bed earlier tonight.

I drink a ton of coffee but I never really felt the need to drink it. I know caffeine is supposed to be addictive and I certainly drink enough to be addicted but I never feel like I need a cup of coffee, just would like one. Can go without coffee but prefer to have some. Maybe I'm immune.



Lol are you a retard? Throw that shit away while it's easy, cigars are cooler anyways.
I paid good money for those, why does nobody ever point out as inspiring as it is to see someone tossing out packs of smokes when they wanna quit, it's a waste.
 
I paid good money for those, why does nobody ever point out as inspiring as it is to see someone tossing out packs of smokes when they wanna quit, it's a waste.

I don’t think anyone would be inspired by someone who decided to take up smoking in 2020, so don’t worry about that
 
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I don’t think anyone would be inspired by someone who decided to take up smoking in 2020, so don’t worry about that

Yeah, I agree with this. Quitting cigarettes is incredibly difficult for most people. Dump those fuckers while you still can.
 
yes yes I'm quitting smoking and I'm also quitting drinking cold turkey starting tonight...you know why? I just had a tachycardia episode. Thought I legit thought this was it, my heart was gonna blow out and I'd be gone, but I'm ok now it seems to have passed even though it felt awful and felt like it'd never end. No more Smoking, no more drinking, and hell no more fatty or fried foods at all.
 
I've had broke periods before where I had to visit pantries and get foodstamps and let neighborhood groups give me giftcards and stuff but I have to say I really enjoy getting 90 percent stuff delivered now. If you've ever had to stand in line with old asshole polocks and swarthy, angry trash of indeterminate European origin, you too would question why they let so many useless people into the Usa.
You'd see some guy who looks like the Moroccan Walter Matthau with what appears to be three wives, treating them all like shit trying to steal good stuff out of your buggy while they distract you and you'd go full 1488 denouncing pretty much anybody not blonde and blue eyed after awhile.

Must be nice that wherever he's from treating your bitches to the weekly pantry is the height of romance.
I'd almost rather be stranded on an old mining ship with your dead, hologram roommate, a neurotic android and a vain lifeform evolved from your cat.
 
yes yes I'm quitting smoking and I'm also quitting drinking cold turkey starting tonight...you know why? I just had a tachycardia episode. Thought I legit thought this was it, my heart was gonna blow out and I'd be gone, but I'm ok now it seems to have passed even though it felt awful and felt like it'd never end. No more Smoking, no more drinking, and hell no more fatty or fried foods at all.
You might as well quit the farms and start Yoga.
 
I'm not afraid of the coof but I have been working out and doing irl shopping in the middle of the night because I'm sick of psychotic people convinced there's a demonic wind blowing through the world that can kill them and they have to fuck with anyone they see outside.
I'm going to remember the people that stayed reasonable when this shit dies down and stick with them.
 
I'm not afraid of the coof but I have been working out and doing irl shopping in the middle of the night because I'm sick of psychotic people convinced there's a demonic wind blowing through the world that can kill them and they have to fuck with anyone they see outside.
I'm going to remember the people that stayed reasonable when this shit dies down and stick with them.
Annoying thing is that when this idiocy ends, these same turds will claim they were never bothered by it.

That is when you head-butt them in the nose.
 
Annoying thing is that when this idiocy ends, these same turds will claim they were never bothered by it.

That is when you head-butt them in the nose.
I grew up in a small town absolutely dominated by a Medicaid sucking "nonprofit" mental health center.

If it was even hinted at that you ever went there even once you were forever branded some kind of worthless mentally ill unfuckable pariah.
That kind of shunning will pale in comparison to how we're going to treat these fucktards who bought into all this year's bullshit hook, line and sinker.
I'll pretend I can't even see or hear them.
 
I'm quitting for the sake of my physical health, my mental health is too far gone and I've been a kiwi too long to back out now, it's just that I legitimately thought I was having a heart attack or failure and considered calling an ambulance...but when I realized I was able to stay conscious and didn't have the other signs (numb arm, jaw pain, shortness of breath and so on) I just rode it out...by the time it was over it was like being given a second chance...cause it could have been a lot worse.
You might as well quit the farms and start Yoga.
 
You might as well quit the farms and start Yoga.
Stretching feels amazing. Why can't they just leave it at stretching? It improves balance, reduces the likelihood of injury, improves posture, and helps relieve stress. Isn't that enough? Why do they ruin it with woowoo shit?

Imagine if there was some weird cult that ruins weightl--oh right, bodybuilding.

Is jogging still safe? At least bicyclers just wear stupid costumes and goofy pants.
 
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