How are you doing? - Kiwi Farms Wellness Check

Started my final class that I need for my degree. It's the only class I have this semester so it should be a breeze. Then only time will tell if it will actually help me get a decent job.

I've also been feeling really slacking on my plan to landscape/lay a foundation for a garden. The weather's been cold and rainy lately and I'm a wimp about being out in the cold and damp. I've used a manual weeder to get the tall grass but now I need to learn how to use the weed whacker and get the short stubborn weeds, then turn over the soil a bit. It feels really daunting but it's exercise, and it'll keep me busy.
 
My neighbors get crazier and crazier all the time and if the Coof restrictions weren't in full force I would just hit the road for a few weeks and do dumb things with dumb people. Can't do shit,though and the band of roving Karens lay in wait to fuck with anyone not consumed with misery. If this were more real the bums I've seen since the beginning would be sick by now but they're fine and without the buffer of more normal people being out they're crazier than ever as well.
I feel like the timing of the endless ambulances and loud police cars are pretty suspect, it's always when people would normally be winding down and going to bed to rest up for a 1st shift job. 9 to 10pm my time.
I'm ready to explode.

I would like at least one state to announce they're done with masks and being afraid of the Coof so I can feel like somebody has retained their sanity.
 
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In Texas, the coof reaction has whittled down to basically just hypocritical mask-scolding, and "social distancing." It's weird how differently different states are reacting. It's. . . informative how the laxer states aren't knee-deep in corpses. I know many people who have gotten the coof. Only one was serious enough he had to stay in the hospital, and he had just had heart surgery.

Can we keep "social distancing," though? I'm so happy not having to be the one constantly telling strangers to back the fuck off. Why do people want to rub on people they don't even know? Disgusting. Perhaps percentage of humans are actually naked mole rats.
 
I don't know who needs to hear this, but
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My day was pretty alright. I feel that I am wasting my time and underachieving. Sometimes I'm scared I'll live a sad life where I accomplish nothing. I want to open my own business one day, but I'm worried that that dream will only remain a dream. Today I once again contemplated my future goals, and I feel like my life is on hold for some time. The coronavirus issue has really just bothered me and I'm sick of all the shit it has caused. I wish the world was a better place. But that's enough about me. I hope everyone had a good day, and if you didn't, I hope you have a wonderful tomorrow. Stay strong my kiwi friends!
 
Sometimes I'm scared I'll live a sad life where I accomplish nothing.
What helped me with that was considering, and acknowledging, the things I have accomplished. Sure, they pale compared to dreams and expectations, but reality always does. They still count. They are still accomplishments and achievements.
Accepting this helped me a lot with gaining and maintaining confidence and motivation. - If I managed to do these things, then I can do more if I just keep going.
 
It's been a lonely 2020, having burned a lot of bridges with online friends due to mental health shit. But 2021's so far been a year of picking the pieces back up and using this as an opportunity to self-reflect and grow as a person. Sucks that I have to take this journey alone, but I've come to learn that I'm better off without those people and that I can stand on my own two feet.
 
Im starting to get into Hindu mythology
Recommendations for where to start? I've been diving into Ancient Greek stuff as research for a project; I could stand to add another perspective.
 
Recommendations for where to start? I've been diving into Ancient Greek stuff as research for a project; I could stand to add another perspective.
You can't go wrong with the Bhagavad Gita. Just pick a 19th century, or earlier, translation in whatever language you are most comfortable with.
 
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I have to call our building manager tomorrow to put in a complaint about the guy living in the apartment above us. He's loud as shit, and frequently makes banging noises that are strong enough to shake my furniture. I don't even know what he's got up there that can make those kinds of sounds. It sounds like he's violently closing a huge iron gate or something. He also smokes weed in his bathroom which then gets filtered through our vents into our apartment making the whole place smell like pot. I don't give a fuck if he wants to smoke all the damn time but I don't want to fucking smell it while I'm trying to work. Needless to say I'm pretty pissed. We 've already had problems with him when he moved in last month,so this is just adding to the pile. He used to blast his music so loud that you could hear it across the street and now it's just getting obnoxious.
 
I've gotten work from home stuff, and I desperately want a place to go other than this apartment.
I wake up and forget it's coofworld and think I can just go to the old man bar, get a bucket and bullshit and then reality hits me again.

My remaining neighbors have gone full batshit crazy and I'm sick of their screaming fights over nothing.

Many coofworld policies have benefited me greatly but I really want to just pack up and go to some fictional place where I can just resume a normal life. Ideally it would be like about 1998 era technology and culture. Fuck the internet.
I could drive to the mall, see "Baseketball" for the third time and have to leave my car there , cab home because me and my bud got shitfaced at the hot wing place in the mall strip.
 
Some troon is pissed at me and trying to ruin my sterling reputation on another website I frequent. I have his address and email address, currently thinking of petty things to do to him. He seems to be the most upset at me for dead-naming, despite the fact that it was the name listed on his profile. Suggestions of what to do to him are welcome :) If I'm going to be unpersoned on a website I really like I'm gonna go down swinging
 
Some troon is pissed at me and trying to ruin my sterling reputation on another website I frequent. I have his address and email address, currently thinking of petty things to do to him. He seems to be the most upset at me for dead-naming, despite the fact that it was the name listed on his profile. Suggestions of what to do to him are welcome :) If I'm going to be unpersoned on a website I really like I'm gonna go down swinging
Tell him that Jim Sterling is a better troon than him. I'd 41% after that.
 
Tip for all of you that are Apartment Bound, and losing your minds.

LEAVE.

If your job is 100% remote - why not move to the 'burbs? There is 1/2 the amount of coof problems due to less population density. Less niggers, and you can still have UberEats charge you $50 for a $15 McDonalds dinner.
Hell, Why not move to the countryside? No coof there.

My bro is turning his family into schitzophrenics over the coof. His urban area has bad coof, and his kids are losing their minds. He walks around with a yardstick and his kids tell everyone how many people are allowed per room. It's nuts.
In the 'burbs, half the time people walk around w/o masks.
 
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