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The psyche is rarely rational, there would be a huge decrease in mental illness if it was.
Previously I felt that way only after long periods without proper sleep with intense physical activity + I was retarded enough to lift during this. However, now I am not nearly as busy, but shortly after 8 hours of good sleep I feel like going to bed again. I am just afraid that my nervous system is getting old faster than the rest of my body.
 
I have been so angry the last two days over work, ugh.

1. found out an employee that I was exposed to had covid. Job never informed me, since I’m high risk (heart issues and stuff). The employee herself told me. She could have spread it to our elderly clients or me. Another coworker came to work sick, I was also exposed to them. Both are vaxxed. Meanwhile i had bronchitis and just got over that so I have a real fear of germs because I’m always sick with bacterial infections, I’m on abx every 2 months. My heart valve is a.ready damaged, any infection can make that worse.

2. My job is mandating all staff participate in an escape room activity off site. I said I can’t participate due to disability (I am not staying in an enclosed room with coworkers during a pandemic.) I was told that because I can’t participate I’m supposed to sit at work for 2 hours doing fuck all. Now mind you, when my job is closed I have nothing to do nor anyone to let me in

I know it may not seem like a big deal but I don’t want to sit at work by myself doing nothing if I don’t have to be there while my coworkers get paid to do something else off site.
 
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I hate my college classes. Remember that Cengage is ran by Jews who think you don't deserve to keep the book you paid full price for.
Drop out and get a great courses subscription.

I'm not even entirely joking. I've had much better luck corresponding with the professors from TGCP than with a lot of the professors I had in college. There is no discernible advantage in a college degree.
 
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Drop out and get a great courses subscription.

I'm not even entirely joking. I've had much better luck corresponding with the professors from TGCP than with a lot of the professors I had in college. There is no discernible advantage in a college degree.
If I hadn't already invested a few years in college I would've done this, but sadly that is not the case. Maybe once I get a degree I'll give it a try if I get the itch to learn more.
 
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The dentist said I have zero tartar, so I didn't have to go through the scrapey shit. That's a first in my life.

On the other hand I finally realized he looks exactly like Nathen Mazri.
 
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I texted while drunk again
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I get to visit our central office at least once a week now and I’ve been seeing people just be normal and doing stuff, it’s a reminder this fear porn is only making homebody type of people fucking nuts, unfortunately there are too many of them giving me angry stares out the window just for being outside.
When is this going to let up?
 
I get to visit our central office at least once a week now and I’ve been seeing people just be normal and doing stuff, it’s a reminder this fear porn is only making homebody type of people fucking nuts, unfortunately there are too many of them giving me angry stares out the window just for being outside.
When is this going to let up?
Homebodies aren't the issue. See these two instructional videos for more information:


 
Homebodies aren't the issue. See these two instructional videos for more information:


I’ve been considered “crazy” my whole life but some people I know have already surpassed it.
They flip out if your magic Fauci hijab slips for even a second and spray Lysol into the hallway every time they hear someone walk on the stairs, for example.
 
Tomorrow my brother has middle school orientation.
How the fuck is he already in middle school? How am I out of high-school? I wanna be back in elementary school where all I had to worry about was missing my cartoons
 
Tomorrow my brother has middle school orientation.
How the fuck is he already in middle school? How am I out of high-school? I wanna be back in elementary school where all I had to worry about was missing my cartoons
You can still worry about that as an adult though. Especially if you are stoned and drunk on white wine and benzos and chronically avoiding any sort of productive activity, since the very thought of responsibility would bring you suicidal ideations. Just a thought.
 
Honestly ...

After the Saints Row reboot trailer, the current state of affairs with Afghanistan and school starting back up next month, I'm in a state of disbelief.


Then somebody mentioned Summer Madness and now I'm a euphoria state of nostalgia. Almost like @Dom Cruise.

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You can still worry about that as an adult though. Especially if you are stoned and drunk on white wine and benzos and chronically avoiding any sort of productive activity, since the very thought of responsibility would bring you suicidal ideations. Just a thought.
Fuck don't call me out like that.
 
need some fucking booze so badly but broke till payday
Maybe relax with buying autistic stuff, and prioritise your money better? Based on how frequently I see you post in the autistic stuff-thread. I'm often short on money too, but I do it willingly and are aware of the "consequences".
 
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