How close have you come from going insane? - Trannies and pooners not welcome to share, it's obvious

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Have you ever seen people, then look somewhere else and they are gone?

Have you ever looked for something and then suddenly start some kind of delirious thinking process where you deserve to find it and it does not make sense that you don't? Then catch yourself and be like "wtf?"

Sleep is a luxury, enjoy it if you can. I would die for a 48 hours sleep right now. I am legit on the edge of going crazy.
 
It is whatever you want it to be. Who knows, losers might get prices too.
I was in the cafeteria at work today and one of the ladies I worked with saw a French fry on the ground and dared me to eat it.

So I picked it up and ate it.

Then she said, "gross".

Then I said, "You've probably put worse things than that in your mouth."

Then she said, "Yeah, not gonna lie. I've eaten meat out of a dumpster. The grocery stores throw away perfectly good meat all the time."

Did I win yet?
 
there have been a few times in my adult life where i have gone through extended periods of stress which resulted in me feeling a bit looney in the head. at one point i did start to occasionally hear voices in my head. they never said anything specific it was more like the murmur of a distance conversation, but it was distinct and i could tell they were voices in my head alright.
 
there have been a few times in my adult life where i have gone through extended periods of stress which resulted in me feeling a bit looney in the head. at one point i did start to occasionally hear voices in my head. they never said anything specific it was more like the murmur of a distance conversation, but it was distinct and i could tell they were voices in my head alright.
I guess same here.

But I think seeing people appear and disappear was a first. I was not in a way where I was highly anxious, or even made me anxious. It was more so realizing my mind must be playing tricks on me that through me for a loop.

I have maybe slept 8-9 hours the past few days, and not good sleep. And add to that alcohol, it' getting to me in ways I've never experienced.

Being the stressed af person I am, I talk tom myself all the time, even when I say nothing. The murmur is just an inner voice. I don't mind it.

ETA ; my inner voice says "when you're done winning, nuke your account you fucking retard".
 
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Most insane people don’t realize they’re insane. I’m not insane, but is that just me coping and I actually am insane? Or am I overthinking it which could drive someone insane eventually if they can’t snap out of it and oh no I’ve gone cross-eyed
 
I don't really know and I arguably might already be Insane but there was definitely a time after High School where I felt I was the only one hatting Niggers and Trannies, that and I'm reasonably sure that if it where not for my parent regularly beating some moral values in to me I would have probably become a serial killer.
 
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I've had bouts of depersonalization/derealization and struggle a lot with dissociation. Sometimes when I'm dissociating or falling asleep I sort of lose control of my inner monologue and it starts saying word salad, but it's not like a separate voice or like I'm hearing voices, more like the verbal part of my brain is dreaming while I'm still awake.
 
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