Idk if I said this before but I am pretty sure I am genuinely mentally ill and I am mental when it comes to these kinds of medical procedures. The only reason I'm able to function mostly normally is because I take presribed meds so my periods of shitty mood Im not completely confined to my bed the whole day like I had been in the past. But I don't think I can convince an institution on that regard though. I already got the jab once! I'm pretty sure it took five years off my life from stress it caused me. Idc if it is powerlevel because I think it's better for me if I share it on this random corner of the internet and get input. I actually need therapy sometime.