How has 2020 changed you? - For the better or for the worse?

Do you think 2020 has positively changed you as a person


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You kidding? The world pretty much gaslighted the fuck out of me that I'm...
A: A communist
B: A nazi
C: Someone who wants to see people get cobras shoved up their asses
D: A traitor to my nation
E: A pedophile
F: A racist, of course
G: Someone who completely misremembered every court case in the 1990's.

So no, not a good year.
I felt like I was on the boat in Apocalypse Now, or a character from the book known as Heart of Darkesss.
Started out as Yossarian. Now I feel like the entire case of "The Police" (the Mroczek play)
 
I got through 2020 more or less sane and fine really. My job was still up and paid extra and I was more concerned with winning over my coworker than anything else. Honestly, if my car didn't literally break and I kept up my self esteem, it would have been a great year. Even then, it still helped me to genuinely mature instead of whatever the hell everyone is going through.
 
A year alone won’t be able to change a person. Come back and stay around in 2030, and see how well you’ve progressed as a person.
I dont know about that. That year passed like a decade and still affected me from how much the lock downs forced my habits to change and from looking at the pandemonium at a distance. I'm pretty sure the average person is a much edgier person now, without getting into the average kiwi.
 
Just about blackpilled me beyond hope. Was taught by my folks since childhood about End Times shit and everything I was told about is happening in real time before my eyes, all within the span of a year and a half.
 
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I used psychedelic drugs to alter my brain for a long period, and have become a Buddhist as a result of my experiences and reflections upon them. Through this and sober inquiry and subsequently practice of meditation, I learned self acceptance of the Avoidant Personality Disorder I am afflicted with.

I think my sense of ego is reduced although I never planned for that and could probably choose easily to be more narcissistic and mean if I wanted.

I feel very close to what I think God is. I feel close to the divine. I feel to share a fundamental connection with all people and all things.
 
Just about blackpilled me beyond hope. Was taught by my folks since childhood about End Times shit and everything I was told about is happening in real time before my eyes, all within the span of a year and a half.
Haven't seen any multi headed lambs with millions of eyes. Worst end times ever.
 
To be honest, I always knew the world would go through crazy phases, but that's history for you! I'm not cynical about people, but it doesn't mean I give everyone the benefit of the doubt. So just neutrally indifferent at best really. Thankfully my personal life hasn't changed all that much negatively, despite being a wagie atm.

All me crazy, but I guess I'm not anxious about things
 
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