That's not an existential crisis; it's a lifestyle. Proof? You're on the Kiwi Farms.
You accomplished the arduous task of not dying, so even assuming you've legitimately failed all else (which is a tall order), you have already outperformed about 20% of the total population. If you keep it up to 65, that alone will put you in the top half.
That's one way to look at it I suppose, but I feel so unfulfilled that simply being alive doesn't seem like much of an accomplishment.
Setting aside the dead, in the U.S. roughly 35% of the population at that age has never been to college at all and 58% will never get their Associates or Bachelors degree. You're joining an elite class of people, surrounded by an elite class of people, and social opportunity comes from personal capability. If you're concerned you wont finish the degree, use your talents or develop your talents such that you can maximize your chances of being happy despite that- network, make a friend group, find good tutors or professors you can rely on to try and land a position or guide you to a better career, etc..
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What are you, seventeen? Worshipping idols is a sure-fire way to fuck your life up; they're not real, you're not seeing the truth about them and you wouldn't really want to be them if you knew what it was like.
