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Golly gosh, it's almost like she came here for attention and not art advice! Could that be possible?
How to improve my art ( I do not trace my artwork.)?
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Emily Cassidy
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I came for art advice, not to be treated like a complete idiot. you don't know everyone's intentions nor do you know mine. Not only do half of you still treat me like a troll, you assume. maybe if you treated me like a human being, I wouldn't be so hard to figure out. all I do in life is stay at home, watch t.v and that's that, you people are the one's assuming I'm up to no good because you are severely paranoid, in my eyes, it's you all that need help. last I checked watching Lucifer and My Little Pony isn't a crime. laying down on my couch , isn't a crime. eating a canoli isn't a crime. So unless I've done something illegal, I would respectfully like to be treated like I'm a human, instead of an annoying troll. or is that too much to ask of a site like this who is all built on paranoia? Sheesh, if you all are paranoid over me, who else are you severely paranoid over? you all are back seat moderating, and THAT's what I'm sure the admins are not impressed with. Most sites frown upon this.
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Fuck off, you stupid fucking retard. We told you that this site's not a good fit for you.
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Cool cool cool. Out of curiousity, how much practicing of your art have you done? Have you applied any of the tips kind Farmers gave you? Have you attempted to take it to heart? Or have you been spewing your private info, nudes, and medical records for 18 pages, interrupted only by a short stint in the mental hospital?
Emily Cassidy
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Why don't you fuck off, because it doesn't seem like the site is good for you either if it makes you this unhealthily paranoid? Tell me, do you act like this in front of your Family? Do you treat the Women in your life like garbage all the time? am I getting under your skin? I came in asking for art advice, I am NOT the one that assumed I was up to no good. You are. I didn't ask for you to jump to conclusions, and now you are pissed off because you are locked in a situation YOU assumed things on. Why do people always blame me? when I am NOT the one who jumped on the troll conclusion. YOU made this mistake. I am NOT your blame toy, and I refuse to be. All I did was come in and ask for help. YOU people are the one's who auto-jumped to a conclusion of a troll. Now I suggest before all the admins ban ALL of us for acting like children, chill the fuck out and actually realize who's really in the wrong here, I didn't ask for people to talk about the drama, nor did I start this. I know who did find out, and it's their fault you are in this mess. I'm just the easy one to blame . Before this escalates, chill out and stop taking your anger towards the ugly on me, because I am not the one at fault for being as ugly as I am. My apologies for getting the gene's I got. I didn't ask for this. so stop treating me like I did.
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lol no.
You're the one that made this thread buckaroo.
See? You started it.
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The answer to all of those questions is yes, retard.
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I have been taking it easy since I got put on new medication. I've been trying to stay calm, relax and watch Netflix. I took a break on my art, because I have had an art block for a while, and I've done too much of it. I thank you for you're advice and I will look into the books you've suggested once I figure out the correct ones. I don't like that I feel like all of you have ganged up on me in fear of a Troll trying to attack your website. First off, that would be utterly stupid as I am aware SEVERAL other trolls run amuck here. Just how stupidly idiotic do you think I am, do you honestly think I WANT an entire site after me? HAH. "
all I am doing is asking for help in art. it's an innocent thing. I don't understand why people take one look at me and it's like "Alert criminal." is written on my forehead. Trust me, I checked. it isn't there. NOT one of you took the time to actually get to know who I am before assuming rumors were true. I LEFT states to get AWAY from people so I didn't fight with them so much. I BLOCKED them on social media, to stay away from them, because of our different personalities and opinions. The internet was MY place to be ALONE from those people and make healthy friendships even if it's online and not in person, it has helped me learn what Toxic is, it has helped me learn more about my sexuality. it has legit taught me how to do laundry through Youtube. My parent didn't want to teach me these nessacery things or even how to have a normal relationship. I had to learn from SOMEWHERE how to deal with my disorders, etc. I am sorry I seem like a Troll, but you would KNOW if I was trolling. This? is just trying to get art advice from people who won't sugar coat their feelings towards it. I came in expecting people to be harsh. Deviant art cannot be dicks towards one another, I came where I knew people wouldn't lie to my face like I've had my entire life just because I'm "Retarded." I am SICK of people not being honest with me because I am "Special needs." and they think I can't handle it. You guys don't KNOW what I can and can't do. You underestimate Special Needs people ALL the time, and when they surpass you, they're awarded for being shocking. ever consider that we just want to be treated like the rest of you? ever think that? most of us just try to fit in. The second you people learn that someone is disabled, you turn on them, treat them like a baby, etc. ever think that's NOT the way to go about this? we 're AFRAID to announce we're disabled because we don't want the special treatment. we don't WANT you guys getting mad because we get special things. and you don't. You all act like we asked to be like this, and should be treated as though we're the missing aliens. I am ashamed of a lot of people because of this. Wanna know why half of us HIDE our disabilities? THIS. Not because we want to lie to your face, but because we're SCARED something bad will happen. I know I'm all over the place in this post, but it takes a disabled person to understand how a disabled person feels, because we've been there. YOU have not. and as much as I hope thing's will change , Normies will consistently backstab us the second they learn something is unique or strange about it. YOU fear US because you don't have the means to understand why it' happened. maybe it's time you tried.
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Emily Cassidy
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*Claps. * is that all you can say? Retard? is that what makes you feel like a keyboard warrior? what if I called you NORMIE and nothing is "Special" about you. yes. that's mean, I'm aware. would you like that? You sound like a broken record. get new insults, my favorite happens to be cunt. try that. oh wait. I've had insults to the point it doesn't phase me, infact it makes me laugh. are you so insecure of yourself that you have to pick on someone who is different to make you feel better? dude, I've been you. I used to pick on people because I was pathetic. try maybe growing a pair and act mature instead of childish. Maybe try getting out of Mommies basement and start a normal life where you actually treat people like they want to be treated. Who hurt you to make you angry at people like me? What are you in the fifth grade? how come you can't do the simple task of acting like a mature adult? You think I am going to back down from a Normie who thinks their above me just because I think differently? Look differently, etc? You really must think that words bother me. Hon. I've known I'm different since day one. Seriously. get new insults. anyone. I've heard them all. Each generation comes up with its own slang, half of it I don't understand. try those.
Don't follow in the same foot steps as a person because you feel peer pressured into treating me like that. You wanna act cool and join in and use the word that actually upsets people.
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autistDon't follow in the same foot steps as a person because you feel peer pressured into treating me like that. You wanna act cool and join in and use the word that actually upsets people.
Emily Cassidy
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Seriously, guys, gals nonbinary pals. GET NEW INSULTS! I don't know how many time's I've heard the word cunt,
that the best you can do? seriously? *rolls eyes* next.
Oooh, I'm scared.
that the best you can do? seriously? *rolls eyes* next.
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down syndromeSeriously, guys, gals nonbinary pals. GET NEW INSULTS! I don't know how many time's I've heard the word cunt,
Oooh, I'm scared.
A good way to improve your art is by doing studies and not wasting all of your time on this forum. You should focus on that because it would probably be more enjoyable.Seriously, guys, gals nonbinary pals. GET NEW INSULTS! I don't know how many time's I've heard the word cunt,
Oooh, I'm scared.
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I AM autistic and proud of it. not my fault you look at us like we're aliens. ever try talking with one of us instead of insulting us?
really? Down syndrome? that the best you can do? try to insult my disability? I AM special needs. it makes me who I am. sorry you don't know who YOU are . Try again. *Yawn* next.
Wanna know what actually bothers me? You guys can't be creative and actually come up with new insults. it's always the same. lame. Surely this forum can be creative at least and make new insults no one knows yet and actually I don't know, be less boring? I mean come on, you all rely on making fun of the disability. SURELY you can do better? Do you see what I'm doing here? is it pissing you off? good. deal with it.
By the way, copying other people just because they're doing it? is called peer pressure, and so lame. why not stand out from the crowd and actually, I don't know. act like a human being instead of insulting just like the others are? yeesh.
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nigga 40% of this site is legit autistic. I'm not even joking nor using that in the insult definition.
This is a site whose best results come from incredibly autistic people.
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Then why are you trying to use it to hurt me, when it looks bad on you when you know DAMNED WELL the site is FULL of Autistic people that wouldn't like what you're saying to me? Ever realize why half of them STOPPED responding? it's because they think you are using it as an insult. Tell me, would you treat the others the same way you are treating me? KNOWING that even the OWNER might be autistic himself?
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One) because everyone here who is autistic isn't bothered by it at all. Otherwise they wouldn't last a day here.
Two) They stopped responding because you're frankly pretty boring
Three) Yes
Fourth) Definitely yes
Emily Cassidy
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By the way, I am PALE ASS WHITE. that N word, shouldn't be used towards me. it's incorrectly used. The Black African Americans of this site, would have a BIG TIME problem with a random person using that word, especially when used towards a white person. If you wanna use the right term against me, I highly suggest looking up the right skintone before even using a racist term like that.
Also, if you find me so boring, why are you my entertainment for this evening hrm? what makes you so special to try and handle me on your own? You only find me boring because I am capable of standing my ground against you, and you can't get away with making my feelings hurt. You've now made it your own goal to try and bring me down, with out realizing it. so maybe start over and actually I don't know.. realize I am not trying to troll a site that I know I am WAY out of my league to try and troll on my own? even I know that it'd be stupid to try and troll a site like this.
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I'm on lunch break and frankly bored.Also, if you find me so boring, why are you my entertainment for this evening hrm? what makes you so special to try and handle me on your own? You only find me boring because I am capable of standing my ground against you, and you can't get away with making my feelings hurt. You've now made it your own goal to try and bring me down, with out realizing it. so maybe start over and actually I don't know.. realize I am not trying to troll a site that I know I am WAY out of my league to try and troll on my own? even I know that it'd be stupid to try and troll a site like this.