How to improve my art ( I do not trace my artwork.)?

[anliteralidiot]

it's not. it's the real deal. Why would I edit my year book? why would I FAKE a year book? that's pointless brownie points, It can be discovered.

I don't trace, I'm not fat, and this argument is stupid.

You do trace, you are absolutely fat, and our arguments are making you scared.

Draw the wogglebug, and drink your milk.

 

[Catgirls are Love]

it's not. it's the real deal. Why would I edit my year book? why would I FAKE a year book? that's pointless brownie points, It can be discovered.

I don't trace, I'm not fat, and this argument is stupid.

If I were an English teacher of yours this would probably be the point where I outright give you a failing grade and ignore any submissions of yours for the rest of the grading period.

 

[GenociderSyo]

The blog in bullet point because fuck you web archive breaking its css. Sadly video/audio is lost since it did not archive right. But damn....it is a glorious thing. I feel vindicated being right about her diagnosis. She admits she has schizoaffective disorder and is on depakote and risperdol. She admits to have active hallucinations in regards to "drama." She changes name a LOT or runs multiple socks. She admits to having a low IQ but states its because since shes missing a chromosome the IQ test is invalid for her. She states this IQ test said her IQ was 77. A family member commited suicide with her in the house seems there were questions regarding her part in this. She admits about the pedophile and states that since he did not touch a child and only downloaded child porn that he is not one and that hes done his time for it. She pretty much states child porn is fine.

Info from Reddit with accusations of her being investigated for the suicide of the girl, for her wasting police time by swatting her family, etc. They reason she hates her mother? Supposedly she was tracing Emily's sketches and selling them. She tried to pretend to be another artist named Ebony. There is proof of her stealing artwork supposedly. Supposedly she harassed someone with phone calls to the point they had to get an order to stop her. She states shes a finanical dominatrix and that any money she gest through that does not require being reported to SSI since its not work. They have at least 15 known sock accounts for her. Looks like she was arrested once for a fake bomb threat to her apartment complex. There are rumors she abuses animals and that she killed a litter of kittens. There are rumors that she allows her pedo friend to use her computer to get around the mandate of him not using one.

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  Blog Summary:
  "This blog is basically a main hub of SamanthaPrater Resident, Aka Emily Cassidy. I will NOT be approving any insulting comments, or comments regarding the drama, I have answered ANY part of my side, and clarified on my blog. please find it for yourself, as the drama in my eyes is done. Britta, Lee, and all have since long left it, so should you. drama is not worth it, I am here to roleplay, edit, have fun, etc. Make fun of me all you want, it is you who is petty for continuing. Drama isn';t worth it, and I would rather/whether be a dumbass than smart and judgmental. Let people be who they wanna be, Gay, Lesbian, Black, white, it doesn't matter, we all bleed red. Thanks.-E"
  
  
  Spoiler: January Part 1

  • 1/4/2021 - 1 Post
    • Verification to prove that Emily ROSE is Fake; and I'm the real artist. I'm sorry for those victims that Rose Bullied.
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  • 1/6/2021 - 2 Posts
    • Dear Emily Rose Scam Victims.
      • Dear EmilyRose Scam Victims, Hi, I'm trying to be nice here, so read it ALL, please. Your guys' mindset is so gaslighted you forgot basic logic and your own eyes' trust. I can't fake a website, I can't fake my DNA for a blood test on a Mychart page which is connected to my doctor; I can't fake a DNA website just to fool you guys, you are all so very paranoid about me and wondering just who I am when I've given you the answer, #emililaclark #emilyrose not my name, and I'm sick of people assuming I'm frauding them, when I just wanna roleplay, do art, be treated as a human being with OUT people stealing what is my stuff, and you wonder why I'm greedy? THIS. I've been doing nothing but trying to be honest with you and all you see is red and anger when you see my face, I'm not a celebrity, I don't have a price list, and I'm sick of people not understanding that Clark and Rose are NOT my last name. I'd like to have it informed that people's logic has gone out the window and they've been online too long, to not understand that you can't fake DNA. I just wanna prove my worth and innocence, my way, not yours, and have you understand that not all innocent people go quiet. in this case, I want people to stop using my stuff, because it is violating and wrong, and I'm sick of people not linking my videos just because they find my voice annoying, if you were really trying to do the right thing? You'd let my videos go through and be seen by other Victims of #emilyrosescamis and #EmilyRose . If you actually cared, you'd listen to what I had to say, instead of assuming, and made fun of me. I'm JUST giving all I can without putting myself in harm's way because I don't wanna be in this mess, and for a long time, you guys believed I was someone else, which isn't right. I DO NOT charge for my artwork whatsoever. so please do not fall for that. If this is reposted Elsewhere, my last name is REALLY Cassidy, NOT Rose. What they have done is despicable and nasty and wrong, and I apologize for the bullying is not something I'd do, LGTBQ+ is not something I hate, I'm genuinely Pansexual ( I love personality, not Pans. ) I actually draw my art which is why #emililaclark #emilyrose can't produce any accurate pieces. Do not fall for this if this has been reposted; it is a stolen post, and EmilyCassidy is also known as DefyingGravityAgain. To the person that is #emilyrose you should be ashamed and stealing my stuff to hurt me isn't the proper way to go about this at all. I'm genuinely sorry if I ever upset you, but catfishing as me is not the fix, you should've all talked to me like Adults instead. Because now you are buying your own con. I feel sorry for those doing #emilyrose 's scam because they Genuinely have no life. I apologize on behalf of them for any bullying done with my photograph, because it's been edited and stolen, and it sickens me to discover that someone is so upset with me, or whatever reason, they'd catfish instead of talking to me. I am very sorry if I ever came off as a bully or mean, or rude, or nasty to people. it has never been my intention what so ever, there is no list, so please stop falling for this scammer as I know they will just copy and paste and not read what I have to say. #EmilyRose is fake, and EmilyCassidy is just trying to help. -EC
    • Dear Emily Rose Scam Victims: I can CAM VERIFY MYSELF. The Scammer Cannot. + Correct Social Medias. Youtube Added.
      • Dear Emily Rose Scam Victims: I can CAM VERIFY MYSELF. The Scammer Cannot.Alrice#9647 I'll be happy to Video Chat and prove myself real and Rose fake.
      • https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCq0N-HklE8rpG776zgzrI4w
      • https://twitter.com/EmilyNCassidy
      • https://www.deviantart.com/defyinggravityagain
      • https://www.instagram.com/emilynicolecassidy/
      • https://www.tumblr.com/blog/defygravityagain
      • ^Facebook is mainly for Family and Friends in real life.
    • (Waves White Flag) The Truth. : JAMES BACK THE FUCK OFF.
      • The Truth. I'm not Delusional; James is. : Magic Doesn't Exist, Disney Isn't Real. I'm someone who got majorly fed up with people accusing me of being Sociopathic, etc, when I've got feelings too; and I took it to heart. it made me miserable, sad, and lonely, and depressive for Fourteen Years Plus to be around James. All he ever does is pick on me, and tried to make me into something I'm not; I was paranoid when my PC started to crash time and time again due to him being a Programmer and Me knowing nothing about it, I apologize for my actions, truly, but this was never supposed to involve other people on the mass scale it did. James? You HURT me with the way you treat me, and I know you are reading. There are NO Hackers as far as I'm aware; please do not believe my previous"Delusion." it was only to get James to understand to back off. All of this was because of his Judgement of me, and he kept calling me fat, when I'm big-boned, and judging me to the point I got sick of it and sick. I had two eating disorders due to him, and I'm sorry for those that spent years on this, the reason you can't get a cop case is that it's already been talked about, they have all the evidence, etc, same ones. I'm coming clean because I'm tired of other people not realizing the only trolling I'm doing is because James believes his own lies. He needs to respect my wishes and understand that I will NEVER accept him as my Step-Father. He's creepy, nosy, nasty, mean, and rude, and put fear into my heart; I was scared. I didn't know how else to react, and I'm sorry. James has such a sad personality that he's doing anything to try and get me arrested for bullying that I'd never do; I apologize if I ever "Bullied." you, but I won't sugar coat it. If you are being an Asshole; I'm going to tell it like it is, there is NO Fraud with me, which is why James will NEVER GET A CASE EVER. HE is the fraud, he doesn't even know my right last name. I am coming clean because this has to stop and I wanna go back to pretending I don't have a Mother. What they are doing is wrong, and as long as people convince them to shut up, I'll shut up. (waves white flag.) -EC
  • 1/7/2021 - 8 Posts
    • I'm sorry but Ronda is an actual Liar; SHE DID NOT RAISE ME. Karen would be disappointed in Ronda's lies.
      • Ronda DID NOT ABSOLUTELY RAISE ME, KAREN DID, AND SHE DID NOT FAIL; RONDA FAILED TO TEACH ME EMPATHY, I NEVER WANNA BE EMPATHETIC LIKE RONDA IS, JUDGEMENTAL? PSHAW NOPE. sorry, but I'm jumping the line to LGBTBQ+ and if you were a real Christian, you'd know that Hate Is a SIN. I Do not identify as Family with Ronda Yates; she is a horrible Mother, my Mother passed with cancer. RIP Karen Hoover April First Two Thousand And Nine. The RIGHTFUL Woman who actually taught me COMPASSION FOR OTHERS; instead of lied to a crap tone of people Online for Clout. Ronda, she'd be so disappointed in you. (I can't help that my Grandmas's name became a Meme. Karen isn't a Karen. Ronda is.)
    • I do NOT have a price list; do not fall for it.
      • I do NOT have a price list; do not fall for it.
    • I can't fake a blood draw guys, use your heads, Velo is Detected by a FISH TEST.
      • For those thinking I fake having a syndrome in order to get diagnosed, they have to draw my blood, I can't fake a blood draw, which is why you can't get a case, cops have labs, etc. They saw me going into the hospital, it is why James can't get the cops to investigate. They have proof of otherwise already, this drama is so illogical that James is forgetting that COPS saw me to the hospital four times because James triggered my issues. He needs to learn to back off and realize that he will never get a case because there is proof against him including any claims made, Her mother asked for that to be stopped because it's got no new information just like I have been trying to tell you, but you are all so paranoid that you don't want to read what Velo actually is all about,it IS a DNA malfunction, 22deletion is its official name that you might find more information on,I can't fake a blood test so please understand I am just trying to bring people back to reality by posting about it. You all need to realize that James isn't even my Dad he has no power over me and can't get anywhere because of it. And Ronda lost all rights to her kids years ago, I'm also older now and I pay my bills, etc, so I don't need anyone. I'm FINE without people controlling my life, I just want James and Ronda to BACK OFF and stop "Investigating." me and realize logic. I can't fake a blood draw. It's impossible to do so.-EC
    • LGTBQ+ - The "Discrimination." I don't like being told "I don't Sound LGTBQ+." or asked about Pans and objects.I also don't like my Syndromes Discriminated against either.
      • I am Demi Sexual PanSexual GraySexual ( Picky about who I have sex with) and Sapio/ Pansexual Mind Personality. I don't like the body type, and I don't like being forced to speak like any specific type of LGTBQ+ member should speak. We do NOT date Objects-.- * If I have come across as Anti LGBTQ+ at all; it's far from it, and I apologize for it, I'll do some more artworks in the future featuring LGTBQ+ and different people as well. My Family is EXTREMELY judgmental about this topic and I didn't' want to come out of the closet because of it. I chose a bad time to come out originally, and I'm sorry for it; I'm tired of people thinking it's their choice of who others sleep with, and it's not okay for you to choose. It's not YOUR bed we are doing it in. it is not your choice, it's ours, and it's time people realized it; common sense. I have a Cousin who is a Lesbian, and My BROTHER rather or not she likes it, is Gay; I have massive respect for the Drag Community and I'm a HUGE fan of Ada Vox - Drag Queen. and I've spoken with her on Facebook and other websites. I identify as my own consenting adult; what I wish to identify as, and it isn't anyone else's choice; love is something you aren't forced to deal with, so why force me to choose rather or not I wanna date someone else? We aren't in the Eighties anymore, if you don't like LGTBQ+ members, don't befriend them, and just block them, we have our own community. We can get along just fine without your judgment. Unfortunately for Ronda two of her ADULT aged kids are LGTBQ+ members and wish she'd just back off. I don't care if I'm the Black Sheep of my Family, I don't like how they judge people for who they are, and scam. Sorry, but I'd rather be over here if I am deemed insane? so be it, because what's insane is that we can't respect the wishes of other people and understand that I'm a consenting ADULT. And you are not my master. People should be able to come out of the closet and not be afraid to do so, I was scared because in Michigan Judgementals Happen, and it's wrong. You are NOT the Adult that's consenting, so why complain? I'm sorry, but you aren't in charge of what comes in or out of me.
    • Apology for trying to take over what wasn't mine.(Which was misunderstood .)
      • I apologize to anyone that thinks I tried taking over what was rightfully theirs, I never meant to come off like that, please accept my apologies. I am very much so a Dominante personality, and I never want what isn't mine. I apologize for acting like an asshole. please never take my " Leader." skills as trying to take over what is yours.-EC
    • LGTBQ+ members are welcome here. so is Black, Disabled, and more. A Simple solution for you Haters.
      • >Not everyone wants to come out of the closet because of dangers and people not reading before they assume LGBTQ+ is the same as everyone else is, we aren't ALL the same, we aren't all into Lesbian, Etc, please stop categorizing people with Syndromes like this as well as Blacks, it's not okay, and its' time I said something about it. You aren't the consenting adult involved; why complain? it isn't your bed, so why argue against it? don't like it? don't watch it. simple. We've got our own Community we can befriend, and you don't have to like us, but don't force us to be hurt, etc, because you can't understand why were born different, pick a book up instead and read about it, that's why Science was invented, to understand. Hate isn't needed anymore, we have Science and more. please understand. to quote Martin Luther King, " I have a dream." that people will wake up and realize that they've been acting like fools over this, it isn't your choice to decide our marriage, you aren't the person falling in love. Don't like it? just don't befriend them. simple; they are welcome here.-EC
    • The reason I didn't "Come out of the closet."so soon.
      • Fear of Judgement and Politics just isn't something I'm into getting involved in. (( All though lately I've shared my opinions on things like Black Lives Matter, etc, and I support it. )) I don't wanna be punished for preferring personality simply because people don't wanna read what it is about to understand. Stop trying to control me and maybe you'll see I'm not what you are thinking I am. Please stop assuming you know me because you do not. -EC
    • Racist?! Nope! You just misunderstood me.
      • I support #BlackLivesMatterAlways If I did or said something racially insensitive without realizing it, I'm sorry.-EC
    • What is my sexuality officially? - Explained More- It doesn't matter who they are sex wise with me.
      • What is my sexuality officially? I don't see Gender when falling in Love. I see Personality. #PanromanticDemisexual is me. (In a nutshell.) I see Personality. I prefer the person for who they are. I apologize if I got the title wrong; there's a lot to LGBTQ+ that people don't understand, I don't date people for their bodies, I date people for their personality and who they are, which is not illegal. I'd rather date someone for a good conversation, than the size of their chest, or etc, I'm someone who can avoid sex, making for a GreySexual person. I'm the type that just wants to be with the person. I have never fallen in love with someone for their looks; even though I do see people as pretty, I would never date based on looks, I could date an "ugly." person because I'd rather date them than the shallow person who bullies; that is my sexuality and choosing personality over sex parts; is not illegal in the slightest. -EC

 

[Seething Troon Collector]

it's not. it's the real deal. Why would I edit my year book? why would I FAKE a year book? that's pointless brownie points, It can be discovered.

I don't trace, I'm not fat, and this argument is stupid.

I’ll say it again. You graduated in what, 2009. Stop giving a fuck about high school. It’s 2023. Focus on tracing.

 

[GenociderSyo]

Spoiler: January Part 2

• 1/8/2021 - 3 Posts
  • The reason I talk about it: Because it simply is bothersome that people cant realize logic.
    • The reason I talk about it: Because it simply is bothersome that people cant realize logic. And accept that cops have already seen the evidence, and they keep trying still; when no action has been taken because I'm not what people say I am. And they need to accept that James doesn't even have the right Timeline at all. -EC
  • The reason you can't control my situation anymore.
    • Ya'll need to understand that I'm THIRTY: A CONSENTING ADULT: YOU CANNOT CONTROL AN ADULT'S SEX LIFE. OR LIFE; I'M *THIRTY*. GROW UP PLEASE.-EC
  • Why I take jokes seriously; /sneed /SRS- Heart To Heart AKA - Dear James. (Zephyr?) - Controlling Behavior.
    • My Syndrome is like Autism, but not exactly. I can't detect sarcasm or a joke, and I take the net seriously due to people being hurt. I grew up with the CyberBullying Act going through and I learned very much so about how it is to be bullied; People say I don't know things and treat me like I'm an idiot; when I'm someone who was bullied herself; and would never stoop so low; I'm sorry you think its "Funny." to watch me beg, plead, scream, whine, etc, and entertainment.The Internet is not a joke to me, and people seem to think that all my sentences are evil or mean, which is not the case, I am blunt because I do not wish to come off as a liar. I am tired of people trolling just to troll; the Internet wasn't meant to be like this, it's pure chaos. You people thinking and saying you are the law; and such, are not, and I know who is, I'm not a stupid idiot; who fell for the law, I fell for people I should've been able to trust: My Family. and they spread untruth, that I believed to stand up for. I have the passion and a drive to do what's right and accept that yes, I made a mistake, lots of them, but I would NEVER stoop so low as to make a person feel the way you guys made me feel, sick, depressed, lonely, scared. You made me your entertainment and if you ask me YOUR the Sick, Depressed, Lonely, Scared, I don't NEED my Family's love; nor do I want it. I find what they do appalling and despicable. Slutting around etc? That's not classy, Men don't like a Women who spreads her legs just for anyone, I'd rather be a sane person and not do drugs either, or judge people by their skin. I've been judged my entire life because of the way I look, and I understand. If I did say something wrong, I am very sorry and I apologize; as that is not my belief at all. I want it to go back to where the Internet used the block button and stayed on it. I never bullied Zephyr, I'm sorry, but I don't truly know who he is, and if it's James, SHAME on you for not telling me the truth, I'm NOT bullying you, James, I'm TELLING you you don't belong in my life. You whine too much, you ate my frosting, and you stole the food I bought for myself; your not a good roommate, and you had me pay way too much. You sit there and call me fat; when&nbsp; &nbsp;I believe you are insecure over your own looks; and it's time you realized just how depressive you are. I think you are jealous, all of you that are involved, that I actually can get friends, and you cannot. Or this wouldn't be happening and you'd actually accept the word "NO. " in " I do not wish to deal with you, please stay blocked, and stop following my stuff."</p><p>I never wanted to dominate your trailer like you told people; you gave me a home and kept me out of the outside. You were so very paranoid that I 'd hurt you, that you went Online and spread false lies you have NO place for. You aren't my Dad, you aren't immediate Family; nor do I consider you my Step Dad, Steve actually is the Step Dad to me, not you. You put words in my mouth that should've never been there, and you disgraced my Grandma I care about so much.&nbsp; You LIED to several friends I thought I had, and caused them to think I was something I am clearly not, you GASLIGHTED and put the blame on me, trying to put me in PRISON FOR&nbsp; A CRIME I CLEARLY DID NOT COMMIT. and you expect me to sit there and TAKE it. I don't take stuff like that as a joke; and it's NOT a joke, it's a serious accusation and affected me heavily. Things like this aren't a joking matter, you could've severely hurt those people, and you mind fucked without permission. I've been trying to help the people, but I have such a short fuse for stupid thanks to YOU JAMES, that I flip my lid when someone is dumb and can't understand that cops have my records. You mistreat people and it's time you realize this, you yell and swore at my Mom so much, and you do it to William too; it's YOU that's the problem, you LIED to people and it's time they realize this. You started with one lie and it spiraled out of control; if you were honest, and told them." Hey I made a mistake." they may accept you better. just tell them the truth, James, so they can stop hating me for stuff that doesn't exist. and get help for your anger management, I ran out the door because your temper is WORSE than mine, and I was afraid of you, but in my eyes, you are just a sad strange little man, that is a creep, and shouldn't be around his Girlfriends' daughters " Adult." stuff, you invaded my privacy, and I take it very seriously, so with that said: STAY THE FUCK OUT OF MY STUFF.I don't want James OR Ronda Near me, and I do not legally consent to them having any of my information. If James is Zephyr he should've been honest with how he felt instead of causing drama, and talked to me like a real ADULT would, and told me to tone it down, and stop "Dominating." his household; if he had not yelled at me, I would've responded with "Okay, I'll try a different approach, and not control everything. I apologize, Sir." I would've apologized for my controlling behavior. Every part of this was wrong, and you should've simply laid out some ground rules about responsibilities you wanted me to have, POLITELY with no yelling. You actually did not tell me or inform me I had responsibilities; you DEMANDED I do things, and I don't respond to DEMANDS, I respond to Politeness. if you treat me right, I treat you right. So please understand I'm sorry for "Trying to take over." your stuff, but you need to outright apologize to those people as you weren't around for my childhood. you LIED to those people and you know it, it's time this drama is ended James, everyone's tired. If you like James and Ronda, good. They need friends to teach them the compassion you guys taught me. maybe you can teach them both that drama isn't the answer, and people are sick of the chaos. Please stay out of my life; James. We both know who is behind the EmilyRose Scam, and it isn't me. Stop LYING and actually be truthful for once, and maybe people will respect you the same way they respect me, I have friends because I treat people the way they want to be treated, and if you can't respect that, then there is something wrong with you. Those people you "Stole from me." aren't real friends, never were, and they lied to me, so you can keep em, as my real friends kept by my side; as they already had the truth. my real friends are those who raised me, Karen, Raised me, Ronda did not, James is not even on this radar. He's just the guy that messed with my sanity for years and lied to people and still refuses to let it go. Let it go, James, you are a liar. people want the truth, and I'm sorry, but your truth isn't true. it's time you realized that and stopped this. you want me to leave you alone? tell them the REAL story, about Karen raising me. Tell them the TRUTH, James. I'm smarter than I look; I have health concerns, and there's nothing you can do at all for the people thinking I bullied you when it's you not behaving okay or fairly at all.Prove to me you have HUMANITY James, and tell them the truth. not this bull crap story you made up; tell them what you actually don't know jack about. You don't KNOW me very well at all. it's time you realized it.-EC
• 1/9/2021 - 8 Posts
  • What are "Trigger Warning" and how will it help you figure out this blog? /SRS How Context will Work.
    • /SRS MY BLOG IS A SERIOUS BLOG UNLESS OTHERWISE STATED. I will be following this list so people can understand if I am being mean or not. Context Matters. These help people who have Autism, Etc, differentiate between a Mean Post, and a Serious post. I will be using them in everything I do from now on so you do not think I'm being Passive Aggressive etc.
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  • It;s not my fault you all didn't listen to the fact that I had the right medication now; I don't need your assistance anymore, thank you though.
    • It's not my fault you all didn't listen to the fact that I had the right medication now; I don't need your assistance anymore, thank you though. I'm On The CORRECT medication for what I actually have, and I have staff soon to help me, I don't need you guys helping me anymore, thank you though, very much for trying, but you are not the kind of help I need. I needed MEDICAL ATTENTION and I got it, and it fixed what was wrong with me, my heart rate was going too fast due to overstress from idiots thinking it's funny to troll someone who just doesn't understand. Thanks for your offer to help me, but I don't need it. -EC
  • I do not consent to James or Ronda having my information. SIGNATURE FRAUD. I'M NOT IN MICHIGAN TO SIGN.
    • ANYTHING JAMES HAS GIVEN YOU IS FAKE. AS JAMES IS&nbsp; BREAKING HIPPA LAW BY STATING HE HAS MEDICAL FILES ON ME AS HE DOES NOT HAVE A LEGALIZED RELEASE FORM FOR MY DOCTOR. HE IS BREAKING MY PRIVACY RIGHTS BY HAVING ANY SEX TAPES; AS I DO NOT CONSENT TO HIM HAVING ANY. THE TWO OF THEM DO NOT HAVE ACTUAL HIPPA RELEASE FORMS CONSENTING FOR PRIVACY AND THEREFOR ARE BREAKING THE LAW BY STEALING INFORMATION. AS A LEGAL THIRTY-YEAR-OLD ADULT; I DO NOT CONSENT TO JAMES OR RONDA HAVING ANY PRIVACY, PRODUCT, HIPPA, ETC;&nbsp; ABOUT ME AS RONDA SHOULD KNOW THAT SHE LOST RIGHTS TO HER '' KIDS' YEARS AGO. RONDA AND JAMES ARE COMMITTING FRAUD IF THEY PRODUCE ANY .''LEGAL.'' PAPERS AS I AM NOT IN MICHIGAN TO SIGN THEM. I AM REQUESTING ALL DOCUMENTS PRESENTED BE TORN TO SHREDS AND THE TWO OF THEM IGNORED BECAUSE THEY HAVE NO RIGHTS, AND AREN'T ABLE TO USE MY SIGNATURE. WHAT THEY HAVE DONE IS FRAUD. IF THEY HAVE MY SIGNATURE ON PAPERS DISREGARD THEM BECAUSE I AM NOT IN MICHIGAN TO PRESENT. AND IT IS CONSIDERED FRAUD. I DO NOT CONSENT TO JAMES OR RONDA USING MY SIGNATURE AT ALL.
  • Guys you can't make a scandal happen out of no where, it's not how this works, please stop trying to get me into trouble.
    • Guys you can't make a scandal happen out of nowhere, it's not how this works, please stop trying to get me into trouble.it is seriously looking like you went and made a mistake and are doing anything you can to try and find something to get me in trouble with so you don't have to admit to being wrong.
  • I have witnesses + an entire school that 'll deny Ronda's claims. You NEVER asked me for my side. it's why I got mad.
    • I have witnesses + an entire school that'll deny Ronda's claims. that actually exist. did you ever ask for my proof? NOOOO.
  • I've cut the bull shit; you should as well; the drama got way out of hand .
    • I've cut the bull shit; you should as well; the drama got way out of hand. I don't want people afraid of me simply because they can't accept that I was trying to show James that I am not what he says I am, and to back off. Please back off. I'm trying to show that I've matured and grown, but you have to back off in order for it to happen.
  • Proof that I'm not Delusional ! THERE ISN'T EVEN ACTUAL PROOF OF JAMES'S FIRST CLAIMS.
    • Aislinn, James, Ronda, don't even have ACTUAL PROOF OF THEIR CLAIMS; if you ASK THEM? they send invisible links. STOP falling for this drama, it's ridiculous. all they have are years of me telling them flat out: "NO; YOU CAN'T TELL ME WHAT TO DO, I'M AN ADULT." There is NO proof other than them trying to get me into trouble because they made a mistake and are too proud to say"Hey, Look, I'm sorry, I fucked up, I'll leave her alone." next time you put someone on a drama website; actually, ask them for their side, or they might get mad. you never asked me for my counter proof; so I forced it. James has claimed a shit tone of things and there are no logs even of a phone call. Where's the proof of me bullying Zephyr? has anyone seen those logs? there are no logs of me knowing him BECAUSE I DO NOT KNOW HIM, this drama is because people made mistakes in attacking me, and wanna try anything and everything to get me in trouble to fix their lies. they need to stop and admit they made a&nbsp; mistake, and move on. simple. you cant get an investigation on me because James doesn't even have the correct timeline.&nbsp; There's no recorded proof of Zephyr, and I never ran the Apoc. you're the delusional ones, not me, for falling for a DRAMA THAT NEVER HAD ACTUAL PROOF OF THE ORIGINAL CLAIMS IN THE FIRST PLACE! THEY HAVE NO CAMERA RECORDED PROOF; NOTHING! They just are good manipulators making you THINK there is proof, or I'd have copies. They are GASLIGHTERS, NOT me, and good at it. they have NO life so they choose to start drama, from NOWHERE. Even KESS got sick of them. and they think:" Oh, I'm top dog. BITCH, I can take you on." and you can't , because you can't find a scandal that doesn't exist. only gullible people would fall for this drama, and I'm sorry I was one of them. there's no proof because Ronda did NOT raise me.
  • Real Talk: I Have people for my Syndrome & Disorder , I don't need you as staff anymore.
    • Real Talk: I Have people for my Syndrome & Disorder, I don't need you as staff anymore. Please stop trying to act as my Doctor Online, I come here for Friends and Socialization. Please stop. Thanks.
• 1/10/2021 - 12 Posts
  • More proof that Emily Rose is not me.
    • Video has been deleted.
  • I'd rather be Abnormal.
    • If Normal means hating on people for being different, then I'd rather be Abnormal.-EC
  • Guys; I seriously am just an idiot that got tired of being treated like crap by people because a parent didn't wanna teach me right. No Scandal, What Scandal? not my fault you assumed.
    • Guys; I seriously am just an idiot that got tired of being treated like crap by people because a parent didn't wanna teach me right. No Scandal, What Scandal? not my fault you assumed.
  • If you think there is a Scandal or Drama, you are a bigger idiot than myself.
    • If you think there is a Scandal or Drama, you are a bigger idiot than myself.
  • I AM NOT A CATFISH.
    • Do people even know what a Catfish actually IS? I clearly Cam verify myself. I'm NOT A CATFISH and I wish people would stop saying I am. Also; I haven't really had any romances! Urban Dictionary defines "catfish" as "someone who pretends to be someone they're not using Facebook or other social media to create false identities, particularly to pursue deceptive online romances." Alrice#9647 I can cam verify myself.
  • Name Changes were NOT TO TROLL PEOPLE: STOP BEING PARANOID.
    • I didn't do the name changes to troll people; I did them to stay away from Ronda and James, they don't need to be in my business, I don't talk about them unless they cause me issues. stay away from me and we'll be fine. forget I exist, we'll be fine. I don't love Ronda at all; and I don't see her as my Mom.-EC
  • People need to stop believing Ronda and James over me. heres why.
    • I'm THIRTY. A GROWN ASS WOMAN. I HAVE MY PAPERWORK; THEY DO NOT. THEY AREN'T EVEN AUTHORIZED.
  • Please come to me instead of LISTENING TO OTHER PEOPLE ABOUT *MY OPINIONS.* Thank you.
    • It's MY OPINION; WHY ARE YOU ASKING OTHER PEOPLE ABOUT *MY * OPINION WHEN STUFF ONLINE CAN BE FAKED?! This drama is backward as YOU NEVER EVEN GOT MY SCREENSHOT SIDES. and you wonder why I'm angry? BECAUSE I NEVER GOT TO GIVE MY SIDE! I HAD TO FORCE IT. THANKS TO PEOPLE WHO TRIED HIDING MY TRUTH. Alrice#9647 GET TO KNOW ME INSTEAD OF ASSUMING MY POSTS ARE MY PERSONALITY LIKE THE DRAMA PEOPLE DID. GUYS, MY PERSONALITY IS NOT AN ONLINE POST; MY PERSONALITY IS WHAT I PRESENT TO YOU LIVE. GET TO KNOW ME INSTEAD OF ASSUMING MY PERSONALITY IS A POST ONLINE. SERIOUSLY, ARE YOU THAT AFRAID TO COME to TALK TO ME? I'M NOT DANGEROUS LIKE THEY SAID I WAS. I'M JUST TICKED NO ONE IS WILLING TO COME ACTUALLY SPEAK TO ME AND HAVE A REAL CONVERSATION LIKE NORMAL ADULTS SHOULD ABOUT HOW THEY FEEL INSTEAD OF CAUSING DRAMA LIKE MORONS.
  • The reason I never listen: Sorry Not Sorry.
    • Sorry Haters, but do you own me? I don't think so. You aren't my mother, she's disowned me, and I her, so if you hate my guts? We use the block button over here. use it. it's a nifty little button that lets me avoid you. Don't like me but wanna follow me to make fun of me? You are rude, and not my type of person, Judgemental People be-gone, I'd rather befriend people like those in LGTBQ+ and Blacks,etc because I'm different too;&nbsp; White Supremacist Bullshit bedamned. I'm on their side; sorry not sorry Racist Rude Judgemental Bastards. but I'm judged on a daily myself for what I look like due to my syndrome, I understand being different, sorry you "Normies." can't. I'm sorry are you the law? no. are you my Doctor? no. are you Staff? No. If you are telling me to do a bad thing, I'm going to do the direct opposite. It's my life; not yours to lead. Sorry Not Sorry.
  • Goodbye Secondlife; and the reason for the drama, and Kess is RIGHT to make people see their faults?
    • I got sick of being picked on for being different. and picked on because I have a Syndrome and Babied. So I learned. got away from those people who forced me to be judgemental, and broke bridges, if I broke away from your friendship, ask yourself " WHY?" because I no longer want to be friends with people who judge others for who they are. I no longer want to be seen around those who " Are okay with being called a slut." and I no longer want to be deemed a Trollerist( Not a Word. I looked it up.), so take me seriously as to why I changed my friends. I chose the other side, the sane side. the logical side. I'm not into doing drugs, I'm into sanity. if I dropped you as a friend, and burned your bridge and did not ask you to come back, please stay gone. you do not mean anything to me because of the way you treated me. some of you used me for ideas; made fun of me because I took the Internet too seriously, and misspelled a lot; I have real friends that are pointing out my flaws in a healthy way instead of doing drama with me. I'd rather be thought of as smartish, and sane, so I'll be over here, roleplaying, enjoying things, instead of in a game where narcissistic people wanna ruin everything they touch, Kess was RIGHT to show people the light. and I'm sorry for getting angry at her, Secondlife made me a VERY TOXIC PERSON; and I don't want to go back. I took the people out that I cared deeply for, and it was a ban that I did eventually learn to not care about. if you are like that, I am sorry but you aren't a friend of mine, your a toxic person. Secondlife made me into someone who never took the blame for herself; a narcissistic person, and rude. I'm sorry for being like that, I'm glad I got banned, and into a much healthier form, I was addicted severely and it made me into a person I never want to be again, as long as those people stay in their own world; I'll be happy. If I didn't ask you to be on my Discord; You are NOT a friend of mine, and never have been. Sorry; but I didn't after all, think that EVERYONE was my friend. it's not my fault you assumed. I'm STILL not behind the Emily Rose Scandal. Look; I'm growing up and it's time people just learn to respect one another's space. Secondlife was fun while it lasted, but it isn't for me, I've found a place that I'm liked in. if you care more about that Virtual World than your reality.... you have an issue; banned or not, I thought a permanent "Goodbye." to make sure people understood that I don't even have an alt in the game, don't assume, just.. pretend I never existed. I can find something else to entertain my time with, I don't need virtual reality to cope with my depression anymore, which is why I was escaping, I am no longer depressed. I find it sad that people can't wake up and realize that. not my fault you all assumed I was stuck in the past. I no longer need it. I can find other things that I enjoy now, and have, and I've moved on. My addiction got broken when I got banned, and I realized I can save a lot of money with out it. so good bye, thanks for the lessons, but I don't need SecondLife anymore.
  • The reason you should avoid Akapigeonkickers Bullshit, and why he'll never get a case. and why the rest of them are NUTS. WHY I ACTUALLY WENT INTO THE MEDICAL WARD.
    • If You find Akapigeonkickers BULL CRAP: DO NOT FALL FOR IT I HAVE BEEN ASKING HIM TO STOP. He is DELUSIONAL AND CRAZY AND THINK'S I'M AN EVIL TROLLERIST&nbsp; WHO IS OUT TO GET HIM WHEN ALL I WANT IS LEFT ALONE. He didn't give the entire story and the story he gives is untrue which is why no one can get it investigated, DO NOT FALL FOR HIS DRAMA. Yes; there are phone calls that I have left him, but if you actually paid attention to some of them, I have been legit screaming at him to leave me alone. This drama is ridiculous he's not even my Father, if you ask him the date, he refuses to tell you it, whereas I know the date; it's a delusional man that's been after me for three years for a phone call that I never even knew how to make. IT NEVER HAPPENED. I don't even know the VA PHONE NUMBER, so DO NOT WASTE YOUR TIME WITH THIS DRAMA. NO; I AM NOT TRYING TO HIDE FROM IT; I AM FLAT OUT SAYING, IT IS A WILD GOOSE CHASE. The Cops already have seen my proof, and he doesn't realize it. but I'm a bluntly honest person to the point I've given the public my medical chart. They don't think anything of mine is real; yet I have pointed out logically that I can't fake a medical website, let alone code a custom website in the span of that hour. they accuse me of all crazy stuff because they are THAT Paranoid and don't wanna take their medication right. This all started because AKApigeonkicker LIED TO PEOPLE ABOUT ME BECAUSE OF IT HE MADE ME PARANOID AND he got MAD when I accused him of Hacking. I'm Sorry I accused him of Hacking, it's clearly not the case, he clearly isn't smart enough to realize that he's never getting a case for proof he doesn't have. the drama is just that, drama, because of one man and woman not respecting someone's privacy. it got a little out of hand and assumptions were made, I would never lie to people and scam others. it's a wild goose chase, and he'll be ticked when he realizes he just wasted time for three years; because he treated me like crap. he's not nice like he pretends to be, and their "Evidence." is just years of me shouting nonsense ON PURPOSE; because I got fed up. I went into the medical ward due to the heart issue I now have because people put me under too much pressure.&nbsp; I did NOT go insane. I learned I have Schizo-Affective Disorder; which is NOT Schizophrenia. It's MOOD SWINGS, and I was on the wrong pills because DUMBASS and DUMBER decided to get involved. DO NOT TOUCH MY MEDICAL I AM ON THE CORRECT MEDICATION NOW FOR MYSELF. IF YOU PUT ME ON SOCIOPATHIC MEDS, SOMETHING I NEVER HAD, I WILL HAVE HEART ISSUES. YOU CANNOT DIAGNOSE ME, YOU GUYS ARE NOT MY DOCTORS; SO PLEASE STOP TRYING.
  • You don't understand me. Here's why I'm NOT Sociopathic. And here's why you are wrong.
    • I'd rather embrace my #strangeness than be seen as a normie who judges others for who they are as a person, or for their skin tone, etc. I'd rather be Abnormal, than Normal because Normies tend to have a habit of judging the weird, the strange, the skin, the sexual orientation and I'd rather not. have you got my point yet? you had me wrong if you think I'm Transphobic or anything against #lgtbqcommunity. You don't see me judging you for who you are; so why judge me? oh, wait, because you are a judgemental asshole who doesn't care about anything other than themselves, and assumed I was an evil sociopathic monster by a few posts; you assumed, which was your downfall. get to know me and understand that I'm still learning about #lgbtqrights and #LGTBQpride I'm #Pansexualromanticdemisexual. I don't see the body, I see the #Personality. If you assumed I hated #LGTBQ+ because I don't "Sound LGTBQ?" you are sadly mistaken, not all of us wanna come out of the closet, but it's becoming safer again slowly. VERY slowly. and it is not illegal for me to wanna date for personality. I'd rather be on this side of things than Christians because you guys forgot your own rules, and hate is one of the biggest sins around, you can't judge in the bible; it's apart of the rules; so I'll be over here, while you remember what it is like to be a real Christian. You can't pass judgment on a life that isn't yours to pass judgment on, it is not your job, you aren't the law. or a mod, or staff. if you have a problem with my opinions, please block me and move on, because I'd rather be abnormal, than normal. because it seems to me, that is "Normal?" is picking on people for who they are, or wish to be, and I want no part of it. I'm crossing the line, burning bridges, I can find friends who appreciate me for me, if you didn't get asked to come back, ask yourselves why? it's because you are judgemental and I don't do that. you assumed wrong; just by a single post, or thread, that I'm Sociopathic. you don't know my emotions, and you sure as hell don't understand me. I can't be told I'm Sociopathic by online posts; If I was sociopathic I'd have no feelings for others; just because I don't have feelings for you, or James, or Ronda? you deem me Sociopathic? not how this works;l have every right to not feel love for them, I love my friends who don't judge me, or assume they know me. the people assuming I'm sociopathic refuse to learn about me face to face, or via Internet, and are probably scared to accept someone as weird as me in their friend's group; maybe get to know that weirdo and you'll see that I just wanna be accepted among you, as long as you aren't judgemental assholes for who I am. I'm DIFFERENT. and it's time you learned to accept that not everyone is going to be the same in life, people have layers like onions, and you can't cry every time someone is unique and wants to try it a different way, look at Alexander Hamilton, the dude invented Democracy. he created something pretty unique, and in my opinion, people forgot who they really are: America is a place for FREEDOM and judging people based on skin tone? what are we in the olden days? come on guys, it's 2021, we've moved past that.I care; I just don't care for those people who have hurt me in the past.I love my friends, I love who I have met through this process that has actually been nice, and I love people who treat me with respect; instead of for the way I sounded or looked; etc. it's actually nice that people don't just see me as a disabled, or with a syndrome. I shouldn't have to make an excuse of why I am born, nor should anyone with a different skin tone from me. I can see it both ways, so please stop assuming I'm racist, because I'm far from it, and stop assuming I'm a bully, that's from people whining because I hurt their ego. It's time you realized WHY I hurt your ego, and to shut up. Abnormal is rising, and you are no longer even considered a thing Normies. I'd rather be different, being the same is boring.

 

[GenociderSyo]

Spoiler: January Part 3

• 1/11/2021 - 14 Posts
  • All of my Information on Hacking, Etc, is: What is ACTUALLY FAKE? the context. the truth. READ.
    • GOOGLED; WHICH IS NOT A CRIME. ALL OF IT. I'm NOT an "Evil Computer Genius Trollerist." guys, I'm just someone that knew how to toss her cards in right with the right words to say by GOOGLING INFORMATION. Or YouTubing or asking my friends who code; for help on how to defend from a hacker, or someone who speaks binary. it is NOT A CRIME TO ASK FOR INFORMATION ON-IT SO I CAN LEARN HOW TO PROTECT MYSELF BETTER. Some of it may not even be correct; I was FAKING being smart, which you took for lying about everything else; it is NOT my life that I faked, I faked being smart like that, to fool you so you didn't hurt anyone else with Gaslighting, which the people I was dealing with do. they avoid the topic, they try to lie about it all the time, I'm aware they think I'm just entertainment, which is wrong. what was fake? was me knowing jack about hacking, "Black Webbing." IS NOT A REAL THING."ANTI TROLLING." IS NOT A REAL THING. Both are things I made up on the fly because I got sick and tired of being trolled by people who don't research FACT FIRST and just assume I'm an idiot because of what I post. I lied about being a Savant, or a Genius, NOT about my life. ya'll are just that paranoid; why do I have a reason to lie about my life? I'm no one special.not my fault you all are paranoid.
  • Findom is NOT A JOB FOR ME.
    • Findom is NOT A JOB FOR ME. Just gonna state that loud and clear; if a MAN or WOMAN OR SOMEONE chooses to spoil me, that's on them. I Do NOT have a set price list. So what they pick is on them entirely. You might consider me more a Dominate Sugar Baby. with out the sex.
  • Please Learn The CORRECT DEFFINITION OF A FETISH: WARNING : FINDOMS DO NOT HAVE SEX WITH YOUR SUBS, IT COULD COUNT AS PROSTITUTION.
    • fet-ish /ˈfediSH/ Learn to pronounce noun a form of sexual desire in which gratification is linked to an abnormal degree to a particular object, item of clothing, part of the body, etc. "Victorian men developed fetishes focusing on feet, shoes, and boots"
    • DOES NOT INVOLVE SEX. IT IS A SEXUAL *DESIRE* AS IN NOT ACTING UPON SEX.<br/><br/>LEARN YOUR ACTUAL FETISH BEFORE YOU MAKE A MISTAKE BECAUSE YOU COULD BE&nbsp; IN TROUBLE IF YOU HAVE SEX WITH A SUB FOR MONEY.
    • Prostitution /ˌprästəˈt(y)o-oSH(ə)n/ Learn to pronounce noun the practice or occupation of engaging in sexual activity with someone for payment.
  • The BDSM TOPIC AND SEX WORKER? I AM NOT A SEX WORKER.
    • I have no Problems with Sex Workers; but I do not categorize my #Findom as a Job there for I do not categorize myself as a Sex Worker; as I do not have sex with my subs, which is prostitution. #Findom isn't Prostitution. I have no problems with people who choose to do that. But please do not categorize me in with them, as I do not have a price list; I have a wishlist. I have no problems with people who choose to live that lifestyle; it is just not for me. I do not treat Findom as a Job; as they are not paying me for a service; instead of gifting me from my wishlist. Which is how it's SUPPOSED to run. Any Findom having Sex with their subs is prostitution and wrong. REAL Findom DOES NOT HAVE A PRICE LIST. Those are considered SEX WORKERS; and they state it loud and clear; I am a Findom that is by definition : Financial domination Financial domination is a sexual fetish, in particular, a practice of dominance and submission, where a submissive will give gifts and money to a financial dominant. a Sex Worker: A sex worker is a person who is employed in the sex industry. The term is used in reference to all those in all areas of the sex industry, including those who provide direct sexual services. Wikipedia I AM NOT A SEX WORKER. I AM A FINDOM. LEARN THE DIFFERENCES. You might consider me a switch, but I'm a very hard switch to convince to submit. only certain types will get me to do this; and understand that I am a very much so, brat when I wanna be. I have rules; limitations, etc, and I'm not into having a Master like BDSM. I am polite; but I don't do submission, sorry. only ever been one to make me submit, I'm very picky. BDSM IS NOT SOMETHING I AM INTO; SORRY, I'm into FINDOM and fetishes like that. I know a few Masters if BDSM tickles your fancy and you'd like to dive into it. ( As a fellow Dom I have friends.) FINDOM SHOULD NOT BE LABELED SEX WORK BECAUSE IF IT IS LABELED SEX WORK IT BECOMES PROSTITUTION AS IT INVOLVES MONEY. IF YOU INVOLVE MONEY AND SEX YOU ARE BREAKING THE LAW; DO NOT DO THIS. IT IS WRONG FINDOM. MEN GET OFF ON HAVING GIVEN A WOMAN MONEY AND GIFTS; IT IS A BACKWARDS SUGAR DADDY SITUATION.The "Daddy." is a paypig which is very submissive instead of wanting Romance in return, he , she, they, them, etc, would like to"Worship." The Mistress, etc, with gifts of appreciation, etc.The "Mistress." Etc, then takes them on as a submissive, in my case I have been more a friend, and mentor, than a dom, as some Subs want Friendship from me more than anything.Findom is it's OWN Fetish field and should remain treated as such. SEX WORKER IS A JOB AND THEREFOR NOT WHAT I REPRESENT.I HAVE NO PROBLEMS WITH SEX WORKERS. I JUST HAVE ISSUES WITH PEOPLE WHO CATEGORIZE FINDOM + SEX IN THE SAME SENTENCE WITHOUT THINKING THEY CAN GET IN TROUBLE FOR PROSTITUTION. GAINING MONEY OR IT TURNS INTO PROSTITUTION. PROSTITUTION IS ILLEGAL IN THE UNITED STATES, UNSURE ABOUT UK. pros-ti-tu-tion /ˌprästəˈt(y)o-oSH(ə)n/ Learn to pronounce noun the practice or occupation of engaging in sexual activity with someone for payment. DO NOT HAVE SEX FOR MONEY IT IS ILLEGAL. AS SUGAR BABY SITES STATE" AS LONG AS THEY ARE BEING PAID FOR OTHER THINGS LIKE COMPANIONSHIP; IT IS NOT PROSTITUTION." SUGAR BABIES HAVE HAD TO FIGHT THIS FOR YEARS.DO YOUR RESEARCH PROPERLY BEFORE DIVING INTO BDSM, FINDOM, ETC.AND DO NOT ASSUME SOMEONE IS INTO SEX FOR MONEY BASED ON WORDS ONLY. PLEASE READ ABOUT THEM AND UNDERSTAND WHAT IT IS. O NOT ASSUME
  • How would you all honestly feel if I : Didn't give you a chance to grow up?
    • How would you all honestly feel if I: Didn't give you a chance to grow up? Please stop trying to take mine away. Thanks, EC.
  • MORE PROOF THAT I DO NOT STEAL MY EDITS. MORE WAKE UP CALL. DEAR LAMBYDANCE.
    • I can't fake it if it's live- , guys, it's coming directly from my Pc; please explain to me how&nbsp; I can fake a live stream, seriously, because you have to have a specific code in order to stream right? there are no fake streams, I use OBS, I can't put a code in there. it comes from the PC. You have all become so paranoid that you deem a LIVE COMPUTER FEED FAKE. WAKE UP CALL. This is because I got held back and you ticked me off to learn more. I did another that LambyDance seemed to like more of; this time she's at the carnival. I apologize to LambyDance for how I came off I was rude; I just want her to understand I'm not a thief and to please share these.
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  • I AM NOT TRYING TO GET FAME OR CLOUT; PLEASE UNDERSTAND THIS IS A SERIOUS MATTER.
    • PLEASE DO NOT THINK I AM TRYING TO GET FAME OR CLOUT BY LINKING MY PROOF. I AM JUST TRYING TO FIX #akapigeonkicker's lies by showing people the real video proof that his timeline is off; if they choose to subscribe to me, that is on them. LET ME HELP STOP HIM. #Gaslighting is SERIOUS and should not be a thing. Stop trolling me and Link my video proof against him so he stops. DO THE RIGHT THING. THESE ARE THE RIGHT ACCOUNTS THAT #akapigeonkicker is BLOCKED on, and should have no access to; which proves he knows some form of hacking. PLEASE DO NOT FALL FOR HIM.
    • Links to all but 1 of the three videos were deleted videos. Other links were to known accounts.
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  • Proof I edit my own AMV's since assholes want to hide it. PROOF THIS EDITING STYLE BELONGS TO ME.
    • See? I don't steal. Is it my fault we have a similar style? and I mistake hers for one of mine? I took it down immediately. Bridney was just an honest mistake, we do have a similar editing style, she's evolved, mine stayed, which means this style actually is mine.Bridney isn't a thief, it's just something learned from me, and shared with others. DO NOT HARASS HER. SHE DID NOT STEAL; SHE EVOLVED. BRIDNEY DID NOT LEARN FROM ME, SOME OTHERS DID. MORE THAN LIKELY SHE LEARNED FROM ONE OF THEM. OR ON HER OWN. ;I DO NOT USE AFTER EFFECTS: I HAVE LEARNED HOW TO MIMIC IT BY USING PLUGINS.
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  • I deeply apologize about any drama I have presented, please get them help.
    • I deeply apologize for any drama I have presented, please get them help. I was just trying to have people see me for me, not as my parents. or someone else; and it went about the wrong way, please don't be paranoid over me, I know I can have a short fuse, but I would never hurt a person; you scared, I understand, but please, I am begging you, to stop the trolling and hear me. My life is my life; and it's time you respect that I decide to be LGTBQ+, not you. I decide to respect Blacks, Not you, I decide my choices in life, my mistakes, everything, I am asking for people not for forgiveness, but to be allowed to have my life begin.&nbsp; I wanna learn, and do things, instead of being banished because of some rumor; I wanna re-earn my trust back. fairly, but I want you people who have been causing the drama more,to back off, and stay away because you are no friend of mine anymore. I have friends, I don't need you. my depression made me think everyone was my friend, I no longer am depressed, or sad, or lonely even, I have love in my life; now please, I urge you to stop this drama, stop the bull crap, and get James and Ronda Medical help. I'm trying to show that I care so people stop thinking I'm Sociopathic. I'm NOT Sociopathic; I urge you to stop this drama. because it'll go nowhere, and wind up with no one getting the proper help they need, I urge the Internet to think about your own Family, even if I'm the black sheep if you saw someone having Delusions and thinking about beating up people; you'd be concerned instead of having fun Trolling them. Please convince James and Ronda both to get Medical attention, I never sent those people. I am BEGGING the Internet. stop this mess, and realize I'm just trying to show care. I apologize for showing it the wrong way, I never knew any better, I know now better. Please. do the right thing, get James and Ronda Medical care. James is severely traumatized due to the war, and if you cared or looked up Veteran information, you'd get him help and listen. Please Hear me, and take me seriously, because James could've severely injured himself, or others, and I am not responsible. He's dangerous, please, listen. Stop trolling me and understand I'm trying to show Empathy, not meanness. I just do it bluntly. I never want to come off as a bully, please hear me. I'm sorry if I ever came off as a bully, truly, I just have a different way, I want you to listen. stop this nonsense.
  • Truth's been out for years, asshole's have just been hiding it.+ Proof I DO NOT STEAL MY DISNEY EDITS.
    • Get to know me instead of assuming what someone else said was true, because my opinions heavily differ. I don't hate Black People; I am not Transphobic, I just said something wrong by mistake, and I'm sorry for it truly. I don't trace my artwork, I have live streams up to prove this, and no one was able to see it due to mean people trying to hide my truth. Please let people see the truth, instead of covering up your lies. it's okay to make mistakes. I'm not angry at that, I'm angry that no one is letting people see the real me. by sharing my products, etc, and letting them see how the posts differ. PLEASE share my videos so people can see an entirely different person behind the camera and understand I mean them no harm, I'm NOT Multi Personalities; I'm someone who's been framed for shit I didn't do. or would ever do. Their posts conflict with my opinion's heavily, and I want people safe around me, right now people are too scared to contact me, and I don't want that, please STOP putting up fake posts about me being a danger, please STOP trying to ruin my reputation over a lie you made a mistake with, just DROP THE DRAMA and END IT. It's time. I will be less angry with you if you all just DROP THE DRAMA, DELETE, AND MOVE ON LET ME GET KNOWN *PROPERLY.* SHARE MY STUFF INSTEAD OF HIDING THE FACT THAT THE TRUTH&nbsp; HAS BEEN ; OUT FOR YEARS PLEASE STOP FALLING FOR AISLINN, JAMES, RONDA'S DRAMA, IT'S FALSE. Also is it my fault we have a limited amount of programs and some of us have a similar style to one another? or just happened to learn the same style as another? I'm older than some of you, so please respect that I came first. Unless you are older than Thirty, there is no way you can be an original editor. I've been doing this since age NINE. and my stories remained the same, I started editing Disney on a Vista Computer. You all failed to realize that I was learning how to stream. stop falling for drama and realize I have proof against them already.
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  • I want to be able to share my identity properly with out being deemed a fake. please understand this.
    • HAPPY PRIDE. I am truly PansexualRomanticDemi, which means I date for personality. It is not YOUR CHOICE OF WHO I AM. Are YOU ME? No. so there-for why are you complaining when it comes to OTHER PEOPLE'S SEXUALITY? ARE YOU IN THEIR BED? DO YOU SLEEP WITH THE PARTNER? NO? THAN STOP. LOGICALLY SPEAKING IF YOU AREN'T SEEING THEM HAVE SEX THAN WHY ARE YOU COMPLAINING? You can't sometimes even TELL if someone is LGTBQ+ or not, so why complain? It's a VERY stupid complaint if you ask me. Are you me? Do you sleep with my partners? No? then shut the hell up. Dating for personality isn't illegal in the slightest, and you older folk need to wake up and realize why this complaint of LGTBQ+ is VERY&nbsp; wrong and illogical; if you aren't in their bed, WHY DO YOU COMPLAIN!? IF YA DON'T LIKE WHAT YA SEE; GO THE OTHER WAY. DON'T waste TIME HATING, just - this is the most illogical argument, ever, if you ask me. if you don't like seeing same-sex couples; etc, don't watch.so if I start complaining that I see Man X Woman on public grounds kissing then would you listen to my logic? and understand why your counter-argument is just illogical? If you do not like LGTBQ+ do not befriend them, and look them up on purpose; seriously. it's THAT easy, why waste time and energy complaining about a movement that makes you clearly uncomfortable and it's mainly because you all can't look up the information and READ WHAT IT IS TRULY ABOUT.< READ WHAT LGBTQ+ STANDS FOR BECAUSE I AM DAMN SURE IT'LL CHANGE YOUR MIND JUST AS IT DID ME. I WANNA BE ABLE TO SHARE WHO I AM WITHOUT FEAR OF "WHITE SUPREMACISTS." coming in and going" YOU CAN'T BE LGBTQ+&nbsp; YOU DON'T SOUND IT." JUST BECAUSE I DON'T SOUND IT DOESN'T MEAN I'M NOT DISABLED. IT'S THE SAME FOR LGTBQ+ "DO NOT JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER." EVER LEARN THAT? IT'S TIME TO START. it means DO NOT JUDGE SOMEONE ON THE WAY THEY ACT, LOOK, ETC, it goes for Disabled, etc. stop JUDGING and LEARN. THANK YOU.
  • Please stop asking James and Ronda for information, I'm THIRTY. they are not authorized; I mean NO HARM.
    • There is NO reason for people to be paranoid over me, because of James's Delusional issues not realizing Fact over Fiction, I can't code like he can; there-for I cannot code a medical website in a DAY to try and lie to you guys, you have all forgotten reality if you think I'd be able to code a MEDICAL WEBSITE WHEN I HAVE REPEATEDLY TOLD YOU I DO NOT CODE LIKE THAT. I CAN'T MAKE A WEBSITE FROM SCRATCH, DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA OF HOW LONG IT TAKES TO CODE A WEBSITE?! IT TAKES MONTHS GUYS. Where is your logic? I don't sit here faking my stuff, I'm not the one who knows binary. James is. I don't even have Visuino installed because I don't know it. It's not my fault James is not taking his medication right and is so paranoid he doesn't realize logic anymore. He thinks we are at war, if you participate in the drama, be prepared for nothing to happen. Why? because there isn't anything there; because there is no scandel. It's just a MAN THAT NEEDS TO GET OFF THE NET AND SEE REALITY LIKE I DID; FOR A WHILE BECAUSE I NEVER MADE THAT PHONE CALL WHICH IS WHAT STARTED THIS ENTIRE THING. I DO NOT CARE IF JAMES EXISTS. I JUST CARE THAT HE'S ACTING LIKE HE KNOWS MY HISTORY WHEN HE ISN'T CORRECT AT ALL. I MEAN YOU NO HARM WHAT SO EVER; IF JAMES SAID I MEANT HARM, IT IS A&nbsp; LIE, AND CONFLICTS WITH MY STATEMENTS. PLEASE COME TO ME ABOUT MY OPINIONS INSTEAD. DO NOT PUT WORDS IN MY MOUTH. OR ON MY HANDS AS TYPING IS A THING. PLEASE COME TO ME REGARDING ME AS JAMES AND RONDA ARE NOT GUARDIANS ARE NOT FAMILY I CONSIDER FAMILY AND DO NOT HAVE LEGAL RIGHTS TO ME, I AM&nbsp; A THIRTY-YEAR-OLD WOMAN, WITH LEGAL RIGHTS.</p><p> DO NOT COME TO MY ''PARENT.'' AS I DO NOT LIVE WITHIN THE SAME STATE EITHER. I MEAN INCLUDING JAMES AND RONDA NO HARM,&nbsp; I JUST WANT to be LEFT ALONE. TO DO ART, TO ROLEPLAY, AND HAVE PEOPLE COME TO *ME * INSTEAD OF THEM, ABOUT MYSELF. I'M A LEGAL THIRTY-YEAR-OLD; PLEASE STOP ASKING OTHER PEOPLE ABOUT ME, YOU DON'T HAVE YOUR MOMMIES AND DADDIES EXPLAINING ABOUT YOU, WHAT MAKES IT SO IT'S OKAY FOR YOU TO ASK THEM ABOUT ME? NEWSFLASH, IT'S NOT. IT'S MY PERSONAL INFORMATION NOT THEIR, SO PLEASE STOP.
  • Please stop Categorizing Me, I hate titles. LET ME SHOW YOU WHO I AM.
    • Not ALL PEOPLE ARE GAY IN LGTBQ+. I had to learn this one the hard way, mine is Pansexualdemiromantic, it is apart of the +. I am INTJ-A Personality. STOP ASSUMING PEOPLE ARE SOMETHING BY THE WAY THEY LOOK, SOUND, ETC, IT IS NOT A CRIME TO SIMPLY *ASK*, SOMEONE, (MEANING THE PERSON) ABOUT THEMSELVES INSTEAD OF LISTENING TO RUMOR; ETC. STOP, AND ASK. you'd be surprised at what you got by asking. most celebrities are also being friendlier nowadays due to rumors because they don't want untruth either. so stop assuming you know someone, and just ASK them, I have SEVERAL contacts, etc. simply ASK me for my opinions instead of assuming by a post you randomly read in the past somewhere. my opinions have CHANGED from those times. so please; stop assuming I'm a one-note person. Please do not diagnose people either unless you&nbsp;genuinely a registered doctor sitting with them in the office; you hate me based on past opinions that I had because I was naive and unaware of who I truly was even for LGTBQ+ I'm still learning about who I am because people locked me in a box so to speak; I'm NOT A LIAR; I'm just changing, and change happens. 'm GROWING UP and it's time people realized it; let me. I'm THIRTY now, I can't do what I used to do . I can't whine and cry all the time, I can't be immature. I can like cartoons, but they aren't my entire world anymore, and I want people to stop assuming I live in the past. LET ME GROW. and you may see a different person entirely. I was a whiny bitch at times, and I'm still learning, I was a Karen, I'm trying VERY HARD NOT TO BE ANYMORE, so please, STOP categorizing me.</span> and let me show you my personality. Thanks.
  • The reason the truth is coming out; I'm ending this drama, because James needs medical attention. heres why.
    • The reason the truth is coming out; I'm ending this drama, because James needs medical attention. He isn't taking his medication right and I wish people would stop trolling and realize that he's a very sick paranoid man who needs to back off of me and wake up. I had my medical attention, it's his turn, I don't want him in my life, and he needs to ask the Doctor for help; his Delusions are just that, Delusions, he never beat up people at his house, I never sent anyone out. if he did, he honestly beat up a stranger, who could sue him. I am very concerned over James's health and reality as he refuses to understand that I mean him no harm, I'm NOT a terror or whatever he calls me, I'm just someone that's been trying to grow up and get away from a parent who doesn't understand that I want my life to begin. I WANT people to realize why this drama happened because people withheld me from life, I learned a lot about myself, I learned I like salad, I learned who I was. I want my support team, not my parent, I don't need Ronda. I need them to understand I mean them no harm, but they need to get medical attention because if James thinks he beat up someone, it is actually against Michigan Law.&nbsp; a person can sue him, I NEVER sent people over, EVER, I would never because James is VERY DANGEROUS right now due to severe post-trauma due to the war. I looked this information up because of it, and veterans are known to have it, so please; I urge you to get him help. instead of making fun of the situation because&nbsp; I know damned well a lot of you know between fake and real. stop making fun of this situation; and get HIM help, stop trailing me, and have them understand I don't want to hurt them. it's paranoia, and it's time it's stopped, I didn't do this to them, it's their own illness. I've been trying to say this for months now that James is severely paranoid for no reason. I didn't make phone calls, there were no sex bedroom claims, the bomb would've been on the news and it wasn't, so please STOP trolling and accept that James needs medical attention, and so does Ronda; they are taking Xanax which is a&nbsp; strong pill that shouldn't be taken, they need to stop self-diagnosing themselves, and get professionals to help. I would NEVER EVER EVER SEND SOMEONE TO THEIR HOUSE BECAUSE JAMES IS SOMETHING THAT I ADVISE PEOPLE TO STAY *AWAY* FROM DUE TO HIS ANGER ISSUES. IT IS A DANGEROUS PLACE AND I HAD TO GET MEDICAL HELP AS WELL BECAUSE OF HOW BAD THEY ACT. PLEASE TAKE ME SERIOUS AND STAY AWAY FROM IT. I'm sorry, but I'm doing this BLUNTLY so people can see me trying to get them help, instead of thinking I'm an enemy. it's not okay. please urge them to get medical assistance. They are talking like they are still at war, and it's terrible. I noticed this a few weeks back, but no one takes me seriously because of what I said, so I'm trying to reword myself. DO NOT GO TO JAMES AND RONDA'S HOUSE AT ALL RIGHT NOW BECAUSE JAMES THINK'S EVERYONE IS AN ENEMY THAT HE DOES NOT RECOGNIZE. GET YOUR HEADS OUT OF THE INTERNET MENTALITY AND TAKE ME SERIOUS. DO NOT GO WITH THAT MAN BECAUSE HE IS DELUSIONAL AND THINK'S HE BEAT UP TWO PEOPLE I NEVER SENT. TAKE ME SERIOUSLY.
• 1/12/2021 - 2 Posts
  • The real Story Of Emily: IT's time people realize I'm not nutso .MY SIDE. ( The real side.)
    • Hello, I'm Emily, it is lovely to meet you all, I was born on November Twenty, and I'm age Thirty ( as of this post.) for most of my life I was told I couldn't do much due to my Syndrome Velo Cardio Facial Syndrome. I was a happy kid for a while; grew up partway with my Mother; sure she drank too much and got off her meds, but I was semi-happy...until I realized all of our food was being given to our roommates, and we had none. My mother was very Neglectful of us; and I was old enough ish to start realizing the truth: LIFE SUCKED. Grandma was the one who really was taking care of us, and paying for my Mom's stuff; (As an Adult I later learned this. ) so I ran off with my brother in a little red wagon, the Police eventually caught up with us, and a court case eventually happened, to where I was put in Foster Care temporarily (Which is the confusion I wasn't permanent. we were just there long enough for my Grandma to win custody.) As time went on, we eventually lived in Melvindale with my Grandma, where she resided. We had a kitty named Kitty Girl, and I went back to being happy; they tried many medications on me when I was in kindergarten, and turns out not many worked for me, until nowadays where I am taking a&nbsp; med that actually has me remembering that I really liked school; during this time period my Mother had moved back in, and fighting began, I was about Nine than. That's when the troubles began, for you see at some point my mother had been married to a man named Steve; and I really liked him, he was artsy. we got along, but then out of nowhere it seems, that a man named Jim/James, came in and took over; they went to Texas for years. and I got into Computers, learning that I had a bit of skill, after all, my Mother you see, would always put me down, as if I was some mistake, don't feel sorry for me, because later in life I learned that trusting her was a mistake, and I've since disowned her. During the time of my Grandma, she was a lovely lady who helped me with my school work, even cooked for my friends. This is why I get mad when ever someone tells me that's not true because I have several witnesses to prove otherwise. My School began noticing at about Twelve Thirteen. That I was severely mistreated and held back because of my Syndrome I was born with. Turns out I had a brain and could move on from Sped ( That's why the confusion I wasn't always in Sped.) which is Special Ed. I took Speech Class; and Graduated from that, as I was originally in Middle School a Selective Mute; due to problems going on at home. I was always strange, a bit too overbearing, and I'm sorry about that, I didn't know Socialskills because my Grandma couldn't also understand why I learned differently. I learned I liked Poetry and had a knack for art. My art isn't that good yet, because I'm still learning body proportions, as I originally drew Cats, dogs, etc. (Due to his Gaslighting I lost a lot of memory. around this time. ) This Man that came into my life, had pushed me into a Tar pit we had in the back to fix the back wall of the house, and scared me to the point I locked myself in my room. I became withdrawn because Ronda was back, and I knew arguments would happen again. Eventually, I joined Secondlife; and met my friends whom I live a city away from now. All my life I have been told "I'm an idiot." by my Mother who doesn't understand that I learn differently; and need different techniques, this is why I banned her eventually from going to any more IEP's and requested my Grandma, until the day she passed on. I had my first boyfriend in Senior Year; he was nice, but we ended it and since then I've only honestly had four guys; because my mother was with so many, I didn't wanna end up like her.&nbsp; I locked myself away in my room hoping that someone would notice my misery because I was stuck in a household full of drugs, and people doing weed, that I wasn't into, and am allergic to; I later found out everyone did weed, and I have no problem with people doing it, just don't do it around me. Everyone in that house was severely depressive and had issues. All I did was stay locked in a messy room because I refused to leave it due to my own depression, I was severely depressed because my Grandma sadly passed away, and no one could understand how much of a loss that was to me, she was the person who eventually learned to accept that I'm a different type of learner: HANDS-ON. I learn while doing, and I can't learn the way you guys do.( Trust me I've Tried.) My IQ was originally tested at Seventy Seven, which means I'm not completely stupid. Gaslighting made my ego rise; and it was due to the man that scared me, he sent shivers up and down my spine the day I met him, he was TERRIFYING to me, and I didn't wanna admit it to my Mother, or him, or he'd have power over me.&nbsp; But my Human instincts told me to stay away from him so I did. I've been to Newyork City, and Gettysburg PA during the time my Grandma was alive; I was actually living a normal life which is why the sudden switch. My Grandma was the key and now my Friend is the key. without my friend, I never would've learned what it means to be an Adult. I can pay my bills now, and more, I'm not anything special other than a Woman who wants people to stop lying about her history and realize the real one.My Grandma was amazing for taking us kids in when Ronda cared too much about herself, and she should feel ashamed for damaging the reputation of not just her OWN MOTHER; but her Daughter as well. I left some detail's out because it's not my story to share. In short: My life turned upside down the second James walked in and that's also the reason I started making accounts to hide from HIM. NOT YOU GUYS. I was hiding from HIM. due to him being the computer tech he was, I wanted nothing to do with the man, until I, unfortunately, had no choice but to live in their home, he complained that I was trying to take over his house? WHY WOULD I WANT A HOUSE THAT ISN'T MINE TO TAKE OVER? I was blamed for several things, and I just want my real story out. The reason it's conflicting with James is that he isn't my Father, he wasn't there, and I don't respect him because he lied. if he backed off, if Aislinn and they backed off, and let my real story show, I'd appreciate it. I just want to do the right thing, the "Fake." part of this? was me continuing to be stupid. I wanted to prove to people I was actually capable; I make mistakes, and I'm sorry about the ego. I was wrong to act that way and I know what caused it, and I'm trying to stay away from it. that's why I keep asking people for help; I don't like James, I don't want him around my accounts, or name This is the real story. There are no Crimes in it; there's no Sex Dungeon Bed ( What in the actual fuck?.? ) and I didn't send two people to his house, I'd rather stay far away to the point I moved states I thought moving states would make a point: DO NOT FIND ME JAMES OR RONDA. FORGET I EXIST. MY MOTHER IS GONE, GRANDMA IS MY MOM IN MY EYES; RONDA IS NOT. I'm just a woman who lost her Grandma due to Cancer and went into severe depression due to it, thus being easy for James to Gaslight, I apologize for any "Delusional" statements I may have made during my figuring out this; I feel as though Aislinn is going to be pissed when she's able to realize that I've been "AWOKEN." most of this time, and James has not been. I'm NOT ROYALTY, I'm NOT HITLERS KID ( WHERE DID THAT COME FROM? I SAID ROMANOV LINE, NOT KID.YES; I REMEMBER BECAUSE I WAS ACTUALLY WASTING YOUR TIME TO FIGURE OUT WHO WAS LYING ABOUT ME LONG ENOUGH TO GATHER ENOUGH PEOPLE SO THEY CAN SHARE THE REAL TRUTH. I JUST WANT TO CLEAR MY NAME OFFICIALLY. PLEASE LET ME. THANK YOU. -EC)
  • The Threats? If I seem like I have two personalities; here's why. WARNING: DO NOT FALL FOR THIS. RETIRED NAMES.
    • Sorry; but I don't threaten people with Weaponry( Sorry not sorry but I'd rather threaten to sue if people try stealing my stuff. it is not my job to take your life. ) I know that my accounts were hacked why else would I up and abandon accounts to hide? I'm BLUNTLY HONEST ABOUT MY ID; ETC. and you think I have a reason to hide? WillowTheWay is a hacked account that got stolen, and a few others are as well; if they are threatening you, it is not me, I managed to get back a few old emails I had and fixed it which is why it seems like I have two personalities in one. I am NOT a multi-personality disorder; someone hacked the account. DO NOT EVER FALL FOR AN ACCOUNT THAT IS "HARASSING." YOU BY THREATENING YOU; NEVER TAKE MY OVER TALKATIVE NATURE AS SPAMMING YOU; I JUST LIKE A GOOD CONVERSATION.&nbsp; I WILL NEVER ASK YOU FOR PERSONAL INFORMATION UNLESS it's SIMPLE LIKE YOUR FAVORITE COLOR. I WILL NEVER ASK YOU FOR MONEY. FINDOM DOESN'T HAVE A SET PRICE LIST AND I'VE SINCE LEFT IT BEHIND AS, OF TODAY, I DECIDED TO FOCUS ON MY ARTWORK, ANYONE USING MY PROFILE PICTURES WITH NO SIGNATURE ON THEM MEANS THEY HAVE EDITED THEM. DO NOT FALL FOR ACCOUNTS THAT THREATEN YOU. IF IT SEEMS LIKE ANOTHER PERSONALITY; IT IS SOMEONE ELSE THAT STOLE MY ACCOUNT. DO NOT TRUST WILLOW THE WAY USERS, ERUZAARTO, VIVIANAZARIAH, ANISE DARKFURY,ETC, I'M ONLY DEFYINGGRAVITYAGAIN, ENC, EMILYNCASSIDY,RAVENROTH2013 (REDDIT ONLY.) ANY OLD NAME OF MINE IS OBSOLETE AND HAS BEEN FOR YEARS. TIGER LILLY WASN'T ACTIVE AGAIN UNTIL PEOPLE STARTED ATTACKING THE FORUM FOR NO REASON; IT WAS A DEAD FORUM AT THE TIME. I APOLOGIZE FOR THE MISUNDERSTANDING BUT PLEASE DO NOT TOUCH OR USE MY NAMES. ANRI DESIGNS PUBLICATIONS AEVUM BELONGS TO ME. DO NOT RE USE PRODUCTS BELONGING TO ME IT WILL CREATE CONFUSION, WILLOWTHEWAY,ERUZA,ANISEDARKFURY,ETC,ARE RETIRED. ANISE DARKFURY IS A CHARACTER NOT A SCREEN NAME SO ANYONE USING THAT IS WRONG. SAMANTHAPRATER IS ALSO NO LONGER IN USE; I AM DROPPING ALL OF THOSE NAMES. TO BE ONE NAME. ANYONE ELSE STILL ACTIVE ON THOSE NAMES ARE WRONG, BULLIES; AND SHOULD NOT BE ON THEM. DO NOT FOLLOW THOSE NAMES. I DO NOT HAVE ALTS TO DEFYINGGRAVITYAGAIN THEY ARE INACTIVE. PLEASE DO NOT FALL FOR THIS. THANK YOU.
• 1/13/2021 - 3 Posts
  • Video Recorded Proof of the hijacking: Do I need to threaten to show the police to get you to back off? I also do not speak that langauge.
    • Twitter ain't got an Edit button. BUSTED; THE TOPIC ISN'T EVEN THE SAME. THAT IS PROOF RIGHT THERE OF HACKING. I AM NOT CRAZY. I also do not speak that language.
    • Video is deleted.
  • WARNING: I DO NOT SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE OTHER THAN BASIC SPANISH MOST OF MINE IS GOOGLE TRANSLATED.
    • WARNING: I DO NOT SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE OTHER THAN BASIC SPANISH MOST OF MINE IS GOOGLE TRANSLATED. DO NOT FALL FOR THOSE. HACKERS WILL TRY TO USE ANOTHER LANGUAGE OR FAKE SCREENSHOTS THAT DIFFER FROM MY OPINION. THEY ARE MAD BECAUSE I AM OUTING THEIR SECRET BECAUSE I WANT YOU ALL TO STAY SAFE AND SECURE: CHANGE YOUR PASSWORDS IF YOU ARE DEALING WITH AKAPIGEONKICKER. BETTER SAFE THAN SORRY.
  • WARNING OLD NAMES STOLEN AND PAGE HIJACKED! WITH PROOF!
    • THE OLD PAGE FOR THE NAME LIST HAS BEEN HIJACKED AND STOLEN ANYONE WITH THAT LINK CAN NOW SEE THAT MY STUFF IS BEING TARGETED FOR HACKING.< DO NOT FALL FOR THE DRAMA IT IS A BUNCH OF HACKERS. I DO NOT USE WILLOWTHEWAY, SAMANTHAPRATER, ERUZAARTO; ANISE DARK FURY IS A CHARACTER NAME. DO NOT TOUCH MY SHIT. I FIGHT BACK. IF THIS PAGE CHANGES AGAIN IT PROVES THAT&nbsp; I WAS HACKED. THIS IS PROOF MY SHIT GOT HACKED. DO NOT FALL FOR THREATS ETC.< You.In isn't even the correct link, someone hacked my stuff. As you can see, that doesn't even fit the topic. PROOF. I AM NOT CRAZY!
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[GenociderSyo]

Spoiler: January Part 4

• 1/14/2021 - 31 Posts
  • You can work and get SSI; Here's the proof: Stop trolling me, I have fact over fiction.
    • How much money can you make and still get SSI? Once you reach FRA, there is no cap on how much you can earn and still receive your full Social Security benefit. The earnings limits are adjusted annually for national wage trends. In 2020, you lose $1 in benefits for every $2 earned over $18,240. Getting disability benefits and currently working or want to? If you get disability benefits and are working or want to, we have good news for you. Social Security's work incentives and Ticket to Work programs can help. Special rules make it possible for people receiving Social Security disability benefits or Supplemental Security Income (SSI) payments to work and still receive monthly payments. And, if you can't continue working because of your medical condition, your benefits can start again and you may not have to file a new application.
      Work incentives include: Cash benefits continue, for a time, while you work. Medicare or Medicaid benefits continue while you work. Help with education, training, and rehabilitation to start a new line of work. Social Security and SSI have different rules. We describe the rules under each program in this publication. If you're receiving Social Security benefits or SSI payments, let us know right away when you start or stop working, or if any other change occurs that could affect your benefits. Straight from the SSI page. Findom is also not classified as a real job, or I'd report it. I have not earned over the amount. nor do I need to report because I'm not earning a dime.
  • All I had to do to get the Anti Trolls going was play Uno. I don't know JACK about the darkweb. but I know about Anon and 4Chan. Why I have a bossy attitude.
    • All I had to do to get the Anti Trolls going was play Uno. and you all assumed I was crazy because I talked about "The UnderBelly." because I didn't know about the Dark web, which is how real Anti Trolls are supposed to work. WE BRING THE BOOM BOOM POP NOISE. So Anon and 4chan can find the real story. that's my goal with Anti Trolls; a group of people willing to step up show face, be loud, and accept different people for who they are. James is NOT HQ we do NOT hack and that's why I have a bossy attitude.James took it and made it into a Hackavist thing when it wasn't supposed to include hacking, Anon's are supposed to be the VERY LAST PEOPLE we contact if we cannot handle a Gaslighter ONLY, we have RULES you guys NEED TO FOLLOW OR YOU BREAK THE LAW BY HACKING. YOU CAN GO TO JAIL FOR HACKING. ANTI TROLLS ARE NOT A HACKAVIST GROUP ; JAMES AKAPIGONKICKER, DOES NOT OWN THEM, I DO. THE REAL ONES KEEP THE FAKE ONES OCCUPIED AND YOU DON'T KNOW WHO THEY ARE. THEY ARE ANON. ANON IS ALWAYS HARD TO FIND THE REAL FACES OF, EXCEPT MINE. BECAUSE I WANT MY CREDIT WHEN I SEND YOUR ASS TO JAIL FOR HACKING. IT'S MY WAY OF WARNING HACKERS TO STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME, OR YOU GET CAUGHT. RR IS ME. WELCOME TO MY WORLD.
  • Audio proof that James truly think's he's in Defense and he needs help. Sorry, but this is for your own good James.THE OTHER HALF OF THOSE PHONE CALLS.
    • THIS TYPE OF TALK IS WHY I LOST MY OWN SANITY FOR A WHILE; THIS IS HIS GASLIGHTING. PLEASE HEAR IT IN HIS OWN VOICE. THE ONLY "EDITS" I HAVE MADE ON THIS VIDEO IS THE VIDEO AS I CANNOT PLACE AN AMR FILE ON BLOGGER IN JUST AUDIO. THIS IS FOR HIS OWN GOOD AND NOT MET TO HARM PEOPLE; THIS IS THE TYPE OF HARASSMENT I HAVE RECEIVED FOR YEARS BECAUSE HE NEEDS MEDICAL ATTENTION. THIS IS HIS SIDE OF THE PHONE CALLS HE'S BEEN TRYING TO HIDE FROM PEOPLE. THIS IS FOR YOUR OWN PROTECTION AND GOOD JAMES BEFORE YOU HARM YOURSELF OR ANOTHER PERSON. THIS IS IN YOUR VOICE SENT TO ME. PLEASE STOP SENDING ME THESE AND GET MEDICAL ATTENTION. HE IS NOT DEFENSE HE HAS NO ACCOUNT AND I AM TOO STUPID TO RUN ANYWHERE IN THE DARK WEB. THIS MAN IS VERY PARANOID AND SICK AND I AM URGING PEOPLE TO GET HIM MEDICAL ATTENTION STAT.
  • I AM NOT TROLLERISTING.. TROLLER... AH FUCK IT I AM NOT TROLLING.
    • I AM NOT BEING A TROLLERIST AT ALL; I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO GET YOU GUYS TO SEE THAT HE NEEDS MEDICAL HELP.
  • I AM NOT TROLLING YOU ANYMORE THAT MAN NEEDS MEDICAL HELP STAT. PLEASE ACCEPT MY APOLOGY FOR TROLLING THIS SITUATION ORIGINALLY AND GET HIM HELP!
    • PLEASE STOP TREATING THIS AS A TROLLING SITUATION AND REALIZE WHY I AM TRYING TO URGE YOU TO GET HIM HELP! AS SOMEONE WHO knows'S THE TROLL TRICKS PLEASE STOP AND REALIZE I KNOW YOU ALL JUST SEE ME AS A TROLL. WHEN I SAY SOMETHING SERIOUS PLEASE TAKE ME SERIOUSLY AND GET JAMES MEDICAL HELP. I AM NOT TROLLING HERE. GET HIM MEDICAL HELP PLEASE. I HAD NO IDEA IT WAS THAT SERIOUS UNTIL THE RECENT PHONE CALL REPEATED; I APOLOGIZE FOR TREATING THIS AS A TROLLING SITUATION. I AM SORRY FOR TROLLING. NOW GET THIS MAN MEDICAL ATTENTION. I HAD NO IDEA HE WAS SICK. PLEASE GET HIM HELP.
  • I APOLOGIZE FOR MY BEHAVIOR NOW TAKE ME SERIOUSLY JAMES NEEDS MEDICAL HELP.
    • I APOLOGIZE FOR MY BEHAVIOR NOW TAKE ME SERIOUSLY JAMES NEEDS MEDICAL HELP. I STOPPED TROLLING YEARS AGO GUYS; THAT'S SERIOUSLY HOW BAD HIS MIND IS.
  • Anti Trolls don't belong to anyone else but me. I originated them. I'm RR.
    • HQ never existed; it was "The Game." I set up because I got tired of people trying to take over my own groups because they thought I was an idiot. I know how you work, 4Chan, Anon, simply because I ask people; I'm no hacker, I let people get their own judgment. Raven Roth= RR= Me. HQ is ONE person taking on hackers by herself. I'm no idiot; just because I have health issues, means shit online, my hands still work. the song says it best, I'm no idiot. not anymore, I was just too young at the time, I was NINE when I started this stuff. now I know more as age Thirty. all I had to do was play my cards right, it's why I'm a leader; I am someone. ya'll just pissy that a Nine-year-old was your boss.
    • The song was Carrie Underwood - The Champion ft. Ludacris.
  • Am I mean for Anti Trolls? No; because you judging people for having a syndrome is worse.
    • Am I mean for Anti Trolls? No; because you judging people for having a syndrome is worse. I said it; you should learn to respect people for who they are, and respect privacy, real Anti Trolls know better.
  • Anti Trolls; HQ? all false; for the record. They just eventually gained support.
    • Anti Trolls; HQ? all false; for the record. They just eventually gained support. I did this so the Anon's had enough time to go through the other people's lies and leave me the hell alone. I truly have no idea how the Dark Web Works, I just made up Anti Trolls to combat Anon 's and Trolls going after me with out assuming there could be other sources of actual proof that I'm innocent. I hate when you don't check the other party as well. this wasn't fair at all and you know it.
  • I had to show you I wasn't an idiot some way; so if it meant becoming an Anti you? so be it.
    • The song was Greatest Showman - The Greatest Show On Earth.
  • What is "The Game." TO find out who really is HQ? What is #AvengersAssemble?
    • What is "The Game." TO find out who really is HQ? Well? do I have to say anything more? Did you all really think I wasn't involved in some way in the "Underbelly."? Anti Troll's don't use hacking for a reason, we're just that skilled in typing. REAL Anti Trolls should know not to hack. We don't need the cheat sheet. HQ doesn't exist, there's no lead, technically, just groups. sorry not sorry but ya'll need a reality check. The "Game." Was inspired by this song. AvengersAssemble= NEW "TITANS GO." Yes; I remember the entire past; not my fault you assumed I went nutso due to my health concerns. I have an earned ego for a reason, guys. I don't need hacking for it either, and you are slowly realizing who RR is. I know better than to upset a FourChan or Anon. it's you guys that fell for it.
    • The song is Disturbed - The Game.
  • Dear Haters; Thank You.
    • She says it best.
    • The song was Christina Alguierra - Fighter.
  • Don't tell me I'm not good enough; because I am. Take this song to heart and understand how I felt to be treated like an idiot.
    • The song was Faydee - Unbreakable ft. Miracle
  • GET YOUR HEAD OUT OF YOUR ASSES AND STOP TREATING THIS AS A TROLL SITUATION: JAMES IS SICK.
    • I want people to take me seriously or I'll release more Phone calls, I want to defend myself from the crazy accusations, GET HIM MEDICAL HELP AND STOP TREATING THIS AS A TROLL SITUATION! #Akapigeonkicker IS NOT A FUNNY JOKE IT IS HIM LEGIT THINKING HE IS IN DARK WEB BUSINESSES AND HE NEEDS MEDICAL HELP. STOP THINKING HE'S SANE BECAUSE I GOT PUT IN THE MEDICAL WARD FOR THAT KIND OF TALK THANKS TO YOU LOT; WHEN IT WAS HIM CAUSING IT! WAKE YOUR ASSES UP AND GET THAT MAN MEDICAL HELP.
  • GUYS I AM NOT A CODER I HAD IT ENTIRELY WRONG: I A M A SCRIPTER.
    • GUYS I AM NOT A CODER I HAD IT ENTIRELY WRONG: I A M A SCRIPTER. I SPEAK CSS; NOT BINARY. SORRY PROGRAMMERS, BUT YOU BEEN DEALING WITH A SCRIPTER OUT RIGHT CONFUSED BECAUSE I DO NOT CODE.
  • I speak very basic CSS (Proboards) etc. Why are you programmers angry with me when I don't speak Binary?
    • I speak very basic CSS (Proboards) etc.&nbsp; I know Skins, etc, that's my list of any Scripting. Sorry; but you got the wrong one all along. Akapigeonkicker even has proof that he speaks Binary on his youtube. I'm just an annoying scripter who doesn't like her shit touched. I speak that. I took Webdesign as well in Votech, which my mother never paid attention to. why are you all pissed at me when I'm not the one speaking Binary? I have honestly no clue on how to program. I have friends that help me. who know Programming. it's why I can face off with you. Not a crime to ask a Programmer for help when ya'll mistake a SCRIPTER for a PROGRAMMER. I am a SCRIPTER DAMMIT. It's why I kept renaming you guys; I had no idea what you were. Why the fuck ya'll mad at me for hacking and shit? I'm not the one knowing Binary, Akapigeonkicker has videos and proof on him knowing it, why the fuck ya'll mad at the idiot going around yelling "HQ" when I know nothing of how your Programming works?
  • Sorry but ya'll been dealing with a very pissed off Scripter who just wants to have her coder step father to get out of her privacy.
    • Sorry, but ya'll be dealing with a very pissed off Scripter who just wants to have her coder step father to get out of her privacy. That post reading"I'm a Coder." is wrong; I'm actually a Scripter. This entire time I've had my friend help me combat you programmers because I don't like my stuff touched. I have begun learning about Programming through them, the only reason I type so fast is because of roleplaying and I have been typing since age Nine. James is the programmer, not me, go deal with his ass and leave mine alone. I'd have to use templates to do Code.
  • I AM NOT BLOODY RACIST; ETC.
    • I AM NOT ACTUALLY RACIST PEOPLE ASSUMED AND DIDN'T PAY ATTENTION TO THE CORRECT WORDS. I APOLOGIZE IF I SAID INSENSITIVE WORDS BY MISTAKE.
  • If Being Normal Means being a hurtful judgmental asshole, I want no part of it.
    • If Being Normal Means being a hurtful judgmental asshole, I want no part of it.
  • I AM NOT INSANE AND YOU ALL SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF YOURSELVES FOR PICKING ON PEOPLE WITH DISORDERS/ SYNDROMES AS I AM ONE OF THEM.
    • You all should be ashamed for picking on people with a Disorder or A Syndrome because I am one of those people and I'm proving to you I'm much smarter than I look; haven't your parent's, guardians, etc, ever taught you to " Not judge a book by it's cover?" Shame on you all; didn't Hunchback by Disney ever teach you anything? Quasimodo Wins. Because people wind up understanding he's just like they are, and want's love and acceptance too; maybe go watch that movie and see where the hell I stand. I thought FourChan and Anon stood FOR PEOPLE WITH DIFFERENCES NOT AGAINST. WHAT HAPPENED? Some idiot got in and changed its tune. STOP BEING RUDE ASSHOLES AND WAKE UP AND REALIZE JUST BECAUSE I HAVE A SYNDROME DOES NOT MAKE ME ENTIRELY HELPLESS; I JUST HAVE TO HAVE EXTRA HELP BECAUSE I CANNOT PHYSICALLY WORK SOME DAYS. ONLINE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE MY PART TIME JOB, BUT YOU GAVE ME A COMPLEX INSTEAD. I thought (ends here)
  • I am not Ronda's mistake; Rondas mistake was having unprotected sex resulting in a child she clearly doesn't want.
    • I am not Ronda's mistake; Ronda's mistake was having unprotected sex resulting in a child she clearly doesn't want. I'm an adult; I can say this now if you didn't want kids, shouldn't have had sex. stop putting the blame on me for a mistake YOU made, I am NOT the person who spread her legs and out came me. I did not come from me, Ronda. I am not the person who had sexual relations and out came me. YOU are . You are THE ONE WHO MADE THE MISTAKE; I AM JUST YOUR PUNISHMENT. SHOULD HAVE USED A CONDOM IF YOU DID NOT WANT ME . BECAUSE I SURE AS HELL DO NOT WANT YOU.
  • I have MORE phonecall audio proofs that the reason I acted so crazy was James's fault and I'm not afraid to release them to defend myself.
    • I have MORE phonecall audio proofs that the reason I acted so crazy was James's fault and I'm not afraid to release them to defend myself. Every single one. This is why I kept telling you all to re trace because I don't think James remembers sending me these at all.
  • I just want James to leave me alone.
    • Fifteen already viewed the Audio James, please stop this nonsense, and get medical help, I am NOT AFTER YOU. I MEAN YOU NO HARM JAMES, I JUST WANT YOU OUT OF MY LIFE!
  • "Inappropriate" words clarified. please in the future ask me to clarify on what I mean? Why Lambydance got it wrong.
    • "Weird." was known as "Cool" in my Generation, there is a Generation Gap showing which confuses the current Generation as they deem it inappropriate. Savage - Not meant to come off as it sounded; I misunderstood a new updated term and I apologize for this. Snowflakes- Oversensitive people who think they know everything and aren't understanding that they need to back off.&nbsp; and ask me first about context. Also can be translated today as a Karen. I'm from the Thirty's age group guys, some of my terminologies don't line up with today's kids. If I say something inappropriate for now; I don't know. I'm NOT BOOMER AGE, I am just raised respectfully. Because I followed Elder Orders. I never wanted to come off as racist or insensitive at all, and I know nothing of LGTBQ+ terminology correctly. I'm trying to constantly watch what I say, and don't want the word "RACIST." on my name. If I have ever said something insensitive, I truly am sorry and didn't know any better, I will fix it if you just simply tell me "Hey that's wrong." the reason LambyDance got it wrong, is she made fun of my situation instead. I have the log still; and it shows me asking her politely to teach me instead of what I am doing wrong. I don't handle yelling or drama very well even if I am a short person to snap. the reason I have been preferring to keep my sexuality quiet etc is because of my health. it depends on stress. as stress is a huge trigger for my Schizo-Affective. keeping calm is how I stay out of Schizo. I panic when I'm over stressed, and now have heart issues to deal with, so I'm asking people to ask ME FOR MY OPINION ON THINGS, instead of assuming. I HATE ASSUMING. Yes; I hate it very much so; because you never asked for Context, now people believe I'm some racist dickhead asshole who bullies people for fun. please stop assuming. ask for context before you get angry.
  • James, please stop this crazy train your on? You've lost your mind, please, I am not after you! CUT THE TROLLING HE IS SICK.
    • I tell them to get you medical help. Please stop this nonsense, and realize all of it is in YOUR HEAD, being the cause of this is not me, truly, and I have proof against you GALORE. I have backed up every single screenshot etc that has been had and no one has asked me for my side, so I've had to force it, I have EVERY ISSUE I HAVE BEEN ACCUSED OF, SAVED, ON A VERY PRIVATE DRIVE. I am trying to re-earn my trust back so people can, believe me, I sent that audio not to harm James, or be mad, but to make him realize saying that stuff is crazy talk. I'm not even smart enough to be a programmer let alone dark web. you guys accused me of losing my mind when I spoke that way, why can't you see that he's lost his? he's a binary coder that lost his mind and took his job too seriously, he needs help and I want you to take me seriously when I say I'm sane. I AM NOT AFTER JAMES, NEVER HAVE BEEN, I just got sick and tired of his Gaslighting. and pretended to be an anti-troll or something against trolls for a long time to get enough evidence to show people why I acted out. I just want him to realize he is not well and people to cut the trolling crap. This man is severely paranoid and ill and needs to see a real doctor. please; I urge you to stop trolling and take me seriously, he is not a defense, he's retired.
  • Please STOP ASSUMING YOU KNOW ME AND SIMPLY ASK MY DIRECT OPINION. THE CHOLO ISSUE. ( EL CHOLO SOY IS A FOOD ITEM. -.-WITH PHOTO PROOF. )
    • Please STOP ASSUMING YOU KNOW ME AND SIMPLY ASK MY DIRECT OPINION. JUST DON'T ASSUME ANYTHING WITH ME THIS WILL BE A LOT EASIER; JUST TALK TO ME DIRECTLY INSTEAD. YEESH. IF YOU ARE CONFUSED ABOUT A STATEMENT LIKE THE FOOD ISSUE WITH MEXICANS, PLEASE JUST ASK ME BECAUSE I KNOW THAT WORD AS A FOOD ITEM, AND NOT A RACIAL SLUR; I APOLOGIZE IF I CAME OFF AS RACIST. EL CHOLO SOY IT IS FOOD. I WAS NOT TRYING TO BE RACIST; I WAS JUST TRYING TO SAY MEXICAN FOOD DISHES ARE GOOD. I HAD NO IDEA THAT THE WORD WAS ALSO CONSIDERED RACISM AND I APOLOGIZE.
    • 
  • Please stop trying to control me. it hurts me. I feel sorry for you, I'm not depressed.
    • It actually hurts me that you are trying to make me be similar to everyone else; please stop. I'm Not Normal, and I am NOT Sociopathic. I see differently is all. I'm not like you; I just am different, you can't force me to be like you, I'm sorry, but I won't think Normal if Normal means being judgemental assholes to people who are different. I'm DIFFERENT. If you can understand that, we can get along, please stop trying to control me. I don't want it. It makes me want to actually deny your wants, and go the other way, I don't respond to pretty pink things, I don't respond to your way; I can't, it's not who I am, if I were pretending like that, I'd be lying to you about who I am, and I won't lie. I'm a nerd , guys, I want you to understand that I'm similar to Sheldon Cooper from Big Bang Theory, not that Genius level; but I have issues too; and I'm highly capable of living with them with the help I get, you tell me to get a job, and when I tried working in Secondlife which made me real money, you yelled because I am getting help with my health. you are giving me complexes, and I'm able to work part-time. and still, keep my benefits; I can't work like you due to my health.I just wanna be free , and be able to be who I am, you keep trying to put me in a box just because I have a syndrome, and say I'm mad, and stuff like that, I want to be free from my chains of society's expectations of me, and people to actually accept that I'm a PERSON with RIGHTS FOR PRIVACY. Just because I have a syndrome doesn't mean you can treat me like I'm an animal. which is what you have made me feel like, a monster. you made me go dark; but instead of considering dark things, I chose to fight back. I REFUSE TO HURT MYSELF. it's time you accept that I'm not depressive, I feel sorry for you guys honestly, wasting your time because his story is so fabricated it's not even funny anymore. this song may help you understand how I feel. I got love; I don't need negative love.
    • The song is Sing - I'm Stil Standing.
  • PLEASE TAKE ME SERIOUSLY I KNOW YOU ONLY SEE ME AS A "DANGEROUS TROLL THAT NEEDS STOPPED." I STOPPED YEARS AGO.
    • PLEASE TAKE ME SERIOUSLY I KNOW YOU ONLY SEE ME AS A "DANGEROUS TROLL THAT NEEDS to be STOPPED." I STOPPED YEARS AGO. THAT IS HOW BAD HIS MENTALITY IS. PLEASE GET HIM MENTAL HELP I AM BEGGING YOU TAKE ME SERIOUSLY. THE MAN MANAGED TO BREAK MY SANITY; PLEASE GUYS, STOP TAKING THIS AS A TROLLING SITUATION AND ACTUALLY UNDERSTAND A MAN NEEDS MEDICAL ATTENTION. JAMES NEEDS MEDICAL ATTENTION. THIS ISN'T FUNNY.
  • Proof I am not a catfish. FULL BODY SHOT. DO NOT TRUST PEOPLE USING MY PICTURES WITH NO SIGNATURE.
    • My ENC Stands for my initials for those coming from my other screen names. Defyinggravityagain is also my screen name. Willowtheway has been retired for years now. do not trust people using it.
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  • The reason for the drama.What actually was fake. An Understanding. lets talk.
    • I just wanted to prove myself innocent of all claims. like I should be able to fairly but you took me as a troll, and I'm sorry, but I never wanted to come off as a troll.I want people to take me seriously and understand this man is very sick; because I trolled for a while you can't take me seriously. James is seeing things that aren't there,e I never went into the dark web, I don't even know how to use it. I was faking knowing Programming because I got sick of being treated like an idiot long enough for the real Programmers to see that James is sick and needs mental help. I never faked my story. my disorders,etc, some may say this is sociopathic because I faked you out, but did you ever realize how much it HURT being treated like I'm stupid? ever think of MY feelings for being babied and belittled and stolen from? you took my ideas, you legit lied about me, and assumed, you didn't ask me anything, and you pissed me off, for three years I decided to cross the line and wound up making true friends out of it. they understood why I was so angry. you condescended me just like Rapunzel did Cass, you faked being my friend, you didn't outright tell me that you weren't my friend, you let me believe in a false lie, and it made me grow very sad. you treated me like crap; like I was an idiot; listen to this song, it's the same way I felt. I wanted to prove myself; so I became something more. a person who stood for her rights. and jumped the great divide, I never got the chances people were given, I've been denied just like Cass. If I burned your bridge, ask why. this isn't a musical, but music helps me convey the message a lot easier. take me seriously. If we're over, that's fine, I've crossed the line, I don't want to be slutty, or drug-using, etc, I don't want to be like you. I made a mistake because I was driven by hate originally because I was so sad, and so miserable. it leaves a mark on me as well, but I am trying to redeem myself by showing I do -my own work; I don't want people feeling sorry for me, but understand how I felt to be treated the way I was. I was treated as a Monster. so I pushed it aside and became more. You say Sociopathic. I say a very scared and deeply wanting friendship person who lost all of her friends because of a sick man with conspiracy theories and lies. you didn't ask me. I lost my weaknesses that remained. I had nothing left to lose until I met my new friends that actually taught me I had no reason to be angry, I just wanted what was mine. you stole from me, you made fun of me behind my back, and you don't think I feel? I gained eating disorders because you kept calling me fat. I'm not a very open person when it comes to my feelings with people who in my eyes do not deserve to know. what you did was make a person so miserable she became the troll you expected her to be, and got 'Saved' by friends who still cared. I just want to be accepted for who I am, not what I can't be. What was fake? was you guys pretending to be my friend and not bluntly removing me from your friendslist, like some did, I was so desperate for socialization which I was deprived of, I tried forcing it. I'm sorry for this, truly; but I had to walk away from my Family to see reality myself; and I'm asking you to see me as a non-troll but a person trying to reason with you. Disney isn't real but it does help me understand my own feelings, I'm sorry for the Three+ Years of drama, truly, but you all treated me like I was nothing. that isn't right nor fair; I have the right to fight back if I am accused of something, just because I have a&nbsp; syndrome doesn't mean I'm insane. I have meds for it, I have doctors; help, support; I don't need friends anymore. I want you to read this post and realize that as I write this I am crying because you treated me THAT bad. I'm SAD for you guys because you don't realize what you missed out on by thinking I was still trolling, I've since apologized for my mistakes, I was wrong in so much of my actions, being bratty, and more, but I was naive and stupid. I've dropped the I.O.U's because no one owes me anything. I owe you an apology for losing my way. please; end this drama. James is a very sick man, and take me seriously for once. I've grown up and I just want people to see that. I can't control everything or every one, I know that I've been acting like a complete asshole; please stop. I didn't fake my life story, all I faked was being a programmer long enough so you programmers can see how far James took it. please take me seriously before he gets hurt because of his delusions. this isn't funny.
    • The song is Mandy Moore - Crossing the Line from Tangled.
  • Truly deeply sorry for coming off as a bully; I never intended on that.
    • Apology that was a VERY serious apology for anything insensitive I have said, it is why I've been putting /SRS ( meaning SERIOUS) so people can take me seriously and realize I'm not trolling. Please stop and get James medical help. I am seriously sorry for my behavior and please understand I never meant anyone harm, I never bullied Zephyr and I would never bully people; but some of my words have been mistaken for bullying and if so, I am sorry, truly and deeply sorry. I do have empathy, I just want people to realize I'm NOT Sociopathic but a very pissed off Scripter because people touched her stuff. Don't touch my shit and you won't get trolled. now please get him medical help. James needs Medical Help.
  • Why Anti Troll: I have been trolling, just not how you portray it. I'm an ANTI you.
    • DO NOT TROLL ME I BECOME ANNOYING AND RUTHLESS, TO TELL THE TRUTH. I didn't sign on the Internet to become an Anti Troll, but the Internet made it happen. You have officially been warned now. If you Troll me, I am a RUTHLESS person when it comes to the Troll Tricks, and many know to stay away from me for a reason. I turn ANNOYING so you have been fairly warned not to troll me. So unless you all want me as your new best friend, I'd take me seriously and stop treating me like an idiot and Google FACTS instead. Because Trolling me, is a one-way ticket to me latching onto you for years. I'm no TROLLERIST; I'm an ANTI TROLL ( which was never a real thing but people adapted to it.) I waste Trolls times so they don't hurt people. Don't touch my shit I won't become your shadow. Should've paid attention to the music I was posting. I legit laid out the plan of Trolling him and his lies. and you call me an idiot?< "I'm learning all your tricks." should've been key. ''You never knew what hit you.'' I've been quoting this song for years now . You turned me "Evil." so I became an Anti Aislinn, Akapigeonkicker, and Anti Troll. I became opposite you guys. ^_^ I crossed the line. next time pay attention to the music. you might learn there is a subliminal message being sent. You made me an anti-troll for a reason: You didn't realize how smart I could actually be even with a syndrome.
    • The song is Digital Daggers - The Devil Within.
• 1/15/2021 - 9 Posts
  • I do not want to see your Manager. I want to get James Mental Help. God complex? Still makes me laugh.
    • I do not want to see your Manager. I want to get James Mental Help. Two entirely different things. Also, your items are not my items, if you think I have a God Complex, you never understood me at all.
  • I can't make you do anything, but I can ask that you follow the proper ways of American Democracy and let me share my story side.
    • I can't make you do anything, but I can ask that you follow the proper ways of American Democracy and let me share my story side. I have Phonecalls too; after all.
  • Guys, I am not rich, I cannot afford multipool phones, do not fall for James.
    • Guys, I am not rich, I cannot afford multipool phones, do not fall for James.
  • Get a refund if you helped James because I have voice proof of his lies.
    • Get a refund ( You can dispute it in Paypal. ) if you helped James because I have voice proof of his lies. Do not give that Man Money he has never shown up here even. He isn't allowed as well, second, he does is the second I call the cops for trespassing. and show them the phone calls.
  • I feel sorry for anyone that bought James's Victim Card. His lies NEVER EVEN HAPPENED.
    • James is playing the Victim Card. HE is the Karen, not me. He's the one sending the messages, demanding for court; etc he's the entitled liar, not me.&nbsp; He tells people that I don't know, that I'm the one attacking him, shows ONLY my phone calls to him, and not the previous calls to me, so he looks sane, he then demands courts, etc, papers that don't exist, to put me in jail; with promises made to people that pay him willingly, for drive outs to Pennsylvania WHICH NEVER HAPPEN because I KNOW he knows what he's doing is getting CLOUT for supposedly catching SamanthaPrater being a criminal, which is untrue. He's creating a scandal when there is no scandal, and the only scandal now is that he's a proven liar. I have it in HIS VOICE accusing me of crazy things and ya'll wonder why I lost my mind due to his gaslighting than playing victim to you guys now expecting a slip-up or some mess up of my admitting I did something when I never even was at the place nor time? I was accused of things like Zephyr, which never took place, has NO proof voice wise, and is just with a bunch of crazy conspiracy theories that have backfired on them which is why they have all stopped coming around and new trolls have presented because they are SICK of me whining about something seemingly not there, well I released the phone calls, now you have no reason to troll me, because of James I have dealt with HACKERS TRYING TO ATTACK ME FOR A CRIME I NEVER DID. THE REASON I HAVE GONE BAT SHIT INSANE IN THE PAST IS DUE TO PHONE CALLS AND MANIPULATION LIKE THE PHONECALL I RELEASED. HE IS DENYING WHICH MEANS HE KNOWS WHAT HE IS DOING: HE IS THE SOICIOPATHICALOGICAL LIAR WHO HAS NO FEELING FOR WHAT HE'S DONE TO MY MENTAL STATE. I HAVE BEEN INSULTED, MISTREATED, UNFAIRLY REMOVED FROM THINGS DUE TO HIM, AND I JUST WANT TO CLEAR MY NAME AS THE INSANE ONE. IT IS HIM CAUSING THE INSANITY. AND ITS TIME YOU REALIZE THAT.James is a liar and a fraud and abusive. he needs to stay away from me THE REASON I CALLED HIM IS DUE TO HIS LIES AND CONSPIRACY THEORY PHONE CALLS; HE CALLS ME FIRST AND IT IS ACTUALLY CLEAR AS DAY AS TO ME BEING CONFUSED IN MY CALLS AND HIM OUT RIGHT ACCUSING ME, IT IS PLAIN AS DAY AS TO WHO THE PROBLEM IS. ANYONE THAT BOUGHT HIS VICTIM CARD I FEEL SORRY FOR.
  • James is Gaslighting People here's why I am also seeking to re earn my respect back fairly, I'm tired of being a laughing stock.
    • I seek to re-earn my respect back fairly which is why I released that phone call to show I am not insane. That he has been accusing me of insane things, which caused my brain to go and break. I was trying my best to stay sane through this, and I'm a laughing stock because of him. He caused me to assume he was in danger, he caused me to assume he was hacking, and it's all his fault. HE's the one calling ME and making these crazy accusations.&nbsp; You can legit TELL that he's the one accusing me outright and I'm responding by going "No, this isn't right." or completely snapped because of his gaslighting. It's him doing the conspiracy theories which made me sound bananas. I just want him to get help. is that wrong? I just want to re-earn my status back as sane. I take meds for my own issues; I have a team, I don't need people telling me what to do. He needs help because he's spewing conspiracy theories like dark web which I have proven to not even know how to use. When I talked like that you all put me in the mental hospital; what makes it different for him? Yes, I'm saying it's unfair; he needs mental help and you should be able to take&nbsp; me seriously like you used to do on Sam KNOWING HEARING in his own voice what he does to me. HE MAKES ME NUTS. and it's unfair, now that I have it in his voice recorded, you can see the hell I've been put through, I just want to clear my name. is that wrong?
  • James needs to stop talking about me permanently or I'll wind up talking about him, NO MORE CONSPERICY THEORIES ABOUT ME, YOU CAN GET BANNED FOR IT.
    • James needs to stop talking about me permanently or I'll wind up talking about him, NO MORE CONSPIRACY THEORIES ABOUT ME, YOU CAN GET BANNED FOR IT. AND HE HAS BEEN. IT's why you can't find his Social Media, he got banned for lying. He needs to stop spreading lies about me. All his words are is conspiracy theories .its why it sounds so far-fetched.
  • The reason James can't get a court case, and anyone taking this drama seriously is gullible. including me.
    • All I would have to do is play that phone call and have them understand WHY I went batty, because of him, which is why he can't get a case at all. And believe me, I sent it off to my friends as well so they know why I went batty. What he's done is defamed me and&nbsp; I released it so people understood why I went "After Him." it's because he lied. I have the theories in his own voice which would send him straight to jail; I would stop denying if I were you, James. No court is taking him seriously due to the dark web theories. and you shouldn't either. anyone taking this drama seriously is gullible and gaslighted.
  • Why "Karen." is the wrong term for me and "Snowflake." is the right term for anyone feeling insulted right now.
    • Guys; I am NOT A KAREN do you even know the definition? I don't seek to be entitled at all. You misunderstood my entire point here. I seek to be humble and have you understand that as an AMERICAN I have EVERY RIGHT to actually be proven innocent which YOU took away from me at the beginning of this entire thing. I don't demand my OWN way,l am demanding the constitutional way be followed. I am also not an "Okay Boomer." I'm not Boomer age, that's not how this works. Is there something wrong with wanting to be proven innocent so you can earn your respect back fairly? I ask you?
• 1/16/2021 - 6 Posts
  • "I will continue to publicly humiliate you on my page until you stop." Really guys, you can't tell the differences? I'M NOT WILLOWTHEWAY ANYMORE.
    • "I will continue to publicly humiliate you on my page until you stop." Really, guys, you can't tell the differences? I have no reason to say such things, I've been trying to DEFEND myself. Someone was using my old screen names and threatening people with it, the old one I was using was Tigerlilly, NOT Willowtheway, the last time I was on Willow was to fix the Bridney issue, and then I dropped the name again. That's not even a post in my IP address. SOMEONE ELSE may have chosen the same name I once had, please do not harass them, they have a right to be pissy if the fact is you think its me threatening you. What do I need to show you my internet history? I'm not Willowtheway anymore.
  • How to tell a person apart from me that has been using my names to betray me. FAKE ACCOUNTS WILL NOT CAM VERIFY. I WILL.
    • I do NOT have a weapon and anyone pretending to be me and saying that is a liar. Also, I have a spell checker and know how to use it. Anyone typoing or using TEXT SPEAK under my old names is not me. I don't use Text Speak, it's immature. I have no time for Sixteen Emails; who could keep up with all their stories with Sixteen Emails? I do not have Sixteen Emails. Why would someone need SIXTEEN EMAILS? SERIOUSLY DO YOU GUYS THINK I AM A SUPERHERO WITH HANDS OF A GOD THAT CAN CONTROL THAT MANY EMAILS? ARE YOU THAT PARANOID? I have NINE emails due to him and I can barely keep up with that and have been wanting to go with at least two instead. I don't WANT to keep changing my name because a man won 't let me be. I'm NOT ANYONE ELSE ONLINE DO NOT BELIEVE A FAKE ACCOUNT! A FAKE ACCOUNT CANNOT CAM VERIFY SO PLEASE ASK ANY ACCOUNTS THAT MAY POP UP TO CAM VERIFY.
  • Elk Administration NEVER let me share my side of the story to clear my name, so I'm doing it now to prove they lied.
    • They lied. They said I only filtered when those photos were taken for fun. NOT catfish purpose. Here's VIDEO VERIFICATION II. THAT I CAN ACTUALLY LOOK NICER.
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  • Safe Verification Places: I have a SnapChat. And I'm not afraid to use the video to verify myself so you can be safe.
    • The only place I still use Eruzaarto as I can't change the name, it was never intended to be a racist name. Add me here and make sure you know which IP is which before assuming someone is me, make sure you can verify them as me.
    • https://www.snapchat.com/add/eruzaarto
  • This drama lacks logic! WHY YOU ARE GULLIBLE FOR FALLING FOR #AKAPIGEONKICKER.The reason I want to clear my name is here as well.
    • ames is playing the victim card and lying to you, he's actually been attacking me with outrageous accusations like Fraud, and more, which are untrue. Thus me calling him back, confused.&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; He's outright denying to people that he's doing anything wrong, which is untrue. he needs to realize his Drama Lacks entire logic. TROLLS STOP TROLLING ME AND ACCEPT THAT I AM TRYING TO BE SERIOUS. I am trying to show you the facts.&nbsp; I'm actually very smart even with what I have, and people make mistakes in trusting people all the time, which is what happened to me, I am sure as hell not perfect. People need to realize that I am not a Rich person because James is claiming I'm attacking him on Several Phones even, and I'm a poor person. I can't have two phones active; I have to budget, there's an illogical standpoint number one. Phones are EXPENSIVE and I can only afford the one phone&nbsp; I have. I do not have an endless amount of money. So anyone falling for this particular scam is very gullible. Number two is you guys have even admitted to how stupid I am when it comes to Programming and Darkweb information so why is it you still think I've got anything to do with hacking and Anon bullying when James has been speaking Binary Code on his youtube. You have the entirely wrong person for Programming and I find it funny you can't accept that he is the liar. Not my fault you fell for a very obvious scammer, if you check his story the scam is in it, a Sex Dungeon should've been key because his trailer can't even FIT that. Illogical standpoint. Drama like this is so stupid because you accuse before you ask the other person if there is a possibility of fake stuff. You think the Internet and Trolling is the best&nbsp;response when someone really wants to clear their name and respond with hate because you simply don't like me and want me gone entirely, maybe understand why I did my drama which was to clear my name of all of James's outrageous claims, HIS stories are so far fetched, did you all think he was a Fifty Shades of Grey situation with a Sex Dungeon in a trailer that clearly wouldn't fit one? Not only does Aislinn LACK VOICE PROOF OF MY BULLYING, AND I HAVE PROOF OF JAMES'S, Which was the original claim, but you also lack proof of JAMES'S CLAIMS as well. THERE IS NO PROOF OF VOICE BULLYING WHAT SO EVER WHICH RUIN'S AISLINN'S ENTIRE NEED TO BE HERE. IF ZEPHYR FEELS LIKE I BULLIED HIM I AM SORRY, BUT I DO THINK YOU HAVE THE WRONG PERSON. I DON'T KNOW YOU. when drama like this can have an effect on a job offer, etc. Today's Jobs actually look online for things and if drama is in my name, I will not get a Job-like you guys want me to.THIS is why It's IMPORTANT FOR ME TO CLEAR MY NAME BECAUSE IT WILL EFFECT MY FUTURE.&nbsp; SO PLEASE LET ME DO IT BECAUSE JAMES IS THE ONE ATTACKING ME AND NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND. James doesn't even live here, how can he see if I'm Sociopathic or not? Just by a post Online you can deem someone's mentality? I'm sorry that's not how Therapy Works. A Therapist needs to see you in a mental hospital which they did in order to diagnose you properly. I can't fake James's Voice; it is impossible; that call is real. explain to me how I can fake a MALE VOICE WHEN I AM A FEMALE? I CAN'T VOICE ACT EITHER. IF YOU PUT THE AUDIO WITH HIS YOUTUBE CLIPS? IT MATCHES. STOP BEING IN DENIAL AND ACTUALLY, GET HIM AWAY FROM ME AND TAKE ME SERIOUS. JUST BECAUSE I TAKE THE INTERNET TOO SERIOUSLY DOES NOT GIVE YOU THE RIGHT TO TROLL ME. IN THIS DAY AND AGE I HAVE REASONS TO TAKE IT SERIOUSLY LIKE JOB OFFERS AND SO DO YOU. You see the Drama with Jeffree Star putting bad on his brand name, it could HEAVILY effect things I wanna do for the good of Humanity, and more. also, most of you trolling me besides James doesn't even know me at any point and time so you have no real proof of how I am outside of Online, you can't judge me just by a post Online. You think your all badasses for trying to ruin my life with out the chance of getting myself proven innocent, your not, you are sad people who troll people for thinking the Internet is a serious place; guess what it is, people DIE because of something they said Online, now I'd take me seriously and realize how stupid this drama is. and understand James GASLIGHTED ME SO BAD I WENT DELUSIONAL FOR YEARS DUE TO HIM. I WANT TO CLEAR MY NAME AND HAVE PEOPLE REALIZE *WHY* SO THEY CAN SE E I AM FIXING MY MEMORY. I JUST want people to be able to trust me again, I have NO&nbsp; Issues with Gaea, Aislinn, etc, because frankly, all I complained about WAS THE FACT THEY DON'T KNOW THE FULL STORY. THEY NEVER GOT MY SIDE AND ACCUSED ME. THAT IS WHY I WAS PISSED AND WHY I AM POINTING THEIR ILLOGICAL STAND POINTS OUT. YOU HAVE NO ACTUAL PROOF OF ME BULLYING ZEPHYR ON VOICE LIKE YOU CLAIM. YOU HAVE NO PROOF OF JAMES 'S CLAIMS EITHER INCLUDING DARK WEB. YOU ARE SLANDERING MY PERSON AND TRUST ME I'VE READ THAT FORUM, WITH NO PROOF WHICH IS WHY I GET MORE VIEWS AND SUBSCRIBERS THAN YOU BECAUSE I POINT FACT OUT. VIDEOS ACTUALLY PWN SCREENSHOTS BECAUSE THEY ARE HARDER TO EDIT. THIS DRAMA LACKS LOGIC AND PEOPLE NEED TO REALIZE THE INTERNET SHOULD BE TAKEN SERIOUSLY DUE TO STALKERS, ETC. AND STOP TROLLING AND REALIZE WHY I WANT TO CLEAR MY NAME. I DO NOT WANT BAD ON MY NAME DUE TO JOB OFFERS&nbsp; ETC; I DO NOT WISH TO BE SEEN AS LAZY EITHER, DUE TO THE PANDEMIC I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO GET BACK INTO MY PROGRAM SO I CAN WORK PART TIME. IN MY COUNTRY I HAVE THE LEGAL RIGHT TO PROVE MYSELF INNOCENT VIA AMERICAN LAW, AND I AM USING THAT RIGHT. YOU CAN'T TAKE MY RIGHT'S AWAY, YOU ARE NOT THE LAW, YOU ARE NOT A MOD, SO PLEASE LET ME CLEAR MY NAME SO PEOPLE ARE AWARE OF JAMES SCAMMING THEM.</p><p>I AM DOING THIS TO PROTECT PEOPLE FROM JAMES'S GASLIGHTING AS IT CAN MAKE THEM SERIOUSLY SICK AND&nbsp; I TAKE IT SERIOUSLY SO I WOULD APPRECIATE IT IF YOU STOPPED TAKING THIS AS A JOKE AND GO LOOK AT THE AUDIO PROOF. IT IS A SERIOUS ILLNESS GASLIGHTING THAT COULD ACTUALLY HURT SOMEONE BAD AND DID MYSELF AS WELL. IT MADE ME SO PARANOID BECAUSE OF HIS LIES; I WOUND UP IN THE HOSPITAL WITH A HEART ISSUE I NEVER KNEW I HAD, I COULD'VE DIED, GUYS, TAKE ME SERIOUS. DRAMA LIKE THIS IS&nbsp; HARASSMENT DRAMA AND SENDS PEOPLE INTO DEPRESSION. THERE'S A REASON I AVOIDED DRAMA. MY HEALTH. SO WHAT I TAKE THE INTERNET TO SERIOUSLY YOU SHOULD AS WELL. STOP THIS NONSENSE BECAUSE JAMES'S STORIES DO NOT MAKE SENSE. HOW CAN I MAKE A PHONE CALL IN HIS TRAILER WHEN I'M IN ANOTHER STATE FOR INSTANCE? IF HACKERS PING THE PHONE ACCOUNT EMILY ROSE IT WON'T SHOW UP IN MY IP ADDRESS ZONE. IP ADDRESSES HAVE AN ATTACHED ZONE TO THEM AND THERE-FOR YOU CAN TELL THAT JAMES IS LYING BY THAT ALONE, IT IS NOT IN MY IP ADDRESS LOCATION.
  • WARNING JAMES WILL TRY TO MAKE FAKE ACCOUNTS.ASK FOR VERIFICATION BECAUSE IF I NEED TO STOP HIM THIS WAY I WILL.
    • WARNING JAMES WILL TRY TO MAKE FAKE ACCOUNTS. WARNING: JAMES IS KNOWN FOR MAKING FAKE-ACCOUNTS IF SOMEONE SAYS THEY ARE ME MAKE SURE YOU ASK FOR CAM VERIFICATION THE FAKES WILL DENY IT I WILL NOT. I ALSO CAN VOICE VERIFY AS ME AND HE CANNOT. TO TELL US APART PLEASE ASK FOR VERIFICATION.
• 1/17/2021 - 3 Posts
  • The reason Lambydance can't kick me from Disney and why she's in the wrong. And why Lambydance deserves my ban.
    • HIS POST RIGHT HERE: I WAS BEING NICE AND TOLD YOU I'D TAKE IT DOWN. YOU SHARED ONLY HALF OF THE STORY WHICH MADE ME LOOK BAD. YOU LEGIT SEE ME OFFERING TO TAKE IT DOWN AND ADMITTING MY MISTAKE; YOU CAN'T KICK ME FROM EDITING. IM INNOCENT. YOU TURNED THIS INTO DRAMA. YOU SHOULD BE KICKED NOT ME LAMBY. I WAS BEING NICE!
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  • Elk: I warned you, now let me prove myself innocent. or you'll continue to have me latch on as a shadow.
    • They never let you guys see the actual proof against them, so I'm forcing it. I have several live videos including this one with no references around. I'll happily film with my phone if it means proving myself innocent and just sit at my kitchen counter. Elk Administration, you have gained a new best friend for not letting me tell the truth. You have been warned. I will make sure my videos get out properly so they know I never stole.&nbsp; LET ME TELL THE TRUTH. And I go away, I mean you NO harm. LET MY VIDEOS OUT. I WANT THIS DRAMA OVER AND MY NAME CLEAR. THAT IS ALL I AM WANTING TO DO. I JUST WANNA CLEAR MY NAME SO PLEASE LET ME.
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  • Proof Elk Bullies Me and I'VE been trying to prove myself innocent and block them as well. PROOF THAT ELK IS THE BULLY NOT ME.
    • I think I know who Elk is and it's only one person who would ever speak to me like that; this is bullying and He's in denial; I have proof against him. he needs to stop harassing me. Proof that I never trace for starters. this is not the way I want to be talked to.Who wants to be called these names? Finally caught him in the act.
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[GenociderSyo]

Spoiler: January Part 5

• 1/18/2021 - 5 Posts
  • A possible copy of my OC .
    • My Immortal fanfiction writer is Twenty Seven. I'm THIRTY; it is a possibility she copied my OC. Raven was a name I was using at the time as well, so it might've been a mockery situation. I was Sixteen she would've been young at the time.
  • Please STOP CONFUSING ME FOR THE MY IMMORTAL RAVEN I HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH IT OTHER THAN A SIMILAR OC ISSUE.
    • There was some confusion because Ebony looks like a Mockery of my Original Oc Salina Gabriella. I have NOTHING to do with My Immortal other than Ebony possibly being a rip off of my OC. Salina has age as well. The reason "Raven." is in question is because I used to use the online screen name"Raven." a lot and I have no responsibility with My Immortal. I am NOT that Raven. Please stop confusing me for her, my real first name is Emily, NOT Raven.
  • DEAR PEOPLE SAYING I BULLIED THEM: GROW A PAIR I MEAN YOU NO HARM : I AM JUST STANDING UP TO YOU AND YOU DO *NOT* LIKE AN "IDIOT" STANDING UP FOR WHAT SHE BELIEVES IS WRONGFUL TREATMENT.
    • I DO NOT MEAN ANYONE HARM., I AM SICK OF PEOPLE THINKING THAT DUE TO THE LIES SPREAD; I CAN'T HARM YOU I DO NOT KNOW WHERE YOU LIVE. PLEASE DO NOT BE AFRAID TO TALK TO ME AS I HAVE NO TRACING, HACKING, ETC, SKILLS I AM JUST A SCRIPTER TRYING TO GET HER PROGRAMMER STEPFATHER TO BACK OFF. I AM A FULL GROWN ASS WOMAN I DO NOT NEED MY MOTHER'S HELP IN LIFE DISCOVERING WHAT MY MENTAL DISORDERS ALL ABOUT. I HAVE DOCTORS FOR THAT. I JUST WANT PEOPLE TO STOP TREATING ME LIKE A MINI CELEBRITY WITH PAPPARAZI AS I AM NOT FAMOUS AND HAVE NOT EARNED INFAMOUS STATUS RIGHTFULLY EITHER; SCREENSHOTS CAN AND HAVE BEEN FAKED, AND I WAS NEVER ALLOWED TO SHARE MY SIDE SO I GOT PISSED. I MEAN NO HARM TO PEOPLE. I WAS JUST UPSET, ANGRY, AND I'M SORRY IF I SCARED YOU. I USE CAPS TO BRING IMPORTANCE TO THE MATTER, I KNOW IT IS YELLING, BUT IF I DON'T YELL YOU WON'T TAKE ME SERIOUS. I APOLOGIZE IF I SEEM DANGEROUS TO YOU PLEASE DO NOT TAKE ME AS A HARMFUL PERSON. THOSE PEOPLE ACCUSING ME OF BULLYING HAVE BEEN TREATING ME LIKE CRAP FOR YEARS AND I GOT SICK OF IT AND DID SOMETHING ABOUT IT, I DROPPED THEM * ALL INCLUDING MY OWN MOTHER* BECAUSE OF HOW I WAS TREATED AND THEY DO NOT LIKE THAT I HAVE BLOCKED THEM ON *EVERYTHING*. THEY HAVE BEEN SENDING ME HARASSING PHONE CALLS ETC, AND I HAVE AUDIO PROOF ON THE BLOG OF THEM. I WANT to be TREATED LIKE A NORMAL HUMAN BEING AND FROM MY EYES THEY TREATED ME LIKE CRAP. IF YOU ARE COMPLAINING ABOUT ME YOU ARE ONE OF THE PEOPLE I NO LONGER SEE AS A FRIEND BECAUSE YOU LIED ABOUT ME. I AM NOT ATTEMPTING TO YELL THE CAPS IS SO YOU CAN ACTUALLY SEE I AM ANGRY. I AM PISSED OFF THAT PEOPLE WANNA TREAT ME DIFFERENTLY JUST BECAUSE I HAVE A DISORDER DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING. I MEAN YOU NO HARM STOP BABYING ME AND I WON'T WANT TO ACT OUT. TREAT ME WITH RESPECT AND YOU EARN IT FAIRLY LIKE I HAVE TO AND MAYBE I WON'T SNAP WHEN YOU CALL ME NAMES LIKE A TURD. NOW EVERYONE CAN SEE ME ASKING THE FOLLOWING PEOPLE TO LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE AND STOP POSTING ABOUT ME: ELK ADMIN AISLYNN AKAPIGEONKICKER + MY MOTHER. I DO NOT WISH FOR YOU IN MY LIFE, I DO NOT NEED TO BE POPULAR I JUST NEED THE FRIENDS I HAVE THAT ACTUALLY HELPED ME REGAIN MY MEMORIES PROPERLY INSTEAD OF YELLING AT ME. YOU NEED TO LEARN YOU DO NOT CONTROL ME. YOU AREN'T THE LAW, YOU DON'T GET TO TAKE MY RIGHTS AWAY, YOU AREN'T A MODERATOR, AND YOU DON'T LIVE NEAR ME IN MY STATE TO SEE MY REAL LIFE AT ALL, SO YOU CAN'T PROVE ANY OF YOUR STATEMENTS TRUE. PLEASE STOP RECORDING ME WITHOUT CONSENT. I DID NOT CONSENT FOR ELK TO USE MY CONTENT NOR AKAPIGEONKICKER. YOU DON'T SHARE MY SIDE, I HAVE TO FORCE IT. IF YOU FEEL I BULLIED YOU DO YOU THINK I LIKE BEING CALLED NAMES LIKE '' A TURD.'' A FAT ASS COW, ETC? LOOK AT THE WAY YOU TREAT ME AND THEN CRY, BULLY. SEE IF I CARE. I MEAN YOU NO HARM AND YOU DISRESPECT ME. GROW A PAIR THE LOT OF YOU.
  • The reason I don't Publicly share my emotions.- I have no Empathy for others? Wrong, I do, just not the assholes that betrayed me.
    • I don't share my emotions publically anymore because people treated me like crap and made fun of me for being "TOO EMOTIONAL." so people get treated the way they do because I gave up. I can't show love to people who don't deserve it, Aislynn, James, My Mother have all out right traumatized me into not showing people love; unless I am able to get comfortable with you and slowly open up, I am not an easy task when it comes to emotions, I've been taught "Too Emotional." was bad, and now people are faulting me for not being Emotional At All.&nbsp; I have no Empathy for Aislynn, James, Ronda, or even Gaea because I have spent the last YEARS begging them to take things down and talk with me about their issues instead- they chose to&nbsp; HUMILIATE me like Quasimodo with the tomatoes. so I recoiled. All my life I've been told "YOUR TOO LOVING."&nbsp; If you don't want my love, don't be my friend, I get too attached. those people do not deserve my friendship or love because they abused my trust, humiliated me willingly, and should 've instead tried talking to me a different way, I treat you nice when you treat me nice, treat others the way you wish to be treated, which is&nbsp; the way I've followed it for years, if you are going to be mean to me, I will be mean back. maybe this is where you'll understand Aislynn, Gaea, Pigeon, Ronda, Why you fucked up. You didn't let me express my feelings at all, so I'm giving them to someone else who deserves them instead. my friends here in my state, have not only rescued me but taught me how to be a Human. I'm reserving my love, my empathy, for those who EARN my respect. and not just for anyone who walks in on the planet. I'm sorry but there is a thing called "Stranger Danger." And I don't know Aislynn at all, nor do I wish I knew Ronda or James.&nbsp; I'm unfortunately related to Ronda and James is an asshole I wish would go and pretend I don't exist. if you find me an asshole for wanting to protect my emotions and sanity, you have issues. I don't have to also tell you guys about anything in my life, because Online can be fake, and I'd rather just keep my real life separated from now on. I will show who I really am more but sensitive things like my medical stuff, will no longer be publically shown because it is not your business. please understand I am trying to leave this drama alone. I'm going to be more private and less "In Your Face." as my Aunt Puts it. I never learned Privacy as a kid, and they did try to teach me it but I wouldn't listen. please respect my choice to back down on this drama and I don't want it anymore. my health is important to me and I'd like the chance to be able to open up to a select few people instead of the entire world like I initially thought, I don't need popularity. I just needed friends who understand I've been traumatized just like you guys have, and to please leave me and my name alone. stop talking about me so I can shut up.
  • The Timeline is completely screwed up and here's why it may be my Mother's Fault. Here's why your My Immortal Claims are WAY off.
    • The timeline is completely screwed up, if you wanna fix it, here's my Mothers' Birth Year. 1971. I have my birth certificate to actually prove this as well. I am telling the truth. My age is correct.I think My Mothers mind might be going which is why James is confused as well. I think they both are experiencing this. Although the early signs vary, common early symptoms of dementia include: memory problems, particularly remembering recent events increasing confusion, reduced concentration. personality or behavior changes. apathy and withdrawal or depression. loss of ability to do everyday tasks. I'm FINE to do everyday tasks, my Mother is not. She sits on the couch most days. I am trying to tell the truth guys, and you keep thinking I'm the other Raven when I have nothing to do with it, plus she released her picture. I am not this chick. https://myimmortal.fandom.com/wiki/Raven Not only that, I'm THIRTY, they are younger than me. Your timeline doesn't add up.
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• 1/19/2021 - 22 Posts
  • I have a Severe Paranoia Disorder issue to the point where I don't want to be a Troll; and am fighting against the accusation.
    • Trolls need to back off and understand that I take things too seriously due to my disorder. Schizo-Affective includes Paranoia, Mood swings, etc. I take things too seriously due to it, and it makes me paranoid as well. Please back off, and understand I have a REAL Mental Disorder that doesn't excuse me for annoying everyone, but it's also why I kept to myself; which is why I didn't have anything to do with the suicide or anything, I stay in my house because I don't wanna meltdown. I do what I can to protect my mental state. I'm doing everything I can to stay sane, please, stop trolling me and understand that I really do have a mental disorder and I'm asking for you to stop. I can only take so much of the "Hacking claims ." " She said this." I can't take much more of the issue, and I'm sorry, but I didn't start this, James's lies made my paranoia come out. I have a severely bad Paranoia issue; please understand. I don't want people to treat me especially or think I'm trying to use my disorder as an excuse to get out of something, I want them to back off and stop triggering it with claims like"OH OH I'M AN ANON I'M ABLE TO HACK.' because it makes me go and act guilty even when I'm proven to not be by you guys. I have a severely bad Paranoia issue due to the Schizo part of the Affective disorder, and I'm asking for people to just leave me alone.
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  • Please stop using my Paranoia against me and just go away.
    • Please stop using my Paranoia against me and just go away. I just wanna move on. I've been humiliated enough for having a severe Paranoia issue.
  • I WAS a Special Ed Kid; But for a short while.
    • I WAS a Special Ed Kid; But for a short while. I got out in Highschool when they noticed I had abilities that were held back. My IQ needs re-tested. due to the mental abuse, the words "Stupid. " said over and over again by James, etc, I began studying on my own on my Pc. which is why my IQ needs officially retested instead of just an Online test. James Moved and that was the best time of my life because they were in Texas and I was with my Grandfather, he's abusive and I just want to warn people to stay away from him. he's the reason I have a short fuse and too much anger. no one did anything to stop him from slandering my name, and try to get him to understand that I don't like my voice insulted. I'm standing up to his abuse and I know he hates it to the point he's fabricating a story because of his precious ego getting hurt when I called him a Tiny Dick. it was embarrassing for him, and he's acting out on it. which needs to stop. his anger is so bad so scary, and he needs to realize he IS abusive. just because I had a Low IQ does NOT GIVE YOU A RIGHT TO TREAT ME LIKE AN IDIOT. My Brain EVOLVED clearly because all you did was make me want to fight and prove you ALL wrong. I'm SMARTER now due to it. I found I had talents by getting away from my parent, and I'm capable of much more. I don't need my parent's help anymore, please stop thinking that. thanks.
  • ANON GOT LIED TO BY JAMES. NOT ME. HERE IS *PROOF* THAT JAMES IS THE PROGRAMMER YOUR AFTER.
    • I AM NOT A GODDAMNED PROGRAMMER I AM A SCRIPTER.I DON'T EVEN HAVE VISUINO! JAMES DOES! HE'S AN IDIOT FOR LYING TO ANON. AISLYNN YOU ARE ANGRY WITH THE WRONG PERSON!
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  • Changes in my person.who I support. and who I don't.
    • I am sorry for my delusional state from years of mental abuse but I have a person that caused it and I want him to ignore me. I also do want my Mother to never talk about me again, and I want my time for Mental Growth and peace. I am asking people to understand that my "Delusion." is over and I'm trying to do what's right and fix things. I am sorry if I hurt you at all; truly sorry, I am trying to change myself as a person ( I know you've heard this a lot but I don't know what else to do since this has been a year of apology for everyone. I always try to be original but as a person, I have seen many think the same way, and it's a tough world.) I hope by apologizing and admitting my abuse happened you can see that I'm trying to change. to the point I'm actually No longer Supporting Jeffree Star or Shane Dawson because of what they did to Trisha, I don't like her very much either, but they are bullying and it is uncalled for. I do not support bullying and I've never bought any of their products , I will be also removing them from my wishlist. I'm sorry but calling people names is uncalled for and against my personal values as of now. I'm changing as a person. and I want people to see that. ( I don't own Jeffree Stars stuff and I mean no malice towards him if he happens to see this post. I just don't agree with how you handled the situation an Employee should be professional and not insulting a client.)
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  • I do not share the same opinion's as those people I support. PLEASE stop thinking in this mentality.
    • I do not share the same opinions as those people I support. Just; that's not how this works; I may like someone's content but I am not racially opinionated or otherwise, please do not think my opinions are the same as someone I am "Supporting." on my Youtube, Twitter, Etc. I follow people I like the CONTENT of and will unfollow them fast if something goes wrong. I gave Jeffree Star a few chances and the last one did it for me. There is no excuse to let an employee bully a client.
  • I DO NOT SUPPORT PEDOPHILIA PLEASE DO NOT BELIEVE THIS.
    • I DO NOT SUPPORT PEDOPHILIA PLEASE DO NOT BELIEVE THIS.
  • How am I the one Delusional when you all follow a man who think's he's in the army still?
    • How am I the one Delusional when you all follow a man who thinks he's in the army still? He's RETIRED.
  • Is My Salina the inspiration for Ebony? They look Eerily similar no matter how I draw her.I'm THIRTY. She's Twenty Seven.
    • Don't let my DA fool you, I had another account. Is My Salina the base idea of Ebony? To Mock her? * I was Nine when I made her originally off of Deviantart. You decide. Do you recognize my art work? it was because it was stolen. I have proof of being the original artist.
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  • IS THIS FUNNY TO YOU? ME TAKING YOU TOO SERIOUSLY? I HAVE SEVERE PARANOIA ISSUES BECAUSE OF YOU TROLLS! ITS A TRIGGER. STOP TRIGGERING MY PARANOIA! I SERIOUSLY THOUGHT PEOPLE WERE HURT.
    • ME NEAR HAVING A CARDIAC ARREST BECAUSE I FOLLOWED YOU TROLLS THINKING YOU WERE IN DANGER? DID YOU GUYS THINK ITS FUNNY TO BULLY AND TORMENT ME BECAUSE I AM DIFFERENT? DO YOU THINK IT'S FUNNY WHEN YOU OUT RIGHT DROP" HINTS" AT HACKING WHEN THERE MAY BE NO HACKING AT ALL? IS IT FUNNY USING *MY* PARANOIA AGAINST ME? I DON'T THINK SO.
  • JAMES IS THE ISSUE: STOP MANIPULATING MY TIMELINE.
    • James is trying to manipulate my timeline willingly and it has to stop. HE DID NOT RAISE ME, HE WAS NOT THERE AS A KID, BUT HE WAS VERY RUDE AND NASTY AND INAPPROPRIATE WITH ME AT AGE SIXTEEN. PLEASE STOP TELLING PEOPLE A FALSE STORY JAMES, YOU MET ME AT SIXTEEN AS YOU HAVE PHOTOS FROM WHEN I WAS SIXTEEN. YOU ARE TRYING TO MANIPULATE PEOPLE INTO BELIEVING YOUR STORY WHEN YOU AREN'T EVEN IN THE PICTURE AND THEY ARE TRYING TO TELL YOU THIS. PLEASE STOP JAMES.
  • LIYAH DELINCRIOX THE CRAZY STALKER WHO WON'T LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!
    • STALKS MY EVERY. FUCKING. MOVE! LEAVE ME ALONE YOU BATSHIT INSANE WOMAN! I DON'T LIKE YOU! I HAVE DONE EVERYTHING TO GET YOU TO SHUT UP. YOU DON'T HAVE REAL PROOF AT ALL! JUST PHONE CALLS LEAVE ME ALONE!
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  • My Mother has NOTHING TO DO WITH MY IMMORTAL SHE IS TOO OLD FOR IT. I am NOT Delusional (* anymore.)
    • My Mother has NOTHING TO DO WITH MY IMMORTAL SHE IS TOO OLD FOR IT. The only issue is that my OC may be the base inspiration. Sorry. The reason I thought she had something to do with it was that the OC looks VERY much so like mine, and I'm older. I didn't look into Raven's age at all until now, I am sorry for accusing her, but I still don't love my Mother, she is not a Mother to me and needs to understand that Karen raised me, not her. I made a mistake because James's Gaslighting made my years messed up, which made you guys think I'm Delusional. It's not me, the bastard Gaslighted me to the point I forgot my own years.
  • NO REAL LIFE PROOF OF ACCUSATIONS!
    • They don't have real-life proof at all of my accusations and they want people to not notice this factor. They don't have real-life proof at all. Just because you say it doesn't make it true. I've been accused of many many nasty things unfairly with NO proof of real-life evidence, and they want it avoided. please do not fall for the Akapigeonkicker drama, he has no proof other than the phone calls I gave him after he harassed me with crazy conspiracy theories. Akapigeonkicker is just spewing crazy talk. He doesn't have actual proof I went through his files or anything, it is just an accusation that never happened. I didn't even know he had Vets Affairs at all. All this is is conspiracy theories with paranoid hackers who assume they'll get a court date with no evidence. the only evidence they've got is years of me on the forums, and phone calls, they have NO PROOF OF ME GETTING INTO HIS FILES OR ANYTHING SO PLEASE STOP ACCUSING ME.
  • Please do not ASSUME YOU KNOW MY OPINION BASED ON A POST! GET TO KNOW ME AND ASK ME FOR CONTEXT!
    • Please do not ASSUME YOU KNOW MY OPINION BASED ON A POST! GET TO KNOW ME AND ASK ME FOR CONTEXT! I have Twitter, Deviantart, and other places you can SAFELY like Reddit, ask me my opinion on as LONG AS YOU DO NOT INSULT ME! ASK MY OPINION INSTEAD OF ASSUME BECAUSE ASSUME TICKS ME OFF; YOU DON'T KNOW MY HEAD, STOP TRYING TO GUESS.
  • People don't even have REAL LIFE PROOF OF THE ACCUSATIONS I AM UNDER.
    • People don't even have REAL LIFE PROOF OF THE ACCUSATIONS I AM UNDER. Where's the real-life proof? OH WAIT IT NEVER HAPPENED. Like the stuff with Zephyr being bullied on voice on Secondlife, where's the voice proof? it's nonexistent because it never happened. all the proof you guys have are years of me bitching at you on forums. Where's the PROOF James has a Sex Dungeon for instance and I called him out for it? Where's the PROOF of ANY of his accusations? I've not seen it. all you have are phone calls in response to his accusations of me that don't exist and excuses and nonrealizations: I DON'T LIVE IN HIS STATE I CAN'T SNOOP IN AN ACCOUNT I KNEW NOTHING ABOUT. THE MANS PTSD IS TRIGGERING MY PTSD WHICH KEEPS THE CYCLE GOING AND HAS TO STOP. I NEVER TOUCHED HIS FUCKING ACCOUNT! I AM NOT A VET AND I AM NOT HIS GIRLFRIEND I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT HIS BILLS EVEN. HOW SHOULD I KNOW HE HAD VETS AFFAIRS STUFF? I AINT A VET.
  • Proof against Aislynn's tracing that JAMES is the programmer: WITH HIS FACE IN THE VIDEO.
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  • Proof that James posted first: Why I got upset.
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  • Salina was created on Deviantart, just not at age Nine. Clearing up the Timeline issues so you can stop thinking I'm a liar.
    • Salina did appear first on Deviantart. I was SIXTEEN at the time. I had an old friend come in and clear some timeline issues up. Nightstarthetitan45 was opened 14 years ago. I am just trying to tell the right story. I graduated in 2009. James wasn't around, but he did inappropriate things with me, that I didn't approve of. he's not a nice guy. he Gaslighted me to the point that I was delusional and had no real memory, making you guys angry with me, I'm trying to tell the truth so people know I'm doing what's right. I am not the Raven you are after.
  • Titan FAILED to find My IP; WHY? I'M NOT THE PERSON YOU ARE AFTER BECAUSE I AM STILL HERE.
    • Guys' I have had the same PC since 2017, whoever Titan took down is not me. I know who he took down, it was JAMES. NOT ME. Notice who complained of his COMPUTER DYING? USE YOUR HEADS. He even said his phone BROKE.I'm not the one with the Programming Skills harassing people!
  • WHY ARE PEOPLE NOT SEEING THAT JAMES IS BASICALLY HAVING YOU ALL DENY ME MY PRIVACY RIGHTS?
    • I do shower; why is it no one sees how wrong it is for James to have WATCHED how I handle life? HE ISN'T MY STEPFATHER! DO YA WANT A FREAKING SHOWERING VIDEO TO PROVE I BLOODY SHOWER? WHERE IS MY PRIVACY RIGHTS?! I feel like people are forcing me to have to share MY ENTIRE REAL LIFE AND IT IS FRUSTRATING BECAUSE I HAVE PRIVACY RIGHTS DAMMIT. Hackers are hacking me, and I'm being invaded. it's not fair. YOU CANNOT GO INTO MY PRIVATE MESSAGES ON FACEBOOK TO GET THE ENTIRE THING! I DID NOT GIVE YOU PERMISSION TO DO THAT!
  • WHY I AM PISSED OFF: YOU MISTOOK ME FOR THE WRONG THING!
    • Seriously guys I don't even know how to speak Binary and then #Anon 's come in and blame the idiot who doesn't know Binary for a binary's mistake and you WONDER WHY THE HELL I AM PISSED OFF? DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA OF HOW FAST I HAVE HAD TO SPEED TYPE TO KEEP UP WITH YOU GUYS? HOW MANY BRUISES? AND YOU WONDER WHY I AM PISSED OFF?!! YOU MISTOOK ME FOR A PROGRAMMER WHEN I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT PROGRAMMING! SO OF COURSE I'M GOING TO FIGHT BACK AND PROVE MY INNOCENTNESS I AM NOT A PROGRAMMER! I HAD TO ASK MY OWN ANON FOR HELP! IT'S HOW I KNOW ABOUT COMODO IT IS NOT A CRIME TO ASK AN ANON MEMBER FOR FREAKING HELP WHEN PEOPLE CONFUSE ME FOR A PROGRAMMER SINCE AGE SIXTEEN ISH! I AM NOT A GODDAMNED ANON OR A PROGRAMMER SO PLEASE STOP ACCUSING ME!
• 1/20/2021 - 16 Posts
  • Year mistakes._.
    • Apparently, I haven't got used to the fact that it is now 2021 and keep typing 2020, my bad.
  • Just Because I am Special Ed; Doesn't Mean My Brain Process Doesn't Think. The REASON IQ doesn't matter on me.
    • Just Because I am Special Ed; Doesn't Mean My Brain Process Doesn't Think. Stop Judging the Sped Kids; you don't know what is in our minds. We could be smart and you judge us based on our weird body proportions instead. stop judging people based on looks and realize just because my body is ugly doesn't mean shit. I have hands, I have an ability to think, I'm BLUNT, which is different, I have HEALTH concerns, so what, I get help. If I have the right Accommodations I can actually thrive. stop holding me back and let me shine. just because I'm a Sped Kid means shit, Stephen Hawking was in a wheelchair and you saw what he could do. what makes it any different for me? who's to say a Velo person with Schizo can't be a Genius level that got mistreated due to being held back? who's to say my IQ isn't high? I need to be retested clearly, and that number means shit in the sped world because we work differently. my mind is missing chromosomes which affect that number anyway. IQ doesn't matter to me. They have to test me a different way. you need to realize that due to me missing Chromosomes the test would naturally be inaccurate. I don't have full brainpower. That doesn't mean my other senses didn't open up. See, when the body loses something, it strengthens something to keep it going, like a person with Heart issues, for instance, they are strong with&nbsp; Ears ,Nose, Smell, usually because of a lack of something. The Blind HEAR Better My body is ugly, and my brain is not. you underestimated me based on looks. Don't judge a book by its cover. It's called "METAMORPHOSIS." Google it. yes, I know big words. I was faking being an idiot long enough for you to feel like assholes for judging me based on look only. That's what the Min Gen Project is. you are being TAUGHT not to judge a book by its cover. Only used a filter to prove a point. You wouldn't accept me unless I was Pretty, How about Smart instead? Not my fault you didn't pay attention to the apparent signs. I stopped using the filtered photos for a reason, after all, to prove a point. my former friends only thrive on beauty, and it's shallow. My new friends, don't. You really need to stop underestimating ugly people because they might just be smarter than you.
  • Socially Slow Mentally Fast IT IS possible. You need to stop being judgemental.
    • I have Socially Slow learning skills; meaning I am Social Skills learning slow,&nbsp; Mentally? I'm actually very smart and kept it to myself. I didn't want to be bullied more, but now I don't care, I'm, going to teach you all a lesson about not being judgemental. I have Social issues, but the people following my blog are shallow in beauty only and don't realize skin is not anything important, we have Socially slow people but heavily skilled in other aspects of stuff. my admin skills may suck but I have other skills that you are surprised about. I don't have people skills; I have Brainiac Skills. Sorry, but I'm a slow PEOPLE learner, NOT a slow Study Type.
  • All of you following this blog need medical attention you are WAY too paranoid!
    • Seek Medical Attention You are OVERLY PARANOID. I CANNOT HURT YOU AT ALL BECAUSE A) I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU AND B) YOU ARE OUT OF STATE AND COUNTRY. STOP TELLING PEOPLE I'D HURT YOU. YOU ARE MAKING PEOPLE PARANOID AND I CAN'T EVEN HACK.
  • Did you forget I have THE RIGHT TO DEFEND MYSELF? IN THE LAST FOUR YEARS DID YOU FORGET "INNOCENT UNTIL PROVEN GUILTY." IS A THING?
    • What the fuck guys? Did you forget I have THE RIGHT TO DEFEND MYSELF? GOOGLE IT. IT'S A THING. I HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO TELL YOU"NO THIS DID NOT HAPPEN." STOP THIS STUPID DRAMA AND REALIZE YOU HAVE NO REAL LIFE PROOF OF THE ACCUSATIONS OTHER THAN STUPID PHONE CALLS BECAUSE OF A GODDAMNED PTSD PARANOID MAN! WHO NEEDS BETTER MEDICATION! I HAVE EVERY RIGHT AS AN AMERICAN AND YOU INTERNET TROLLS ARE NOT THE LAW. I HAVE THE RIGHT TO DEFEND MYSELF. I AM NOT HARASSING YOU I AM ASKING YOU TO LEAVE MY NAME ALONE, WHAT IS SO HARD TO COMPREHEND? THE "LEAVE." OR "MY NAME." PART?! IF YOU STOP TALKING ABOUT ME I WON'T HEAR ABOUT IT. AND HAVE TO REPORT ON IT. IT IS THAT SIMPLE. STOP BEING SENSITIVE SNOWFLAKES AND UNDERSTAND THAT I AM NOT HARASSING YOU BY TELLING YOU TO SHUT THE FUCK UP. YOU DO NOT KNOW ME IN REAL LIFE, YOU CAN'T CREATE&nbsp; A SCANDAL OUT OF NO WHERE, JAMES IS NOT IN MY STATE THERE-FOR HE CAN'T SEE MY ACTIONS, WHICH IS WHY YOU CAN'T GET A DAMNED LAWYER! IT IS AN OBVIOUS REASON! YOU NEED TO LEARN WHAT THE BLOCK BUTTON DOES AND STAY ON IT.
  • GUYS; PLEASE STOP ASSUMING WITH ME.
    • I'm just asking for people to not assume things with me because it may mean another context.
  • Hate is wrong.
    • Hate is wrong. just going to state this instead.
  • Maybe if you'd stop judging me based on looks ;
    • I would be seen in a clearer light as someone just beginning to show how smart she really is. You called me stupid enough to break from you.&nbsp; Now watch as I learn more and more. Your fault for being judgemental assholes.
  • I am not a celebrity please stop stalking me.
    • I am not a celebrity please stop stalking me. I like my privacy and I like my accounts to be not followed by my former friends, if you follow me you haven't let it go, and we need to talk. if you want to talk to me LIKE AN ADULT and BRAVELY instead of being scared, I would like to move forward in life, and not base it on my past of being a brat. if you want a personal apology? (All but Liyah because lady you need a hobby I am sorry for your kid, I didn't mean any harm by it, please stop. you make me uncomfortable and I've got you blocked.) please DM me on a website and ask. James, Liyah are two that will not get an apology for treating me the way they do. If you are blocked, you fucked up.
  • I AM NOT EVEN IN MICHIGAN TO SNOOP THROUGH JAMES'S FILES.THAT IS WHY YOU CAN'T GET A LAWYER.
    • I AM NOT EVEN IN MICHIGAN TO SNOOP THROUGH JAMES'S FILES. THAT IS HOW PARANOID HE IS! HE NEEDS MEDICAL ATTENTION AND YOU ALL CAN'T FREAKING UNDERSTAND BASIC MEDICAL NEEDS BECAUSE of YOUR PARANOID FOR NO REASON! STOP BEING PARANOID!
  • I don't even know where James keeps his files; if they asked me, I would have to tell the truth.
    • I don't even know where James keeps his files; if they asked me, I would have to tell the truth.
  • I learned how to be humble not by you guys, but by my "New" friends who have been there all along.and:
    • I learned how to be humble not by you guys,&nbsp; but by my "New" friends who have been there all along. and: This. I learned Online, which is why I am passionate about this. maybe realize the Internet can be good as well, I'd rather NOT be racist like my Mother, sorry.
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  • PLEASE STOP ASSUMING I WILL "NEVER ADMIT I HAVE DONE WRONG." BEING A DEMANDING BRAT.
    • I HAVE DONE A LOT WRONG IN THE PAST; FROM ASSUMING PEOPLE'S SEX'S, TO ACCIDENTAL RACIAL ISSUES. A&nbsp; LOT WRONG. I'M NOT PERFECT, I AM NOT A GOD, PLEASE STOP ASSUMING. IT IS TICKING ME OFF TO THE POINT I WANT TO SCREAM. I AM LEARNING HOW NOT TO BE A DEMANDING, OVERBEARING, BRAT. NOW I WOULD APPRECIATE IT IF PEOPLE STOPPED TORMENTING ME WITH MY UGLY ASS FUCKING PAST AND LET ME TRY TO FIX MY FUTURE. I HAVE DONE A LOT WRONG AND I AM BREAKING DOWN BECAUSE PEOPLE WILL NOT LET ME FIX MY FUTURE AND TRY TO LEARN FROM IT. PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE. I MADE A LOT OF MISTAKES I AM SORRY FOR BEING A BRAT. I AM NOT A BRAT ANYMORE; I AM NOT SPOILED ROTTEN, I AM A POOR CLASS CITIZEN WHO LEARNED THAT LIFE IS NOT ALWAYS FAIR AND I CAN'T ALWAYS WHINE TO GET WHAT I WANT. I AM SICK OF PEOPLE ASSUMING I CAN'T CHANGE! I JUST WANT TO GROW FROM IT ALREADY. LET ME GROW THE FUCK UP. I WAS A SPOILED BRAT NOW I AM IN HARSH. PLEASE STOP ASSUMING I NEVER LEARNED HOW TO BE HUMBLE.
  • Public apology for coming off as a bully when I didn't mean too.
    • I apologize to anyone who may have thought that I was a bully to them, school, Online, etc. I would message you privately and apologize, but I can't as some of you are afraid of me. I'm sorry and no one should be made to feel that low. >I hope this helps cure your anger. I know it probably doesn't right away, I know I have years of anger from being bullied myself. I know it's not the best apology even, but it is one, and if I could I'd apologize in person, I was a bullied victim myself, and I should've known better, If I came off as a rotten bitch to you, at all, I'm very sorry and It wasn't nice of me, I hope this apology helps you understand that I myself was very sad. I am doing this publically so people see that I know I have done some wrong, I never intentionally bullied students, but I know some of you see me as a bully in your eyes. I just want to be allowed to grow from my past mistakes and move forward. I don't want your forgiveness, I just want permission to grow. and to be let go of my past. I feel chained to it, and I'm harassed over it a lot. I get you angry, but I am trying to do the right thing, and apologize the best way I can, I was wrong for how I treated a lot of you, by being bratty, which I didn't realize could be translated into bullying. I'm trying to show humility and I hope doing it publically helps you realize I just wish to move forward. I sucked as an Admin, I wasn't fair, and I know that I had ego issues, I always called people out for them but I had my own, and I'm ashamed of them, I'm grown now and I can't behave that way, I'm terrified of adminship even because of the way I acted previously, I retired. I just want to have fun again, and be a normal member of society like the rest of you. I don't want to be seen as a god complex; I never thought like that. I apologize to those "Victims." who feel, they were "Victimised." by me. as in my eyes being bratty wasn't bullying, it is just a sign of being too spoiled. I hope this helps. thanks. Emily.
  • Since I have followers both good and bad, I'm going to use it to make sure I state:
    • RACISM IS WRONG; EVERYONE BLEEDS RED. SEXISM IS WRONG. LGTBQ+- WE ARE TWENTY TWENTY ARE THEY IN YOUR BED? NO? SHUT UP. AMERICA IS FOR THE PEOPLE; BY THE PEOPLE; SCREW YOUR JUDGEMENT, I'M ON THE DECLARATIONS SIDE.
  • STOP CALLING ME JAMES AND LEAVE ME ALONE! STOP BEING PARANOID ABOUT ME! I AM NOT DOING ANYTHING TO YOU.
    • I'm angry with you all because you basically judge me for who I am, and lie to people saying I'll hurt you when I'm out of state, please stop being paranoid and lying to people, I can't snoop through your files; I can't do anything to you, just leave me alone. you now have me publically asking you to STOP calling me James and leave me alone. these phone calls aren't met to harass you which is why all of those people aren't' t commenting because they can READ. You treat people like they are stupid all the time and it's not right, I'm standing up to you, and you don't like it. please stop trying to create a scandal where there is none, and get medical attention, you are VERY paranoid and it's needed, I am not in Michigan to make your claim plausible and that's that.-E
  • Suicide. VERY serious topic.
    • I am still not a bully to Kirstin, I would never stoop that low, please don't accuse me of this. I&nbsp; know what it is like to be so depressive you want Suicide, I know the feeling because, in 2010, I went to the ward for the first time due to considering Suicide Albeit for a selfish reason, I wanted my Mom to see that I was no longer a little girl who needed her help, I was depressive because she kept holding me as her young person. She kept calling me stupid, basing it on the fact that she felt I was still in special ed, even though I had graduated out of it. I know what&nbsp; Suicide feels like, I've been there, and I'm opening to you because I want you to know that it feels cold, dark, damp, wet, lonely. it feels scary, it feels sad, it feels like a demon has taken control of you, I felt guilty about Kirstin's because I could've helped her like people helped me come out of my depression. The reason I get so upset over her accusation is that I was suicidal myself, and I got out and I feel bad she never did. I would never stoop that low; and I would never stoop that low to bully someone for their voice because in school I have bullied a lot myself, which made me angrier at the world. My Mother took years to notice the signs of someone being bullied, I was constantly picked on, for my voice, until Highschool where I had had enough and stood up for myself. I&nbsp; was spoiled rotten by my Grandma, which made me a brat ( Which my Mom is right about it being a bad thing and it kills me to say that.) I don't love my Mom not because of being a brat, but because she let me down. she didn't see the signs of bullying until I threatened suicide. and people let Kirstin down, I feel bad, very bad that I could've helped her, and if I had known, I would've. this is why I am not the one who sent those emails. I was suicidal myself and spent time in the ward for it. I never talked about it because it hurt me because my Mother never wanted me, unless my life was in danger. My room was a pigsty, I never showered, I was severely depressive and showing signs of bulimia which was my eating disorder.no one stepped in and noticed signs. I don't want people to feel sorry for me, feel sorry to Kirstin because you let her down by avoiding her signs. I'm here, and she isn't. THAT is why I felt guilty. because I could've helped her. the way I was helped. Please stop assuming someone is guilty of something just by words said, you don't know the full context unless you ask. I'm uncomfortable talking about it with a stranger because I don't know you, but I'm opening up more because maybe it'll help you understand better, why I didn't send those emails. I'm, someone who considered suicide for a very selfish reason, because I was a brat, and I felt guilty over it, because she had a deeper reason, her suicide changed the way I viewed people. her life was too short. she had a child. it was not okay. they let her down. you don't notice the signs usually, even I was extremely happy beforehand, I had severe depression because I wanted a sane Mother. who actually cared. Don't feel sorry for me, I'm still here. Feel sorry for Kirstin because they ignored the signs.
    • She linked to the National Suicide HotLine.
• 1/21/2021 - 5 Posts
  • The reason my art isn't traced: My Anatomy isn't perfect.
    • The reason my art isn't traced: My Anatomy isn't perfect. If my art was traced, my anatomy would be better. Just saying, ya'll lack logic.
  • I'm still here.
    • I'm still here. Means you've had the wrong Ip. Stop accusing me-.
  • Still Here; and my blogger has also returned to normal.
    • I'm Still Here; my blogger has also returned to normal. What's that tell you? he lied. Hopefully, they can shut them up so I can actually roleplay again without them appearing to harass me. They know who they are. Anon. Didn't knock me down, because they have James's Ip, not mine. I'm not the one who sent those emails. If James is suddenly not responding, we now know why.
  • James is knocked down, not me. You need to realize he was the enemy that had you fooled.
    • People need to start realizing James is a liar and understand why I'm still here. You don't have my IP address, ya had his.
  • Ya'll do realize I cannot afford a Hacker, or anything like that right?
    • Ya'll do realize I cannot afford a Hacker, or anything like that right? That I'm on a budget? lookup how much a Hacker costs. I can't afford to hire ANYTHING like a Hitman, or the such, he's paranoid.
• 1/22/2021 - 4 Posts
  • James is trying to pass 2017 Emails ( Which people can read the date of) for 2013 , and will try to lie to people, even though I have an admittance that he knows otherwise.
    • This is proof he's trying to pass 2017 emails for 2013. PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU READ THE DATES? He specifically is trying to say I hurt someone in 2013, which isn't the case at all.
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  • James is trying to say Kirstin died in 2017 and Emails got sent then, Kirstin did NOT die in 2017.
    • She died in 2013. email's never got sent.
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  • Why would I be sending emails to a passed on person?
    • Why would I be sending emails to a person long gone? seriously? James admitted the date was 2017, not 2013. his story is way off.
  • Ya'll need to admit to yourselfs nothing is happening and I'm still here, because you have the wrong IP.
    • Ya'll need to admit to yourselves nothing is happening and I'm still here because you have the wrong IP. James is the liar; Not me. I can't even afford a Hitman, all your work has been for nothing.
• 1/23/2021 - 8 Posts
  • If You think I'm shallow enough to date just for looks; you are wrong, sorry.
    • If You think I'm shallow enough to date just for looks; you are wrong, sorry. I date for Personality.
  • Body/Skin doesn't matter to me, you could be the most beautiful but:
    • The body nor skin doesn't matter to me, you could be the most beautiful or any skin tone, and it won't matter to me, but: If your soul sucks? I won't date you, sorry. Personality is where it's at, Beauty is bleh to me. I wanna know who YOU are as a person. IF PEOPLE DIDN'T ASSUME THEY KNEW WHAT I MET THIS DRAMA WOULD BE OVER
  • DO NOT FALL FOR JAMES'S PHONE TRICKS !
    • Anyone falling for James's Phone Tricks needs to realize that since 2013 my email passwords have been changed. he's hacking them. He was already caught lying on one set of dates; I don't have multiple phones, he's trying to say I sent emails in 2013 when I can actually pull my emails up on every single email.and prove otherwise.
  • James LIED to people about my sexuality.
    • James outright lied about my sexuality; sorry, not a Lesbian. I have no issues with Lesbians, I just am not one.
  • Not a Lesbian , Not Into Females like that. I date for PERSONALITY.
    • Not a Lesbian, Not Into Females like that. James is trying to say I&nbsp; was sexual towards Kirstin which is not the case at all, I'm NOT a Lesbian. What's wrong with finding other Women pretty without sex involved?.? I date for personality and Kirstin wasn't a personality type I'd date. Nor is James, stop flattering yourself.
  • Proof I'm Older :Fanfiction.net
    • Managed to get back my Fanfiction.Net account to prove I'm actually older than James wants you to believe. Here's proof that I'm actually older than Lamby and the rest, 2010. I no longer use the name "SladesGirl." someone else does, and she has video proof; do not confuse her for me.
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  • So James Can't LIE about my 2010 Emails anymore either.
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  • WHAT WILL IT TAKE ?!
    • What will it take for people to realize that I want nothing to do with Ronda or James? I moved STATES to get away from them! LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE! ONLINE AND OFF!
• 1/24/2021 - 1 Post
  • I am NOT a burden to James or Ronda or any one from my past anymore, please leave me alone.
    • I am NOT a burden to James or Ronda anymore, please leave me alone. I have my own home, my own bills; my own life. just let me live my own life that is what I want, I don't want them online, I don't want them Offline, just go away.
• 1/25/2021 - 2 Posts
  • Alibi's for James's Burglary Story: I was no where near Michigan.
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  • I apologize if I seem to be mocking the LGBTQ+ community, I was just trying to figure out my own sexuality.
    • I apologize if I seem to be mocking the LGBTQ+ community, I was just trying to figure out my own sexuality. I'm not into Women like that, I'm into Men. I believe in trying everything once; and people have mistaken my words for flirting with Women when I am not, what is the crime in thinking another Women is pretty without thinking of them in a sexual way? just because I find another lady pretty, doesn't mean I want to sleep with her, I thought I had a crush on a lady before, but it was just being into her personality, and online, I never saw her face.&nbsp; I'm into personality heavily, and I apologize wholeheartedly if I seem like I'm mocking the LGTBQ+ community by going"I'm Bi." one minute then the next"I'm Pansexual." I didn't know anything about LGTBQ+ growing up due to a Judgemental Parent and I deeply apologize and I'm so sorry if you thought I was mocking your situations. my goal is not to mock, I was just trying to figure out my own sexuality. I deeply and humbly apologize.
• 1/28/2021 - 3 Posts
  • The Bombsquad. TROLLS CAUSED ME TO THINK YOU WERE IN DANGER, THIS IS WHY THIS TYPE OF TROLLING IS BAD.
    • I called because people Online pretending to know you, and it is in the repositories; I have proof of this myself, came to me and told me someone is in danger that I'm supposed to be able to show care- being that he is my Mothers boyfriend. My MOTHER is also in that trailer, and despite me hating her guts, she is a&nbsp; LIFE; if someone comes Online and TELLS ME, you guys are in danger? I'm GOING to do what is right and call to protect YOUR life if I have the ability to. If someone comes to me, and tells me a FAMILY member is in danger, I'm going to take it seriously and call the cops to protect them. THIS TYPE OF TROLLING IS NOT FUNNY and could put someone at serious risk. it needs to STOP. People pretending that someone is in mortal danger Online, for someone like me, is NOT funny, and wrong. It's a FAMILY MEMBER'S LIFE IN DANGER, and I hope you all had a good laugh, because if they claim they are in danger, now I can't believe them. THIS is why this type of trolling is bad. PEOPLE WILL TAKE YOU SERIOUSLY.
  • James keeps trying to say I'm after him when I just want left alone.
    • A Lunatic man keeps trying to say I'm after him when I'm not. He needs mental help.
  • WHY I SOUND CONFUSED IN MY PHONE CALLS
    • James needs to STOP saying I'm "After Him." When I'm NOT. I JUST want people to leave me the FUCK alone. THAT INCLUDES HIM. I AM NOT RISKING MY LIFE, MY SANITY, A JAIL SENTENCE, FOR A MAN WHO IS MENTALLY ABUSIVE, AND LIES TO PEOPLE ABOUT EVIDENCE I HAVE. HE CALLS FIRST.< IT'LL SHOW UP IN MY PHONE BILLS IF I HAVE TO PULL THOSE FOR THE PROPER DATE AND TIME. I DO NOT CALL FIRST. HE IS THE ABUSER; NOT ME, AND I'VE BEEN TRYING TO TEACH HIM WHAT GASLIGHTING IS. WHY IS IT THAT PEOPLE CAN'T SEE WHY I'M SO FREAKING CONFUSED IN MY PHONE CALLS? I'M CONFUSED IN MY PHONE CALLS BECAUSE JAMES IS ACCUSING ME FIRST AND I'M NOT EVEN IN MICHIGAN EVER THINK THAT MAYBE IT'S HIM CALLING FIRST? AND CONFUSING THE SHIT OUT OF ME BECAUSE OF CRAZY ASS CONSPERICY THEORIES? IT'S HIM CALLING ME FIRST. IT NEEDS TO STOP.
• 1/29/2021 - 2 Posts
  • My Story Has NEVER changed: HIS HAS. Here's why JAMES lied . STATE BAN LIST PROVES HIM WRONG. AND MY BACKGROUND CHECK WOULD SHUT YOU UP.
    • James has been the one telling you lies; and about my life, which he has never told the truth on, I was never ordered from Michigan, I can go back any time I want. I do not have a BAN on my name, or it'd show on a list. (*Which it does not and can be found if people were to search it'd actually prove him the liar.) I'm not state banned. If you looked my name up properly, I don't even have a criminal record. JAMES Is the one who keeps telling people things that aren't true about me at all. I have dated before, it's not because I'm "Ugly." either. There isn't even a State Ban List. If people background searched me, there is no Criminal Background on my records. James is lying to people and manipulating them into thinking I'm a criminal when I'm not. I'm not even TELLING YOU MY STORY and JAMES IS. You are all upset because JAMES keeps telling you a different story while I'm trying to tell you the correct story. When will you realize why I've been sending personal information out? it's so you have the right story. James is the wrong story, not me.
  • Warning: Scammer going around pretending like he knows my life and does not. He has people severely confused and manipulated.
    • Warning: Scammer going around pretending like he knows my life and does not. He has people severely confused and manipulated. /SRS AKAPIGEONKICKER is going around and manipulating people into thinking that he know's me extremely well when he just doesn't and people are getting mad about "MY'' story swapping because of his being false. They need to realize WHY My story swapped in their minds, because James was feeding them a false story, and they support a liar. Here's why you think I'm a liar: JAMES 'S MANIPULATING AND WRONGFUL STORYTELLING. James has been the one telling you lies; and about my life, which he has never told the truth on, I was never ordered from Michigan, I can go back any time I want. I do not have a BAN on my name, or it'd show on a list. (*Which it does not and can be found if people were to search it'd actually prove him the liar.) I'm not state banned. If you looked my name up properly, I don't even have a criminal record, JAMES Is the one who keeps telling people things that aren't true about me at all.</span> I have dated before, it's not because I'm "Ugly." either. There isn't even a State Ban List. If people background searched me, there is no Criminal Background on my records. James is lying to people and manipulating them into thinking I'm a criminal when I'm not. I'm not even TELLING YOU MY STORY and JAMES IS. You are all upset because JAMES keeps telling you a different story while I'm trying to tell you the correct story. When will you realize why I've been sending personal information out? it's so you have the right story. James is the wrong story, not me. He's not even been around for me, Karen has, and Karen would know, it's not Delusional, it's not Bullshit when I tell you my side, it's my side, and people have to realize that I'm not the liar here. Lisa was even around for my Prom, AKApigeonkicker went to Texas and didn't stay for a long time, I am a THIRTY-year-old; I think I can tell you my actual story, and all ways have, I don't have a reason to lie to you guys, so please, stop believing a Man who got involved and is my MOTHERS BOYFRIEND, he isn't the guy who's always been around for me, Lisa would have more information on me and even she says it's just Drama. I'm TRYING my best to not insult this Man on Reddit. but it IS a Scam. I URGE YOU TO UNDERSTAND WHY THIS IS A SCAM AND ACTUALLY READ WHAT I HAVE TO SAY: JAMES WASN'T ALWAYS THERE. HE DOESN'T KNOW IF I HAVE DATED, ETC. ALL HE IS IS FULL OF HOT AIR. LISA & MIKE WOULD KNOW MORE. HIS STORY CHANGES, NOT MINE, DUE TO HIS CONSISTANT RETELLING OF * MY * LIFE * WHICH * I SHOULD BE THE ONE TELLING YOU! I AM JUST A THIRTY-YEAR-OLD WOMAN FROM MICHIGAN, NOTHING SPECIAL IN THE LEAST. ( PLEASE DO NOT BE MEAN IN THE COMMENTS I'LL JUST WIND UP REPORTING YOU.) I'm TRYING TO TELL YOU MY REAL STORY BUT YOU WON'T LET ME BECAUSE JAMES HAS YOU MANIPULATED AND IS PLAYING THE VICTIM CARD. I GAVE PERSONAL INFORMATION TO SHOW YOU GUYS THAT HE'S THE LIAR. IF YOU ASK LISA YOU COULD EVEN GET THE PROPER INFORMATION ABOUT RONDA'S NEGLECT. BUT YOU REFUSE TO DO WHAT'S RIGHT AND GET THE ACCURATE STORY FROM THE PEOPLE WHO RIGHTFULLY RAISED ME. RONDA AND JAMES WEREN'T EVEN THERE FOR MOST OF MY LIFE, THEY WOULDN'T KNOW THINGS LIKE DATING AT ALL. My AUNT know's more about me than my mother and that's sad. :/.
• 1/30/2021 - 3 Posts
  • Here's why James and Friends are ALL Gaslighters: YOU CAN'T SAY THIS STUFF TO PEOPLE IT HURTS.
    • Here's why Elk, Aislinn, Gaea, James, Ronda, are all in the wrong. You all are Gaslighters that I'm more than happy to be an "LolCow ." for and stop you from hurting people's mental state. (Not my picture.) YOU CAN'T SAY THIS TO PEOPLE; it's INSENSITIVE.
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  • The reason my friends don't get involved: THEY KNOW HOW I'D RESPOND TO IT.
    • The reason my friends don't stick up for me is that my Friends KNOW I am more than capable of handling idiots who fall for a manipulation scam. They know I'm strong enough to stand up to would-be bullying attempts and know that I'd be pissed off if they thought I was helpless. I fight for MYSELF. Unlike James, Aislinn, or Ronda, I don't need a "Groupie." to stand up for me, I stand tall on my own. I'm a person who leads for THEMSELVES; not others like a wimp would.AND they already KNOW the real me, they don't need to ask for more information, they enjoy who I am as a person, rather than what I can't be. I don't need people to stick up for me, I just need people to go to the right people like Lisa, and Mike, and get the REAL story so we can be done with this.
  • I do actually clean , guys. Your just crazy fools that don't realize logic right now.
    • If I don't clean, I'd get kicked, where's your logic guys? You legit believe everything I tell you? seriously?
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[GenociderSyo]

Spoiler: February

• 2/3/2021 - 4 Posts
  • I do not hate LGTBQ+.
    • I do not hate LGTBQ+. Please do not assume my sexuality either; I like Men, but I also date for personality. For a while, I was Bi-Curious at most. Consider me an Ally.
  • If Zephyr Feels I bullied him, I am sorry for this, truly.
    • If Zephyr Feels I bullied him, I am sorry for this, truly. But I never met to come off as mean.
  • PLEASE STOP ACCUSING ME OF CRAZY SHIT!
    • I WOULD NEVER MAKE SOMEONE FEEL SO BAD TO THE POINT OF WANTING SUICIDE. I SWEAR; I WOULD NEVER DO THAT. I AM SO SORRY IF YOU THINK THIS BADLY OF ME. I HAVE BEEN THERE, I KNOW WHAT SUICIDE IS LIKE; PLEASE STOP. I AM A THIRTY-YEAR-OLD WOMAN WHO IS ASKING YOU ALL TO STOP TRYING TO CONTROL ME. AND YA'LL WONDER WHY THE FUCK I WAS SELECTIVE MUTE! EVERYTHING IS TAKEN WRONG! I AM A THIRTY-YEAR-OLD WOMAN WHO IS ASKING YOU ALL TO STOP TRYING TO CONTROL ME. AND YA'LL WONDER WHY THE FUCK I WAS SELECTIVE MUTE! EVERYTHING IS TAKEN YOU ASSUME I AM HARASSING YOU WHEN I AM JUST TRYING TO REASON WITH YOU! YOU HAVE SAT THERE AND ACCUSED ME OF INSANE STUFF, AND OUTRIGHT UNFAIRLY ACCUSED ME OF DAMAGING ACTS, YOU ACCUSED ME OF HURTING PEOPLE; WHICH IS UNFAIR. HOW DO YOU THINK I FEEL WHEN YOU CALL MY ART SHITY- ETC, HOW DO YOU THINK I FEEL WHEN YOU FREAKING ASSUME I'M NARCISSISTIC; WHEN I'M NOT TRYING TO BE? YOU ASSUME MY FEELINGS, AND MY PERSONALITY, PLEASE YOU ASSUME I AM HARASSING YOU WHEN I AM JUST TRYING TO REASON WITH YOU! YOU HAVE SAT THERE AND ACCUSED ME OF INSANE STUFF, AND OUTRIGHT UNFAIRLY ACCUSED ME OF DAMAGING ACTS, YOU ACCUSED ME OF HURTING PEOPLE; WHICH IS UNFAIR. HOW DO YOU THINK I FEEL WHEN YOU CALL MY ART SHITY- ETC, HOW DO YOU THINK I FEEL WHEN YOU FREAKING ASSUME I'M NARCISSISTIC; WHEN I'M NOT TRYING TO BE? YOU ASSUME MY FEELINGS, AND MY PERSONALITY, PLEASE STOP.
  • The only way James gets out of this? is if he tells Aislinn and them the REAL story I've been trying to tell.
    • The only way James gets out of this? Is if he tells Aislinn and them the REAL story I've been trying to tell. He's a LIAR and telling the wrong story. The only thing I want is my name CLEAR of the lies; to tell the real story from MY side. the only way he gets out of this? is if he tells the real story. I'm Not Afraid of a coward who willingly LIES Online, to make themselves look bigger.&nbsp; Better, even stronger. I am NOT AFRAID of the insecure coward who hides from his mistakes if he wants out of this drama? He is, to tell the truth, and understand why I'm doing this; he LIED to Aislinn, Lamby, pretending to support LGTBQ+ when HE DOES NOT; I DO and hides the fact that HE is racist, and SHE is racist, and I'm not. The only way he gets out of this; is if he Tells THE REAL story. simple.
• 2/5/2021 - 1 Post
  • Realize why the drama happened already! FOR FUCKS SAKE YOU MISTREATED ME.
    • Yeah; I did it on purpose, to teach you all a lesson on why you don't be shallow. I didn't start the James drama, but I did stand up for myself on purpose to teach you all a bloody lesson on why you don't be judgemental, nasty, and rude to people who are different. Call me narcissistic when you guys are the moronic people believing you have a case against someone LEGIT BEGGING YOU TO LEAVE THEM ALONE! IF YOU DON'T LIKE ME, AND SOME OF YOU WILL NEVER MEET ME, YOU DON'T *FEED * THE GODDAMNED "TROLL." YOU *BLOCK * THEM. AND MOVE ON. IF YOU HAVE A DAMNED PROBLEM WITH ME, BLOCK ME, I CAN FIND *BETTER* FRIENDS WHO WON'T TELL ME " I'M TOO EMOTIONAL."I'M UGLY" ! I DID THIS TO TEACH YOU A GODDAMNED LESSON ON WHY YOU DON'T ACT SHALLOW.&nbsp; WHICH YOU ALL STILL REFUSE TO LEARN. YOU BETRAYED MY TRUST AND EXPECT SUNSHINE AND RAINBOWS&nbsp; AND ME BEING NICE TO YOU ALL THE TIME. YOU EARN MY NICENESS, AND THE PEOPLE READING MY BLOG? HAVE NOT. YEA, I DID THIS TO SHOW YOU GUYS HOW BAD YOU TREATED ME. NOW BEGONE. YA'LL WILL NEVER MEET ME AND ONE OF YOU IS BANNED FROM MY AREA. I AM *NOT* SORRY FOR STANDING UP FOR WHO I AM. YA'LL WONDER WHY I 'M SUCH A BITCH TO SOME OF YOU? YOUR SHALLOW BEHAVIOR AND MISTREATMENT OF ME AS A PERSON. DO YOU THINK I WANNA BE INSULTED BY MY SO-CALLED ''FRIENDS.'' LYING? IT'S BEEN THREE FREAKING YEARS PLUS AND YOU CAN'T LET GO OF YOUR FUCKING EGOS AISLINN, AKAPIGEON, ETC, AND REALIZE WHY YOU FUCKED UP! YOU LIED TO PEOPLE ABOUT ME, YOU SAID I TRACED, WHEN I HAVE *NEVER * TRACED MY ARTWORK, AND YOU MADE THINGS A LIVING *NIGHTMARE* FOR ME! I'M *NOT* THE TROLLERIST, YOU ARE. LET. THE.PAST. DIE. MOVE ON YOU MORONS. YOU HOLD GRUDGES AND YOU WON'T EVER FIND THE&nbsp; REALIZATION AS TO WHY YOU FUCKED UP. YA ALL SPREAD RUMORS THAT WERE UN TRUE, YOU MADE ME INTO&nbsp; A MONSTER, WHICH WAS UNFAIR, YOU DIDN'T *LISTEN * TO MY SIDE, YOU SCOLDED ME FOR THINGS THAT NEVER OCCURRED, NOR COULD. I CAN'T MAKE A PHONE CALL FROM JAMES'S TRAILER WHILE I'M IN PENNSYLVANIA, THIS ENTIRE DRAMA LACKS LOGIC, YA THINK YOU ALL ARE SO MUCH SMARTER THAN ME, AND YET YOU CAN'T COMPREHEND WHY THIS WAS DONE IN THE FUCKING FIRST PLACE. YOU ALL TREATED *ME* LIKE DIRT, AND YOU THINK YOU DID ME A FAVOR BY CALLING ME ''FAT.'' 'UGLY.'' ETC, ALL THE TIME? NO, YOU DID NOT. YA'LL ARE SO NARCAISSTIC, EGOTISTICAL; THAT YOU FUCKING CAN'T SEE WHERE YOU WENT WRONG.
• 2/7/2021 - 1 Post
  • JAMES END THE STUPID DRAMA; TELL THEM THE TRUTH. YOU LIED. PEOPLE DESERVE THE TRUE STORY DAMMIT.
    • Just gonna keep posting it, might as well let them know you are not telling them the real story. End the drama, James. >I am trying to END this drama, let them know that you lied James, END IT. it's enough! They would appreciate you more if you told them THE TRUTH that I am right, you are wrong. it's ENOUGH. I am just gonna keep posting this because he clearly has something to hide and doesn't want it seen. LET THEM KNOW THE TRUTH DAMMIT, SO THIS CAN END! JAMES DOES *NOT * HAVE THE TRUTH. STOP HIDING MY COMMENTS! YOU WOULDN'T BE HIDING THEM IF YOU HAD NOT GOT SOMETHING TO HIDE. I WANT TO DO THE RIGHT THING AND LET THE REAL TRUTH OUT. LET THEM KNOW *MY * REAL STORY. YOU LIED TO THEM JAMES. LIAR! THE ONLY FALSE REPORTS THAT'S HARMING SOMEONE IS ME. YOU LIED TO THESE PEOPLE JAMES! I DON'T CARE BECAUSE T'S NOT A TRUE REPORT! It's IN YOUR HEAD, AND YOU NEED MEDICAL ATTENTION. YOU ARE LYING TO THESE PEOPLE AND I AM GOING TO MAKE SURE THEY REALIZE THIS. YOU WEREN'T THERE FOR SOME OF THESE ISSUES, HOW THE HELL WOULD YOU KNOW IF ITS TRUE OR NOT? I WANT YOU TO DO THE RIGHT GODDAMNED THING. AND TELL THEM THE *TRUTH*. WHICH IS WHY I KEEP EMAILING YOU. BECAUSE YOU WON'T SHUT THE FUCK UP AND STOP ACCUSING ME OF CRAZY BULL SHIT CONSPIRACY THEORIES! YOU HAVE * LIED * TO THESE PEOPLE ABOUT WHAT YOUR INTENTIONS ARE AND DAMAGED MY NAME! YOU DID THIS, AND YOU WON'T BE HONEST WITH YOURSELF! YOU LIED TO PEOPLE AND ARE TRYING TO ACTIVELY DAMAGE ME WHEN YOU WON'T LET ME SHOW *YOUR * CALLS! YOU CALL ME FRIGGING FIRST, UPSETTING ME, WITH CONSPIRACY THEORIES WHICH ONE OF THEM THE MOTHER HAS ASKED YOU TO SHUT THE FUCK UP ON. I AM SICK OF YOU NOT UNDERSTANDING WHY I DID WHAT I DID ALREADY, YOU ARE A MAN WITH A TEMPER, THAT NEEDS TO SIMMER DOWN AND REALIZE WHAT THE HELL WENT WRONG. OU ARE PLAYING THE VICTIM CARD WHEN YOU ARE NOT THE VICTIM HERE, I AM SICK OF YOU NOT UNDERSTANDING WHERE YOU WENT WRONG. YOU PICK ON ME, CALL ME NAMES, AND I DON'T LIKE IT, YOU DO THESE STUPID GODDAMNED EPISODES AND THINK IT'S FUNNY TO EMBARASS ME LIKE THIS. I HAVE A MEDICAL CONDITION JAMES, IT IS NOT FUCKING FUNNY TO PUT ME UP THERE AND HAVE PEOPLE LAUGHING AT ME DURING ONE OF MY EPISODES. IT IS A SERIOUS MEDICAL CONDITION AND PEOPLE LIKE YOU MAKE IT HARD FOR PEOPLE TO ADVOCATE FOR MORE HELP! You're MAKING IT INTO A JOKE AND IT IS NOT A GODDAMNED JOKING MATTER. YOU LIED ABOUT THINGS TO PEOPLE THAT ARE THINGS YOU WEREN'T EVEN THERE FOR SO YOU WOULD LOOK BETTER THAN ME. I AM SICK OF THE '' BETTER THAN EMILY' MENTALITY. GROW THE FUCK UP AND REALIZE WHY I AM SO PISSED OFF AT YOU. YOU HUMILIATED ME BY OUTING DEPRESSION, YOU LIED TO PEOPLE LIKE AISLINN, YOU HAVE PEOPLE THINKING I CAUSED A DAMNED SUICIDE WHICH IS OUT OF MY CONTROL; AND YOU HAVE PEOPLE THINKING I'M AN OUTRIGHT MONSTER, AND YOU WONDER W WHY THE F I'M PISSED OFF!? REALLY!? YOU HAVE PEOPLE PARANOID ABOUT ME FOR NO GODDAMNED REASON. I AM NOT AFTER YOU YOU ... GRRR. I HAVE EXPLAINED THIS TIME AND TIME AGAIN. I . AM. NOT. AFTER. YOU. LEAVE. MY . NAME. ALONE! YOU ARE SO BLOODY THICK HEADEDLY STUBBORN THAT YOU DON'T SEE WHERE YOU WENT FUCKING WRONG. THAT IS WHY I KEEP EMAILING YOU, I'VE BEEN TRYING TO REASON WITH YOU BUT ALL YOU DO IS BE COMBATIVE! I DID NOT WANT MY SECRETS OUT ONLINE YOU NASTY PERSON! I DIDN'T WANT PEOPLE TO KNOW PRIVATE STUFF ABOUT ME. THAT IS MY STORY TO TELL WHEN I WAS READY TO TELL IT, NOT YOURS. ITS EMBARASSING TO NOT SHOWER, AND it's RUDE TO ASSUME I WOULD HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH A FRICKING SUICIDE WHEN I WAS SUICIDAL MYSELF, BUT NO YOU DIDN'T PAY ATTENTION TO THE BASIC GODDAMNED SIGNS! I AM TELLING THE TRUTH, YOU ARE NOT. OU WEREN'T THERE FOR MOST OF MY FREAKING LIFE, YOU WERE IN TEXAS, YOU ARE A LIAR, AND ITS TIME THEY REALIZED THIS, SO THE DRAMA CAN FREAKING END. I KNOW WHAT MY LIFE WAS JAMES! YOU DON'T! YOU WEREN'T THERE! STOP TELLING PEOPLE LIES! IT IS NOT OKAY.
• 2/10/2021 - 4 Posts
  • James is lying to people and saying I can't see reality when I actually can. he&#39;s using my Schizo against me.
    • I HAVE NO PROBLEMS WITH REALITY UNLIKE JAMES SAYS.&nbsp; &nbsp;I HAVE A PROBLEM WITH A MAN WHO WILLINGLY STEALS CHILD SUPPORT. AND THEN * LIES* WHEN CAUGHT. HE IS USING MY MENTAL DISORDER AGAINST ME. WILLINGLY. THIS IS GASLIGHTING PEOPLE.
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  • PROOF THAT JAMES IS THE CRAZY ONE! NOT ME! HE IS WILLINGLY THREATENING TO THROW STUFF, ETC.
    • THIS IS THE SHIT I AM TALKING ABOUT WHEN I SAY HE IS AN ABUSIVE GASLIGHTER, AND THIS TIME I AM SHOWING IT.
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    • Video is deleted.
  • Proof JAMES has lost grip with reality, not me.
    • Nowhere in this does it say I'm going to harm him. Ya'll are working for a Crazy man.
    • 
  • PROOF (RECORDED) that James is WILLING To harm someone.
    • Video is deleted.
• 2/23/2021 - 1 Post
  • Not a catfish; Proof here that they lied to you about me lying about who I was.
    • Video is deleted.

Spoiler: March

• 3/1/2021 - 2 Posts
  • I do not identify as a "FryingPan." WHAT IN THE ACTUAL FUCK .
    • Anyone reading this on my profile should've been alerted to hackers getting in, and making a mockery of LGTBQIA+.&nbsp; I DO NOT IDENTIFY AS A "FRYINGPAN." No wonder some of you think I do, I didn't see that edit when I got my accounts back, I apologize wholeheartedly for this mean joke. it wasn't a joke on my part, and I would NEVER say something like this. IF MY ACCOUNTS SAY ANYTHING NEGATIVE TOWARDS LGTBQIA+ KNOW THAT IT IS *WRONG*.
  • I identify as a SHE for the record. I date for personality.
    • I identify as a SHE for the record. My sex never changed. I just date for personality rather than body.
• 3/2/2021 - 1 Post
  • >I have Velo Cardio Facial Syndrome AkA 22 Deletion . ( I can prove this medical wise as well if need be.
    • A lot of people don't know this but I am born with Velo Cardio Facial Syndrome aka 22 Deletion. a rare disorder, which is why I look the way I look. I don't want to be treated differently just because I have a syndrome, but I do want others to be able to speak their minds and be treated correctly. People with my Syndrome can come with other Disorders attached to it, and some can be a high functioning person like I am. It runs in my family to the point my own Mother has kept it from people as well, which makes it hard for me to "Come out." I guess would be the proper term as well for something like this. It runs in the Family and has impacted my Body, Face, and mind, when I was a baby I had surgery to remove the cleft pallet which is why my lips look the way they do, my face was constructed by the Velo and my DNA, and that's what has come out. I want to be treated normally, not abnormal because of what I have, just because I have a Disability/Syndrome doesn't mean I want to be babied about it. I want to be treated like a person should be treated. Human. MORE people like me are actually coming out and announcing this Syndrome because it is a rare disorder, it is hard to find information on it, please GOOGLE this information and LEARN before assuming you know the Velo Cardio Facial Syndrome aka 22 Deletion is. I want people to understand the reason I can be Socially Distant somedays is my Disorder, but also appreciate that I'm trying my best. Thanks for reading. and yes, it is genetically based.
• 3/3/2021
  • THE REASON I WILL NOT SHUT UP: YOU CALLED ME A FREAKING THIEF WHEN I AM NOT!
    • FIX. YOUR. MISTAKE. WATCH THE VIDEO 'S TO MAKE SURE YOU REALIZE I DO NOT STEAL MY ARTWORK! I WANT YOU TO GO AND TELL YOUR FRIENDS YOU MADE A HUGE MISTAKE, SO I CAN GET BACK IN GOOD STANDING.< I DO NOT TRACE, REFERENCE, OR STEAL.ART TAKES TIME! PLEASE WATCH THE VIDEO AND STOP ATTACKING ME OVER A THIEF ISSUE WHEN THERE WAS NONE TO BE HAD, I MADE A SIMPLE MISTAKE, THAT I THOUGHT ONE WAS MINE, I NEVER STOLE, IT WAS AN HONEST MISTAKE LATER FIXED, LET IT GO.
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• 3/8/2021 -3 Posts
  • There is NO PEDOPHILE IN MY SERVER. People KNOW these screen names.
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  • I'm a Narcisi tic person. and I'm trying to change it.
    • I'm a Narcissistic person and I'm sorry for that, I'm trying to change it.
  • I apologize for my previous Egotistical ways.+ Inclusion of "They/Them" pronouns.
    • I was such a bratty person, that I was egotistical, I thought I was the best at anything I did, I knew it all, when I actually did not, I didn't even know how to spell NECESSASARY right. I was so stupidly egotistical that I hurt many people, and I know I can't take what I've done back, but I hope this apology makes up for what I did come off as, an egotistical twat. I acted horribly and for that, I am truly sorry, I was in the wrong, and I hope this helps people realize that I'm maturing, I got spoiled a lot when I was younger and told I was good at a lot of things when I really am horrible at it. They babied me and told me I was "Special." When I'm just not. I treated people like crap, and it was unfair of me to do so, I'm trying my best to change, and I hope people will forgive me and see that I'm trying, I was in the wrong for egotistical, and I feel bad about it to the point I'm trying to show that I have nothing to hide, I acted like a total Karen and a bitch, and I'm very sorry for it, I know action speaks louder than words, but this is the best I can do since no one wishes to trust me. I was so egotistical I thought my SPELLING was the best when it wasn't, and I thought I was a great artist, I am still improving on my behavioral skills, and trying to be a human decently, but I am asking you guys to open your eyes and see that I am not a lost cause. I know I've caused a lot of you grief, but if you look at the way you have treated me as well, I don't like being called a turd, or names, and I don't appreciate being called fat when I've lost weight. it gives me a complex to eat less, and it makes it so I have an eating disorder. I'm NOT lying, why would I have any reason to lie to you guys? I'm not asking for money or anything in return, why would I lie? I was spoiled by a Boomer, and taught bad things, I apologize, and it'll take time for me to fully change, and for you to notice it, I am currently working on including"They/Them' in my pronouns. I truly am sorry for being a spoiled rotten brat in the past, and I hope you can see to it that I get a second chance, to earn back trust.
• 3/9/2021 - 2 Posts
  • PROOF THAT JAMES IS MANIPULATING YOU GUYS IN HIS OWN VOICE: THIS NEVER HAPPENED. I AM SICK OF LOOKING LIKE A LUNATIC! THIS IS IN SELF DEFENSE.
    • You people wanna know why I&nbsp; went crazy? this is why. WHY THE FUCK WOULD I HIRE ASIANS WHEN I BARELY HAVE ENOUGH MONEY TO LIVE OFF OF?! I am SICK of looking like the crazy person, so, therefore, have&nbsp; proof&nbsp; IN THE MANS VOICE OF CALLING ME OUT FOR CRAZY SHIT THAT *NEVER * occurred! AND YOU WONDER WHY THE HELL I LOST MY MIND? THIS! PLEASE NOTE THIS IS DONE IN SELF DEFENSE, IT IS NOT MEANT TO HARM JAMES, BUT TO HOPEFULLY GET HIM HELP! PLEASE STOP ACCUSING ME OF CRAZY SHIT! I DON'T EVEN KNOW ASIANS! ( THAT I AM AWARE OF BECAUSE I DO NOT PAY ATTENTION TO RACE!) THIS *NEVER* HAPPENED. WHY THE FUCK DO PEOPLE NOT REALIZE SHIT LIKE THIS IS INSANITY!? AND YA'LL WONDER WHY I LOST MY SHIT?
    • Video is deleted.
  • If you believe Aislinn EASILY? YOU ARE GULLIBLE!
    • If you believe Aislinn online about me, you are GULLIBLE As F, because she doesn't even have REAL PROOF OF HER ALLEGATIONS AGAINST ME, AND I DON'T KNOW SOMEONE I'VE MET ONLINE'S ADDRESS. Ya'll are so paranoid you forget LOGIC.
• 3/12/2021 - 1 Post
  • Do not fall for Akapigeonkicker saying I hired a Hacker, it is untrue.
    • Nowhere have I admitted to hiring an Asian hacker (Why's the race gotta matter? ) to hack my Step Fathers account?&nbsp; Just. No. Do not fall for this, anyone with a sane IQ can tell you that hackers online are scam artists, and I for one don't have that kind of money to waste on a scam artist, this is a false cry for help and if you hire a hacker online and you are an idiot if you believe him. Hacking is illegal and you can get in severe trouble if you get caught. Do not fall for this idiotic move.
• 3/16/2021 - 1 Post
  • Realization as to why you guys thought I was racisit, when I wasn't trying to be. I apologize for this.
    • Whelp; now I see why people thought I was racist in Secondlife, I never meant any harm by playing a darker-skinned character to myself. I apologize. Cader wasn't meant to mock the Black Community at all. I am so very sorry if you feel offended that I played a darker-skinned character, and I am white. It won't be happening again, this is why I play Starfire while she's orange, and not darker-skinned. I apologize for the issues I have caused by playing a darker-skinned character. I will re-write the character to a Tan skin instead.
• 3/26/2021 - 3 Posts
  • My Ego is gone, I apologize for being a spoiled brat.
    • My Ego is gone, I am nothing but a former spoiled rotten brat, who was used to getting everything she ever wanted and learned the hard way that that's not how life is. I'm sorry for behaving so spoiled- and Karen like.
  • I am not the HQ .
    • I'm not the HQ, I don't even know the first thing about trolls correctly, please understand I did this because I got fed up with being seen as a troll. sometimes people become what you say they are most. I am a FULL ON IDIOT when it comes to Hacking & things like that. please stop.
  • I was wrong.
    • Dear everyone who reads this, this is Emily AKA Sam. PLEASE STOP THIS MADNESS! Because some of you are not able to see my stuff, I am writing today to let you know, I am sorry, and I have been working on changing myself. I do not hate LGTBQAI+, I am not racist; people have misunderstood what I was trying to say and do. I get people are upset with me, but to make a mockery out of me the same way you feel I did you, is the feeling worth it to humiliate me as well? Two wrongs do not make a right. I am sorry for those that feel I bullied them, truly sorry I would apologize privately, but that is not allowed it seems, and no one buys my apologies any more- even after I have gotten help- but I do NOT commit crimes, etc! to start rumors like that is hurtful, and I understand that people are hurt inside that I would come off as a bully, I just want to be left alone, and, I've spent WEEKS even MONTHs trying to apologize for being a narcissistic person, but no one seems to be getting my end of the story at all. I have NO reason for you to be severely paranoid like this, and I'm leaving you a second message, I am sorry for crossing the path with your child Liyah, but obsessively going after me WEEKS ON END is NOT the answer. I was out of line when I made my comments about your loved one, and I deeply am sorry, and it won't happen again, they are not my child, this is not my parenting. BUT PLEASE STOP THE DRAMA?! I am SINCERELY trying to show empathy for a woman who has gone and organized EVERY LITTLE THING I have ever done into one file; I get it, I'm not perfect, but please STOP THIS MADNESS! I know it's madness I created in many many ways, but I am not a criminal! I don't even know how to work the dark web! I am just someone who had too big an ego, I'm not expecting you to accept my apology, but to please STOP THIS MADNESS AND MOVE ON WITH YOUR LIFE! it HAS to be tiring logging on to all of that information. if I have ever hurt you, and you are reading this, I really really am sorry, and this is not being said just to get out of drama, or hot water.It's to try and reconcile and have you guys see, that, yes, I was in the wrong for a lot of this, but he too was in the wrong, by calling me first. Please, do not call me. I deeply regret my actions and have been working on change instead of my previous post, I am asking for a second chance at life, to begin a new, and not contribute to the drama. I apologize, Liyah, for trying to parent your child, I was out of line, I just wanted you two to have a good time, whereas my mother didn't care much for me at all, your child has a good parent. I apologize to every single one of you for my behavior, it was not something I am proud of, but humiliating me further is bullying as well, and it hurts, I understand your pain, I do, but this has to stop. if I made you feel the way I feel now, I am deeply and terribly sorry and ashamed for my actions. I have no excuse for my actions whatsoever, and I plead with you to try and move forward on this, instead of causing more drama. If I have ever hurt you with my words, etc, I am deeply sorry and regretful I apologize for being Narcissistic, rude, nasty at some points it was wrong of me, and I apologize for involving myself in things that I should not have involved myself in, I would NEVER try to steal a Man if I came off flirting with someone, it was not my intention, and I apologize for it. this is an apology for everyone, and I would apologize privately if you let me. I just want this drama over, and to have people to see, that I'm not the same person I was once. these crazy conspiracies have got to go how would you all feel if you were called and told you hired a hacker when you don't even have enough money in your bank some days for things? I deeply regret my actions and hope this apology helps, even if you don't accept it, to see, what I have been working on is changing. I just want this drama to stop, so I can move on myself. instead of defending my actions, I'm just going to apologize, and hope people can move on. I was in the wrong for my ways previously, and I hope this apology even though you won't accept it, helps some of you. I am sorry, I was wrong, and I am working on it better. I was with the excuse of my disability being the problem, a lot of the times because that's what I got raised to think of myself as, I was babied and spoiled and it was wrong, my mother did raise me for a part way, which we fought a lot due to my spoiling I am MENTALLY EXHAUSTED from this drama, as I am sure you are all as well. this is proof I do not steal my artwork. I was wrong for treating people the way I did, and, I hope you'll consider giving me a second chance while on medication , to earn my trust back. I hope this helps, E
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• 3/31/2021 - 2 Posts
  • Hitting on Married people. I apologize if you've ever thought I was hitting on your Significant Other.
    • Did I get your attention? good. Read below. this goes out to anyone that needs this, as I am not going to go "After you." to find you and apologize to you directly, you blocked me, and therefore I do not wish to be deemed a stalker, instead, I am releasing a public apology. I am sorry if I have ever "hit on."you and you were married, and I didn't know or pay attention, it was wrong of me, and I should've asked you if you were married or not, I from now on, have been asking people if they are in fact Married, and have not been hitting on anyone recently, due to being shyer. I apologize for this action, and I will from now on, ask if you are married or not, if I feel I am into you. I hope this apology helps the uncomfortable situation's I have caused by not paying attention,&nbsp; I do also now pay attention to profiles more as well. I'm not so egotistical to the point of blatantly ignoring the fact that you have a partner, if you don't tell me that you are married, first out, that is shameful and wrong, and you are considered a cheater on your significant other. once someone told me they were married, I backed off, as I do not date Married people; which is wrong, because I get jealous quite easily. I apologize for this seeming action of heartless intent, my intentions were never heartless, and I apologize for it immensely, if I came off this way. Please start being more honest with people, even if you have to repeat yourself a few times, tell them over and over again you are Married, I've had issues where the Male didn't tell me, and I had to find out the hard way. I am deeply sorry about this; and I hope this apology helps you see, that I know this behavior is wrong. I really am sorry about this behavior, if I have ever done this to you, please know that it was out of not being told, I apologize. Also Women? You need to remember that MEN CAN HAVE GIRLS WHO IS/ARE JUST FRIENDS, IT IS NOT AN IMPOSSIBLE TASK!
  • Predator Behavior. Apology + PROOF OF MY ART WORKS! AM I A THIEF?
    • If I have ever come off as a Predator, I am deeply sorry about this, and I hope people understand that I am not trying to be a Predator, I am just trying to have closure; I do believe in not going to bed angry, so that way I can get a good nights sleep knowing the issue is resolved; I&nbsp; want to make the issue resolved before it goes public because public drama is very taxing on all of us, and I am sorry if you've ever felt that I am a Predator or a Stalker; anyone's screen name can be Googled and found, as they have done with me. You didn't have to find my screen names or list them all either, some of the names weren't there for a reason, and it is because I wanted to have my own privacy. I know action speaks louder than words, thus why I&nbsp; have been uploading proof after proof video, that I in fact do edit my own Disney stuff, and that I do my own drawings. I have several of you who think I am a tracer, which is untrue. The videos below are below to show you that I in fact do edit on my own. This one has Lambydance's name in it to prove a point. I am doing these videos to clear my name of the allegations thrown at me.
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Spoiler: April

• 4/2/2021 - 1 Post
  • Please look at the drama from the eyes of someone who has been Diagnosed with Schizo-Affective-Disorder.
    • People need to look at the drama from the point of view of knowing I have Schizo-Affective -Disorder and realize that some of the drama was hallucinations, and I'm sorry for that, I can't control it, I can only medicate it and it is controlled that way.
• 4/11/2021 - 1 Post
  • Here's proof that James doesn't know how many time's that I was in the medical ward, I was actually in the surgical unit a few times.
    • I was actually in the Surgical Unit because of a Fast Heartbeat, they are lying to people when they said I was in Four Times, which is false information. I have Heart issues, which caused the Fast Heartbeat. I was in there for nearly two weeks due to this I even had to be IV'ed. the logo is included so people can compare it to the actual logo as shown below. I am not a liar, they are, and I am sick of being told I am faking my Disorders when I am not. You didn't prove anything, you don't have my paperwork, I do. If they gave you ANY paperwork? IT IS FALSE! and check if it matches my E's, my E's are always cursive signature I rarely sign in Print.
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• 4/12/2021 - 1 Post
  • Why Catherill'a is not a MarySue: THE OBVIOUS WEAKNESS YOU MISSED.
    • The Obvious weakness to a Psionic Class ( DO NOT USE THIS INFORMATION TO *META-GAME* .) is ENERGY LEVEL 'S, which is bound to make people facepalm when they realize Catherill'a is actually VERY WEAK, her power thrives on Energy, if you get her tired enough, she can't use her powers; it's why keeping them a secret is her best choice. This information will cause several of you to re-think having those high IQ' levels, because I know SEVERAL of you, who did NOT figure out this obvious weakness and try to tire her out, others did figure it out, if YOU CLAIM TO HAVE A HIGH IQ, AND DID NOT FIGURE THIS *VERY SIMPLE WEAKNESS OUT? AND CLAIMED MARYSUE?* YOU NEED TO RETHINK YOUR IQ. Catherill'a is actually a VERY weak OC; who was modified with a self-defensive maneuver for a reason. The Psionic class if someone were to drain them of energy, becomes DEFENSELESS. The Psionic class, of which Catherill'a the Elf, is, is actually a VERY WEAK CLASS FOR THAT REASON. They are both STRONG AS FUCK, BUT WEAK AT THE SAME TIME. the trick to destroying a psionic is NOT GODMOD OR POWER MOD IT, BUT OUTSMART THEM, OUT ENERGY THEM. MAKE. THEM. TIRED. (Killing them also works but then ya gotta get permission from the person playing them, to do so in most cases.) IT IS THAT SIMPLE. WITHOUT A PROPER AMOUNT OF ENERGY, CATHERILL'AS POWER REMAINS *USELESS*. DO NOT USE THIS INFORMATION TO META GAME IF YOU ROLEPLAY WITH ME. I WILL KNOW. THE IDEA OF CATHERILL'A WAS THE PERSON SIMPLY NEEDED TO BE *SMARTER*. AND CLEARLY HALF OF YOU WERE NOT.
• 4/14/2021 - 4 Posts
  • Pedophile Friend: THE REAL DETAILS LIYAH AND AISLINN DO NOT HAVE. NO I DO NOT SUPPORT PEDOPHILIA.
    • He's actually someone who DID NOT TOUCH A CHILD; THAT WAS NOT HIS CHARGES WHAT HIS CHARGES WERE? IS DOWNLOADING ILLEGALLY. If you search his name, that news cast comes up; DO NOT TRUST LIYAH AND AISLINN WITH THE INFORMATION, BECAUSE IT IS UNTRUE INFORMATION. My friend is actually a person who has already served his time in Jail, he has Fines, and has to do a polygraph every year . he pays $300 dollars a month, The point of this post is that people are afraid of him & me for no reason other than they know he's on the sex offender registry, which they don't have the full details of, that Liyah and Aislinn sent you in a panic, he did NOT touch a child, yes I saw the newscast, he actually only downloaded something he should not have. These are the details that Aislinn and Liyah seemingly don't want you to know because they don't realize that they can redeem themselves by serving their time in jail, I do not support Pedophilia, if he had actually touched a child, and it was recorded with proof, I would not be his friend. at all. it is wrong, pedophilia is wrong, but jumping to conclusion is also wrong, you don't have the full details, I do, Liyah and Aislinn are NOT my secratary's and DO NOT LIVE HERE, if you have the want to ask me for ANY information reguarding this, you can contact ME instead of them. all he did was download things illegally. he did NOT touch a child, there's even a news cast STATING that he did not touch a child, he served his time in jail already, and got out of jail, he was in jail on a $1,000 dollar bail out, and that's that. please do not trust Liyah and Aislinn with my life's details; they don't even have doctor's notes like I do. and no. I didn't JUST get this information from Him, I got it from the newscast episode as well. he told me the truth.
  • For those saying I "Pretended" to be in LGTQBAI+ for what ever reason, you are wrong.
    • I am Pansexual Asexual Please do not assume I am Straight simply because you refused to ask me my sexuality before.&
  • I HAVE NO RESPONSIBILITY WHAT SO EVER WITH KRISTIN. IT IS PETTY THAT YOU THINK I'D BULLY HER LIKE THIS!
    • SHAME ON YOU ALL! A FAMILY IS SUFFERING AND YOU'RE GIVING THEM FALSE HOPE THAT THERE WAS JUSTICE NEEDED AT ALL. THERE IS NO CRIME HERE, SHE WAS SEVERELY DEPRESSIVE. I HAD NO CONTROL OF IT, ALL I DID WAS HAND SCISSORS TO MY GRANDFATHER TO CUT HER DOWN! I DIDN'T EVEN SEE HER. I WOULD *NOT * HURT A LADY JUST BECAUSE SHE DIDN'T WANT ME. THAT IS PETTY, SELFISH, AND WRONG. WHAT DO YOU LOT THINK I AM, PATHETIC?! WAIT. YOU DO. TO BULLY SOMEONE FOR BEING PRETTIER THAN ME? SERIOUSLY? ARE YOU THAT EGOTISTICAL THAT YOU'D THINK I'D THINK THAT WAY? THAT IS WRONG, SELFISH, AND NOT HUMBLE AT ALL. SUICIDE IS A VERY VERY SENSITIVE TOPIC AND I UNDERSTAND HOW YOU FEEL, BUT I WOULD NEVER STOOP SO LOW AS TO HURT SOMEONE LIKE THIS! THAT'S WRONG AND SICK! HOW DARE YOU. EVEN HER OWN MOTHER HAD TO ASK TO STOP, I HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH HER DEATH I FELT BAD BECAUSE I HAD SUICIDE ISSUES AS WELL, AND I COULD'VE HELPED HER! I HAD NO IDEA SHE WAS SUICIDAL! IF I HAD KNOWN, I WOULD'VE *HELPED* KIRSTIN OUT. PLEASE STOP THINKING OF ME AS A CRIMINAL AND REALIZE JUST HOW BAD YOU INSULTED ME BY INSINUATING I WOULD EVER STOOP SO LOW AS TO WANT SOMEONE DEAD. DEATH IS NOT MY JUDGEMENT TO MAKE. HOW DARE YOU. HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF YOU WERE BLAMED FOR A SUICIDE WHEN YOU BARELY KNEW HER IN THE FIRST PLACE? HOW DARE YOU ALL. YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED! "SHE'S PRETTIER THAN ME." UH, JUST HOW PETTY DO YOU THINK I AM? I KNOW I'M UGLY. I'M PROUD TO BE UGLY. JUST BECAUSE SOMEONE IS PRETTIER THAN ME ISN'T A REASON TO CAUSE THEM PAIN. SELFISH BRATS. YEA, I AM CALLING *YOU* SELFISH. YOUR EGOS ARE SO DAMNED HIGH YOU'D BE WILLING TO JUST LIKE THAT CALL ME OUT FOR MURDER! WELL, I AM NOT THAT PETTY LIKE YOU LIKE TO THINK OF ME AS. DO YOU EVEN READ THESE?! HOW SELFISH. A FAMILY IS GRIEVING AND YOU GIVE THEM FALSE HOPE. SHAME ON YOU. I DON'T EVEN KNOW HER DAMNED EMAIL. I HAVE TO BACK GROUND CHECK HER IN ORDER TO FIND IT. THE ONLY THING I HAD OF HER WAS FACEBOOK.
  • This has nothing to do with Escorting at Thirteen. This has everything to do with Zyke Hitting on a Thirteen year old.
    • THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ADMITTING TO&nbsp; ESCORTING AT AGE THIRTEEN. IT SAYS:" I WAS THIRTEEN WHEN I JOINED BLEACH AND GOTHAM." A ROLEPLAY SIM. THEY HAVE *NOTHING* TO DO WITH ESCORTING! WHAT IN THE ACTUAL FUCK LIYAH? DID YOU NOT READ?! PEOPLE THINK I AGE PLAYED BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T READ THIS PROPERLY. YEESH. RE-READ THIS POST! IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ESCORTING AT THIRTEEN! ALSO IF YOU PAY ATTENTION GAEA IS CLEARLY TROLLING ME.
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• 4/16/2021 - 1 Post
  • The reasons you should NEVER TROLL!
    • As someone who used to be a troll as a KID, ( NOT A TROLLERIST WHICH IS STILL NOT A WORD) I don't recommend it at all, all it does is upset people, deem you a bully, and get people annoyed, you don't get paid, I was a kid so I didn't know any better, but it upset a lot of people and I don't recommend trolling at all. I stopped trolling when I was Thirteen years old, but I had people come back from the past just to insult me right back. DO NOT BE A TROLL! YOU DO NOT EVEN GET PAID FOR IT! TRUST ME IT IS NOT WORTH THE ANGER FROM OTHER PEOPLE; people KNOW my name in that "Community." I can't even get people to believe me due to this, and it is tough, they think I'm crying wolf which I'm not. DO NOT TROLL!
      it leaves NO ONE happy, and it doesn't feel good on you at all. Trolling is also something that gets you BANNED right quick, which is also why I stopped, I actually WANT to be a member. People think I am still trolling today, which is actually wrong, I actually do have mental issues which I forget things in quite easily, and more. I am NOT a Trollerist, as it isn't a word, but for a time as a kid I was a Troll, and I'm sorry for that to the Internet. NEVER TROLL BECAUSE ALL IT DOES IS PISS PEOPLE OFF; WHICH IS YOUR GOAL, BUT YOU GET BANNED AND WHERE'S THE FUN IN THAT? TRY TO ENJOY THE SERVER, ETC, INSTEAD OF PISSING PEOPLE OFF FOR FUN, TRUST ME, IT ISN'T WORTH IT.
• 4/17/2021 - 1 Post
  • Jokes on you guys, I dont even know Kirstin's Email to have bullied her.
    • Jokes on you guys, I don't even know Kirstin's Email to have bullied her. I&nbsp; had to background check her to even find out if I had it in my contact list, the only thing I have is her Facebook, which you have the logs of, we barely even spoke. this makes your story, not plausible. You all specifically stated it was an EMAIL she got bullied on, which I did not send because I never knew her email. flat out just gonna say I don't even know her email. in order to make your story plausible she would've had to give me her email, which she never did, nor is it stored on my contact list. just because I was in the house at the time, doesn't mean I was hurting her, I was in my own world, my own problems, I had no idea she was suicidal.
• 4/18/2021 - 2 Posts
  • Apology. IT'S YOUR TURN TO APOLOGIZE.
    • I hope that when people realize I'm not the one who sent those emails to her, I get an apology. because you caused fear in people, and got me banned unfairly. Please when you realize I have nothing to do with it, admit your mistakes to those that banned me. that's all I want, is unbanned for this fraud on my name. I have nothing to do with Kirstin's death and if her Family wishes to look into my Emails; I'll be more than happy to provide proof of not even knowing the email address straight to them.
  • More email proof of not having Kirstin's email. EVERY EMAIL THAT I OWN. PROOF THAT I AM INNOCENT.
    • Yes, this bothers me to the point I am willing to show my emails to prove myself a nonbully. I would NEVER stoop that low. if anyone wants to see my emails; I'm happy to show them. I have NO Anon Emails whatsoever, as I am NOT an anon. Flame's email is NOT MINE. I am not seventy-two years old; if you had background checked the email, you would've found this out. Sam only has emails directly about THIS situation Seriously, hacking my stuff isn't needed, I'm happy to give any help to those needing closure on this subject. I didn't do what you think I did. I am not that mean. I am just mean to those who betray my friendship and trust and lie about being my friend. None of these Emails house Kirstin's email address, I'm not the criminal here.
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• 4/20/2021 - 1 Post
  • I'd Rather be ugly, I am PROUD to be ugly.
    • Taking time for myself to care more was the best decision I ever made because I made true friends who actually support me for who I am, not what I can't be. They see that I've tried to change, and they don't pressure me to do anything I don't wish to do. I am glad I burned the bridges of those who hurt me, even my own parent refused to understand that I'm an independent person and you hurt me mentally and disrespected me, just because I am disabled with a syndrome on top of it, doesn't make me useless, I can't work due to physical issues like my back, but I can improve on my artwork. art makes me happy, I used to care about the validation of others way too much, and I don't anymore, I know the Internet can be ruthless and mean, and it doesn't bother me anymore. Call me ugly, go ahead, I'm going to find a person who loves me for me, not my looks. I'm ugly, damn right. I'm proud to be ugly, instead of being vain and beautiful because you lost your own self-respect for those who are different, I'd rather be ugly and respect differences than being beautiful and forget that there are different types of people out there. I'm proud to be ugly. and I'd rather NOT have my family in my life if they can't learn to respect my choices as an Adult to move away, and get my own life even with a Syndrome Etc? they have no place in my heart. I'm glad I burned those bridges. because out of it I made lifelong friends that actually support me, and I'm proud to be one of the ugly ones. Confidence is sexy. Sure, I have my Ezcema that's embarrassing some days, but you forget that not every single one of you is perfect, you aren't a God, you are Human. I just hope the people that think I'm a Criminal realize I'm not because I'm more than willing to share my emails and show you every bit of what I have to offer, I have nothing to hide. I'm not a scandal, I'm just a person standing up to VAIN, INCONSIDERATE people, who don't get me at all, it's best they stay blocked because they will NEVER understand me. What actually bothers me? is that so many of you refused to outright state to my face that we weren't friends, and you continued to make me your entertainment, that's what hurts, how would you feel if I did that to you? it'd upset you. I'm PROUD to be an ugly person because then I can learn how to respect people who are differently made, then the beautiful people who are vain and selfish enough to pick on those for looks, like those reading this blog, I'm proud to be abnormal because if I were normal, I'd do everything in my power to make those with Disabilities, etc my friends. Did you know they can be very very smart like Stephen Hawking was? Those are the type of people I want to be my friend, why? because they know what it is like to be judged for simply who you are like an immature four-year-old would do, and that's an insult to them as I've seen four-year-olds smarter than the Adults reading this page. The people that read this page need to realize THEY are the bullies, not me, not anymore because THEY pick on me for differences, and one person can make a difference by trying to UNDERSTAND my feelings rather than pick on me and tell me crazy stuff because you can't realize that people babied me my entire life, and when I got sick of it, sick of being deemed stupid because I wasn't taught properly, sick of being told I can't spell, sick of being told I'm incapable because I have a disorder or a syndrome, I am sick of being left out because people deem me stupid. Guess what MY NEW FRIENDS KNOW OF THIS DRAMA AND HAVE SEEN THE GIT HUB AND THINK *YOU* ARE THE BULLIES! BECAUSE YOU WON'T LEAVE ME ALONE! I AM GIVING YOU LEGIT EVERYTHING FREELY TO SEE I AM NOT A CRIMINAL! IT IS LIKE YOU ARE PURPOSELY TRYING TO PUT ME IN JAIL JUST BECAUSE I'M UGLY, OR ANNOYING, OR WHATEVER, EVIL ISN'T BORN, IT'S MADE. IT'S THIS TYPE OF TREATMENT THAT LEADS TO BULLYING.I'm PROUD TO BE UGLY, BECAUSE WHEN I LOOK IN THE MIRROR I SEE SOMEONE WORTH LIVING AND LEARNING HOW TO DO LIFE.I'M PROUD TO BE UGLY, BECAUSE THEN I CAN LEARN WHAT IT IS LIKE TO BE DIFFERENT AND RESPECT THOSE WHO ARE. IF YOU GUYS WERE TRULY MY FRIEND? YOU WOULD KNOW I WOULD NEVER STOOP SO LOW AS TO BULLY A PERSON WITHOUT BEING PROVOKED BY THAT PERSON. THAT IS WHAT UPSETS ME. BECAUSE YOU PRETENDED TO BE MY FRIEND, USED ME FOR "ENTERTAINMENT" AND MADE A MOCKERY OUT OF ME, I DIDN'T DO THIS, YOU DID, AND YOU LOT SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF YOURSELF, I HAD AN EGO YES, BUT YOU COULD'VE SAT DOWN WITH A BUNCH OF YOU INSTEAD OF EMBARASSING ME RIGHT BACK,I ALSO NEVER SAID I WAS A LAWYER, I SAID "LAW STUDENT." WHICH I WAS UNTIL MY MENTAL ISSUES HAPPENED. I HAVE NO REASONS TO LIE TO YOU PEOPLE ONLINE EVER, I DON' T EVEN GET PAID TO LIE. IT HURTS THAT YOU THINK I WOULD LIE TO YOU ABOUT MY PAST AND OPENLY TRUST TWO STRANGERS AND ONE THAT BARELY KNOWS HOW TO USE THE INTERNET CORRECTLY. I HAVE NO REASON TO LIE TO YOU PEOPLE, BUT I DO HAVE A REASON TO SAY I AM PROUD TO BE UGLY, BECAUSE THAN I WOULD RATHER BE THAT, INSTEAD OF NARCISSISTIC AND VAIN LIKE YOU CLAIMED I WAS. I'D RATHER BE UGLY THAN ONE OF YOU PRETTY PETTY PEOPLE INSULTING ME FOR MY LOOKS BECAUSE YOU ARE SELFISH AND WRONG. I'D RATHER BE UGLY. BECAUSE THEN AT LEAST I KNOW SOMEONE LIKES MY PERSONALITY FOR REAL, UNLIKE YOUR FAKE PERSONALITY JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE PRETTIER THAN ME. I'D RATHER BE UGLY. BECAUSE THEN I KNOW MY FRIENDS LIKE ME *FOR ME* INSTEAD OF MY LOOKS. THANKS.
  • 4/26/2021
    • Proof that James told people misinformation: I was NOT in the mental ward four times.
      • I was in the hospital for a Fast heartbeat BECAUSE I HAVE HEART ISSUES! Please do not get your information from them, as they do not have my paperwork.
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Spoiler: May

• 5/10/2021 - 1 Post
  • The Eris Drawing is NOT traced.Here's PROOF .
    • Here's LIVE PROOF of how I drew this picture. That the Virtual Wanderer would call Fake, even if it's right in front of their face.
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• 5/17/2021 - 1 Post
  • >What you guys say about me is untrue. Maybe look at how you act around me.
    • Look at the way you treat me like I'm a stupid person who doesn't deserve to do anything but Rot behind bars for crimes I never even committed, I don't even have the kind of money expected for a Hitmen or something like that yet you deem me worthy of jail, just because I look the way I look? act? I've been nothing but kind to some of you and you've abused my friendship by lying about it, of course, I'm going to be mad at you and upset! YOU USED ME! you LIED to my face, you pretended to be my friend, used me for 'Entertainment.' and are still doing so to this day! How do you think I feel being used for "Entertainment?" I am NOT a Carnival show, I am a PERSON WITH FEELINGS, and I'd like to be treated as such. I write this blog to share my feelings so people can get my side of the story as well, as realize that when provoked, yes I get angry, but when left alone, all I do is write blog posts. I don't even know where a lot of you live and you are afraid of me. Please be more understanding and realize that yes, I have a Disorder, but I have medication for it that helps me survive. I'm a freak, so what? I'd rather be a Freak than Beautiful and Vain to call people a Freak. If you ask me, You guys are the Vain and Narcissistic people, I should've not apologized for something YOU are. You may want to look at yourself and wonder why I ditched you if you are blocked and removed. Somethings wrong with YOUR personality if I blocked you.
• 5/23/2021 - 1 Post
  • Proof that JAMES provokes drama. He should leave it alone.
    • THIS was left alone until he commented on my Belltria post, which later was removed by me because I DO NOT WANT to be INVOLVED IN THIS! LEAVE ME ALONE JAMES!
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• 5/24/2021 - 1 Post
  • The reason why you shouldn't use "IT" to insult me:
    • It (pronoun) - Wikipedia While some genderqueer people use it as a gender neutral pronoun, it is generally considered a slur against transgender people and should not be used unless It insults actually Transgender which makes you seem Transphobic. Please do not use IT as my pronoun, I'm a SHE. I get you don't want to see me as a Human, no matter what I say, so I guess I'm a freaking Alien to some of you. but do NOT use IT to insult me because it insults Transgender people.
• 5/30/2021 - 1 Post
  • I have EVERY right to DEFEND MYSELF.
    • I have every right to defend myself, which some of you can't stand to see the actual truth to the point you think Lisa was coached, which is not the case as I have other text's to prove you wrong on that. You all are in such a denial stage that you don't realize that James has been provoking me since day one and that I have mental issues that came into play as well.&nbsp; You are so adamant that I'm the bad guy that just MAYBE you forgot that "OH, maybe she's actually in the right, why else would she be trying to defend her name so much?" I have every single right to DEFEND myself from VERY serious things that you accuse me of because you know DAMNED well it's actually true, and not lies like your delusional minds keep trying to say they are. You've been fed BULL SHIT lies by other people and BULL SHIT STORIES to the point you can't even RECOGNIZE ACTUAL FACT IN SCREEN CAPTURES AND VIDEO PROOF. Ever think that maybe&nbsp; I am Innocent and you are just trying to force it to happen? Which you are?< You can't just force me into being a bad guy, guys, I can't even afford Hitmen or Hackers and you act like I don't have bills to pay. you aren't being logical simply because you all hate my guts, with out trying to go " Oh, she's trying to DEFEND herself, so maybe there is some truth to her? you sat there and called me a criminal, and rather you like it or not, you are going to get PROOF shoved into your faces that YOU'VE BEEN LIED TOO. NOT BY ME, BY THEM. I am SICK of you all thinking I can't defend myself simply because you are AFRAID of what TRUTH I may actually have. Not my fault Ronda and James are both Shady people to begin with. Did Ronda ever tell you guys why she was kicked from the house in the first place? it was DRAMA. She caused ALL of the problems in the house minus my own due to mental issues. Boy drama, Drinking Drama, etc. She is NOT a good person and I DO have witnesses to this. Lisa being one of them. You weren't told the full story, and you think I'm lying? Hah. Nope. I have proof. Maybe it's time you accepted that I'm trying to defend myself. which is not illegal to do.

Proof its her blog:

 

[anliteralidiot]

...goddamn

 

[DiggieSmalls]

Her stepfather sounds like a retard if he thinks this slow-in-the-mind is a hacker.

 

[Man In A Dress]

Name my drama teacher if you were in school with us. Bet you can't. your lying. this isn't an edit.

You're* - you fucking dunce
Also hurry up and stream. Show us the entire yearbook so I can see Samantha Prater and confirm you harass her.

Holy fuck, based Syo. I'm going to play Danganronpa just to see how fucking based you can get.

 

[Sparkletor 2.0]

Emily's parents make babies like Emily draws.

Very shittily.

 

[NerdShamer]

Abnormal is rising, and you are no longer even considered a thing Normies. I'd rather be different, being the same is boring

Sure, let's all get paranoid and clinically retarded for an week! It's not like we'll be constantly stalking each over random insults or anything!

 

[Emily Cassidy]

I’ll say it again. You graduated in what, 2009. Stop giving a fuck about high school. It’s 2023. Focus on tracing.

your just mad I am not faking my stuff so you've run out of insults. :/

 

[Useful_Mistake]

@SamanthaPrater you never answered me. That wasn’t an insult, I am genuinely curious.

 

[Emily Cassidy]

Emily's parents make babies like Emily draws.

Very shittily.

Where is your art to compare? and where are your livestreams to compare?

I know I need a lot of work on my art, but saying its shitty is an understatement. I get compliments all the time in real life about my artwork.

it's only people online that think I steal when I do not.

 

[NerdShamer]

your just mad I am not faking my stuff so you've run out of insults. :/

You know, I've just lost what little respect for you that I had for you, going through your blogs.

 

[Sparkletor 2.0]

I know I need a lot of work on my art, but saying its shitty is an understatement.

I agree. I was trying to be nice. Saying your "art" is shitty is an understatement.

 

[Emily Cassidy]

@SamanthaPrater you never answered me. That wasn’t an insult, I am genuinely curious.

what was the question? I must have missed it.