How to improve my art ( I do not trace my artwork.)?

My whole point of being here was to give the people the RIGHT story, even if it made me a LOL Cow myself. I was prepared for that. NO ONE asked me my side originally and assumed there was only ONE correct side to the story. Which pissed me off. But they never attempted to get both sides, which is what they should've done in the first place. *I* have been harassed by those people for Three plus years, on various sites, forums, etc. I KNOW I suck at art. My art skills are still learning. I want people to get to know the REAL me instead of basing it on false rumors of attempted murder plots, hacking, etc. I want them to realize THEY were wrong. My whole point is to prove people wrong. and to be left ALONE. All I do in life is live my life, which is what I want to do. Trolls run amuck here, and the type of people they hang out with are also here. it's NOT my fault they use this site for drama . drama I didn't want. SEVERAL sites were destroyed because people wanted to believe false rumors, and I feel bad for that. They didn't know when to quit. so I stood up for myself and gave my side of the story. They didn't like that I had another side, they wanted my name permanently ruined so I didn't have friends, etc. they wanted people to make me suffer. Chris did illegal activities that threw him in Jail. the difference between him and I, is that I never did illegal activities, the police even figured that out. My idea, was instead of beating them, join them and beat them at their own game, show the people the real me and have them understand just how wrong they are. They won't listen to police, so they might listen to their own kind. :)
 
And when you got out early you.... came right back to KiwiFarms. Smart Emily.

I thought you wanted art advice?
I do want art advice. that was the point of this thread. but I also wanted to explain my side of the story which was supposed to be in later threads, not my fault it got lopped with this one.

My bad, dude. Saw that video of you awhile back you posted on here and kept on thinking you’re a downie.

You’re a schizoid, too, right? Didn’t bother taking notes during your self-dox because I’m not that much of an autist.


We’re gonna make this even more retarded if we keep this shit up.
Thank you for apologizing, see we can get along lol. If I was down syndrome, I would have been diagnosed with it already, my Disability looks VERY similar to it but shares differences enough to where it's it 's own disorder. :) just try not to assume a person's disability right away and let THEM tell you what they have instead of picking one. okay?
 
I do want art advice
Ok, so I'm gonna ask again. Have you practiced any of your art? Have you applied the tips Farmers gave you? Have you looked at any of the sources they shared to help you learn?

Or have you been shitting up this thread with self doxx bullshit? Even after you say you had to get put in a mental ward, you come right back and do the same old shit, hmm?
 
Ok, so I'm gonna ask again. Have you practiced any of your art? Have you applied the tips Farmers gave you? Have you looked at any of the sources they shared to help you learn?

Or have you been shitting up this thread with self doxx bullshit? Even after you say you had to get put in a mental ward, you come right back and do the same old shit, hmm?
I said no. I am taking a break. if you scroll through this thread, you'll find that. I can't afford the books right now, so it'll have to wait. I over did art and I am in the middle of an art block now. Also, I didn't doxx myself, Taxi put my address up. not me. That paper was all covered up, I don't know HOW he got my last name, I covered that up. :|
 
I said no. I am taking a break. if you scroll through this thread, you'll find that. I can't afford the books right now, so it'll have to wait. I over did art and I am in the middle of an art block now. Also, I didn't doxx myself, Taxi put my address up. not me. That paper was all covered up, I don't know HOW he got my last name, I covered that up. :|
Faggot, you're taking shit way too shitty and you ask for real art advice here? This isn't the real site where you ask for art advice, you're too dum dum to realize that you are revealing infos about yourself to others indirectly. You do doxx yourself and you can't even realize about what you did.
This site is meant to laugh at others, like you, not an art website.
 
I don't know HOW he got my last name
I don't know why I'm bothering trying to explain this. Google. They googled it. You gave us the names "SamanthaPrater" and "DefyingGravityAgain" and those easily lead to "EruzaArto" as well. Plus you were so eager to give us your noods you told us your Fetlife name, which as you said, you've been verified on as the person in your images. So, there's also the name TheMadameEmily. And you spent some time apparently trying to prove your real identity is Emily Nicole Cassidy. Even going so far as to sign pictures of your face with your initials. People can find you because YOU have been posting YOUR shit all over the internet and telling people to look you up.

Edit from the future: I was wrong. Didn't even have to google your last name. It's right on the paperwork you posted right here Emily. I'm the idiot here for assuming you actually were smart enough to black out the paperwork like you said you did.
 
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I said no. I am taking a break. if you scroll through this thread, you'll find that. I can't afford the books right now, so it'll have to wait. I over did art and I am in the middle of an art block now. Also, I didn't doxx myself, Taxi put my address up. not me. That paper was all covered up, I don't know HOW he got my last name, I covered that up. :|
Those art books a Farmer forwarded to you are in PDF form. I was able to access them just fine and do stuff of my own with observing them:


YouTube tutorials, like Proko’s channel, are helpful in themselves if you know how to find the right one that works for you.

Overcoming art blocks is not that hard. Me, I break it by doing drawing exercises so my brain can get activated. Because if you don’t draw for a long time then it’d be hard to get back in that groove of creating shit.

I only started drawing last year and my sketches, while still needing some work, are in an improvement compared to what I first started doing. That‘ll be the same for you if you just keep at it.
 
Also, I didn't doxx myself, Taxi put my address up. not me. That paper was all covered up, I don't know HOW he got my last name, I covered that up. :|
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Tell me, would you treat the others the same way you are treating me? KNOWING that even the OWNER might be autistic himself?
> might be
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All hail our Ertistic Erverlerd!!!

My suggestion would be to take part in autism, disability or any form of group therapy
Wait so being here on the Farms doesn't count as Autistic Group Therapy? Guess I've been doing it all wrong. :(
 
just gonna leave this here.
I think you should've researched this place before coming to post here. We kind of like using slurs for humorous purposes.

Seriously, guys, gals nonbinary pals. GET NEW INSULTS! I don't know how many time's I've heard the word cunt,
If you insist. Nothing personal.

You retarded Satan, sister and comrade of the damned devil and secretary to Lucifer himself! What the hell kind of artist are you? The devil shits and you and your pedo friend swallow it. You aren't fit to post on Kiwi Farms; we aren't afraid of your nonce, and we'll mock you on land and sea.

You Babylonian busboy, Macedonian mechanic, Jerusalem beerbrewer, Alexandrian goatskinner, swineherd of Upper and Lower Egypt, Armenian pig, Tatar goat, Kamenets hangman, Podolian thief, granddaughter of the Evil Serpent himself, and buffoon of all the world and the netherworld, fool of our God, swine's snout, mare's asshole, butcher's dog, unbaptized brow, may the devil steam your ass!

That's how the Kiwis answer you, you nasty glob of spit! You're unfit to post on our forum. We don't know the date because we don't have a calendar, the moon is in the sky, and the year is in a book, and the day is the same with us as with you, so go kiss our asses!
 
You don't really need art advice, your works perfectly represent your ugliness lol
gee , something I apparently didn't know, how shocking, did you write that yourself or did your lame ass copy cat insult come from everyone else who said the same thing? what part of , I KNOW I AM UGLY, do you not get? :| gee, come up with a new song and dance already. why not pick on my weight to make you feel better,, or why not pick on my ugly pussy, would that cover your insect-like ways of being annoying? :|

We should hook you up with Alex. He's also a schizo and can't leave well enough alone. You're practically made for each other.
Thanks but no thanks, I don't do long distance relationships. and a forum full of people who think they know best, aren't exactly the best match for match-making advice. :|
 
I think you should've researched this place before coming to post here. We kind of like using slurs for humorous purposes.


If you insist. Nothing personal.

You retarded Satan, sister and comrade of the damned devil and secretary to Lucifer himself! What the hell kind of artist are you? The devil shits and you and your pedo friend swallow it. You aren't fit to post on Kiwi Farms; we aren't afraid of your nonce, and we'll mock you on land and sea.

You Babylonian busboy, Macedonian mechanic, Jerusalem beerbrewer, Alexandrian goatskinner, swineherd of Upper and Lower Egypt, Armenian pig, Tatar goat, Kamenets hangman, Podolian thief, granddaughter of the Evil Serpent himself, and buffoon of all the world and the netherworld, fool of our God, swine's snout, mare's asshole, butcher's dog, unbaptized brow, may the devil steam your ass!

That's how the Kiwis answer you, you nasty glob of spit! You're unfit to post on our forum. We don't know the date because we don't have a calendar, the moon is in the sky, and the year is in a book, and the day is the same with us as with you, so go kiss our asses!
Did.. you just call me Lucifer? ... and you think I'm insane? Oo . Also, I have Tits. I am a GIRL. I have MORE than shown myself. so you 're insult doesn't work. A for the effort of coming up with original insults though. *Claps* but alas, they make you sound like a crazy nut job. Also, I don't want whatever STD you might be carrying around with you, so I'll pass on the kissing of your ass. You do realize, the more you insult me, the more BORED I get. let me save you some trouble. I am Ugly, What part of , I AM NOT A MODEL MATERIAL DO YOU NOT GET? I've ACCEPTED I am not pretty. I WANT someone to love me for ME not my looks. I don't have money, and I am a crappy artist. but at LEAST it looks like I am drawing people. What can YOU draw? I bet you can't draw even a stick figure and that's why you are using insecurities against me. but ya know what? I do art because it makes ME happy. NOT because it makes YOU happy. it's the one thing that's for ME and that I can do any time I want. it's not illegal, it's not a crime, and it's not a bad thing. just because you don't like it , doesn't mean someone else won't. So my dear Kiwi farmist, sit down, shut up, and realize that the more you try to insult me, the more I just don't care. I am ME . and if you don't like me, you can stop posting to me. At night when I go to sleep, I know who I am. do you know who you are or are you just a copycat trying to pretend like he or she has a big pair of balls between your legs that sit there and dangle but aren't used properly? I find you pitiful for trying to behave like all the others, at least you came up with something decently original. but why bring Lucifer into this? what the hell did he do? rebel? teenagers rebel, it's what they do. honestly why bring up religion at all? you think you are all big and bad picking on someone who clearly just wants true friends, and to get along with everyone. What part of , I have a disorder, that is stress triggered, do you not get? do you think it's honestly funny FORCING me into a situation I didn't want to be in? You think that just by sticking me into a hospital, you'll get rid of me. they can only hold me for so many days due to my insurance company's wishes. :| In shorter terms. NEXT.

Please, if I knew best I wouldn't have an account.
Clearly, you don't know best, because you DO have an account. see how that works out?

To the people that think I am ugly as all hell, until you can out right pay for the surgery I need to get myself looking a certain way, I can't fix the problem of me being ugly. I am SORRY for being ugly. I didn't choose this life. You have a problem with me being ugly? or not looking the way YOU want me to look? Pay up, or shut up and deal with it. I am HAPPY in my own skin. I KNOW I am ugly. I am NOT model material. I LIKE standing out. I APOLOGIZE for not being able to FIX this situation. it is NOT my fault I came out looking like this. You want me to be someone more pretty to look at ? PAY UP or shut up. because this situation will NEVER fix it's self. :|
 
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