Your first mistake was choosing a name that cam be very easily traced to you,.,Emily. Not to mention your constant oversharing despite me and many others warning you to cease and desist. For it only makes things worse. And that time you kept ranting about how you wished you were born a guy. We are not your therapists. We are a collective hive who's very purpose is to document and discuss the oddballs and degenerate freaks on the internet.It has an art SECTION does it not?
Well, call me "Queen Freak.' Then because I'm as freaky looking as they come. But no MATTER HOW MANY TIMES YOU CALL ME "UGLY." etc, it will NOT fix what I look like. Your words fall on deaf ears. I've been insulted my entire life, it's called "Having a back bone." do you think I cry about what you say when I'm home ? no. I continue doing my art, so I can improve.
Ya'll just don't like me because I stand up for myself. I am NOT some "Easy " Target. Understand me? I am someone who WILL tell you off, WHO WILL scold you, and tell you to SIT BACK AND CHILL.
This isn't a Sunday-morning-cartoon-esque battle between good guys and bullies. No one here is interested in "walking all over you" as if you're a thing that needs to be defeated. We're just getting a laugh out of your behavior. Not one post you've made across these twenty-six pages has been close a normal human response.
You wouldn't be laughing if someone thought YOU committed attempted murder. did you know that they called the police on me, not once, but twice? I was INVESTIGATED due to their BULL SHIT. ( Police found out THEY were lying because I have an ALIBI.
WHICH got confirmed by three witnesses. ) How would you feel if people were saying you are a BIG TIME HACKER when You aren't someone who knows that type of code? Also, someone that's supposed to be a FAMILY. MEMBER. I have phone calls from the other side that show them in a different light, that N O ONE ASKED ME FOR. ![:\](/styles/custom/emotes/svg/chris-confused.svg "Confused :\")
You all deem me the nutcase, but how would YOU react if you were woken up in the morning with " GET YOUR FAT ASS UP." etc? I STILL have those recordings. And as soon as I can find the correct law, they WILL be posted. How would YOU feel about being insulted when YOU have VIDEOS proving you drew a picture? I've been ATTACKED by THE SAME group of people for the better plus of 3+ years.
Hah, see? Hilarious.You wouldn't be laughing if someone thought YOU committed attempted murder. did you know that they called the police on me, not once, but twice? I was INVESTIGATED due to their BULL SHIT. ( Police found out THEY were lying because I have an ALIBI.
What part of " I DO NOT KNOW THIS CODE TYPE." do people not get? does ANYONE read what I ACTUALLY have to say?!
Seriously, how would YOU feel if people were saying you were a Sociopath when you JUST WANT TO DO ART AND BE LEFT ALONE?
I moved STATES to get away from them. this wasn't an opportunity to go after my Social Media accounts and frame me as an art thief.
I'm not the one getting banned on those websites, they are, and it feels good. I can finally ease up and post again. I have them blocked on ALL Social media including Discord.
My Youtube is how you can tell if I was tracing or not.
Next time they decide to bring me into drama? DON'T. because THIS IS HOW I WILL REACT TO IT.
It. Is. MY. LIFE. IT is NOT for jokes, it's my ACTUAL LIFE. You wouldn't find it funny if you were in my shoes.. You would be right up there checking drama, etc. You realize I could've landed behind bars and lost EVERYTHING? Then wound up HOMELESS? ya don't think before spreading goddamned rumors. Ya don't ask the other person how things are on their end, the WHOLE reason I flipped out in the first place,and I'm acting this way? IS BECAUSE NOT ONE SINGLE PERSON THOUGHT TO ACTUALLY *ASK* ME ABOUT *MY* SIDE. I had to freaking FORCE it.
Not one of you double checked my youtube , not one of you paid attention to the fact that I'm on forums for LEARNING CODE. Do you even realize how long it takes to learn hacking codes? I'm LAZY when it comes to math, etc. Some might say I'm a complete idiot. I'm getting personally attacked for my art as we speak, even WITH VIDEO CONTENT. STOP medically diagnosing me when you are NOT a therapist, and I refuse to listen to you until you can provide a doctorate, PHD, etc, WITH OUT faking the papers. I am NOT some Jeffree Star scandal, I am NOT some Tati drama. I am NOT a paid youtuber. I JUST reached 100 subscribers THIS YEAR. Also that means having to learn Medical Diagnoses etc, and I'm quite stupid when it comes to that. 
How'd ya enjoy your Ddos attack? Bet you thought it was me. NOPE I don't even know how to DDOS. LMAO.
before calling me a Trans, maybe learn something about Breasts and the way they act for natural ones?
Oh gosh. How did you know I thought it was you? Can you use your super hacker skills to access my thoughts??
I saw it coming. the timing, etc, it was all there, they would've banned me if the attack came from my IP address you do realize this right? I'd be PERMA banned? Lmao. and ya call me dumb :/
Oh shit! You admit you saw it coming? You are psychic! Don't look too far into my thoughts please. They get a little embarrassing.
Pretty sure all I have to do is read your posts on Kiwi to find your embarrassment.
I'm just good at predicting people's next move. how ELSE do I respond so quickly? 
Working on it, I plan on buying someone's Patreon and learning from them eventually. They're selling their brushes, etc so it should help me learn coloring, anatomy, etc.
Remember, the tools help the artist do things easier. The skill is within the artist themselves. I hope we get to see a few still lifes, those helped me understand form when I was younger and they might help you too.
I only started to draw in highschool, so I don't have the experience on me really. I got into it because I was severely depressed due to my Grandma's passing, it actually helped release anger in me. I plan on getting a better camera etc, so I can draw traditionally which is my better way. Thanks for not treating me like I'm an idiot, I really appreciate it. ^_^
You have so many skills Emily. Thanks for coming back to the Farms to share them with us.
Usually when people say that they are mocking my skills. I KNOW I am not the world's greatest artist, I still get anatomy wrong. I am NOT all that, for the people who believe I'm a narcissistic person? actually, take the time to get to know me, and stop assuming that people who are unlicensed therapists are correct. I'm actually a very nice person if you actually get to know me. SOME people saw through them, I 'm hoping you guys can as well.
They lied to me, misused my friendship, they treated me like I was someone to be talked down too, and diden't respect me at all. They GOT what was coming to them, I burned their bridges for a reason. If a mod sees this, GIVE ME BACK MY EDIT BUTTON PLEASE! 
Stop responding to me and I will. Easy peasy. :3
I've asked for it back, but it may be a while before I get it.