This is almost certainly wasted effort, but here goes. Hon, let's talk for minute.
Those threads and rumors you're so upset about are in Spergatory. You don't know this site well, so you probably don't know what that means. Spergatory is the garbage heap of the site. No one paid any attention to the post about you. Literally no one cared.
People are paying attention now because YOU keep posting, which pushes this thread to the top of the list. That's why I saw it.
Real talk, girl.
You need to leave Kiwi Farms. Log out and don't come back. This is not a good place to get feedback on your art.
If you leave now, everyone will forget about you. You haven't gotten that much attention yet. If you stay, you'll end up like
Cherie Hapney. She has over 9000 posts in her thread and a big group of trolls who follow her because she keeps posting on this site.
I know this is long. I hope you read it all, but in case you don't, the short version is YOU NEED TO LEAVE THIS SITE.