How to improve my art ( I do not trace my artwork.)?

[axeltrite]

I'm only on this website to try and make you realize just how STUPID my drama is.
Do you see me picking on people for their weight at all?

No. because I myself, have body image issues as it is, and I wouldn't give that to someone else.

Maybe take note from me and STOP bullying people because they are fat?

You are stupid and fat. You have ignored all advice given to you and continue to do so. You make your own life a living hell because you are too dumb to recognize your ego is getting in the way of your success. You are getting laughed at because you are laughable. Cope, seethe, etc.

 

[eDove]

Dumbshit, the BMI and American clothing sizes aren't the same thing. Also, Eighteen is "Plus Size" aka fat anyway. An eighteen BMI would mean you were skinny, which you sure as hell aren't. Your BMI is probably closer to 30-35.

Yeah, a size 18 is not fucking normal. Maybe it's becoming normal, but it's still way too big.

You guys must be hella insecure in your OWN weight's to pick on someone for theirs, I have issues with my thyroid which makes it very hard to loose weight to begin with.

Do you fee.l grown up insulting my weight?
DO you feel like a man or woman?

You must lead sad lives to be on this website to begin with.

yes. I am insulting you because I find you actually pathetic.

So, now you admit you're obese. I doubt you were medically-diagbosed with thyroid issues as that's often a cope, but whatever.

We're not insecure. We just don't feel the need to prove to you, or any other Internet strangers, how big or small we are. These aren't the kind of discussions that should be coming up in a supposed art thread. I'd tell you my dimensions, but it's pointless to do so and you'd probably cry.

You're being picked on 'cause you're weird. You're acting like we're part of the secret trolling cabal that has been out to get you. Wake up and realize that all the people you've been interacting with on DeviantArt are spergs who're just retarded and overly-emotional as you are. They like stirring up drama and you made it too easy for them.

 

[Emily Cassidy]

Hon, I recognized my ego was getting in my way, a LONG time ago. they would KNOW this if they spent TIME with me in the bleach server that I AM AN ADMIN IN . The people who thought I was too emotional for running a lead spot, got proven WRONG.

it's no longer me that has this ego.
I'm fine with being fat, I am fine with being who I AM.

What I am NOT Fine with?
ARE FALSE ALLEGATIONS THA T HAVE ZERO PROOF AND PEOPLE BELIVING THEM LIKE ABSOLUTE GULLIBLE *MORONS*.

I've had the cops called on me so many times that they KNOW ME BY NAME.

AND *EACH TIME* I WAS ABLE TO *PROVE * MY INNOCENCE.

I now give advice to new roleplayers about taking it too seriously.

I am NOT the "Queen" of anything.

If you think I have an ego still, this proves your one of them, and you haven't moved on from the past.

I've changed.

and if people spent a NORMAL DAY WITH ME ON DISCORD, they could see that. :/

You are stupid and fat. You have ignored all advice given to you and continue to do so. You make your own life a living hell because you are too dumb to recognize your ego is getting in the way of your success. You are getting laughed at because you are laughable. Cope, seethe, etc.

 

[HoresHeresy]

Just sitting here surfing KF so sad that I'm not as talented or smart as OP

 

[Emily Cassidy]

Yeah, a size 18 is not fucking normal. Maybe it's becoming normal, but it's still way too big.

So, now you admit you're obese. I doubt you were medically-diagbosed with thyroid issues as that's often a cope, but whatever.

We're not insecure. We just don't feel the need to prove to you, or any other Internet strangers, how big or small we are. These aren't the kind of discussions that should be coming up in a supposed art thread. I'd tell you my dimensions, but it's pointless to do so and you'd probably cry.

You're being picked on 'cause you're weird. You're acting like we're part of the secret trolling cabal that has been out to get you. Wake up and realize that all the people you've been interacting with on DeviantArt are spergs who're just retarded and overly-emotional as you are. They like stirring up drama and you made it too easy for them.

Do I need to post proof of Thyroid issues some how?
Just because I'm weird, does that mean I deserved picked on? would you pick on say, a cousin or family who also has Downsyndrome, or Aspergers syndrome, or something else?
what makes me different from them?

Why pick on me when you clearly would protect a Family member?
this is hypocrisy all around and it's sad. :/

 

[axeltrite]

Hon, I recognized my ego was getting in my way, a LONG time ago. they would KNOW this if they spent TIME with me in the bleach server that I AM AN ADMIN IN . The people who thought I was too emotional for running a lead spot, got proven WRONG.

it's no longer me that has this ego.
I'm fine with being fat, I am fine with being who I AM.

What I am NOT Fine with?
ARE FALSE ALLEGATIONS THA T HAVE ZERO PROOF AND PEOPLE BELIVING THEM LIKE ABSOLUTE GULLIBLE *MORONS*.

I've had the cops called on me so many times that they KNOW ME BY NAME.

AND *EACH TIME* I WAS ABLE TO *PROVE * MY INNOCENCE.

I now give advice to new roleplayers about taking it too seriously.

I am NOT the "Queen" of anything.

If you think I have an ego still, this proves your one of them, and you haven't moved on from the past.

I've changed.

and if people spent a NORMAL DAY WITH ME ON DISCORD, they could see that. :/

Sounds like you're the queen of getting the cops called on you. What'd you do, kick a baby or something?

 

[Emily Cassidy]

Just sitting here surfing KF so sad that I'm not as talented or smart as OP

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Dude, there's only ONE thing I 'm "Semi- Talented." in and that's art.

proof I never traced Bleach.

Check it out, pretty hard to fake a video.

 

[HoresHeresy]

Dude, there's only ONE thing I 'm "Semi- Talented." in and that's art.

proof I never traced Bleach.

Check it out, pretty hard to fake a video.

Fuck, I forgot Spergalicious needs sarcasm font to figure out no one would ever seriously call her talented or smart.

 

[Emily Cassidy]

Sounds like you're the queen of getting the cops called on you. What'd you do, kick a baby or something?

Apparently bully a person for having a TBI when there was zero proof that he even had it.
people all the time fake disabilitys and when there's a person willing to post their doctors information on it, they call it fake.

by just looking at me, you can tell something is wrong. " that makes it harder for the real disabled or disordered people to be believed. :/

 

[Emily Cassidy]

Fuck, I forgot Spergalicious needs sarcasm font to figure out no one would ever seriously call her talented or smart.

You try believing in yourself when for years you got told you are not good enough. it's taken me years to realize that I DO have some form of talent in art, even if I suck at hands, I CAN copy other styles.

 

[eDove]

Do I need to post proof of Thyroid issues some how?
Just because I'm weird, does that mean I deserved picked on? would you pick on say, a cousin or family who also has Downsyndrome, or Aspergers syndrome, or something else?
what makes me different from them?

Why pick on me when you clearly would protect a Family member?
this is hypocrisy all around and it's sad. :/

You don't "deserve" to be picked on, especially not for your disability. Most kids with autism or down-syndrome are smart enough to know this thread was a terrible idea and that they don't need to post a billion videos of themselves drawing. You're so dumb that your disability can't begin to explain it — that's why you're getting picked on. If you had left 60+ pages ago like you've been told, none of this would be happening.

And yes, you should post proof of your thyroid issues.

 

[Emily Cassidy]

You don't "deserve" to be picked on, especially not for your disability. Most kids with autism or down-syndrome are smart enough to know this thread was a terrible idea and that they don't need to post a billion videos of themselves drawing. You're so dumb that your disability can't begin to explain it — that's why you're getting picked on. If you had left 60+ pages ago like you've been told, none of this would be happening.

And yes, you should post proof of your thyroid issues.

Next time I go and get blood drawn, I will.
In my former "Friends" eyes, it's illegal to have a bad day, it's wrong to have a disability and or look like a freak.
you wanna know why I am so defensive? I spent the better of TEN + years being told I am NOT good enough, I am A MISTAKE a BURDEN, TOO Emotional.

It took TEN years for people to finally realize that all I wanted was friends, and the reason I am lashing out defensively is because those friends BACK STABBED ME. I take friendship seriously, Online or offline, even if I don't see you, I know you are a person with FEELINGS and should be treated with respect.


I apologize for being so defensive, but can you honestly blame me?
these people are yelling at me for not trusting someone who said they had a TBI .

its the Internet, people fake disabilities etc and that makes it HARDER for us who actually have them, to get any kind of support.

the reason I reacted to Zephyr the way I did, is because there's ZERO real proof the man has ANY sort of TBI.
There's one apparent witness but there isn't no paper proof, or evidence, if he had posted something similar to what I did, I would apologize. I apologized anyways, but they still aren't happy with me.
I'm never gonna be good enough in their eyes, and I've moved on with new friends.

 

[Papyrus]

Just because I'm weird, does that mean I deserved picked on?

No.

would you pick on say, a cousin or family who also has Downsyndrome, or Aspergers syndrome, or something else?

No.

what makes me different from them?

They're not coming onto a forum they've be been warned to stay away from.

They're not posting hundreds of videos and blog posts trying to prove something to random internet people who don't fucking care.

They're not accusing me of saying things I never said.

This thread faded away after you left, just like we said it would. Now you're back yelling in it again and getting the attention of more people who will bully you.

Do you want to be bullied? This is how you get bullied.

GO. AWAY.

 

[Emily Cassidy]

Tell THEM to go away, and maybe I can post as a normal person.

You want me to stop?

get the asshats that were my former " friends." to stop.

Tell THEM this is wrong, and they know it.

The ONLY reason I give a damned is because they can't be asked to TRY to understand my disability.
they ALWAYS assume I'm manic, they have NOT learned a thing about it.


I know you aren't my personal army, but even YOU ALL find this absolutely ridiculous.

I didn't trust that Zephyr was telling the truth.

I don't trust people who say they have a disorder with out showing some sort of PROOF.

they didn't understand this.

No.

No.

They're not coming onto a forum they've be been warned to stay away from.

They're not posting hundreds of videos and blog posts trying to prove something to random internet people who don't fucking care.

They're not accusing me of saying things I never said.

This thread faded away after you left, just like we said it would. Now you're back yelling in it again and getting the attention of more people who will bully you.

Do you want to be bullied? This is how you get bullied.

GO. AWAY.

 

[axeltrite]

Tell THEM to go away, and maybe I can post as a normal person.

You want me to stop?

get the asshats that were my former " friends." to stop.

Tell THEM this is wrong, and they know it.

The ONLY reason I give a damned is because they can't be asked to TRY to understand my disability.
they ALWAYS assume I'm manic, they have NOT learned a thing about it.


I know you aren't my personal army, but even YOU ALL find this absolutely ridiculous.

I didn't trust that Zephyr was telling the truth.

I don't trust people who say they have a disorder with out showing some sort of PROOF.

they didn't understand this.

We don't know who you are talking about and we aren't your personal army. Fuck off.

 

[manic dainty gorl]

Tell THEM to go away, and maybe I can post as a normal person.

You want me to stop?

get the asshats that were my former " friends." to stop.

Not.
Your.
Fucking.
Army.

 

[Papyrus]

Tell THEM to go away, and maybe I can post as a normal person.

You want me to stop?

get the asshats that were my former " friends." to stop.

Tell THEM this is wrong, and they know it.

The ONLY reason I give a damned is because they can't be asked to TRY to understand my disability.
they ALWAYS assume I'm manic, they have NOT learned a thing about it.


I know you aren't my personal army, but even YOU ALL find this absolutely ridiculous.

I didn't trust that Zephyr was telling the truth.

I don't trust people who say they have a disorder with out showing some sort of PROOF.

they didn't understand this.

I can't spell this out any plainer:

We
Don't
Care

Take your personal drama elsewhere.

 

[Fireman Sam]

**bitching intensifies**

So you had yet another bad day after 9 days of my posting and you're back here again to further make your situation worse?
I'm just saying, had you utilized at least a little common sense and simply stopped logging in to respond to people, you wouldn't be so angsty about what random retards on the Internet have to say.

But by all means, do continue. Watching meltdowns like this is part of the reason many of us enjoy this site.
PS, You won't win any lolsuits.

 

[eDove]

Next time I go and get blood drawn, I will.
In my former "Friends" eyes, it's illegal to have a bad day, it's wrong to have a disability and or look like a freak.
you wanna know why I am so defensive? I spent the better of TEN + years being told I am NOT good enough, I am A MISTAKE a BURDEN, TOO Emotional.

It took TEN years for people to finally realize that all I wanted was friends, and the reason I am lashing out defensively is because those friends BACK STABBED ME. I take friendship seriously, Online or offline, even if I don't see you, I know you are a person with FEELINGS and should be treated with respect.


I apologize for being so defensive, but can you honestly blame me?
these people are yelling at me for not trusting someone who said they had a TBI .

its the Internet, people fake disabilities etc and that makes it HARDER for us who actually have them, to get any kind of support.

the reason I reacted to Zephyr the way I did, is because there's ZERO real proof the man has ANY sort of TBI.
There's one apparent witness but there isn't no paper proof, or evidence, if he had posted something similar to what I did, I would apologize. I apologized anyways, but they still aren't happy with me.
I'm never gonna be good enough in their eyes, and I've moved on with new friends.

I understand the need for friends. The only reliable place for you to find friends is in real life and not on the Internet. Someone like you probably shouldn't be allowed online unsupervised, for your own safety.

You say you've moved on with new friends but you gotta move on from your enemies too. These people slandering you don't matter. They don't care about you, and if all they're saying is lies, it's pointless to dredge up.

It sucks to be lied about on something as static as the Internet, but you're giving them exactly what they want by drawing attention to it.

This thread has been way more damaging to your reputation than anything your previous friends could've written up. Has anyone else doxed your nudes and your address? By coming here and giving away all of these personal details, you made your situation 100x worse than the drama and gossip you've deal with before.

We can't fix your problems. The only thing you can do is move on and realize that it's all stupid Internet drama. The accusations of murder, art-theft, all of it. It literally doesn't matter.

 

[Emily Cassidy]

I am trying to make them understand what they are doing is NOT okay, I have threatened a Defamation Lawsuit against my Step Father, if he continues the lies. That's the ONLY one of them I can take to court, as the others I don't know their addresses, or even what state they live in.

they need to understand they took a VIRTUAL WORLD way too seriously.
I will NEVER meet Zephyr in real life, and they're acting like I wanna hurt him physically.
That's untrue.

Can you honestly blame me for not believing that he has a TBI?
I was shown ZERO proof of this,
if he had shown me a lick of proof, I wouldn't be angry about it.

it makes me sick to think that people would fake their disorders, disability's etc, that's why it's made ME have a difficult time in showing proof.

IT does matter though.
What happens if I go back to look for a special needs job?
they'd look on my Social Media as jobs do that now a days .

Not only are they costing me a potential job, they are costing me my reputation.


What I want? is for people to spend ONE day with me, with out Kiwi involved, etc, and actually SEE me on a normal day.
I've changed in these three years. I'm a different person.
I had a bad day, and took it out on someone innocent, but they don't realize that a bad day IS normal.

They're acting like I insulted the Bloody Queen of England to her face.

it was THREE YEARS AGO.

GOOD GREIF.

I understand the need for friends. The only reliable place for you to find friends is in real life and not on the Internet. Someone like you probably shouldn't be allowed online unsupervised, for your own safety.

You say you've moved on with new friends but you gotta move on from your enemies too. These people slandering you don't matter. They don't care about you, and if all they're saying is lies, it's pointless to dredge up.

It sucks to be lied about on something as static as the Internet, but you're giving them exactly what they want by drawing attention to it.

This thread has been way more damaging to your reputation than anything your previous friends could've written up. Has anyone else doxed your nudes and your address? By coming here and giving away all of these personal details, you made your situation 100x worse than the drama and gossip you've deal with before.

We can't fix your problems. The only thing you can do is move on and realize that it's all stupid Internet drama. The accusations of murder, art-theft, all of it. It literally doesn't matter.