The reason I couldn't stop sending messages.- an explaination.
nsfw
https://priceonomics.com/how-statistics-solved-a-175-year-old-mystery-about/
ALEX, took six months, I took? a day.
here's some of the source material I read about him, I do feel a connection to him. IF reincarnation is real, I may be Alex's reincarnation, and he's PISSED. ya'll fucked up the hard work he put into this system.
I KNOW why he is mad.
If Reincarnation is real.
that is.
First off, read this info on why Genius does not = IQ.
https://som.yale.edu/news/2009/11/why-high-iq-doesnt-mean-youre-smart <-- this is Yales professional website. Genius= not the same as IQ
I can be a Genius but have a low IQ.
that is black and white thinking.
it's not okay to do anymore.
People see me in this mode, and get scared. Trolls couldn't stop me, regular people couldn't reason with me, if you know who Alexander Hamilton is, from Hamilton, the man wrote 85 essays in six months, I did this much in DAYS. He was not able to stop. People were telling both of us to stop. and I , plus he, couldn't stop.
I have a THEORY he might've also had 22 deletion, and this might be why. I see you BEGGING me to slow down and stop, but when someone pisses me off to the point of PURE RAGE, I have to keep going until I slow down on my own, or until people listen.
This is not normal for the average human, as it's something that could kill them, while it did not me. Hamilton was also a Genius. They couldn't figure out why he couldn't stop. he couldn't stop talking for more than six hours, he couldn't do anything but his "Mission." as I call it. the reason we both assume we are the smartest in the room, is because we probably are. ( I am not trying to say you are not smart.) Trolls stepped out of my way, they gave up, they couldn't stop me.
They couldn't stop Hamilton, either. we're BOTH rare. extremely rare, if you time me on facebook I was doing like 400 some book size pages in the span of seconds, I write like it's going out of style, which is why I related to him so much, I wasn't trying to say anything crazy like I'm his " Reincarnation?" or anything, I heard you, I read you saying to stop, but my body once set off on a path like this, cannot. My brain is always learning, I can't shut up,
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vKA9vJSceQ8 this is the song that explains it that may be easier than reading about him for some of you.
Alex and I share similarities, people saw how fast I got the staff of Kiwifarms attention, I was sending 400 posts, 200 even in seconds. We cannot stop when we are set on this.(Unless someone crashes my Internet, then I'll move to my phone to continue.)
my fault in this was trusting too easily, and I'm sorry. I was gullible, not stupid because I thought I could trust my Mother. I can't. I was predicted to die at an early age, I'm breaking 22 Deletion rules as it is. Thank you to those who tried to reason with me, but my target wasn't anyone but those five people. THEY woke the "beast." Hamilton wrote the other Fifty-one in days. We are RARE.
If you want me to step in and change things, because you ALL blame me for things I cannot control myself, tell the Scientific Community about me, so they can figure out why this happens. I want to help people, but my abilities with the mind etc can be dangerous, and if anyone tries to Gaslight me I'll purposefully mind fuck you. So you know what it is like to be detached from reality.
My Syndromes, Autism ( which I have proof of, etc.)
are not curses.
they are gifts.
and like Alexander Said,
I am Defyinggravityagain, and I will not throw away MY SHOT.
and thank you to those who recognized this ability that I have, and let it run its course. that's the only thing you can do while I work on training myself, so just let me do the mission my mind has for me. it can be used for good, which is my goal.
these five people are not medically safe for people or they cause people like me to happen. I want people aware that they purposefully pissed me off, to the point I was filled with rage, for people trying to discredit me as a Genius, like I rightfully should be credited as,
it has to run its course, which is why Facebook as a live witness to what I can do, is a perfect way for the Science community to see "Non-stop." happening live. I can talk for six hours or more straight no problem. I'm abnormal, I'm, not a normal disabled person.
Trolls didn't even want to take me on, ONE tried. ONE.
That is why I "took over things." at age NINE.
What else am I capable of if I can do that when pissed off to the point of rage?
I'm listening to you, but my body doesn't register it. that's whats going on.
I PSYCALLY cannot stop learning, watching,etc, my brain doesn't shut up until I sleep, or get sick. which is also rare.
I wanna help people, but I can also destroy them with my knowledge and gifts .
I'm not saying you're stupid. Your smart, just nowhere near my level.
Trolls know I exist.
they take me on to see if I'm what I say I am.
They cannot defeat me.
again, thank you to those who caught on and noticed similarities .
I was saying Alex , not because I was him, but to try and explain that you need to learn about him.
he was RARE.
I'M RARE.
there are probably only two people in the world that has ever existed, if I'm "The reincarnation."( A THEORY NOT ACCURATE INFO.)
your all in trouble.
Ya'll done fucked up the Democracy rules he set to the point I started believing I was his ancestor some how. I was so pissed off. that the Government was Gaslighting even, I was about ready to take them on myself.
my "abilities skills, etc."
can be used for good.
or evil.
red pill,
blue pill
don't be stupid and provoke me into this point again,KNOWING entire communities don't know what the hell I am, Kiwi was convinced I'm an AI. (there are posts there under sam, go read.)
Kiwifarms, is afraid to take me on when I'm like this.
I took "over." the status quo online at age nine, I can't legally own it, or I would.
Ya'll know how fast I'm learning art alone.
we've established I'm not normal.
I also have a high tolerance for pain, I sometimes don't recognize when I'm in it.
if you let me continue being the budding Genius I am, let me grow so I can change the world , as I want too.
I want to HELP people like me be not overworked to the point of death.
I'm sorry.
but if someone does it again, they are gonna deal with someone who knows what Gaslighting is, and they will be mindfucked to the point of needing a 302 so they can get the proper help they need.
my Schizo, etc, are NOT problems for me. they HELP me do this.
Not all who are like me can do this, and are too far gone, but for those who are prodigy children, in the right environment , they can go far.
let me do what I'm born to do.
and don't ever get in my way when I want balance back.
the world is so fucked up that if "Reincarnation." is true, Alex is so pissed that he's speaking through people who are like him, or may be related.
(Note: I don't know if I'm related, or we share similarities because of the 22 deletion theory. it's a theory don't take me seriously, just let me explain why I wasn't listening.)
I'm not in any way trying to say your stupid.
or using it as a weapon.
I'm trying to say while in your fields etc, you are smart, but you are not on my level. My body is BUILT for this, my Disabilities etc HELP me do this.
I'm TRAINED.
trolls yeeted the fuck off because they cannot keep up.
THAT is why I am Top Bitch.
and THAT is how I earned my respect before.
I was prepared to do it again, to the point the Science Community needs contacted.
DO NOT piss me off by Gaslighting me, or you'll be mindfucked to the point you want a 302.
We can do this the easy way, or the hard way.
which is it?
thanks.~
