I am having a crisis and I am reaching out, I dont know if thats what this is for but I need to know I am not alone with these feelings

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*disclaimer* I have difficulty communicating my thoughts and feelings due to developmental issues so this may be pretty spurgy.. I can't really tell, I apologize in advance.

revised at behest of L50LasPak

** I revised this because it seems this was a form of fedposting, I am stating in formal declaration I do not seek to harm anyone, I am just very disturbed by my countrys acceptance of evil **



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Everywhere I look some weirdo wearing a dress is being given power over real human beings, child violating loving leftist weirdos and animal violating and mutilating furries around every digital corner.

You can't just live your life and expect to be left in peace anymore, being white is being made out to be a crime against humanity, being normal is considered bad, having an issue with some weirdo in a dress being allowed to tell impressionable little small children that they are broken and that they should mutilate themselves is seen as hate and bigotry.

Why am I a bigot for not wanting a man in a dress to not be able to enter my spaces and possibly prey on myself or others? or little kids..

Why are the people of my country who are supposed to be against this allowing it to happen?

This is not a complex issue, it is the degeneracy of deviant and ideologically evil minds, it is black and white, good and evil pure and simple.

Why is our military complying with it?

Corrupt child violating politicians, demagog scum handing down edicts, leftist filth controlling social media, usurper banks terminating your ability to buy bread.

These sickos are getting bolder and bolder.. I saw a twitter bio today that had "proud groomer" in it ... why? how much longer will it be until we are going to be called bigots for objecting to some bad person trying to date a child? to have bad touch with a child?

They are even in the CIA and FBI now and God only knows what else : ( wokeness is a disease, and those who spread it are a virus, Biden is a bad man and his kid is a kid is a bad man too.

blm are bad
antifa are bad
adl are bad
splc are bad
organized religion is bad
the usa gov is full of bad apples
the left are bad
the democrats are bad
the republicans are bad
and the chinese are the most bad of them all, God I wish I never went on pol, the shit I have witnessed, I wish I had never been born.
Islam is despicable and I wish unpleasantness upon every single solitary child violating bad person on earth

am I really wrong for feeling this way? is it really just me... am I truly a bad person for wanting the right things for my family and for rejecting degeneracy, I am starting to wonder.
 
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*disclaimer* I have difficulty communicating my thoughts and feelings due to developmental issues so this may be pretty spurgy.. I can't really tell, I apologize in advance.




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Everywhere I look some faggot wearing a dress is being given power over real human beings, child rape loving leftist faggots and animal raping and mutilating furries around every digital corner.

You can't just live your life and expect to be left in peace anymore, being white is being made out to be a crime against humanity, being normal is considered bad, having an issue with some faggot in a dress being allowed to tell impressionable little small children that they are broken and that they should mutilate themselves is seen as hate and bigotry.

Why am I a bigot for not wanting a man in a dress to not be able to enter my spaces and possibly prey on myself or others? or little kids..

Why are the people of my country who are supposed to be against this allowing it to happen?

This is not a complex issue, it is the degeneracy of deviant and ideologically evil minds, it is black and white, good and evil pure and simple.

Why is our military complying with it?

Corrupt child raping politicians, demagog scum handing down edicts, leftist filth controlling social media, usurper banks terminating your ability to buy bread.

These sickos are getting bolder and bolder.. I saw a twitter bio today that had "proud groomer" in it ... why? how much longer will it be until we are going to be called bigots for objecting to some pedophile trying to date a child? to have sex with a child?

They are even in the CIA and FBI now and God only knows what else : ( I don't think anything short of "doing what needs to be done" which no one is willing to do will stop this, wokeness is a disease, and those who spread it are a virus, Biden is a usurper and his kid is a kid is a worthless child raping coke-head looser faggot.

blm are subhuman
antifa are subhuman
adl are subhuman
splc are subhuman
organized religion is subhuman
the united states government is controlled by subhumans
the left are subhuman
the democrats are subhuman
the republicans are spineless vermin
and the chinese are the most subhuman of them all, God I wish I never went on pol, the shit I have witnessed, I wish I had never been born.
Islam is despicable and I wish death upon every single solitary child raping rag head on earth

am I really wrong for feeling this way? is it really just me... am I truly a bad person for wanting the right things for my family and for rejecting degeneracy, I am starting to wonder.
Trans women are women
 
*disclaimer* I have difficulty communicating my thoughts and feelings due to developmental issues so this may be pretty spurgy.. I can't really tell, I apologize in advance.




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Everywhere I look some faggot wearing a dress is being given power over real human beings, child rape loving leftist faggots and animal raping and mutilating furries around every digital corner.

You can't just live your life and expect to be left in peace anymore, being white is being made out to be a crime against humanity, being normal is considered bad, having an issue with some faggot in a dress being allowed to tell impressionable little small children that they are broken and that they should mutilate themselves is seen as hate and bigotry.

Why am I a bigot for not wanting a man in a dress to not be able to enter my spaces and possibly prey on myself or others? or little kids..

Why are the people of my country who are supposed to be against this allowing it to happen?

This is not a complex issue, it is the degeneracy of deviant and ideologically evil minds, it is black and white, good and evil pure and simple.

Why is our military complying with it?

Corrupt child raping politicians, demagog scum handing down edicts, leftist filth controlling social media, usurper banks terminating your ability to buy bread.

These sickos are getting bolder and bolder.. I saw a twitter bio today that had "proud groomer" in it ... why? how much longer will it be until we are going to be called bigots for objecting to some pedophile trying to date a child? to have sex with a child?

They are even in the CIA and FBI now and God only knows what else : ( I don't think anything short of "doing what needs to be done" which no one is willing to do will stop this, wokeness is a disease, and those who spread it are a virus, Biden is a usurper and his kid is a kid is a worthless child raping coke-head looser faggot.

blm are subhuman
antifa are subhuman
adl are subhuman
splc are subhuman
organized religion is subhuman
the united states government is controlled by subhumans
the left are subhuman
the democrats are subhuman
the republicans are spineless vermin
and the chinese are the most subhuman of them all, God I wish I never went on pol, the shit I have witnessed, I wish I had never been born.
Islam is despicable and I wish death upon every single solitary child raping rag head on earth

am I really wrong for feeling this way? is it really just me... am I truly a bad person for wanting the right things for my family and for rejecting degeneracy, I am starting to wonder.
cope/seethe
 
I'm sure a lot of people feel the same way, that type of thinking is probably more common than you think these days.

Islam is despicable and I wish death upon every single solitary child raping rag head on earth
This though I can't really agree with anymore, it's honestly just Jewish propaganda. US vs THEM shit. Muslim countries are for the most part, anti-faggot, anti-feminism. The men are not overgroomed bisexuals working in cubicles. They work with their hands, they still have industry. It's actually seen as feminine in islamic culture to have a computer job or to use computers too much. Women go into those fields. And they're completely right.

That's why I'm going to go live there and start a big family with a young virgin berber girl along the north african coasts, and live out my life in peace nurturing a big family and growing some local businesses. Your country is a lost cause thanks to Jews, sorry.
 
Go to bed. Or take a nap. Then go spend some time with nature or staring at a fishtank. Then find a nice therapist who supports you without forcing you to an extreme (remember, you pay them, you can fire them, switch anytime). You sound really depressed and if its partially due to corona confinement I feel you bro.

What you think is up to you. How you act towards others and how much you let fear control you is the other. Don't let fear take over your waking life. You can still dislike troons and blm, but you have to make sure you calm yourself and give people a chance. Most humans just want normal interactions or to get on with their day. You'll know when they aren't, but if you feeling that way towards almost everyone, it is either the area you live in (18 troons in the trans ranch) or you're being ruled by fear more than you rule it.

I also suggest exercising to release tension. You don't have to do something fancy, walking or dancing is fine, but something to burn off extra stress of your day. Have no goal but to chill.

Whatever you do, get some stress out. You're havin a bad time.
 
I'm sure a lot of people feel the same way, that type of thinking is probably more common than you think these days.


This though I can't really agree with anymore, it's honestly just Jewish propaganda. US vs THEM shit. Muslim countries are for the most part, anti-faggot, anti-feminism. The men are not overgroomed bisexuals working in cubicles. They work with their hands, they still have industry. It's actually seen as feminine in islamic culture to have a computer job or to use computers too much. Women go into those fields. And they're completely right.

That's why I'm going to go live there and start a big family with a young virgin berber girl along the north african coasts, and live out my life in peace nurturing a big family and growing some local businesses. Your country is a lost cause thanks to Jews, sorry.
yeah.. good luck to you though

I not sure I've ever read a more stereotypical post in my entire life. I'm calling bullshit on this.
it may be stereotypical but it really is my perception... I don't really know what to tell you.
 
That's why I'm going to go live there and start a big family with a young virgin berber girl along the north african coasts, and live out my life in peace nurturing a big family and growing some local businesses. Your country is a lost cause thanks to Jews, sorry.
You're gonna find an ultra conservative girl who's family is looking for someone productive and has skills. You post on kiwifarms and therefore have terminal autism like the rest of us. I don't think those two things mesh together.
 
Go to bed. Or take a nap. Then go spend some time with nature or staring at a fishtank. Then find a nice therapist who supports you without forcing you to an extreme (remember, you pay them, you can fire them, switch anytime). You sound really depressed and if its partially due to corona confinement I feel you bro.

What you think is up to you. How you act towards others and how much you let fear control you is the other. Don't let fear take over your waking life. You can still dislike troons and blm, but you have to make sure you calm yourself and give people a chance. Most humans just want normal interactions or to get on with their day. You'll know when they aren't, but if you feeling that way towards almost everyone, it is either the area you live in (18 troons in the trans ranch) or you're being ruled by fear more than you rule it.

I also suggest exercising to release tension. You don't have to do something fancy, walking or dancing is fine, but something to burn off extra stress of your day. Have no goal but to chill.

Whatever you do, get some stress out. You're havin a bad time.
thankyou, I think I am going to try to leave all of this sickness behind me, I was seeing counseling but sadly my doctor left to work for the va, was the best doctor I ever had
 
You're gonna find an ultra conservative girl who's family is looking for someone productive and has skills. You post on kiwifarms and therefore have terminal autism like the rest of us. I don't think those two things mesh together.

Lol it never occurred to me he wasn’t talking about abducting her.

Anyway, yeah, things are a mess, but maybe white guys will be heroic and save us. even though we don’t deserve it. They’re the only ones who can.
 
it may be stereotypical but it really is my perception... I don't really know what to tell you.
An hour (or even less) of browsing this website would tell you that none of the shit you listed in the first post is that uncommon and that numerous other people feel that way about current events. I find it hard to believe that you're really such a cripple that you were incapable of seeing this for yourself. Hell, even just basic curiosity should have compelled you to read some of the site. There are plenty of areas to discuss these topics and engage with other people on them.

Instead you post a showy sensationalistic op that just happens to hit every single Current Year talking point right on the nose. While also flat out announcing that you have mental and developmental disorders. Who does that?

It comes off like a glowpost that will be cited in somebody's Twitter article as this forum "inciting violence". Even if you were 100% serious, why would you phrase all this stuff in a way that would jeopardize the site like this? Your account is five months old man, surely you should have seen that this kind of thing is frowned upon by now.

I don't buy it.
 
thankyou, I think I am going to try to leave all of this sickness behind me, I was seeing counseling but sadly my doctor left to work for the va, was the best doctor I ever had
I feel you, finding a new doctor is a whole kettle of fish added on to the big fish mental illness problems. Good luck my chad, you can hate and be mad on the internet at things, but you gotta live without them controlling you or you will only hurt yourself. :heart-full:
 
You are spending too much time on twitter/A&N/etc. While it is important to read up on shit and be on top of things, it can become tiring and it can genuinely wear you out.

Switch off, go for a walk, hire a hooker, you know the deal, just get away from it all for a week.

tl;dr lol calm down
 
An hour (or even less) of browsing this website would tell you that none of the shit you listed in the first post is that uncommon and that numerous other people feel that way about current events. I find it hard to believe that you're really such a cripple that you were incapable of seeing this for yourself. Hell, even just basic curiosity should have compelled you to read some of the site. There are plenty of areas to discuss these topics and engage with other people on them.

Instead you post a showy sensationalistic op that just happens to hit every single Current Year talking point right on the nose. While also flat out announcing that you have mental and developmental disorders. Who does that?

It comes off like a glowpost that will be cited in somebody's Twitter article as this forum "inciting violence". Even if you were 100% serious, why would you phrase all this stuff in a way that would jeopardize the site like this? Your account is five months old man, surely you should have seen that this kind of thing is frowned upon by now.

I don't buy it.
you can believe whatever you want, I didnt come here to prove something to you or anyone else, I came here to reach out on this stuff, as I am really legitametly upset and do feel this way, and why would I not hit every talking point? literally all of these things are valid current factors in my life at this moment, all of these things are talking points in this thread because its really whats going in in the world, what do you mean? of course I am going to ask about it and relay my feelings on it, its the subject matter of my conscerns, if you are going to try to throw shade at my post because it does not fit within your paranoid narrative then that's fine but I will not engage with you if you continue this behavior toward me, my concerns are valid, these are real issues, issues that I take issue with

An hour (or even less) of browsing this website would tell you that none of the shit you listed in the first post is that uncommon and that numerous other people feel that way about current events. I find it hard to believe that you're really such a cripple that you were incapable of seeing this for yourself. Hell, even just basic curiosity should have compelled you to read some of the site. There are plenty of areas to discuss these topics and engage with other people on them.

Instead you post a showy sensationalistic op that just happens to hit every single Current Year talking point right on the nose. While also flat out announcing that you have mental and developmental disorders. Who does that?

It comes off like a glowpost that will be cited in somebody's Twitter article as this forum "inciting violence". Even if you were 100% serious, why would you phrase all this stuff in a way that would jeopardize the site like this? Your account is five months old man, surely you should have seen that this kind of thing is frowned upon by now.

I don't buy it.
I changed any really really bad words in my op so hopefully you can rest alittle easier, I am sorry if I made you upset over what I said, I am not trying to get Kiwi farms in trouble, I like kiwi farms.. I like watching Nulls shows on youtube, I find happiness in them, and yes I know some people feel as disgruntled as I do but I also feel like I just needed to hear it directly... from people to me literally, I told you people I don't handle this well , i am sorry, i am just really beginning to loose it, and i really just needed to hear it, my head is in a haze all the time, and I am barely functioning, I am just scooting through life, nodding empty headedly at most things i encounter, I dont undestand alot of it, but I do see the evil around me , and I do know that its bad, I know it needs to be stopped, i want to make it go away T T
 
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No no no, lets go harder into the fed posting. That's what the kikes really fear.

OP if you are at this stage in your life where you have little to lose, you should just become a bandit and rob banks or something thrilling like that. Robbing banks is surprisingly easy to do. I've looked into it, the main reason people get caught is because the robbery is so easy, they do it over and over again and their greed is what ends them.

You need to have some fun, don't let the kike lizards zap your will to power, your virility.
 
An hour (or even less) of browsing this website would tell you that none of the shit you listed in the first post is that uncommon and that numerous other people feel that way about current events. I find it hard to believe that you're really such a cripple that you were incapable of seeing this for yourself. Hell, even just basic curiosity should have compelled you to read some of the site. There are plenty of areas to discuss these topics and engage with other people on them.

Instead you post a showy sensationalistic op that just happens to hit every single Current Year talking point right on the nose. While also flat out announcing that you have mental and developmental disorders. Who does that?

It comes off like a glowpost that will be cited in somebody's Twitter article as this forum "inciting violence". Even if you were 100% serious, why would you phrase all this stuff in a way that would jeopardize the site like this? Your account is five months old man, surely you should have seen that this kind of thing is frowned upon by now.

I don't buy it.
and as for my account age, I dont stay here, because I get to angry reading about pedos, last time I did I had a melt down in the yaniv board, i lost it, and was advised to stay away.. I just wanted some understanding, I wasn't trying to cause trouble for you all.. if you think I should just go I will. I dont want to hurt the site

No no no, lets go harder into the fed posting. That's what the kikes really fear.

OP if you are at this stage in your life where you have little to lose, you should just become a bandit and rob banks or something thrilling like that. Robbing banks is surprisingly easy to do. I've looked into it, the main reason people get caught is because the robbery is so easy, they do it over and over again and their greed is what ends them.

You need to have some fun, don't let the kike lizards zap your will to power, your virility.
... you are a perfect example of the ideologically evil people I was talking about, You are trying to twist my soul into a weapon of hatered and violence because I am autistic. this is gaslighting, you are a monster, please consider suicide, I ignored you and I contacted null to let him know what you tried to do, christ L50LasPak you have an issue with what I said but this sick fuck doesn't even get a mention for actually trying to cause someone to hurt people? actual real fucking fed posting? fuck!
 
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