I am having a crisis and I am reaching out, I dont know if thats what this is for but I need to know I am not alone with these feelings

God wins in the end. Just trust God. If you have put your trust in God you will be immune to kike psyop demoralization. Shitsniffer nerd pedos like bill gates and dr fauci are laughable fragile nerds who will soon burn in Hell. If you have your faith in God not men after you depart this realm you will soon be grilling in Heaven. There's nothing to fear, just start every day with thanking God for the gift of life and go on with your thing

I have slept and taken my rest: and I have risen up, because the Lord hath protected me. I will not fear thousands of the people, surrounding me: arise, O Lord; save me, O my God. For thou hast struck all them who are my adversaries without cause: thou hast broken the teeth of sinners. Salvation is of the Lord: and thy blessing is upon thy people.
 
im getting the fuck off of here before i loose it again, wish you all good lives, save for that one sick fuck
Hey friend, give this a listen. You are not wrong, but the awful people of the world don't deserve your energy and rage. They're not worth it. I say this as someome who dealt with anger issues about other things, don't get mad at assholes, it's never worth it. I wish you the best.

 
I came back to say one final thing before I leave this place, I realize now just how emotionally and how mentally ill equipped I am to deal with the caliber of the content covered here, it is to much for me to work through, I want to apologize to all of you and to Null for potentially jeopardizing kiwi farms with my ill thought out request for help.. I didn't think through what I was saying, and I hate that I may have put you all at risk, this place is a free speech bastion and it deserves to be preserved, to that end I am leaving so I do not jeopardize it further with my inane ramblings, and .. yeah, that's it I guess, I know my post hit all the sore topics of society today but I mean of course it did, every one of those issues are coursing through my thoughts and fears on a near constant basis, and reading pol has me so mixed up I don't even know what to believe anymore, Its like layers of an onion with narrative after narrative countering the other, and its just to much for me, I am sorry, goodbye : ( i am randomizing my account password without looking and throwing away the key, for my own sake, and yours ; ( take care
 
and the chinese are the most bad of them all, God I wish I never went on pol, the shit I have witnessed, I wish I had never been born.
Islam is despicable and I wish unpleasantness upon every single solitary child violating bad person on earth
the chinese arent particularly bad all things considered. outside the coastal metropolitan areas china is still a developing country so everything there is on developing country levels, hence all the horror videos.

also islam as a religion isnt particularly bad either, its actually pretty based.
all the problems we have with local mudshits in the west are created by our own leftist traitor politicians, and all the problems we have with mudshits internationally are created by the american/israeli fuckery in the middle east.

basically, deport mudshits from the west, and stop propping up israel so the arabs can handle the situation as they see fit, then wait for a couple decades, and you'll find tha peaceful coexistence is very easy and smooth. it won't happen of course, because jews, but it's important to remember what the real root cause of these issues is.
 
the chinese arent particularly bad all things considered. outside the coastal metropolitan areas china is still a developing country so everything there is on developing country levels, hence all the horror videos.

also islam as a religion isnt particularly bad either, its actually pretty based.
all the problems we have with local mudshits in the west are created by our own leftist traitor politicians, and all the problems we have with mudshits internationally are created by the american/israeli fuckery in the middle east.

basically, deport mudshits from the west, and stop propping up israel so the arabs can handle the situation as they see fit, then wait for a couple decades, and you'll find tha peaceful coexistence is very easy and smooth. it won't happen of course, because jews, but it's important to remember what the real root cause of these issues is.
I'm in complete agreement with you. We hate the Chinese because we're jealous. Their children aren't being turned into faggots. They're xenophobic and racist. And as far as the spying scandals, how is that any different than the five eyes spying? The 'silicon valley' of internet tracking is located in Israel and they're our greatest ally.
 
The plan is to be demoralized so just get demoralized. WW3 will fix it, its not a big deal just jive with it fucktard.
 
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You need some time off the internet my friend. The internet by its very nature create echo chamber. Kiwifarm is also one. Id suggest dropping all form of social media, forums and bulletin board, etc. Focus on improving yourself, friends, family and your community.
Just wanted to +1 this. Depending on what circles of the internet you're browsing in, you'll get a very different perception of the world. For example, there's what, less than 1% of the world that is transgender? But, spend enough time in certain social circles, you'd think it was 99% of the population was some kind of they/them/it/xir/xis/some other made up word. But, pick a person off the street and ask them their gender, you'll get a traditional answer. Probably followed by getting a weird look and the person wanting to get away, because the average person really doesn't care about special pronouns because they have way more important things going in their life.

I think that logic applies to a lot of subjects that seem "big" online because the voices of a select few are being amplified by an echo chamber. It's hard to avoid echo chambers online because people naturally flock towards them. Sometimes, the best thing to do is take a step back and remind yourself what you see online isn't an accurate reflection of what the world actually is. If all you do is read up on pedos or furrys or whatever, you're going to start seeing them everywhere.
 
I think the best way to survive with your mental health intact is to realise where you, me, the little cogs, can actually affect things.
That begins with your own family, then your immediate community. A lot of power lies in the hands of those willing to do boring shit, like sit on endless committees and attend meetings. Those of us with little tolerance for bureaucracy end up relinquishing control to those who fucking love it.
If we all take on one tedious community or workplace role, we can stop a lot of this stuff just by showing up at quarterly meetings and when someone suggests critical race training or raising money for a charity that is a front for child grooming or whatever, just be the one who says ‘that’s a bit too controversial for this organisation, can we find a more even handed, more reputable way to move forward?’
Woke-os have made gains because no one has actually said ‘hold on a minute, do you have some evidence for that claim?’

Apart from that, be a decent person, keep your own front yard tidy, both metaphorically and literally, don‘t waste time or effort on idiots, eat healthy, lift weights and get absolutely smashed from time to time in the company of people who make you laugh and won’t hate you when the hangover kicks in.
 
*disclaimer* I have difficulty communicating my thoughts and feelings due to developmental issues so this may be pretty spurgy.. I can't really tell, I apologize in advance.

revised at behest of L50LasPak

** I revised this because it seems this was a form of fedposting, I am stating in formal declaration I do not seek to harm anyone, I am just very disturbed by my countrys acceptance of evil **



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Everywhere I look some weirdo wearing a dress is being given power over real human beings, child violating loving leftist weirdos and animal violating and mutilating furries around every digital corner.

You can't just live your life and expect to be left in peace anymore, being white is being made out to be a crime against humanity, being normal is considered bad, having an issue with some weirdo in a dress being allowed to tell impressionable little small children that they are broken and that they should mutilate themselves is seen as hate and bigotry.

Why am I a bigot for not wanting a man in a dress to not be able to enter my spaces and possibly prey on myself or others? or little kids..

Why are the people of my country who are supposed to be against this allowing it to happen?

This is not a complex issue, it is the degeneracy of deviant and ideologically evil minds, it is black and white, good and evil pure and simple.

Why is our military complying with it?

Corrupt child violating politicians, demagog scum handing down edicts, leftist filth controlling social media, usurper banks terminating your ability to buy bread.

These sickos are getting bolder and bolder.. I saw a twitter bio today that had "proud groomer" in it ... why? how much longer will it be until we are going to be called bigots for objecting to some bad person trying to date a child? to have bad touch with a child?

They are even in the CIA and FBI now and God only knows what else : ( wokeness is a disease, and those who spread it are a virus, Biden is a bad man and his kid is a kid is a bad man too.

blm are bad
antifa are bad
adl are bad
splc are bad
organized religion is bad
the usa gov is full of bad apples
the left are bad
the democrats are bad
the republicans are bad
and the chinese are the most bad of them all, God I wish I never went on pol, the shit I have witnessed, I wish I had never been born.
Islam is despicable and I wish unpleasantness upon every single solitary child violating bad person on earth

am I really wrong for feeling this way? is it really just me... am I truly a bad person for wanting the right things for my family and for rejecting degeneracy, I am starting to wonder.
Veil. Of. Tears. Innit.
 
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... you are a perfect example of the ideologically evil people I was talking about, You are trying to twist my soul into a weapon of hatered and violence because I am autistic. this is gaslighting, you are a monster, please consider suicide, I ignored you and I contacted null to let him know what you tried to do, christ L50LasPak you have an issue with what I said but this sick fuck doesn't even get a mention for actually trying to cause someone to hurt people? actual real fucking fed posting? fuck!
Let me tell you something valuable. Because you are autistic, you will crave orderliness in your life. You’ll hate it when people around you are slovenly, immoral, and chaotic, as they always are. As they’ve always been since the beginning of recorded history. My advice to you is this, as trite as it might sound; make that happy place in your own life. You can’t change everyone. You can’t fix everyone. The news is a constant psychic assault, and social media is full of deranged nutjobs who are guaranteed to make you despise your own species. Turn it off. Unplug, clean your room, cook a nice meal. Do something that will give you pride in your work and a sense of accomplishment.

Ah, god. I can’t do this. I’m cracking up over here. I sound like every garden-variety liberal who has ever given me milquetoast advice about self-help. What am I supposed to say? That there is no political solution and we ought to be very angry about that? That the world is being run by rich dickheads and special interests who are driving society off a cliff on purpose? We all know it’s true. Some are more in denial about it than others. When someone complains, everyone gangs up on that guy and tells him to shut up; that he isn’t entitled to his anger, and that it isn’t all doom and gloom and things are better than he thinks. Then, if they’re a bunch of good little NPCs, they’ll trot out the book recommendations.

Here, read some Steven Pinker, you poor little misanthrope. No, no, we don’t ask why Steven Pinker liked hanging out with Jeffrey Epstein. Those are bad thoughts and wrongthink that lead you down the dark path. Here. A boxed set of scented candles to set you right.

Fuck those people. Get mad.

 
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