Yes, I am indeed afraid of turning into a lolcow
I will go more insane if I can't get financially independent from my parents, all of my classmates have found jobs by networking and my socially retarded ass is still unemployed
Yes, however since then I have found an editorial gig in a blog, which I work on half-time, it pays very little and I can't turn it into my job. So I still don't have a real job
I’m a history buff myself. You may want to consider a different line of work. I did some work at a museum for a while during college. It only paid 12/hr but I enjoyed it.
Thanks for your helpful advice, I do not feel like I'm working when I'm doing this blog writing gig, so I would say that I'm indeed enjoying it. However even if I do it full time, the money will be barely enough for rent in a shitty ghetto, not even food
And my parents are getting on my ass, I don't want to be dependent on them anymore
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Seriously, he's been burnt out for years. Yeah, maybe he enjoyed it when he first started uploading, but he hates it now. It's no longer fun, it's a chore. DSP has a shit life. He's married to a horse woman he doesn't even have sex with, his neighbors hate him, his only true and honest fans are all autistic, and he has constant financial trouble looming over his head. The only time he truly gets any enjoyment is whenever he gets money, and whenever he spends it on low res jpgs of sweaty men in tights.
I doubt this shit is true, but gonna humor. Don't be jealous of DSP. Laugh at him. He's literally in such a hell hole with financial issues and lives in a shithole part of Washington state while he gets diddled by the IRS.
Do something that pays, but something that won't make you miserable, put your dreams on the backburner to simmer while you work towards it on the side. Don't compare yourself to Snort Burnell and his Goutridden life, which is full of Bugs, Bills-every-day, and draws less and less viewers each and every month for Qwahlahty Khantent