Im a troon who uses kiwifarms irregularily, usually to lurk in various forums. AMA

ive already had my testes removed about a year ago, and a therapist recommended a surgeon for SRS. lately ive been questioning whether or not i should go the full length and actually follow through with full transition. everything thats been happening (not on here, mostly in the "trans community" has made me question whether or not i wanna be compared to the rest of the degenerates. i know people like keffals, chris chan, yaniv, and im sure there are others who im forgetting to mention, give the trans community a bad enough reputation as it is, and i dont want to be apart of that same community.
Don't do it. You are going to either die an excruciating death due to medical complications, or forever live in pain that will make you beg for death. All for a body modification that won't even work as you intend it to.
 
Why would you be here for 3 years and admit you're trans just now? And admit to being your birth sex? I'm just confused because I'm sure most LGB lurkers here know it's better to keep it to themselves.
The whole troon derangement syndrome is pretty recent and a lot bigger since the trans lifeline and ofc Keffals thing. There's a LGBTQiwi thread from back in the day that still has a few posts every now and then. People there aren't attention whores and make AMAs though, so you wouldn't know about it in other parts of the site.
 
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Have you ever questioned the idea that aligning your brain with your body is far simpler and less fraught than aligning your body with your brain?

I'm not convinced that major medical interventions are any more healthy for you (in fact, I firmly believe it's absolutely worse than trying to "correct" what's going on in your brain).

Do you feel physically healthy?
1) ive considered the idea that what i was doing was a bad idea, atleast in the beginning, but given how far ive already gone, i feel theres no turning back. i keep the dick and then just go on testosterone again?
2) i know they arent really healthy. ive been considering just.. ceasing the transition altogether and just living as a man with a dick and no balls.
3) i work out an hour a day, i maintain a fairly physical lifestyle, i try to avoid unhealthy foods. given i work security, its kind of important to stay on that path, know what i mean?
 
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Do you find yourself off put by how people post on here?
not really. it comes with the territory. i dealt with it in highschool. being told to kill myself and being called a faggot are just regular things for me, so it doesnt really bother me, if at all. i dont have time or energy to be angry about ones and zeroes
 
Which bathroom do you use?

Once you totally destroy your body, how long do you think it will be before the regret sets in?
i try to avoid using specific bathrooms. im too feminized to use male bathrooms, and im biologically male. i try to use gender neutral bathrooms if at all possible as to make things easier for everyone.
 
Have you considered suing the therapist that pushed you toward the ball snip and troonshine, and the surgeon who did the snip for life-destroying amounts of money?

I am sure there are lots of ambulance chasers out there salivating at the prospect of a civil precedent that troon drugs and surgery are malicious medical malpractice.
honestly? not really. even if i could, there wouldnt be much i could do, as its been years, and i figure statute of limitations is in play for this sort of thing.
 
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