I'm Stuck in a Never Ending Loop

[Laplace's Victim]

If you really want to step up your cheesy anime villain LARP you need to be joyous in your malice.

No, that's so overdone.
I'm trying to have at least a little originality.

 

[Pomniman]

No, that's so overdone.
I'm trying to have at least a little originality.

Being sad about it is way more overdone though.

 

[dick brain]

I'm GAMP, not AGP.
Learn the difference, bro.

lol

I can fix him

LMFAO

 

[Dr. Eldon Tyrell]

The human senses are insurmountable barriers, but I refuse to submit in abject slavery to them.
I will revenge my injuries. If I cannot inspire love, I will cause fear.

Can't you at least devote yourself to some higher, spiritually gay cause like mishima or something?
At least he inspires people to work out and he had many friends

 

[Grub]

@Laplace's Victim there's such a thing as too much introspection. Stop taking yourself so seriously and find some hobbies or something. Like holy fuck you're not an anime character dude.

 

[Laplace's Victim]

@Laplace's Victim there's such a thing as too much introspection. Stop taking yourself so seriously and find some hobbies or something. Like holy fuck you're not an anime character dude.

If I were an anime character, then I’d be the one writing the story, while you’re just a background character, blindly following the script handed to you.
You mock introspection because you’re afraid to face the truth about yourself.
Hobbies? They’re just distractions for the weak, a way to avoid confronting your own mediocrity.

I don’t need to play the part of a 'normal' person. I’m already operating on a different level.
Keep laughing It only proves how little you understand.

 

[Vecr]

If I were an anime character, then I’d be the one writing the story, while you’re just a background character, blindly following the script handed to you.

You're the background character bro. What are you actually doing with your life?

 

[Agamemnon Busmalis]

You call that a loop? THIS is a loop:

-up. gets pizza What's up? Check thaaat out. Extra cheese, extra bacon, onions, jalapenos, stuffed crust pizza. Got a large stuffed crust pizza with extra cheese, extra bacon, onions, jalapenos, and anchovies. Yes. slurps garlic butter You heard that right folks, extra cheese, extra bacon, anchovies, jalapenos, onions, on a large stuffed crust pizza. slurp Mmm. Got a two liter of Mountain Dew to go with it, the King Cobra special at Papa John's. Large, stuffed crust, extra cheese, extra bacon, jalapenos, anchovies, onions, extra cheese, extra bacon. I asked for two cups of garlic butter but they hooked your boy up with three so I was like "yes." slurp Oof. So I got a large Papa John's pizza; stuffed crust, extra cheese, extra bacon, anchovies, onions, jalapenos. Yes. Look at that, YouTube. You know you want some of that goodness. Large -- large stuffed crust, extra cheese, extra bacon -- shit. Jalapenos, onions, anchovies, on a large stuffed crust, extra cheese, extra bacon, smothered in garlic butter. Let's quit talking about it and qu-- quit talking about it and start being about it, yes. Goddamn pizza fucked me over, hold up. Got the alfredo sauce. The pizza I ordered from... the pizza I ordered from Papa John's is delicious. Alfredo sauce, got a stuffed crust extra large pizza. Extra cheese, extra bacon, jalapenos, onions... anchovies... anchovies, jalapenos, onions, extra bacon, extra cheese, anchovies, like I said... mmm. This is my go-to special at Papa John's. Large stuffed crust pizza with anchovies -- jalapenos, onions, extra bacon. Extra cheese. Extra... extra bestest pizza here. Papa John's epic stuffed crust pizza. A large stuffed crust pizza, anchovies, jalapenos, onions, extra bacon, extra cheese on alfredo sauce. Got an epic stuffed crust pizza. Three cups of garlic butter. The jalapenos, the onions, providing that pop for that cheese. The extra cheese and the bac-- extra bacon. This pizza's delicious. Three cups of garlic butter on top. Two is more than plenty. Yes. slurp, slurp, slurp Garlic white butter alfredo sauce, extra cheese, extra bacon, jalapenos, onions, anchovies, on a large stuffed crust cheese pizza with garlic butter smeared on top, yes. That is delicious. Large stuffed crust pizza, anchovies, jalapenos, onions, extra cheese, extra bacon, garlic butter, jalapenos on top. Oh, that's good. Mm. This stuffed crust pizza, Papa John's. So good. Large stuffed crust extra cheese, extra bacon, jalapenos, anchovies, onions, on a large stuffed crust pizza with extra cheese, and alfredo sauce. Smeared by two to three garlic butter cups on top. And you got the Papa John's Cobra special. So good. I'll be doing a food hack... when... I'm done with this pizza. Which won't be long. Mm. Large stuffed crust pizza... alfredo sauce, extra cheese, extra bacon, jalapenos, onions, anchovies, on that stuffed crust action, smeared in garlic butter. Yes. Mmm. That alfredo sauce on top of the pizza is where it's at. Papa John's, you provided the stuffed crust, you gave me the option to add alfredo sauce, and I took it. A large alfredo sauce stuffed crust pizza, extra cheese, extra bacon, jalapenos, onions, anchovies. Mm. Smeared with three cups of garlic butter, I asked for two but ya'll gave me an extra one, I appreciate that. Oh, that's good. The jalapeno on this pizza... provided a nice spicy bite. Oh, that's good pizza. Large... stuffed crust pizza. Extra cheese, extra bacon, jalapenos, onions, anchovies, alfredo sauce. That is the ultimate... That is the ultimate pizza from Papa John's. About to grab another slice. Fuckin' ridiculous. slurp This pizza... Alfredo sauce on point. Now... Papa John's is not a sponsor, buuuut, for this King Cobra custom... Papa John's pizza... ya'll are fucking dank on this dude, like this... is what I would order from Papa John's again if I was ordering their pizza. Large stuffed crust pizza with alfredo sauce, extra cheese, extra bacon, jalapenos, onions, yes. Extra bacon, extra cheese, jalapenos, onions, stuffed crust cheese. Oh, this is good. Hmm. Large stuffed crust... from... Papa John's. That large stuffed crust gotta have alfredo sauce, bacon... extra bacon, extra cheese, jalapenos, onions. Garlic butter. You're a fan of King Cobra, you gotta try this pizza. If you don't got Papa John's in your area I'm sorry to hear it. Please excuse the house flies. I've had my fuckin' window open all day. This isn't just stuffed crust, this is epic... this is Papa John's epic stuffed crust. Oh my god, YouTube. Large stuffed crust with chicken alfredo sauce. Extra bacon, extra cheese... jalapenos, onions. You've heard me-- you've heard me repeat this several times, buuut the pizza that I ordered from Papa John's is beyond dank. Would I order this exact pizza again, absolutely. Like, that Papa John's pizza is exactly what I would order if I was at their establishment, and I'm happy with the purchase. Eeeyes, to toast off the evening... sound of fly buzzing past microphone cheers. fly buzzes by once again Don't have to have alcohol to have a good time. Although I've got plenty in my fridge, heh heh, yes. Catch you laters, thanks for watching.

 

[Lords Greatsword]

lol

LMFAO

This shit got me, lol
Not even an inaccurate observation either but it's definitely falling on deaf ears. Some people are simply predisposed to having to figure shit out the hard way.

(Edited typo hours later)

 

[Dr. Eldon Tyrell]

Hobbies? They’re just distractions for the weak, a way to avoid confronting your own mediocrity.

And see how facing your own mediocrity turned out for you!

 

[urr13 account]

My brain hates me

First - your thoughts aren't you, stop identifying with them.

Second - Most of your problems seem to be based around things you keep telling yourself, so just tell yourself a different story. This might sound stupid as hell but just come up with a concept of self, a perspective on life, etc. then write them down and then just repeat them in your head like all the time, like a background track running on loop. You'll be surprised how quickly you'll start to believe whatever nonsense you've chosen to believe. This is what people do everyday, they just don't realize it.

Third - none of this is real, not in like a fancy quantum physics way but more in a there's like 8 billion people, and it just doesn't matter even if you went on a shooting spree its a drop in the bucket, no one cares in a week, this isn't real so there's no reason to even be upset about all of this dumb stuff you are forcing yourself to pretend is important. Nihilism is gay, that's not what I'm trying to advocate, just stop being so melodramatic all the time.



stay gold, pony boy (fag), stay gold.

 

[Moths]

It is literally impossible to be stuck in an endless loop as a mortal man

 

[PunkinMan]

oh damn did people fall for another one of his troll ops again? LMAO idk how you guys keep falling for this guys baits.

 

[Laplace's Victim]

First - your thoughts aren't you, stop identifying with them.

Second - Most of your problems seem to be based around things you keep telling yourself, so just tell yourself a different story. This might sound stupid as hell but just come up with a concept of self, a perspective on life, etc. then write them down and then just repeat them in your head like all the time, like a background track running on loop. You'll be surprised how quickly you'll start to believe whatever nonsense you've chosen to believe. This is what people do everyday, they just don't realize it.

Third - none of this is real, not in like a fancy quantum physics way but more in a there's like 8 billion people, and it just doesn't matter even if you went on a shooting spree its a drop in the bucket, no one cares in a week, this isn't real so there's no reason to even be upset about all of this dumb stuff you are forcing yourself to pretend is important. Nihilism is gay, that's not what I'm trying to advocate, just stop being so melodramatic all the time.

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stay gold, pony boy (fag), stay gold.

Finally, a good fucking answer.
Based.

You’ve actually motivated me to try something new. I’ve already rejected all these meaningless identities tribalism, race, nationality, politics but I’ve still been stuck.
My problem isn’t figuring out that none of this matters, it’s finding the will to act on that realization. It’s like knowing the path to freedom but not having the energy to walk it

You’re right that I’ve been stuck in my head, letting my own thoughts trap me in this state of inertia. But if nothing really matters, why am I letting that stop me?
If the only thing holding me back is my own sense of apathy, then I might as well pretend, like you said. Pretend that I care. Pretend that there’s meaning, at least enough to move forward.
Maybe by forcing myself to act, i'll find the drive again, or at least enough to break out of this stasis

I already agree that none of this matters, but now it’s time to stop letting that thought paralyze me.
If nothing matters, then I’ve got nothing to lose by acting, by moving forward, even if it feels like pretending at first.





This will be my last post. I've said everything that needs to be said, and now it’s time to stop overanalyzing and start moving.
There’s no point in repeating the same thoughts over and over again, trapped in a loop of inaction.
There's something I have to do.

 

[Dr. Eldon Tyrell]

Finally, a good fucking answer.

How is it a good answer, if you already knew what the poster said?

My problem isn’t figuring out that none of this matters, it’s finding the will to act on that realization.

Yeah, and you actually didn't get it. No surprises there. You can't act on 'nothing really matters', you retard.

Pretend that there’s meaning, at least enough to move forward.

No, you are ought to believe in the story you make up, you first make up the story, then you act.
Just acting as if nothing matters is nihilism which isn't what @urr13 account meant at all.
I'm seriously doubting your age, I'm beginning to suspect you may very well actually be underage
with somewhat above average verbal fluency.
Maybe 13, 15 at most.
Your crap shot takes and habit of misreading and jumping to wrong conclusions,
reminds me of the nauseating company I had to endure in my school days. It's eerily similar.

There's something I have to do.

I was afraid you'd say that, please don't kill people.

 

[Grub]

You mock introspection because you’re afraid to face the truth about yourself.

You lack reading comprehension.

If I were an anime character, then I’d be the one writing the story,

That sucks because you're a shitty writer.

They’re just distractions for the weak, a way to avoid confronting your own mediocrity.

I meant more productive hobbies that require skills that you would have to learn. Though I imagine learning new things is below one as magnificent as yourself.

I don’t need to play the part of a 'normal' person. I’m already operating on a different level.
Keep laughing It only proves how little you understand.

You're a dumb nigger larping as a badass on forum for gossiping about e-celebs. I can't think of anything more pathetic to be honest.

 

[Canoodler]

There's something I have to do.

A good start would be some fun sexy times with @Vingle, I know you both would enjoy each other.

 

[Polentic]

You are not an anime character nigga!!!!

 

[Captain Dipshit]

Fuck it imma power level for a minute

Nigga, I have a decent amount of mental health issues and have been in and out of rehab. Your failures ARE on you. If you don't ever accept that you are truly and completely fucked. You will never improve your position in life because you refuse to fix the things that hold you back.

I mean this earnestly - seek therapy and show them this post. Put it in a notes app or something if you don't want them knowing you use this site but fucking do it. You need someone with the capacity to explain this to you better to do so. I'm some fuck on the farms that only knows their own experiences and even I can see you NEED a professional to explain your delusions to you and help you find a way out.

Godspeed, earnestly.

 

[JamusActimus]

The cool manipulator anime character larp is cringe.