im fine with exposing it. she chose to say it, and someone screenshotted it and shared it. its what she said that will be her undoing, to say what she said and even now. chicken made a server, i was trying to talk to her. she has me blocked on discord. then she left, then someone showed her some stuff that was outta context to screenshot to her and make her have a reaction about me, or something i said. i dont care. its what people want to do. what holland feels about me, thats what she feels. she cant change what i feel, or felt. and i have someone i love and have loved for more than decades who i choose to share my romance with, so really she can cry about me some more i suppose.
if holland doesnt wish to even be friendly or try and figure out what it was in her that allowed her to be a friend to me, something she needs now, because theres few friends who understand her like me, then she will be denying herself the future she deserves to have with me in it. i cannot make her or force her to wish to have me in her life. its always been the same. i dont care what she feels about me. she's creepy and holds creepy feelings in her heart toward people who only wish to help her not destroy herself, to fucking cut herself, to cry herself to sleep. its totally her loss, really. like i said, i could post the dm's and then she'd be fully cancelled. i wont stoop to that.