Inactive Jake Rapp / Jacob Dean Johnson / KingOfCucks - Survivor of Feminism

[Lurker]

Totally valid. It's not a way I want to live out a relationship for the rest of my life. Like I said, I do have hope things will improve. Alison knows I have a subconscious timer ticking with all this pain it can cause. And all that said, there have been improvements in well-being.

Hm. Well, to be honest, it seems like you're perfectly aware that this thing you currently have going on, with you putting up "emotional walls", isn't good in the long-run, so that's mildly reassuring.

Will things improve? They might. Like I said earlier, BPD can improve with age. But if it doesn't, like someone else brought up, hopefully you do know when to pull the plug.

 

[Goddessoftheshire]

I don't mean to put off this perception that I don't love her. But BPD definitely requires the building of a few emotional walls, yaknow?



It's not my job to pull her back into reality, common misconception of people that live with someone that has BPD. I just ride it out until the blow-up is over. I'm not afraid to look like the bad guy, especially when I know the sentence doesn't fit the crime.

Serious question. How do you deal with accusations of betrayal if there are any? I know some people with BPD will view any slight real or imagined as a betrayal. If Alison does not know your here will she view this as a betrayal?

 

[Crisseh]

Totally valid. It's not a way I want to live out a relationship for the rest of my life. Like I said, I do have hope things will improve. Alison knows I have a subconscious timer ticking with all this pain it can cause. And all that said, there have been improvements in well-being.

Gonna be afk for perhaps the rest of the day. I might pop back in later/throughout the week, but I do need to devote a lot of time to school work.

Have you thought about the fact that polyamory is just a way for people to control the narrative? We know it's just someone wanting to fuck around with people. But much like peoples fear of flying vs driving, it's about control of the situation or narrative.

Polyamory is just essentially re-branding of being a whore with some fancy mental gymnastic rules. Usually at one "partners" expense. Thus you had issues dealing with it. Because deep inside without that mental exercise you realize you're being cucked. And that your "partner" doesn't want to share you with anyone else. Because they understand deep down what the situation is.

You may re-brand situations to make it more palatable, but it doesn't make the reality less real.

 

[Replicant Sasquatch]

Hm. Well, to be honest, it seems like you're perfectly aware that this thing you currently have going on, with you putting up "emotional walls", isn't good in the long-run, so that's mildly reassuring.

Will things improve? They might. Like I said earlier, BPD can improve with age. But if it doesn't, like someone else brought up, hopefully you do know when to pull the plug.

Plenty of people in abusive relationships know things are tough and hold out hope things will get better. Admitting there's a problem with the relationship is a first step. But it's not the only one.

I hope Jake can one day realize he's gonna have to take actions consistent with what he wants, instead of waiting out a clock which isn't actually there.

 

[Kiwi Farms dot net]

Jake what are your rates?

 

[KaiserWilhelmII]

@KingOfCucks


U werent around when Ali was hurting herself bc u were out with Fran.
(You see that Ali just hurt herself bc u were out with another and she lost control?)

And also did u really get sterilized?

Did it ever occur to you if u look at this with a mindset set on enslaving you and robbing you of your Independence, these are all logical steps.

 

[BriannaWoo]

Here's my questions for Jake's AMA.

1) Do you ever think you will reach the same level of popularity as game(s) developer, noted feminist, Godzilla of tech feminists, breaker of chains, legal and economical giant Brianna Wu?

2) Fran seems lovely, do you ever think that maybe you should just settle down with her and leave Ali?

3) Do you have a Patreon I can donate to?

Seriously Jake, I would like an answer to all of the above, it would be much appreciated.

Cheers dear boy.

 

[Skelter Helter]

The general narrative is that you're an abused spouse who can't see beyond the wild machinations that Ali routinely pulls on you. If your posts here are true and not putting on a brave face or something, then you really do know when to pull the cord because you're actually the one manipulating Ali's insanity for your own benefit.

Reading your posts is like the end of The Usual Suspects where Kevin Spacey loses the limp.

The limp was in people's minds the whole time, though.

Alison may be a horror show, but Jake's no prize, either. BPD is a disorder that's rooted in a pathological fear of abandonment. A polyamorous lifestyle is about the worst thing for someone with BPD. And yet, here is Jake committed to polyamory even though it's pretty much guaranteed to cause the woman he ostensibly loves incredible pain.

 

[*Asterisk*]

Biggest challenge with polyamory for me? Probably what I've been discussing - just the mindshift from monogamy culture to more of a non-hierarchical approach. It was a tough climb, but I really enjoy where I'm at now. It made me realize that prior I actually was what Kiwis are concerned about - not really in charge of my own life/wholly devoted to someone else and making sure they are ok. Now I care a lot more about myself.



A kiwi sticking up for me? gggguuuuuiiiizzzzzzz

Most people on this site have been sticking up for you.

Asking me? Ya don't deserve it. You willingly evacuated your personality for the first piece of poon that gave you the time of day, to the point where you dropped out of college and abandoned your relationships with everyone whomsoever displayed love towards you.

What's your excuse for that one, Jake? I'm positive it'll be really funny for those of us whom aren't your family members. Those poor bastards'll just cry and sweat, but you've been sending them down that road for years now.

 

[Replicant Sasquatch]

The limp was in people's minds the whole time, though.

Alison may be a horror show, but Jake's no prize, either. BPD is a disorder that's rooted in a pathological fear of abandonment. A polyamorous lifestyle is about the worst thing for someone with BPD. And yet, here is Jake committed to polyamory even though it's pretty much guaranteed to cause the woman he ostensibly loves incredible pain.

But communicating that to her is mansplaning and therefore haram.

Still not an excuse though.

Most people on this site have been sticking up for you.

Asking me? Ya don't deserve it. You willingly evacuated your personality for the first piece of poon that gave you the time of day, to the point where you dropped out of college and abandoned your relationships with everyone whomsoever displayed love towards you.

What's your excuse for that one, Jake? I'm positive it'll be really funny for those of us whom aren't your family members. Those poor bastards'll just cry and sweat, but you've been sending them down that road for years now.

Honestly, I was willing to play a bit of devil's advocate at first. But as time went on and especially after he showed up here, it's hard feeling sorry for him anymore. The guy seems intent on justifying his dead-end relationship despite the obvious damage it's done him.

If there's one nice thing I can still say though, is at least he's taken our interest in stride. You know, unlike almost every other cow who's shown up in their own threads.

 

[Asperchewy]

Welcome to the farms Jake!

 

[melty]

Stop sperging about last names, the name thing would literally not be an issue if it weren't for everything else going on. It's like pieces of a puzzle. If you see one crack on a wall, that's just a crack in your wall and it could be from anything, but if you start seeing a bunch of cracks in your wall you start to think something may be wrong with the foundation and every new crack that appears looks really suspicious and requires more attention than such a thing normally would.

No, Alison is a very warm and friendly person "out in the wild" and with friends. Typically BPD only rears it's head to those very close to the person/behind closed doors.

Good answer, though it begs more questions. What kind of level of control do people with BPD have? For example, people with anxiety attacks can't really control it to the point where they only have the attack in the comfort of their home.
One story I've heard, not saying this is your situation *at all*, just something vaguely similar that stuck in my mind. I read about this women with an abusive spouse who would occasionally go into fits and start breaking things, then leave the house leaving the wife to clean up. She explained to her therapist that he seemed completely out of control during these fits and barely knew what he was doing. The therapist asked her to note whose items he broke during the fits: only hers, only his, or both? Turns out he would only break her things touching nothing of his own. So he actually was in control on some level, be it conscious or subconscious.
So I guess my question is what level of control do you think BPD individuals actually have, and if Ali is this way around her family (can't remember if they are still in contact with her or not)

 

[VortekPMD]

Mr. Rapp:

Unfortunately I was not able to enter this AMA, but I welcome you with open arms to the farms.

I wanted to ask you some more questions. I apologize for some other kiwis. Those hoes don't know how to act.

What convinced you to prostitute?
Where does threesomes come in this relationship?
Do you and Alison act out any fetishes or kinks?
Will you cut your beard?
Who's idea was it to give you a Prince Albert?
Are you working now?
Did you think Kiwi Farms ruined your life?
What things do you do with Fran that you don't do with Alison?
What was the deciding factor into marrying Alison?
Why do you let her do vines of you where you embarrass yourself?
What was the most romantic thing Alison did to You?
Does she give up the ass? Does Fran?
What ice cream do you prefer when watching Lifetime?
Who is your favorite actress on Lifetime?
What are your thoughts about Sonichu?
And most importantly: How you doin'?

 

[HipstrsGonnaHip]

Lay off on @KingOfCucks guys. @KingOfCucks a gud boi, he dindu nuffin.

 

[Shahid_Ali_Is_MyFriend]

Jake dat boi nigga!

 

[The Viking of Disapproval]

Since this thread is going to shit at light speed, I do have one question. @KingOfCucks

Jake, do you realize this whole crusade against Alison started because of her stances on child pornography? That it wasn't some unfounded attack by GamerGate just because she was a woman in the video game industry? Her thesis is what brought her infamy, and was one of the main reasons for her getting a thread in the first place. None of your personal life would have been shoved into the spotlight had it not been for that paper. You said you haven't read it in its entirety, but don't you think you should? Do you not think child porn is morally reprehensible?

I feel like you're misunderstanding one of the key factors in what makes Alison such a target for hate. None of this started as "trolling" for the sake of trolling. The hate and anger towards her is justified. Her views are disgusting and harmful to children.

 

[*Asterisk*]

Since this thread is going to shit at light-speed, I do have one question. @KingOfCucks

Jake, do you realize this whole crusade against Alison started because of her stances on child pornography? That it wasn't some unfounded attack by GamerGate just because she was a woman in the video game industry? Her thesis is what brought her infamy, and was one of the main reasons for her getting a thread in the first place. None of your personal life would have been shoved into the spotlight had it not been for that paper. You said you haven't read it in its entirety, but don't you think you should? Do you not think child porn is morally reprehensible?

I feel like you're misunderstanding one of the key factors in what makes Alison such a target for hate. None of this started as "trolling" for the sake of trolling. The hate and anger towards her is justified.

Alison could Josef-Fritzl someone tomorrow and Jake would go along.

 

[Dog Prom 3D]

Jake, I initially had lots of sympathy for you but this Q&A has ended that right quick. I just can't believe some of the stuff you have said here.

Oh la la la la, Jake and Alison didn't want a traditional life so they peddled their asses for kicks. I know leftist SJW dogma of the moment says that sex work is a noble and viable profession and shouldn't be subject to stigma blah blah blah. Such garbage. No healthy person wakes up and says, "Hey, I'm totally white and cute and middle class and not subject to the frightening vicissitudes faced by other sex workers so I'm gonna sell my ass for money. No way I can get arrested, raped, catch a disease, get beaten and robbed, develop a crippling drug addiction to help me deal with the misery of exchanging my sexual dignity for money, or killed. That only happens to crack whores, not peppy white kids on a lark!" There is something deeply wrong with both of you and you are just as antisocial as Alison. Thanks for making that clear. It helps understanding why you seem so willing to continue living this way.

I also cannot believe the mindset implicit in declaring that you don't need your bills paid if it means you have to submit to basic social mores expected by corporations (that aren't linked to pornography or the sale of actual sex). You're willing to compromise yourself in polyamory so that essentially two women never get the best of you or the attention either one requires, even in speculative situations like both losing a friend in a car crash, because that's what you all signed up for. But hey, that sort of compromise in order to be gainfully employed? Bills aren't that important, surely rent will work itself out in the end.

Alison goes on at length about the terribleness of white men without realizing that the two of you are prime examples of the privilege that comes from being white and of a class that genuinely believes that the world gives a shit about your specialness. You expect to be rewarded for your specialness even as you flaunt the law and spurn decent jobs. The two of you are still young enough not to understand that one day you will not be cute. You will no longer be able to attract multiple partners. You will not be able to chipmunk-cheek your way into new jobs. You will not be able to earn a dime via sex transactions because far cuter, younger people will be on the scene. Lonely men will not support Alison's Patreon when those eye bags expand to the rest of her body.

You only spurn Nintendo and Sodexo now because you are white, middle class, and seriously do not know how much lower there is for the two of you to sink. Your life may seem difficult now, but it will get much worse. Alison will be the one receiving largesse from upper middle class tech workers collecting second-hand goods for the homeless and you will long for the day when you had the option to sell out to the Man for a check that covered necessities.

 

[Shahid_Ali_Is_MyFriend]

On a serious note it seems if anybody is getting cucked now it's Ali lol

 

[MarvinTheParanoidAndroid]

@KingOfCucks What happened when Alison was fired from Nintendo? How did she get the job at Nintendo? Did the guys at Nintendo know about her CP promoting paper and how did they react to it? Does she have pedophile friends? Does she have CP on her PC?