Jerry Peet / Lily Orchard / Lily Peet / Valkyrstudios / Bhaalspawn / Tara Callie / "Mod Ebara" - Sociopath writer of pedophile fanfiction and cartoon reviews, faked getting raped to force a divorce, then mobbed and gaslit their ex off Tumblr, satanist neoliberal of the MovieSlob variety, also wants to fuck dogs and/or pokemon

[ÁchtunaRoll]

Courtney is praising that her mother's car was smashed. Nothing was taken.


Lily finally spoke up about her sister.

her introspection about how she processes feelings.

 

[Son Goku Baku]

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Lily finally spoke up about her sister.
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her introspection about how she processes feelings.
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If only Liliana had someone to talk to about her emotional constipation and social anxiety (all anxious people think that theirs is a "justifiable fear", that's why they can't stop it), like a therapist or something.

 

[WelperHelper99]

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Lily finally spoke up about her sister.
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her introspection about how she processes feelings.
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Calling your sister a fascist. Nice. Does anyone in this family talk to eachother, at all? I'm inclined to believe the rape story from this absolute state of affairs. And Jerry, people wouldn't leave if you weren't a self centered prick all the time. Always "me me me". Not what you can do to fix your issues with others.

 

[Devil-Man]

Okay. Here's a bunch of the previous stream recordings for those who wish to see them.

Hangout Stream (Minecraft) - April 9

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Hangout Stream (Dragon Age, Kingdom Hearts) - April 12

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Playing the Talky Porkyman Game - April 16

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Editing and Dragon Age: Origins - April 17

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Pokémon Sun/Moon - April 20

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Late Night Hangout Stream With A Sick Lady - April 25

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Working On New Video - April 29

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[Stuck Pooh]

her introspection about how she processes feelings.
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Lily: Unlike many people I actually have had friendships end very suddenly-

Yeah, because you blocked and ghosted those friends over them not sucking your dick often enough.

Everytime she talks about how she can't put feelings into words, it just turns into how much she likes to be praised to guilt trip her friends and audience to give her attention.
If you tell her how awesome she is it will surelly teach her how to express her feelings right? Is she doesn't, it's just because people aren't being nice enought ot her. It's other people who have to put in the work not her.

 

[Duine In Cudromach]

That Ask is worded in such a natural way that a real human being that isn't Lily would definitely say. It's really nice of Lily not to lash out to this totally real Anon and politely answer this question that she definitely didn't set up so she could opine about how hard it is to put feelings in to words, a trait that only Lily has ever expressed and that definitely isn't a fairly common issue that a lot of people have for a variety of reasons.

It's remarkable that she can spin the kind of social anxiety that pervades a lot of people thought processes as something that she alone is justified is feeling, too. "Unlike other people I HAVE abruptly lost a significant number of friendships. OTHER PEOPLE are just paranoid but for ME it's REAL."

Zero self-reflection, too. People regularly call her out for her asshole behavior, she snaps at them and doubles down on her asshole behavior, then she turns around and wonders why people keep leaving her friend circle. YEAH LILY. IT'S A MYSTERY.

If you tell her how awesome she is it will surelly teach her how to express her feelings right? Is she doesn't, it's just because people aren't being nice enought ot her. It's other people who have to put in the work not her.

I hadn't quite put this together at first but yeah this is basically what she's saying. Not that she would learn if only she had more ~affirmation~, but that she lost these friendships because the other party didn't talk to her enough and tell her what they were really thinking and the friends she has now don't do it enough so she can never be sure they actually love her.

Of course SHE can take much longer to put together the words she needs but even a crumb of affection from anybody else sends her into a blubbering fit because she's so starved of validation. Woe is Lily. Poor baby.

 

[Campbell-Duo]

Yeah, because you blocked and ghosted those friends over them not sucking your dick often enough.

Everytime she talks about how she can't put feelings into words, it just turns into how much she likes to be praised to guilt trip her friends and audience to give her attention.
If you tell her how awesome she is it will surelly teach her how to express her feelings right? Is she doesn't, it's just because people aren't being nice enought ot her. It's other people who have to put in the work not her.

She constantly acts like shes some victim of people not wanting to be friends with her when in reality its just that she thinks shes too good for anyone else unless they suck her dick 24/7.

Lily doesn't know real friends because shes never had any only people who agree with her 24/7 like yes men, real friends disagree on things they argue they have fights and they come back the next day to call each other slurs and laugh.

She just wants attention,compliance and sexual gratification.

 

[LargeChoonger]

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I try not to pester for reassurance, but this does mean that whenever someone close to me does affirm they actually do love me, I get really emotional

"Am I neurotic, needy, and explosive? No, it's my friends who are wrong"

 

[WelperHelper99]

She constantly acts like shes some victim of people not wanting to be friends with her when in reality its just that she thinks shes too good for anyone else unless they suck her dick 24/7.

Lily doesn't know real friends because shes never had any only people who agree with her 24/7 like yes men, real friends disagree on things they argue they have fights and they come back the next day to call each other slurs and laugh.

She just wants attention,compliance and sexual gratification.

Me and my friends disagree on a whole awful lot; I still hang out with them and would give them a couch to sleep on if they needed it. Why? Friendship is more than just politics and what shows you like. It's what you've gone through, together, what you've done for eachother, teaching a buddy to change his own oil and not give those thieves at the ship blood money. Jerry doesn't know that, i dont think Jerry has ever had a experience like that in his life

 

[LargeChoonger]

Me and my friends disagree on a whole awful lot; I still hang out with them and would give them a couch to sleep on if they needed it. Why? Friendship is more than just politics and what shows you like. It's what you've gone through, together, what you've done for eachother, teaching a buddy to change his own oil and not give those thieves at the ship blood money. Jerry doesn't know that, i dont think Jerry has ever had a experience like that in his life

Huge trend with narcissistic people in general. They're very quick to cut off family and close friends in pursuit of serotonin. Then they wonder why nobody gives a fuck about them and project the void onto an uncaring audience

 

[WelperHelper99]

Huge trend with narcissistic people in general. They're very quick to cut off family and close friends in pursuit of serotonin. Then they wonder why nobody gives a fuck about them and project the void onto an uncaring audience

It doesnt help Jerry is a WoW hermit that basically only has Mikalia in hs life, and ruined relationships with the rest of his family. Combine that with his blatant personality disorders, the potential that he sexually assaulted his sister, yeah, no wonder he spends every waking hour on games and Tumblr lashing out at others that give him advice

 

[Campbell-Duo]

Me and my friends disagree on a whole awful lot; I still hang out with them and would give them a couch to sleep on if they needed it. Why? Friendship is more than just politics and what shows you like. It's what you've gone through, together, what you've done for eachother, teaching a buddy to change his own oil and not give those thieves at the ship blood money. Jerry doesn't know that, i dont think Jerry has ever had a experience like that in his life

I agree. I myself have always been supportive of trans people and lgbt stuff but one of my good friends is very much openly all phobics and while we do argue and debate we still come back around to joking and having fun.
Would i rather he not have those views? of course! But that doesn't mean im gonna ditch him because he doesn't.

Makes me think that Josh was the only person who could have changed Lily's path and how she became if she didn't just cut people off at the slightest disagreement.

 

[WelperHelper99]

I agree. I myself have always been supportive of trans people and lgbt stuff but one of my good friends is very much openly all phobics and while we do argue and debate we still come back around to joking and having fun.
Would i rather he not have those views? of course! But that doesn't mean im gonna ditch him because he doesn't.

Makes me think that Josh was the only person who could have changed Lily's path and how she became if she didn't just cut people off at the slightest disagreement.

Story of my life... I'm on the opposite end, but one truth I hold dear is that people are people. If you're my friend, we may argue, but at the end of the day, I don't really care about your politics, which is a mindset many have forgotten.

Lily certainly has, or never thought that way to begin with. I've never seen or heard once him ask what he can do for others. I don't think a friendship has lasted that long to get to the changing brakes in the garage stage. Any criticism leveled his way, including the nicely written ones with no snark, are immediately labeled as bigoted and the person a Nazi. No wonder his sister hates him, that alone would drive a person nuts.

 

[masterpiece]

the one thing i got from the father thing is that lily completely understands how abuse victims can abuse other people because of the abuse they suffered but she will not actually change her politics in any way

"Am I neurotic, needy, and explosive? No, it's my friends who are wrong"

this reminds me of when mikhaila had to dm people in the group chat if they "ignored lily" bcz god forbid she goes one moment without attention

 

[teriyakiburns]

the one thing i got from the father thing is that lily completely understands how abuse victims can abuse other people because of the abuse they suffered but she will not actually change her politics in any way

He goes further than merely refusing to change his politics and specifically, vehemently denies the very idea of the intergenerational cycle of abuse. He calls it victim blaming, or nazi debate bro gaslighting, or whatever set of terms he's found to dismiss things this time, because otherwise he'd have to acknowledge that either his father isn't an abuser, or that he - who explicitely blames his own behaviours on his father - is an abuser.

And that's the fact of it: Jerry is a serial abuser.

 

[Ensok]

Jesus I thought this guy was just a random youtuber with a hateboner for Starlight Glimmer, I had no idea they were such a nut with such an extensive thread here. What a mess.

 

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[Devil-Man]

RPG stream, includes sneak peek at Potter video.

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[King_Boo_Official]

the one thing i got from the father thing is that lily completely understands how abuse victims can abuse other people because of the abuse they suffered but she will not actually change her politics in any way

Oh, she certainly does understand, she just chooses not to apply that understanding.

this reminds me of when mikhaila had to dm people in the group chat if they "ignored lily" bcz god forbid she goes one moment without attention

It's totally not like these people could have their own reasons for not responding to Lily, whether it's because they have nothing to say in response to whatever she said or they're just busy.

 

[Stuck Pooh]

RPG stream, includes sneak peek at Potter video.

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She dropped the entire finished video as a sneek peak.

All in all it was a boring but inoffensive stream. Lily was in a good mood and full of energy.
She had fun working on her RPG project, scrolld trough tumblr, showed Ren's fanart of Mikaila's Henchwoman project and was eager to hear her fans' fanfiction ideas.
She was talking about WoW and weeb tropes without going into rage filled rants - a nice change of pace, but I wonder how long it'll take for her inevideble change of heart.


She chatts with a fan about their recent trans awakening and Lily shares a insight into her own experience.

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New art of Henchwoman:

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Mikaila recently updated the woman's design to have a muffin-top.

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-She found a book she'd like to read, buys it on stream and is so convinced she's going to love the book that she might do a video about it.

Lily: Or Mikaila would love to do it.

Read the book first before making promisses Lily.

With her newly completed PhD in astronomy in hand, twenty-eight-year-old Grace Porter goes on a girls’ trip to Vegas to celebrate. She is not the kind of person who goes to Vegas and gets drunkenly married to a woman whose name she doesn’t know…until she does exactly that.

This one moment of departure from her stern ex-military father’s plans for her life has Grace wondering why she doesn’t feel more fulfilled from completing her degree. Staggering under the weight of her father’s expectations, a struggling job market and feelings of burnout, Grace flees her home in Portland for a summer in New York with the wife she barely knows.

When reality comes crashing in, Grace must face what she’s been running from all along—the fears that make us human, the family scars that need to heal and the longing for connection, especially when navigating the messiness of adulthood.

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